It’s strange but when you told me that, I saw you so vividly in my mind that night .

Seeing You on my mind feels just as good ,,, probably even better .

Cuz I know you’ll see me too .

Do you think we ran out of words for each other?

Meet me in the 5D .

I dont love U but i think i could .

I don’t mind waiting around to find the truth ,

That’s all i seek now .

I know in the end it’s all worth it .

I wouldn’t even consider ~this~ as a crush...I haven’t crushed on anyone inna long time.... It’s rare that someone piques my interest quite this much , really. I’m just deeply intrigued with knowing more about you . I’m just deeply invested on how this plays out .

if there’s anything worth considering , if there’s anything substantial between us thats hints to something greater .

Do you feel the same ?¿

I want to find the right words when the moment comes .

I want to give you the best of me .

I think about you all time idk why i feel so reluctant to hit you up when you’re the one who gave me your number lol

I wish i could tell you how much times you’ve visited my dreams and how I’m so desperate to have you come visit me again .

i’m not going to let you slip from me....im a fool if i let this happen again Im a fool if i dont try to break through with you. Im a fool if i cant make you feel this too

i want you to feel this magic too, i want you to want to understand this with me. i want you to want to establish something with me the same way i want to with u .

i think we could awaken something within eachother that we’ve always wanted. im not saying i am your perfect fit but i want to be , doesn’t matter how rough it is i know when this smoothes over it will be beautiful.

it’s crazy how i met you now. its crazy how i didn’t know you before, its crazy how we never met sooner. feels like i have memories made with you already and it sounds crazy but you seem to be the p(i)ece that i’ve been missing. you ignited something in me that i’ve been calling for...and i’m just tryna make sense of it b4 ur gone . b4 u leave me....

i hate and love how you feel so familiar. Like i know you but i dont. I have this strong desire to discover you To uncover you To see you for you. i feel like moving a mile a minute witchu but i dont want to suffocate or rush you. im tryna meet you at your level but i cant gauge. i just wish you felt this too and we could stop acting too cool for eachother. i know you’re supposed to be in my life and im dipping into that as long as you let me .

i mean,,,you could just ignore my mental health issues just like i do n i guess we’d be back to how it was before I had even told you ?

i leave when i feel you pulling away . It hurts less this way Cuz i can’t face you .

excuses sourced in fear ,, avoiding the pain of having you then losing you but i’m always hurting ,, whatever the outcome .

platonic,,, romantic,,, always swaying between the two ,, but it has always been like that...at times I want more of yOu n at times it feels like you do too ,,, but we never seem to meet .