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im-all-torn-up · 9 months

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kms

The chick I babysit for weighs basically the same as me and she is taller :_) granted from what I know she like doesn't eat soooo

I obviously dunno what her body fat is looking like but atleast I have skinnier arms 🥺

#male Ed #Ana boy #Ana blog #4n4 #4n4rexia

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im-all-torn-up · 11 months

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cry

Im on a school trip and they said the activities and food would be covered. Come to the ice cream place and it is infact not included. If the Mexican food is also not included and I have to starve for the day I might cry. It feels like their trying to fuel my ed :_)

#Ana boy #male ed #bonespa #Ana blog #Just ed shit

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im-all-torn-up · 2 years

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“What do you think sparked your ed?”

my mother weighs less than me -_-

#ed boy #male ed #just ed shit #male 4n4 #4n4 #ana blog #ana boy #ed thought #4na

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im-all-torn-up · 2 years

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simply breaking my habit of eating when I'm bored or as soon as I get home from school is so frustrating. I'm tired of making sure not to eat anything all day then fucking it up when I get home

I was naïve and thought simply not eating would be easy, but boy was I in for a rude awakening ;-; its honestly gross how much of my life I have spent thinking about eating. I am trying to convince myself that today I will go without eating at all but I'm just gonna fuck it up and binge at night

I might not even make it till fucking dinner!!

I hate everything ^^

#ana boy #ana blog #anar3xia #anarexsick #ed thoughts #male ed #just ed shit #ed boy #4n4 #4na #bonespa #thiinspo #malespa #i fucking hate it here

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im-all-torn-up · 2 years

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Breakfast:

Nothing

Total: 0 cal.

Lunch:

Nothing

Total: 0 cal.

Dinner:

3 cup fruity pebbles - 420 cal.

1 cup almond milk - 180 cal.

Total: 600 cal.

Snacks:

2 Granola bars - 200 cal.

Total: 200 cal.

-Calories burned: 115 cal.

Grand total: 685 cal.

#ana boy #ana blog #anar3xia #anarexsick #4n4 #4na #male 4na #ed thoughts #male ed #just ed shit #ed diet #thiinspo #malespa #bonespa #4n4 diet

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im-all-torn-up · 2 years

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Had so much fun today :D

Breakfast:

Nothing

Total: 0 cal.

Lunch:

McDonalds pull apart cinnamon roll - 350 cal.

McDonalds hot fudge sundae - 330 cal.

Total: 0 cal.

Dinner:

Nothing

Total: 0 cal.

Snacks:

Nothing

Total: 0 cal.

-Calories burned: 293 cal.

Grand total: 387 cal.

#ana boy #ana blog #anar3xia #anarexsick #ed thoughts #male ed #just ed shit #ed boy #4n4 #4na #ed diet #thiinspo #bonespa #malespa #malespii #i fell asleep and forgot to post ;-;

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im-all-torn-up · 2 years

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Cutely forgets to post again ^^

I was hanging out with some friends Tuesday and two of em kept saying how skinny I was..JKHFJGSHGF i have never been so happy ><

Breakfast:

Nothing

Total: 0 cal.

Lunch:

Nothing

Total: 0 cal.

Dinner:

Ramen - 376 cal.

Total: 376 cal.

Snacks:

1 cup fruity pebbles - 140 cal.

1 cup almond milk - 60 cal.

Total: 200 cal.

-Calories burned: 144 cal.

Grand total: 432 cal.

#ana boy #ana blog #anar3xia #anarexsick #ed thoughts #male ed #just ed shit #ed boy #malespa #malespii #thiinspo #bonespa #4n4 #ed diet #4na

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im-all-torn-up · 2 years

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Forgot to post this yesterday lol

Breakfast:

Nothing

Total: 0 cal.

Lunch:

Nothing

Total: 0 cal.

Dinner:

Pizza rolls - 548 cal.

Total: 548 cal.

Snacks:

Small chocolate ice-cream - 240 cal.

1 cup fruity pebbles - 140 cal.

1 cup almond milk - 60 cal.

Total: 440 cal.

-Calories burned: 271 cal.

Grand total: 717 cal.

#ana boy #ana blog #anar3xia #anarexsick #ed thoughts #male ed #just ed shit #ed boy #ed diet #malespa #bonespa #thiinspo #4n4 #4na

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im-all-torn-up · 2 years

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:)))))))))))) im doing great lmao

Breakfast:

Nothing

Total: 0 cal.

Lunch:

Nothing

Total: 0 cal.

Dinner:

13 pizza rolls - 476 cal.

Total: 476 cal.

Snacks:

1 cup fruity pebbles - 140 cal.

1 cup almond milk - 60 cal.

Total: 200 cal.

-Calories burned: 208 cal.

Grand total: 468 cal.

#ana boy #ana blog #anar3xia #anarexsick #ed thoughts #male ed #just ed shit #ed boy #4n4 #4na #malespa #malspii #thiinspo #bonespa #ed diet

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im-all-torn-up · 2 years

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Breakfast:

Nothing

Total: 0 cal.

Lunch:

Nothing

Total: 0 cal.

Dinner:

Garlic and herb pasta - 240 cal.

Soda - 170 cal.

Total: 410 cal.

Snacks:

3/4 cup Greek yogurt - 170 cal.

Total: 170 cal.

-Calories burned: 130 cal.

Grand total: 450 cal.

#ana boy #anarexsick #Ana blog #anar3xia #ed thoughts #male Ed #just ed shit #ed boy #ed diet #bonespa #thiinspo #malespii #4n4 #4na

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im-all-torn-up · 2 years

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Love when my mom says “you’re eating again?” during a binge >< I'm literally starving myself any other day mother...can you comprehend that?

She's so silly!!! ><

Breakfast:

Banana - 105 cal.

Total: 105 cal.

Lunch:

Nothing

Total: 0 cal.

Dinner:

Pizza rolls - 550 cal.

Soda - 170 cal.

Total: 720 cal.

Snacks:

(1) Gum - 5 cal.

Total: 5 cal.

-Calories burned: 131 cal.

Grand total: 604 cal.

#ana boy #ana blog #anar3xia #anarexsick #ed thoughts #male ed #just ed shit #ed boy #ed diet #bonespa #thiinspo #malespa

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im-all-torn-up · 2 years

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Didn't post yesterdays again lol I binged so whatever

Don't feel good about dinner but at least I'm under my limit XD

Breakfast:

PB and banana smoothie - 130 cal.

Total: 130 cal.

Lunch:

Nothing

Total: 0 cal.

Dinner:

Pizza rolls - 550 cal.

Soda - 170 cal.

Total: 720 cal.

Snacks:

(1) Mug brownie - 110 cal.

Total: 110 cal.

-Calories burned: 123 cal.

Grand total: 837 cal.

#ana boy #ana blog #anar3xia #anarexsick #ed thoughts #male ed #just ed shit #ed boy #ed diet #4n4 #thiinspo #malespa #bonespa #4nam1a

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im-all-torn-up · 2 years

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yuhyuhyuhyuh

Didn't post this yesterday lol

Don't get your hopes up I think I'm gonna binge tonight :DDDDD -_-

#ana boy #ana blog #anar3xia #anarexsick #ed thoughts #male ed #just ed shit #ed boy #malespa #ed diet #im gonna lose my shit if i eat one more thing

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im-all-torn-up · 2 years

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Not me over thinking what I'm gonna eat that day and then proceeding to eat greasy ass food before dinner XD

#ana boy #ana blog #anar3xia #anarexsick #ed thoughts #male ed #just ed shit #ed diet #4n4 #malespii

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im-all-torn-up · 2 years

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Recipe for this awesome soup!!

Only 165 calories for the whole thing!

1 cup of water- 0

1.5 cups of vegetable stock- 15

1 small can of sliced carrots- 35

1.5 cups of fresh baby spinach- 10

.5 servings of egg noodles- 105

Obviously calories vary by brand and you could use fresh carrots or add other ingredients if you’d like this is just how I made mine

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im-all-torn-up · 2 years

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Will reblog the soup recipe ^^

Fruity pebbles are so good omfg

Breakfast:

White monster - 10 cal.

Total: 10 cal.

Lunch:

Nothing

Total: 0 cal.

Dinner:

Soup - 165 cal.

Total: 165 cal.

Snacks:

(1) Mug brownie - 110 cal.

(1) Banana - 105 cal.

2 cups fruity pebbles - 170 cal.

2 cups unsweetened vanilla almond milk - 30 cal.

Total: 445 cal.

-Calories burned: 175 cal.

Grand total: 445 cal.

#ana boy #ana blog #anar3xia #anarexsick #ed thoughts #male ed #just ed shit #ed boy #4n4 diet #4na #ed diet #malespa #malespii #bonespa

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im-all-torn-up · 2 years

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Don't do drugs kids it fucks up your ed

Also wanna quickly say I don't like meanspo or fatspo so don't come near me with that shit <3

Gonna actually try to get back into this and hope for no more binges anytime soon bc I feel like ass :}

#ana boy #ana blog #anar3xia #anarexsick #ed thoughts #male ed #just ed shit #malepsa #ed diet #4n4 #4na #male 4na #currently dying

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