sad pensive eddie

buck begins makes me crazy. buck what do u mean u never saw the ocean as a kid. u lived maybe two and a half hours away. im going back in time to yell at the buckley parents again

POV u just suffered a grave injury in the city of los angeles

so wherever you are, don't worry // you're gonna be fine, fine, fine… x

alone on the pavement and the paint’s getting muddier

Tagged by @buckactuallys and @iinryer for wip Wednesday! More buck/tommy flirting…

“Shit, I don’t-” Tommy shakes his head, making a sound that’s somewhere in the middle of a sigh, a scoff, and a laugh. “I don’t generally just talk about that on-” he purses his lips and steps into Buck’s space, pinning him in against the railing. They’re about the same height, really, but with the way Buck was kind of slumped and leaning, Tommy ends up looking down his nose at him. “Not really first date material.”

“My, uh,” Buck’s voice comes out fainter than he means it to. “My incessant rambling is, uh- I’m contagious, I guess.”

Tommy’s face scrunches up in a humming little laugh. “Subtle implication of venereal diseases, Evan, nice.”

“Wh- that’s not what I-” Buck splutters, standing up straight. Tommy doesn’t back off at all, so they end up pressed together. Buck can feel Tommy’s laughter rocking into his chest.

“I know,” Tommy says, gently tapping their shoes together. His smile is so fond.

“I’m clean.” Well, he hadn’t really planned to say that when he opened his mouth. “Um. If you were wondering.”

Tommy’s eyebrows go up, up. “Christ,” he says, always an eloquent man.

@chronicowboy @shitouttabuck @colonoscopys @daffi-990 @bigfootsmom @butchdiaz @eddiebabygirldiaz 💛

came up with the most horrible evil fucked up little fic idea yesterday and i have to decide if im brave enough to write it

1x01 vs 3x18

#Tommy said 🤨❔🏳️‍🌈

chimney gets to meet maddie because buck joins the 118, buck could join the 118 because tommy left for the 217, tommy can reconnect with the 118 after the hurricane rescue because chimney saved his life years ago, and this is why i think tommy should be the one to rescue chimney…. chimney gets to meet maddie because tommy leaves, and he gets to marry her because tommy comes back. in this essay i will

tagged by @iinryer for wip wednesday <3 im caught by old wip spring cleaning madness, so, sorry that i literally made u read this yesterday - this is from my post s5 / post-henren wedding fic that was perpetually unfinished BUT is getting revived as we speak:

Face smushed into his blanket, Buck says, "'m going to hate myself in the morning.” “Not if you drink the rest of your water,” Eddie says, bracingly. “Not the hangover,” Buck mumbles into the blanket. Buck keeps doing that—Eddie tries to give him the out, to steer them away from what happened instead of into it, and Buck keeps adamantly refusing to take it. "It's not a big deal," Eddie says. "We don't have to talk about it." Buck makes a noise into the blanket--something vague and tragic that doesn't quite rise to the level of words--then tilts his head just enough to poke one eye out in Eddie's direction. "You sure?" Eddie looks at Buck--he's looking Eddie's direction, but not quite meeting his eyes, and there's a bright red line running down one side of his face where his cheek was pressed into the crease of the blanket--and Eddie wants to tell him yes so badly, wants to do anything to get Buck to look him in the eye and grin at him again and go back to being stupid and loud and Buck, that for a second, it doesn't matter that Eddie knows better, that he knows he's making a mistake. "Yeah," Eddie says. "It's fine.”

IT'S FINE..... DID U KNOW IT'S FINE.

evan buckley + queercoding | part 2 / part 1

for @ice-sculptures ♡

tagged by @sibylsleaves for wip wednesday, ty!

desperately trying to finish this post-s6 fic. it’s officially past 10k and i am dying

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After a while, he can’t keep himself from cutting sideways glances over to Eddie out of the corner of his eye. Eddie, who won’t meet his gaze.

He feels like a hypocrite.

He keeps looking anyway.

Around what Buck assumes is the lead up to the final act of the movie, he finds himself turning himself fully to Eddie, who—by the tick of his jaw—notices. But his eyes never leave the screen in front of them. The most stubborn bastard Buck has ever met in his life.

“Hey,” Buck finds himself murmuring over Chris’ head, as though that’s in any way subtle, “Eddie—,”

Eddie’s gaze cuts him off immediately. It’s not sharp, nor does it feel like a warning, but it’s so sudden that Buck hadn’t been ready for it. Hadn’t expected that all it would take to break through the bullheaded avoidance was saying his name.

It almost seems like Eddie wasn’t expecting that to be the case either, because—in the open earnestness of that instinct to look when called—Buck’s able to see through the mask. Sees something he hadn’t been able to before.

He stills at the flicker of it.

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i need to finish this so bad, im at the end i just need to button it up and edit… hopefully this week…

tagging @gayeddieagenda @try-set-me-on-fire @colonoscopys

who r those guys

i actually love eddie trying 2 slow things down w/ marisol and do this 'right' bc if he takes a relationship slow and normal for once and then freaks the hell out anyway that's Information. that's Data. the man has never given a relationship a real and genuine shot, so he can bail his way out of everything like 'well that was crazy. luckily it's circumstantial and doesn't reflect anything unexamined deep within the depths of my soul.' bobby 'only you know that' nash is trying so hard 2 get this man to look into his own heart for once and if a normal relationship with a woman he really likes and NO premature commitment still makes eddie lose his shit entirely i think we'll all be one step closer to finally cracking this one, team