“LOVE”

Lets meet again , for the first time

i want soft romantic love. like i want someone to hold my hand or put their arm around me, i want back hugs and i want to cuddle with them as they play with my hair. i want forehead kisses and i want to have picnics with them, i want to put little daisies in their hair, i want to laugh with them until our stomachs hurt. i want to feel loved. i want to dance to cheesy romantic songs or dance in the rain, i want to bake them cookies and listen to them talk about their favourite things. i want us to look at each other and know we’re soulmates. and i desperately yearn to wake up and feel the presence of my beloved near me, thankful that the universe brought us together.

Poems that the earth writes upon the sky.

The Romance Of Nightlife by Karel Chladek

4 times

i went three years without cutting. i’ve done it three times since then. i think about doing it all the time.

my heart actually hurts. my heart is breaking. i am nothing without you. i’ll never be able to find someone as amazing as you are. you loved me and hurt me the most. no one will ever love me like you did. i’m addicted. i’m feeling everything but also nothing. the only feeling that is grounding me is the feeling of a blade going across my thigh. i want you back. i miss you. i’m longing for your touch. your kiss. you won’t escape my mind. you’re there in everything i do. you’re every thought. but i also know that part of me hates you. part of me never wants to see you again. you’re both the best and the worst thing to happen to me.

i love popping my toes. it feels so good.

i went three years without cutting. i’ve done it three times since then. i think about doing it all the time.

i cut myself today. it felt refreshing and like i could breathe again. i want to cut more. i want to kill myself. i want to die.