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indiansapphic · 2 days

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guess who has a crush again and wants to throw herself down a well :)

#i will genuinely die #meri ex ki bisexual friend hai #madarchod #bhairavi ke bol

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indiansapphic · 2 days

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The dance of the devi

Flowers for the goddess

in my alta-dyed hands,

I offer them at the lotus feet

of the Mother of the Universe.

***

Gentle blues of the skies move out

And Surya slowly rises from slumber

in its captivating regal glory,

its golden rays adorning

the Devi’s forehead.

***

I behold the golden complexioned goddess

set in stone with a benevolent smile.

My anklets lay at her feet

with turmeric and vermillion coating

some of those melodious bells.

***

A sweet summer breeze blows by.

A bell jingles and a lotus from her garland

falls to the brown earth at my dust laden feet.

A jingle of bangles and anklets,

A low hum of a mysterious yet beautiful tune,

And a voice sings,

A voice that I can recognize anywhere –

The Devi has risen!

***

Draped in silks and gold,

fragrant garlands around her limbs,

She steps outside to my courtyard,

A very humble stage for the one

who is the abode of this entire Universe.

The sun makes her ornaments gleam,

yet her moon-like face is the brightest.

My anklets are around her feet

But what truly do I own

in this illusionary world?

What I receive –

Beauty, intelligence, riches and power,

All comes from her.

***

And by the bright yellows of dawn

I see her dance in my courtyard.

Wherever her feet travel, little blooms arise

and where her hands softly touch,

Golden dust flies.

She twirls round and round

And I see the might cosmic Gods

Swirling around her magnificence.

Her veil, the illusionary veil,

which she playfully casts

around this world

escapes the clutches

of her beautiful braided hair.

And now I see. Clearly.

***

She leaps into the air,

Resembling a warrior

and a warrior she is,

for she is the Devi,

The ferocious Bhairavi,

The invincible Durga,

the slayer of Mahishasura.

She is the dark one, Kali,

The slayer of Raktabija.

***

Her dance of grace and elegance

transforms to a dance of death and destruction.

She is Shivatrinayani and Maheshwari.

She leaps and twirls with her trident

and her anklets and the temple bells ring

harmoniously,

Just like the eternal forces of nature.

Devi is Nitya, the eternal one.

***

I, a mere mortal woman, a devotee

akin to the turmeric and vermillion on her feet

watch the goddess dance in all her glory.

I see all the worlds and this vast universe

dance with her,

And maybe it is really true:

That everything in the world dances.

Laasya performs in every object,

in the largest to the very smallest.

***

And then I see the radiant one

stretch her palm to me.

I see my world in her hand

And clasp her hand tightly.

Which daughter lets go of her mother’s hand?

So we dance.

***

Stars and galaxies, planets and cosmic bodies,

Fire and snow, gods, demons and mortals,

I see her in everything

And this is the Dance of Realisation.

The music, the drums and the bells slowly fade

But the dancing soul now awakened

dances in ecstasy.

I see, I hear, I dance, I understand everything now.

***

The Devi twirls, spins, sings, smiles and laughs

And finally heads to her abode, to Shiva, her life.

My life, a thread in her hands,

I now submit to her eternal play

of this Life’s Dance.

***

I haven't written poetry in a while now. Somehow I couldn't capture this in a story format, it felt bland and very large and long. I didn't like it. The poem format perhaps gives me a little peace to form the vision I once had a few years ago while meditating on the goddess. I will obviously edit this later for the book, but for now here's the first draft poem for the book

Tagging: @swayamev @indiansapphic @jukti-torko-golpo (big thank you to you for the devi content!) @navaratna @rhysaka @krishna-priyatama @krsnaradhika @inexhaustible-sources-of-magic @alhad-si-simran @ramcharantitties @kaal-naagin

#samridhi writes #sam ne kamal kar diya #samridhi <3

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indiansapphic · 8 days

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i look at how bhairavi has become a part of me. like this tumblr blog, this is bhairavi's blog. my official name isnt bhairavi, but it still is my name. i am bhairavi. hehe

#the og indiansapphic hoon main #where is all my old moots and where are new moots #i like being bhairavi #it is a name i write under and it is also the name of a goddess #i like this #my friend has my name saved as bhairavi akka when i told her that a few of my younger mutuals called me bhairavi akka #i love tumblr #bhairavi ke bol #not to mention i am voiz ki bhairav bhaiya 💀

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indiansapphic · 8 days

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Beautiful Person Award. Once you are given this award, you're supposed to paste it in the ask of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain, nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out!💖

thank you love <33333

#asks #parvati <3

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indiansapphic · 8 days

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smol smol pretty pretty girl she is

DIDU OMG YOU'RE POCKET SIZED 🤯🤯🤯

Yes and i can very much kick ass being pocket sized, tyvm 😌

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indiansapphic · 8 days

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Beautiful Person Award. Once you are given this award, you're supposed to paste it in the ask of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain, nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out!💖

lou u ma <333333

#asks #kal <3

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indiansapphic · 9 days

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thank you @natures-marvel for the tag :)

15 Questions, 15 Friends

Are you named after anyone?

I'm named after a goddess, if that counts.

When was the last you cried?

A week ago, my ex was the reason, lmao.

What sports do you play/have you played?

I've done skating, gymnastics, swimming for a while and currently I do yoga.

What’s the first thing you notice about other people?

Their body language.

What’s your eye color?

Brown eyes.

Scary movies or happy endings?

Happy endings always.

Do you have kids?

Nahi hai, aur nahi chahiye.

Do you have any pets?

My mom says I'm more than enough to handle, so no pets.

What are your hobbies?

Reading, writing, journaling and singing (in the bathroom lol)

Where were you born?

Mumbai, India.

How tall are you?

5'4.

Favourite subject in school?

English, Political Science, History (because the tea in history-)

Do you use sarcasm?

Wow, whatever made you think that.

Any talents?

I can whistle the Malgudi Days theme, I can do a cartwheel, sing the entire periodic table, rap Rap God, Alphabet Aerobics, sing the countries of the world lol

Dream job?

Not really telling anyone about it, its a secret. 🤫

Tags : open tag!

Tagged by @wedgeantill and @lavandulacosmos

Thank you so much, you two 🥰🫶🏽

15 Questions, 15 Friends

Are you named after anyone?

Nope.

When was the last you cried?

In January. Those who know, know why

What sports do you play/have you played?

Hmm, lets see...swimming, yoga, amateur skating (does this even count?), gymnastics, marathon running.

What’s the first thing you notice about other people?

Their vibes? I mean, everyone radiates an energy so thats i what tend to notice first.

What’s your eye color?

Very dark brown, almost black.

Scary movies or happy endings?

Hands down happy endings!

Do you have kids?

Hell, no! 😂 #singleaf 💪🏽

Do you have any pets?

YESSSS!!!!!! I have a toy pomerian, his name is Atom and he is SUCH A SWEETIE!!! 🥹🥹🥹

What are your hobbies?

Reading, occasionally writing, sometimes drawing smth.

Where were you born?

India

How tall are you?

4'10 or 148cm. Yeah 🙃

Favourite subject in school?

I used to love literature a lot in school. In fact, I love studying so apart from calculus and art, i was pretty cool with every subject.

Do you use sarcasm?

Duh, of course.

Any talents?

Hmm, lets see....(P2 😂) I know some Jump roping tricks, I am pretty flexible in a lot of joints, I am good at time management, etc etc

Dream job?

Not really. I am currently doing what I love so yeah 🤷🏽‍♀️

As you can see, I am pretty sure the order of the questions got mixed up. Anyways! Heres the tag list :

@delirious-and-slightly-murderous @h0bg0blin-meat @prettykittytanjiro @re-lunastos @marqenobi @maraudersbitchesassemble @indiansapphic @ilovekrishnarjun @misalpav @aki-iwillwaitforyou-dev @orgasming-caterpillar @dormarunt @budugu @voidsteffy @misssclumsy

#ask games #kal <3

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indiansapphic · 10 days

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bhai idhar baarish hi nahi ho rhi hai

Looks what @natures-marvel just sent me 😂

@oh-munda-kukkad-kamaal-da Tumhein mein rotdu lagti hoon?? 😭😂

#bangaloreans : destroy their own lakes which kempegowda built around the city #also bangaloreans : why no rains???????#chup rho #yall brought this on yourselves #desiblr

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indiansapphic · 12 days

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Seeing you in my dash after a whole janam

exam stress and college bullshit finally brought me back

#asks #samridhi <3

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indiansapphic · 14 days

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tw: body dysmorphia?

okay tumblr do your thing and help me.

my facial features and body are very feminine which i dont mind. but i believe my personality is very tomboyish and it has what one might call "masculine energy". i dont mind dressing feminine, but i want to dress masc because i dont really feel like dressing feminine anymore. i want to learn how to dress masculine but i am afraid it would still appear feminine on my body and i am not tall enough (is 5'4 tall enough?) to actually be masc, is what i think. my sister and my mom always tell me that my body is beautiful which i believe it is, but i think they always say it with the context that it is feminine. i know they like it because they like being feminine and while i dont hate it, i dont like it either and id rather dress masculine but i have no idea what to do because my sister always tells me that body hugging dresses look good on me, and she is right but i dont like it. i like loose fitting clothes and i love my body but i wish it was a little more masculine.

how do i appear more masculine in terms of clothing and style? the mascs butches and studs of tumblr please help me

#desiblr #gay #lesbian #wlw #nblw #nblnb #bisexual #butch lesbian #butch4all #butch4femme #butch4butch #butch #masc lesbian #butch dyke

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indiansapphic · 17 days

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