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ilysia · 2 years
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Bye bye
Hello everybody! This is the last time I will ever post :) Recently, I have lost the motivation to write Obey Me content. I have enjoyed the few months with you guys. It was a hard decision, but I decided to quit a few days ago. I will take down my content. I thank you for the support, especially the 1000+ notes on one of my posts. Now as for why I decided to quit, I don’t have any more ideas, and well people(specifically my friends and family) are using this account as blackmail and it got to my head. I also am losing the motivation to write angsty content that also includes Obey Me. I’m sorry for leaving all of you on a cliffhanger, but this is where it all ends. Thank you again, really. I appreciate all the kindness everyone has given me. Maybe one day I will post again, but not now. I’m, again, sorry.
(for those who wanted a part two/three to something, think of it as an open-ending)  
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ilysia · 2 years
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heylooo! I’m finally posting obey me content again. like always it’ll be angst and will be posted today or tomorrow (hopefully.) it will include the brothers and if it pops off i will also make undateables version
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ilysia · 2 years
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Happy Birthday, MC | Brothers x reader|
summary: it’s mc’s birthday but no one notices.
FYI: THIS IS A REPLACED MC AU ONESHOT IDEA! 
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A/N: trying to make this really painful for everyone HAHAH. Also, I’m thinking of making some fluff since I’m really milking the angst genre. I won’t post that often anymore, since I struggle to come up with angst plots haha. also my writing skills are a bit rusty since i haven’t written since last month. 
warnings: pure angst, being replaced, no happy ending. 
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                    Playing No surprises by Radiohead (slowed,reverb)
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You feel excited as the alarm rings in your ears. You smile as you prepare yourself for the day. You glance at the calendar, seeing if you are wrong. You are not. Today is your birthday. You told everyone last week that it will be your birthday today, but it seems as if they couldn’t care less. You shake your head, they were probably thinking of how to surprise you, right? As you open the door, you hear the new exchange students voice. You heard her say “my birthday” and “today.” You feel your heart ache as you see Satan smile and ask her questions. You probably misheard it, right?...right. You walk down the stairs as the new student glares at you. You muster up a smile. “Good morning, Satan, s/n (student’s name)” She looked away, puffing her chest. She grabbed Satan’s hand and walked away. Your smile faltered as you look down. It seems Satan was busy. You walked towards Lucifer’s room, knocking on the crisp old door. You walked in as Lucifer looked towards you. “How may I help you, MC.” He said in a firm tone. “I was wondering if you were busy today?” He sighs. “I’m sorry, but we’re preparing for s/n’s birthday. She is quite important towards us and we would like to prioritize her birthday more than anything right now. Maybe next month we can. “ Your heart cracked as you still try to smile, your mouth quivering. “Yeah.....yeah we can.” You try your best not to cry as you slowly leave the room. You continued to ask each of them, but to no avail. 
“Sorry MC! Me and S/N gotta buy the new video anime game! Maybe next week?”
“Sorry MC darling, but me and S/N will do a spa day since it’s her birthday.”
“I apologize MC, but me and S/N have bought tickets to Hell’s Kitchen”
“M’sorry, MC. Me and S/N needa go to the casino! She’s my lucky charm.”
‘”I’m supposed to tag along with S/N later. I’ll probably sleep through the entire way through.” 
 As you saw all of them leave the house with her, tears fell. One by one. It hurts. You were the one who fixed this family. And yet it’s as if they treated her like she was the one who did all that. You go back to your room, your light footsteps echoing the empty halls. You cried, soft whimpers coiling your throat. You cried until your throat hurt.  You glanced at the cake you bought. You unraveled the box as you grabbed the party hat and lit the candles. You set the chiffon cake on the floor and you sat down. Its decorations were beautiful. Edible pearls and ornaments were adorned as the flames lit up the darkly lit room.  You let out a half-hearted smile as  more of the salty fluid went down your cheeks. You blew out the candle and it all went dark. 
“Happy birthday to me.”
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A/N: I more or less hurt myself mentally writing this. Happy birthday to anyone reading this (even if it’s not your day).  
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ilysia · 2 years
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Was it real? |Diavolo x reader angst
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PLS READ: THIS IS ONLY AN IDEA I THOUGHT OF. THERE WILL BE NO PART TWO AND WAS MEANT TO BE ANOTHER DRAFT
A/N: I’m running out of ideas for angst. Yes, I may have 150 drafts but half of them are doo-doo. Thank you for reading and goodbye
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summary: you loved diavolo, and you thought he loved you too. 
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warnings: swearing (like only 1), heartbreak , angst
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Playing: First Love/ Late Spring by Mitski
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   You were someone special to Diavolo. It was obvious, really. The glances he gives you. The faint red hue on his cheeks. The lingering touch of his hand towards yours. You accepted him wholeheartedly, thinking he’d give you his heart. You were willing to give him everything too. And yet, guilt always creeped in your thoughts. But on that fateful day, your guilt finally proved itself right. You planned to give him a gift, a ring. You weren’t proposing, you just wanted to give him the ring as a way to make your relationship official. But as you opened the door, you felt your heart drop.  There was a girl on his lap, giggling. He had a bright smile on his face. And the damned blush he had. They leaned in for a kiss, as you felt yourself break. So it was only platonic? Your relationship was merely a friendship. A friendship with boundaries you can’t cross. Why did it feel so real? So those interactions. Those touches. Those glances. Those vows. They were all fake? Your grip loosed as you dropped the crystal ring. They turned to face you, their expressions not changing. They were oblivious to your feelings. “Oh! MC, what brings you here?” His smile faded away as tears dropped. One by one. He smiled for her. He loved for her. He gave everything to her. For her. You scoffed as you blinked, tears flowing. It pained you. It pained you so much. You loved him. You fucking loved him. And yet, he never loved you. You slammed the door and walked away, heartbroken. As the night befell the Devildom, you wiped away your tears. You thought you were someone special to Diavolo, but really, it was all just a lie. 
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A/N: SORRY IF IT’S SO SHORT! IT’S ONLY AN IDEA I CAME UP WITH </3 I’M STILL WRITING PART TWO TO “YOU LOVED ME TOO LATE” !! I’M SO HAPPY THAT WE REACHED 189 FOLLOWERS! TYSM GUYS :D I ONLY EXPECTED TO GET LIKE, 100 FOLLOWERS FROM OBEY ME CONTENT! BUT IM SO HAPPY TYYY. I HOPE YOU ENJOYED READING THIS AND HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY.
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ilysia · 2 years
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taking a break for a week, have fun rereading my posts </3 I’m super drained rn but I plan to write Genshin x reader soon ;) feel free to request
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ilysia · 2 years
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pls request me
someone please request/ask me obey me stuff. I don’t have any more ideas and even I need to post a lot this week since ill go on break soon. ty </3
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ilysia · 2 years
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You loved them, but did they love you?|Replaced MC AU part two
someone please request me stuff, most of my maladaptive daydreaming scenarios are quite...interesting (im not gonna go into detail)
TWS:
depression
suicide
overdose
Please do not go any further if you have these tws, also if you feel this feel free to talk to me!
Playing: Je te laisserai des mots - Patrick Watson 
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Why did it hurt? Why did it hurt saying goodbye to all of them? You only bonded with them for 2 years yet it felt like an eternity. You never wanted to hold a grudge against them. And yet here we are, saying goodbye, not an ounce of sympathy within your mind. It’s as if you were a completely different person. You treated them as if they were your family. Yes. You did. But no more. No more of this cycle of pain, abuse and torture. You may have loved them, but you did not want to forgive them. You tried so hard to hate them. And yet you could not bare to do it. Was it Lilith trying to let you become who you were? Forgiving and kind? Who knows? But now, as you held the bottle of pills, you knew one thing for sure. You wanted to let go. You closed your eyes as you remembered what happened earlier this day.
After you ate lunch, you decided to visit Luke and the others. After a long walk, you finally reached their abode. You knocked on the door before the broad-shouldered angel greeted you. “Who is this?- Oh MC!” A warm smile greeted his face. Pain struck you in the heart. This was the last time you’d see him. He was always kind to you. Maybe that was the nature of an angel, but he always made you feel special. You silently thanked him for every kind gesture he did.  “Hello, Simeon.” He raised a brow as his eyes looked for an answer. You always called him Simmy or Sim. That was weird. “Come in, MC. Luke made some cake.” He gestured slightly, turning away from you. You hummed, closing the door behind you. You felt bad. So, so bad. You felt as you did something wrong. What about Luke? What will he feel? What about Simeon? What will he do? Will I even see them in Celestia? What about...Solomon? He’s a human. He’s the only who understands me, and I’ll throw that all away along with my mortality. Guilt plagued you as Simeon glanced towards you, a worried expression on his face. “Are you alright?” He cooed, searching any clues on your face. You inhaled as you smiled towards him. “Yes. I am fine.” “If you say so...” he muttered. You reached the room where Luke was, where he was hard at work. You leaned against the door(?).  He was mixing up batter as delicious pastries were adorned on the table. In the center of it was a beautiful cake, holding a gradient of blue to white, with wings on the side of the cake. Pearls were ornamented on the base of the cake as glittery dots and swirls were decorated. It looked good. Simeon coughed behind you as Luke looked towards you. His eyes widened before grinning. “MC!” He ran, dropping the whisked batter on the sink before rushing towards you in a hug.  You let out a small laugh before embracing the angel. It was a bittersweet moment, hugging Luke for the last time. And yet it could mean more. You three began trying the pastries once Luke settled down. However, before you could scarf down one of the macarons, a familiar wizard appeared in the hallway, looking at his magic book. He looked forward and saw you and the others. “Why isn’t this a nice surprise?” He smirked.  Simeon smiled as the grey-haired man tried the desserts with you. “What brings you here MC?” He bit into one of the chocolate covered strawberries. “Oh.. you know, I just wanted to see you guys. It’s quite suffocating in H.O.L” Luke huffed. “Those demons always go to her, not you. Why can’t they see you’re better?” You widened your eyes as silence began taking over the house. Simeon stammered. “Ah- well, maybe their still showing her the ropes?” “It’s literally December. Why would they show her the ropes if it’s months since she’s been here? Besides, when MC first went here, no one showed her how to use or do anything!” He spat. You sigh again. “Luke, they favor her. And honestly, who wouldn’t? It’s fine. I am used to it” A sad expression wore on Luke as he said. “Okay, MC...” At least he was on your side. Everyone in this house was. You felt as if you were in your own heaven. It felt great. So, so great. You’ll meet them again. You were sure of it. Your heart ached. You knew this was wrong. You clenched your fist. I’m sorry I cannot be here for any of you anymore. 
As you waved goodbye to the rest of the exchange students, you headed back to H.O.L. You knew going back there would dampen your mood, You gave up trying to do anything related to them. But you guessed you would at least say goodbye.  You opened the rusted door as Belphegor met your eyes. He was the only one who tried sympathizing, but in the end he gave up. He felt guilty from your death. He wanted to try and talk to you, even if it was awkward. You looked away from his stare as he tried talking to you. He no longer had a chance. He lost it long ago. But for now, Let’s go back to the present, shall we?
Now here you are, desperate to end this all. The brothers treated you like this. And now you end up like this. A mess. A broken doll with no worth. Why couldn’t it be me? It would never be you, darling. Even if you tried to be better, you’re stuck in the loop of being depressed. How can you hate them however? More specifically her. She’s such an angel. She’s kind. She’s loving. But aren’t you like that as well? You loved everyone with every ounce of your being. You helped everyone. And yet, you wish you were like her, even if you are the same. You put the pills in your mouth. Tears welled up as you drank the cup of water. You coughed as one of the pills stuck in your throat. After a bit, it died down. Your head whirled as you stumble. Was this it? Why were the pills taking effect so fast? Oh well... Tears ran through your cheeks like a marathon as notifications on your phone blew up. It was Luke,and the others. They were calling in the GC. The brothers were in the call as well. You grabbed the phone quickly as you joined the call. They were debating about something, with some nasty remarks commented from side to side. You let out an aired laugh. In your final moments, you finally were at peace with them. They all realized you were in the call. They began making small talk with you, only for them to be ignored. You felt dizzy. Your eyes became blurry as you began to feel sleepy. “MC! Why are you not replying to us?” Luke yelled. “Can’t...breathe.” You breathed out., Your chest hurt. You closed your eyes. More yells began coming out of the phone as steps boomed from H.O.L . It was the brothers. One of them began trying to open the door, only for it to be locked. Your name was called out from the other side of the door. They thought you were joking. You looked at your fingertips. They were blue. You shiver. You were so cold. It hurt. More bangs on the door were heard. You cried silently. You’re scared. So scared. What if you survive? No. That can’t happen. You glanced towards the phone. You were still in the call. The worried faces of Solomon and the others made you smile. They cared for you. The loved you. And you loved them as well. “I’m sorry...” One last tear fell on you before sighed. You remembered the brothers. You let out a desperate laugh. Cries began tearing up your room as you whimper. You loved the brothers. You loved them so much. And yet, they don’t love you. They might have been your last reason to die, but they were the first reason why you wanted to live.
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I might make a fanfic about their reaction? But I kinda need everyone’s opinion if I should do it. Also, someone request/ask me anything pslsss cause i need to write. THANKS FOR READING
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ilysia · 2 years
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Please let me go | Diavolo x Reader
my maladaptive daydreaming sure does give me more obey me content </3 enjoy (and yes all of you will be seeing more angst)
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   Death. It was not a word to describe the Queen of the Devildom. Spring. Beauty. Pure. Elegance. That was more like it. But with each passing day, you feel as if death followed you.  Or rather, associated with you. Every steep step you take with Diavolo, your lover, another sacrifice was made. Your soul. Your mentality. Your strength. But you could not tell him that. It would hurt him. He treated you as if you were someone worth living. But was he worth living for you?  It pained you every single time to force a smile and gleefully agree with him. You loved him. Of course you did. You loved him so much. And he did too. And yet, when you coughed up blood for the first time, you knew. There was not enough time. You had to keep going with the schedule. He was your husband after all. Every day, 7:00 am wake up. 8:00 am prepare for studies on etiquette and duties. 10:00 am lunch. 12:00 pm stroll. 1:00 pm paperwork. 9:00 pm sleep. No in betweens. Everyday of your schedule did not include seeing Diavolo, despite everything. You were tired. As you wiped the blood from your mouth, your head began throbbing. You staggered towards the bed and lied down from exhaustion. Why? Why were you suffering? It hurt. It hurt so bad. Blood began building up in your throat before you gag. This was going to be a long night.
   A few months after your disease was discovered, your stamina was decreased heavily and hallucinations always creeped up in the corners of your eyes. Blood began dripping on your ears and mouth after a few days. Diavolo never noticed it. Well, you forced yourself not to let him notice. You wanted him to not worry. Pain always tailed behind and slowly but surely, you were unable to attend to your daily schedule. As you feel your life slowly fading out of you, you decided to say goodbye to him. You wanted to love him. Even if it’s for the last time. “Hey Dia” You stood across the doorway, a smile on your face. He looked up from his paperwork. “Not now, my dear. I am busy.” A sad expression morphed on you as you try telling him. “But-” “No. I’m sorry, but the event affairs cannot wait. How about you tell me tomorrow?” Your grip tightened as your eyes lowered. There was no tomorrow.  You forced another smile. “Yeah...tomorrow” You left as your footsteps became heavier and heavier. You weren’t throwing a tantrum. You tried being stable. Your vision made your eyesight blurry as you stagger across each hallway, trying to reach your room. Your tears made your eyesight even more blurry. What were you even crying for? For your people you will abandon? For the future you try to achieve? Or was it because you never have been able to say I love you on your last day? Who knows... As your cold fingertips began touching the missing spot on the bed, another tear dropped towards the mattress. Death. It was not a word to describe the Queen. But as the sun finally rose, your dead body was all of that left of the once graceful woman. The moon was beautiful, wasn’t it, my queen? 
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I might put Diavolo’s reaction soon. English is not my first language so please dismiss any bad grammar! I’ll make sure to post the replaced mc au part two soon as well! 
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