I still remember thinking i'm not good enough, how bad of a person i was when i made someone angry or upset, when i couldn't help them feel better about themselfs. I tried so hard to make everyone happy everytime. That slowy but surly i lost myself. I....I didn't know who i was. *i.........i didn't know who i was, looking in the mirror i only saw the inperfections, the ugly *cause thats what i am*. I was trying so hard to please everyone be the friend THEY needed that i lost myself. Still trying to find that person and trying to accept this person. Everyday.

Your opinion you make it yourself but when others have so much in put in what you feel and the desicions you make. When is enough enough. Is it your fault for giving them so much influence or theres for make you feel this way. If im in a argument with my friends and i win they still make me feel like i lost but also the little thing like my favourite candybar bar. They always make me feel like im wrong. When is enough enough when can i be stronger

How do you know what you do is the good choice. How do you know who you need to stand by, who you trust and who will be there for you. You chose one and lose the other. What choice is right. Or does someone always have to get hurt. Them or me. No its me and them