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i-cant-handle-change · 11 months

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Happy Pride Month to all and everyone!

#whether you’re in the closet or not you’re always welcome in my blog!!!#happy pride 🌈#happy pride month #reblog

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i-cant-handle-change · 1 year

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Commissions Open!!!

-Why am I opening commissions?

As of late, my love of writing has grown so I considered finally bringing commissions up to the table! I also have college debt to pay off so anything helps me to make a decent income!

-Who will I write for?

I will write for the fandoms I am currently hyper-fixed on. Please take note that this is subject to change over time.

Fnaf, My Hero Academia, Manhunt 1&2, Bully (2006), Outlast (DLC included), Batman (DC comics), and the Slenderverse. I also write for crossovers, canon-divergent, OCs, AUs, and original content!

-What kind of content will I write?

SFW, angst, fluff, comfort, and dark content (ex; blood, gore, and harsh topics)

-What kind of content am I not comfortable writing?

NSFW, romance, self-inserts, sexual assaults, non-con, kinks, and scat.

-How to commission?

You can commission me by visiting my ko-fi page! Once there you can pick your desired choice and while going through the commission please remember to put your name, age, email, and whatever else you desire to be in the drabble/fic of your desire! If there are any questions regarding my commissions please do not be afraid to DM me here on Tumblr so that we can settle this without an issue.

-Important things;

You'll be able to receive your commission by email! Or if you would rather want me post the finished commission here, on Tumblr, please tell me so that I can accommodate it. The timeline of how long it would take for me to finish your commission would have to be between one to three weeks. If there is such a delay in the commission know that I will update you on any problems I have.

-Quotes;

Drabbles= $5

1k Words= $10

2k Words= $15

3k Words= $20

Slots are unlimited!!!

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i-cant-handle-change · 1 year

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Heads Up: If you’re going to spam me with likes, at least take the time to reblog some of my work!

Sideblogs:

Main blog: @deadpuppetboi

Batman: @sticksbatnix

For anyone interested in Roleplaying-

My Rp Rules

My Ao3

A list of Bnha Aus I made so far.

In total: 14

Itch Au: Izuku has been known to scratch the palms of his hands ever since he was young, what nobody expected was for him to take a quirk.

The Wired Au: After taking a fatal ‘swan dive’ off of a rooftop, Izuku is reduced to a husk of who he was before, but it finally releases what’s been hiding for so long.

I Give Up Au: Izuku gives up his dreams of being a hero, but before he can take the advice of his childhood friend, someone special comes into his life.

Stay Young Au: Izuku was thought to be quirkless but after months of his body stuck being four years old, that wasn't the case.

Stalked Au: Izumi is being stalked by a man in a tieless business suit, but she doesn't tell anyone about it, and that mistake will soon come back to haunt her.

Madoka Magica Au: Izuku discovers the magical world of magical girls and wants to become one, but he doesn't know what to wish for to make it happen.

Wonder Egg Priority Au: “It’s...warm, “ Bakugou muttered as he held the hard stone hand of his childhood friend.

Unexpected Au: The point of the man’s quirk was to bring back someone related to him, so imagine All for One’s surprise when he gets a call from the police claiming that his son was calling for him.

Swan Dive Au: “I did it Kacchan, ” the little girl practically screeched, “I have a quirk!”

Some Things Never End Au: Inko and Izuku have been on the run for the past two centuries and they haven't stopped since.

I Am A Hero Au: Izuku has All for One and is raised by the Hero Commission to become a ‘hero’.

Girl from Nowhere Au: “Hello, I’m Izumi, “the young girl greeted the classroom with a smile, “nice to meet you all.”

Prelude Au: All for One has had a complicated past and it's not one he’d like to talk about fondly.

Successor Au: The world of quirks is unpredictable, especially when you’re the son of Tomura Shigaraki.

#just put in my ao3 #just in case anyone wanted to look through it #reblog #just a reblog

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i-cant-handle-change · 1 year

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i-cant-handle-change · 1 year

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This is a continuation of my last post.

Izuku is hungry.

No, he isn't hungry, he's starving.

Ever since he's been taken underground into the underworld, Izuku hadn't drunk or eaten anything. His mind was permanently stuck on the warnings his mother had given him about the dangers of the food of the underworld.

If he had eaten or drunk anything from the underworld, he would be a permanent resident there.

Knowing this, Izuku closed himself off from anything related to food or drinks. Distracting himself from anything else, the young God forcibly bit his lip whenever he was offered any sustenance. Shoving it away with the same old excuse that he wasn't hungry and that he’ll eat later.

Much later...

He’d eat the dry skin on his lips, the broken nails he’d bite off, and even his robes to keep himself from giving in. He went as far as swallowing the bile at the back of his throat to quench his thirst.

Izuku was starving, craving any kind of nourishment to please his unnerving appetite.

It was driving him mad and the God that had kidnapped him took advantage of that.

All for One would always present food and drinks wherever Izuku would go. Always close to Izuku’s reach, he would eat and drink to his heart’s content to pursue the young God to join him. Yet, the young God would turn away and occupy himself with something else entirely.

But inside his stomach would shake with agony as he clenched his robes so hard that his knuckles turned white.

“You’re killing yourself over something so small and insignificant.”

Izuku turned, his grip on his robes tightening.

“My mother is neither small nor insignificant! She is more of a God than you’ll ever be!”

All for One chuckled, eating another grape from his plate with a smile. Izuku persisted nonetheless, his hunger combating his anger.

“You’ll be sorry when she’ll realizes what you’ve done! She’ll break down the doors of the underworld itself just to get me back!“

All for One laughs, taking another grape into his mouth, his face turning smug.

“Izuku, I would love to see how your mother would go out of her way to get you into her arms again. Knowing her myself, I would see how much of a tantrum she would have made by now. Last I heard, that woman has plagued the world into an eternal cold, not one plant is safe from her wrath.”

Izuku huffed, feeling himself stand tall as the God before him come close. He braced himself to show how brave he was despite how painful his eyes stung to release his tears.

“My mother is an all-powerful Goddess, she will see that you suffer because of your recklessness.”

A large hand then caressed Izuku’s hair, shocking the young God as he then noticed how close the God had come up to him. He did not see rage cross the older God’s facial features, instead, he sees a sense of amusement.

“If your mother does plan to come down into my realm, then so be it, but she’ll have to understand the trouble I went to have you in my grasp.”

The plate was given to Izuku who grabbed onto it without thinking twice. Despite how his stomach screamed to have Izuku eat the remaining food, he ignored it. Opting to watch the God before he walks away, leaving him once more alone, in a room he's been stuck in for days on end.

The plate of food, once again, was thrown off amongst the others. The fallen food is still as pure and clean as they were since they were given to Izuku after all this time. Once again, his stomach screams at him to give in as he forces himself to walk away from it all.

Izuku cannot die but the more his stomach continued to churn from within he felt as if he could.

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Throughout Izuku’s life, all he ever knew was the meadows and temples his mother had for herself.

Very rarely the young God would have time to himself how much his mother kept him by her side 24/7, 365 days a year. He understood her fear though, him being her only son she couldn't handle the very thought of him being out of her sight. So, more often than not, he would be by her side helping her with her godly duties to provide for humanity.

Sometimes, the young God would often meet with other Gods and Goddesses. Those days he would cherish, especially when All Might, the God who ruled Gods, would come to see him himself. Inko, his mother, would keep watch as the large blond would play with her son, always commenting the God not to get too rough with her son.

Izuku would get embarrassed, feeling like he couldn't be as strong and proud as All Might was to fight Titans and demons alike. Yet because of his mother’s overprotective nature, she wouldn't let such a thing happen to him.

So Izuku was stuck hearing stories from either his mother, other Gods, or even the nymphs that promoted his curiosity so. He so badly wanted to have said adventures for himself, the same ones the Gods he looked up to had nearly every day.

It bored him so.

So when Izuku walked off, once again, wanting to experience a form of independence for himself, he saw a lone flower out in the distance.

Now, Izuku knows his flowers. He's made flowers of his own, some his mother made to teach him of his powers, and even let him exercise them upon the empty fields his mother created just for him.

But Izuku had never seen this flower before.

So the young God comes close to the flower, taking in every single detail, and he leaves himself exposed. He falls to his knees, excitingly tracing his fingers over the petals, talking to himself about how this flower came to be. Yet as his excitement had gotten over the young God, the air around him seemed to be still for a moment.

The wind had stopped, the animals had fled, the insects had stopped their songs, and the plants had halted their dance. The young God had taken a moment to notice what was wrong, his eyebrows frowning at the confusion over the whole ordeal.

Had his mother found out that he walked off once again? Surely she would have called out his name and he would have run off to make sure that she didn't think he ran off again.

The young God looked around him, the uneasiness getting to him as the air continued to seemingly suffocate him. He took his hands off of the flower for a second, nearly getting up on his feet to see what was wrong.

Before the ground below him had begun to shake.

Shocked, Izuku settled down to his knees again, eyes trained on the flower as it began to wilt. The petals burned as they hit the ground, the ground beginning to part itself into a large and fierce hole in the ground. Izuku fell back to his knees, his shock still affecting him had prevented him from running away.

And even when that thought could have pestered Izuku even further, the horses had burst through the ground.

Although, they didn't look like horses.

They looked almost a copy of the animal yet their forms kept expanding and stretching like clay. Their bodies were as black as night, veins pumped with red as their protruded teeth opened up to hiss at the exposure of the light above than below. Ropes of chains had held them back as they ran out in the exact direction they were given.

Izuku hadn't realized until it was too late that the chains had led to a chariot. One coated with the same colors as the horses, a man covered head to toe with armor was pulling at the reigns. Behind the mask, Izuku couldn't see the being’s face but he could only see the whiteness of their teeth turned up to reveal a smile.

Izuku immediately rushed to his feet, jumping up to gain some leverage to run away from the being. He would have made at least one step ahead if it wasn't for the quick swipe of the being wrapping onto his cloak. Harshly pulled back the same hand and then wrapped it around his waist, boosting the young God up from the ground.

Izuku finally found his voice, his breath escaping from his lungs as he was suddenly dragged down to the ground.

“MOTHER!!!”

And the young God fell through, still screaming as the ground swallowed him whole. The once-broken land then returned to what it was before, nature relaxing as the air came through to brush against the grass below.

The only thing to disturb the peace was the Goddess who rushed to see what had happened. She looked around, face struck with worry as she ran over to where she had heard her son’s cry. She nearly stumbled over her feet as she noticed the small charm left over on the ground below.

She grabbed onto it, raising it to her sight as she once again looked around her, calling out to her one and only son.

“IZUKU?!”

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i-cant-handle-change · 1 year

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*plays small trumpet*

I was so lazy making this.

#tw bright colors #happy bday to me #im 20 now #i don't know what to do with this information #and neither should you #my art #reblog

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i-cant-handle-change · 1 year

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Tomorrow’s my bday and no, I am not ready to accept that I’ll be 20.

#im an adult now guys #help me please #i have to do adult things more than ever i hate it #well one year closer to drinking i guess???#i've seen what it does to my family i’d rather be the driver lmao

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i-cant-handle-change · 1 year

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Tomorrow’s my bday and no, I am not ready to accept that I’ll be 20.

#im too childish for this #i won't take this adulting well guys #it's too much #anyway i'm always up for cake lmao #reblog

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i-cant-handle-change · 1 year

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#happy new year #take this with a grain of salt #bnha #mha #boko no hero academia #my hero academia #my hero academy #mon chan #tomura shigaraki #shigaraki tomura #my art

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i-cant-handle-change · 1 year

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An au whith izuku having the same quirk as spinner

This means that they’re brothers, I don't make the rules, I just speak the truth.

#this is all I needed #let's them defend each other #let them be happy and play games together #bnha #mha #boko no hero academia #my hero academia #my hero academy #midoriya izuku #izuku midoriya #spinner #shuichi iguchi #iguchi shuichi #mha au idea #mha aus #mha au #bnha aus #bnha au

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An where shindeku Shinsou is a yandere for izuku soft yandere fluffy

Before, Shinsou had nothing.

He was alone, only fending for himself.

Whether that be in the real world or the magical one, it didn't matter.

He was just fine fighting nomus and high-ends all by himself.

He saw no issue with it, seeing this as a kind of punishment for the selfish wish he had made all those years ago.

He never thought he could find it in himself to love again.

Until now...

The high-end nomu had been intentionally harder to deal with lately. The creature twisted from left to right to avoid the teenager's attacks, somehow he managed to predict their move ahead of time. Each shot pierced through painfully, and not an ounce of pity was given from either side.

Shinsou jumped from one candy platform to another. Keeping his aim straight on target, ducking at the last second when a nomu jumped out to bite him. The large creature hissed at its failure before getting its head kicked roughly and its side stabbed with multiple assaults. It screeched, turning over to see who had attacked it before something pierced its neck.

Shinsou felt the world around him stop.

The high-end nomu had stopped digging into itself to create more nomu. The nomu had all stopped tearing their way up the wall toward the magical boy. And the insanity that was this maze had stopped turning its gears over the whole event.

“Eri!”

A small figure popped out of a tumbled butterscotch, her face filled with worry.

“Sorry!”

Having no time to waste over an argument, Shinsou made long jumps over at the high-end nomu. Using the weapon that was wrapped around his neck, he threw the remaining explosives he had left over. To Eri, she felt her weapon click, it quickly turning over, the world and the people around it had turned back to normal.

The bombs had exploded upon impact, and the high-end nomu and nomus all screeched in agony.

The nomus quickly began to disappear while the high-end nomu began to break apart. Piece by piece, it landed on the ground, before a single piece fell over softly on the ground.

The maze finally began to dissipate, Shinsou landed rather roughly on the ground while Eri landed carefully. The ribbon around the teenager’s ankle was taken off and rolled up by the young girl.

A strange silence fell on the two.

There would be an argument, of course, but Shinsou was too bothered by another figure from the far distance. A figure they both knew too well and only one of them took their chance to call them out. But before Shinsou would take that chance, the figure quickly brought out something from their backpack.

“I have snacks!” Izuku called out, waving the sweets side to side.

Shinsou was taken aback, once more, he was going to talk before Eri had to cheat him out of it.

“Is that a candy apple?”

“Eri-”

“Yup!” Izuku made his way toward the two, keeping his distance, he lent the wrapped candy apple to the girl.

Eri thanked Izuku for the candy and immediately dug in, her cheeks heating up upon tasting the sugar. Shinsou rolled his eyes, crossing his arms as Izuku then lent him some candy himself. He made a look, it didn't matter what it looked like, what mattered was that Shinsou knew this was wasting time.

But the second he looked at Izuku, his vision cleared up to see the hope made up from them.

“I know I'm not supposed to get close when you two do your job. But I wanted to see what happened-uh-if any of you were okay. I mean, you guys are really impressive in what you do, but I wanted to make sure!”

For a moment, Shinsou looked sad before he was pitiful before he looked annoyed again. He groaned, running his hand down his face in defeat, grabbing one candy out of the others to eat.

“Thanks.”

“You’re welcome!”

Shinsou didn't know how the three managed to create a conversation. Personally, he couldn't do one that ended well for the life of him. He preferred to eat rather than talk, or maybe listen on than talk as well.

His magical form had long since gone as well as Eri’s, the two talking with Izuku without fail. Izuku holding the trigger, looking over every detail, spoke his mind on what he thought about it. He was excited, he was scared, he was curious, and he wanted to learn more about the importance of it.

It generally made Shinsou smile which was something he hadn't done in a long while. His cheeks heated the moment Izuku leaned over to his side, showing the next detail he noticed on the trigger. He nodded, his mind clouded with what Izuku did he didn't even notice the question being asked in the first place.

“Yeah-uh-yeah.”

Why was he like this? Why could he properly do his job right, but couldn't even talk to someone he liked? Why out of all people was Izuku Midoriya the only person to make his stomach fill with butterflies?

How did he even feel that?

Shinsou felt his cheeks burn even more the more Izuku talked, he showed no way of stopping even when the night grew dark. He didn't want to stop him, not for one second, he wanted to cling to these moments and live them out as long as he can.

This time, he's sure, he can make this timeline right.

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So in I give up au, what did hiroki make all might do with his quirk?

Let's be honest, Hiroki can only hold onto his composure for so long.

He's done well up until this point, showcasing not only his intelligence but his quirk. He's careful and calculating, something he had to make out of himself once working with his Sensei.

It was helpful, at least, until now.

Hiroki had been late, blaming the masses of people overcrowding the train and preventing him from going to his father’s bakery. And even after that, a villain destroyed the pathway thus resulting in Hiroki walking the rest of the way over instead.

By the time he made it, he was exhausted yet glad to see the familiar set of the bakery. The tables and chairs outside, the calm music playing overhead, and the smell of coffee and sweets alike.

A familiarity that he's loved since he was young.

A familiarity that was soon broken the second he saw what had transpired from inside.

Izuku was talking to someone.

Specifically, to someone tall, blond, and wearing clothes way too big for him.

Hiroki paused, his hand hovering in midair over the front door. He could hardly see his reflection on the glass door but he could tell that he was trying to keep it together. The teenager took a deep breath in and out before he calmly walked to the back of the cafe.

He showed no emotion as he made his way through the back door, lazily throwing the key back into his pocket after he used it. He changed rather quickly into his uniform, not even bothering to fold his school uniform as he threw them in his locker. He can worry about the wrinkles, later on, but now he needed to take care of something much more important.

Hiroki tied the apron around him, the next second was him preparing a drink like he's done millions of times before.

Coffee.

Hot, burning, scorching coffee.

The other workers greeted him and Hiroki started silent, the others figuring he was tired left him alone. It was close to finals, after all, a young man like him needed to study as much as he could to get the highest grades. And no matter how old the coworkers were, they understood completely how tired he must be by this point.

What they all don't understand was how much the teenager was calculating how this plan was going to go down.

Hiroki examined the whole cafe, and away from the cameras and public view, he watched on. Izuku was talking to the older man, he seemed happy, almost pleased with how far their conversation had gone so far. The blond man had the same look and even when Hiroki couldn't understand what they were saying, that still didn't help his growing anger.

Out of all the places, that hero could have met up with Izuku why the Hell would it be here?

Sure, the possibility that the hero had walked in where Izuku was (busy waiting for Hiroki, of course) and that's when the two met. Hiroki doubted Izuku made the first move to talk so this hero took it upon himself to do it. And the rest was made apparent, Izuku giving out a chuckle at what the man had said.

Hiroki placed the cup of coffee on the plate, next to a trap from which he carried on his left hand, and then he walked with such pride over towards the two.

He wore a bright smile, one he's practically forced on himself the closer he went toward the two. The teenager took notice of another customer, his tail laid lazily out of his seat than of within. Taking that as a sign, Hiroki waved his free hand and called out for Izuku with a cheerful smile.

“Hi, Izuku!”

For a moment, Izuku looked away from the hero and towards Hiroki. His smile grew wider, waving as well as looking as if he was going to introduce the older man to him. The hero looked over as well, a smile on his face, he looked happy to meet someone that Izuku knew personally.

The blond was about to say something before Hiroki tripped.

His foot had caught onto the customer’s tail, his body had propelled forward upon impact. His face once filled with happiness then turned into shock as the tray of coffee had fallen over. The burning contents of the drink had landed on the older man, right onto his stomach.

Yagi Toshinori hissed, his whole body seizing upon the impact of the coffee that had spilled onto him.

Hiroki had face-planted onto the floor, head first, and while the pain had overcome his senses, it ultimately prevented him from smiling altogether. And that smile would have been much better than completely breaking into uncontrollable laughter.

The chaos afterward wasn't as big as Hiroki had expected or dreaded the second he peeled his face out of the floor.

Izuku was switching from both Toshinori’s and Hiroki’s wellbeing.

Toshinori held a napkin over the coffee stain as well as one over his mouth over the blood that seemed to seep through.

The customer with the tail looked like they had committed a crime against humanity.

And Hiroki prepared to exaggerate to the max, then apologized profusely not only to the customer, not only to Toshinori but to Izuku for causing a scene and embarrassing everyone in the process.

Honestly, he should get a medal for this.

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Santa is on strike due to global warming. All presents this year will be delivered by Sasha the Christmas Tiger. Milk and cookies may not be sufficient.

#reblog

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Wonder Egg Priority Au Headcanons:

1. There are more teenagers like Bakugou who go out of their way to bring their loved ones back.

2. Feeling like he owes Inko for the pain he caused, bringing Izuku back is the only way to stop the guilt.

3. Yet, Bakugou is afraid that even when he brings Izuku back, his guilt wouldn't fade away.

4. Even with the fact that there are others with similar issues, Bakugou prefers to work alone.

5. Toga is the first one to introduce herself to Bakugou only for him to blow her away yet that did not deter her.

6. Slowly, Bakugou did manage to work with others but he claims it's only to get through more Wonder eggs.

7. Inside, everyone is afraid of what they face to save the people within the Wonder eggs they get.

8. It seems that besides the Nomus, High-End Nomus, and even the beings that haunt the Wonder Eggs, it's the reality that scares the Wonder Protectors.

9. Even if Bakugou does manage to find Izuku and attempt to save him, he wouldn't realize what was worse in the shadows.

10. Bakugou isn't the only one trying to save Izuku.

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The Wired Au Headcanons:

1. Izuku cannot feel the same as he did before his attempt.

2. The deeper he goes into The Wired, the more he seems to lose his humanity.

3. The Wired is vast and has expanded even before the dawn of quirks.

4. The Knights have hidden Inko somewhere and Izuku is trying to find her.

5. The woman who claims to be his mother is a fake.

6. Afo is worried about his son, he does have a quirk, but it's exceeding his expectations.

7. The more Bakugou gets himself into Izuku’s life afterward, he finds that it's harder to get out.

8. There are more villains within The Wired and they’ll do anything to get Izuku under their control.

9. Everything but Inko’s room is a complete mesh of televisions, computers, and wires.

10. Izuku is still waiting for his mother to come home.

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