Fog on the Pacific Below Cape Perpetua

woke up late + w a headache

analyzing my dreams again

I'm like if a girl had the urge to scream and break something all the time but stays quiet instead

sorry memes on my sideblog ONLY

i was born in the right generation bc i was born to buy used CDs at a half price books

(Trying to flirt) if we were in a time loop together I would try to save you every time even if I knew it was futile. I would go insane for you

sorry for my horrible demeanour and sour mood

I’ve got a war in my mind so i just Blog

so cold i need to sit in my car for warmth

when being angry and bitter turns me nonverbal

the things that make me mad are so trivial and pointless

i need inner peace so bad

lately i just feel alone

i don’t remember how to be in touch w my emotions even though i grew up super emotional

maybe timesick? like you miss a certain period in your life while you were there

i was thinking that lately i might miss who i used to be or my younger self…even though i felt more existential and in my head, a little bit of existentialism may be necessary to generate a sense of self. lately i feel detached and uninterested so im a bit homesick for the self if that makes sense

finished working at the library and they were blasting the AC up in there so i’ve just sitting in my car for the past ten minutes bc it’s so warm and the sun is finally out and the clouds are gone i don’t want to go back to the apartment