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hypmicdaydreams · 3 months
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sorry i’m a bit late but congratulations on getting into med school! you’re honestly my favorite hypmic writer on this site, i wish you luck with your studies and i hope everything goes well even if it’s really hard in there :)
that's honestly such an honor tysm anon 🥹💕 !! i’m so glad you enjoy my writings!! It’s honestly the biggest compliment a writer can get 💕 i’ll try to get around to posting again before i start.. someday. And thank you for the well wishes! You’re too sweet! I’ll be sure to pop in here and there even if studies are destroying me lol
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hypmicdaydreams · 4 months
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happy new year !!
hopefully the new year is prosperous and filled with good fortune for all you guys too 💕 this year was pretty hectic for me. hope next year is slightly better though!
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hypmicdaydreams · 6 months
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hey guys I am very much fine after todays new episode <- very much not fine
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hypmicdaydreams · 6 months
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congrats on getting into med school!! Don't worry about not being able to post often focusing on academics is more important. I wish you well and hope you pass (and survive) :3
you’re so sweet anon, thank you !! 🥰💕💕 lmao I hope I survive too but I’m a little optimistic! Hopefully I’ll be able to stop by here every now and then <3
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hypmicdaydreams · 6 months
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Congrats on making into med school!! You worked hard for it so make sure you celebrate hard!! 🥳
Thank youu !! 🥰💕 you’re too sweet! I def am celebrating hard now by finally being stress-free and doing absolutely nothing~
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hypmicdaydreams · 6 months
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hello everyone!! I wanted to give a quick update regarding this blog~ I have some news!
I got into medical school!! It's been a very long and stressful journey all these years, but I'm so so glad that part is over with! Unfortunately, as you guys know, medical school itself is very time-consuming and a ton of work, so that means I won't be able to spend much time here. The future of this blog remains unclear. While I'd love to continue uploading, I also know that I'll probably have limited time to continue writing and posting. I'm still unsure what to do with this blog, whether I should close it or try to keep up with it as the school year starts.
But classes don't start until July for me, so hopefully I'm able to post more for you guys until then~ Regardless, thank you all so so much for the support thus far 💕
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hypmicdaydreams · 6 months
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hairclips
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a/n: based on the merch lol. i did see a lot of fanart of the characters wearing them, so i got a bit inspired~
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kuko
he most definitely just cackles, so loud, when he catches you wearing the hairclips with his face on it. oh man, this was too amusing. you actually bought that? and kuko is still too loud in his laughs when you pout and try to defend yourself. they were cute! or maybe a bit creepy.. either way, you just had to get them! his cackles, even when he’s teasing you, bring about butterflies.
but kuko is also a bit cocky. just the tiniest bit. there’s a shit-eating grin that tugs on his feline lips, a pretty shine to his fangs. so you like him that much, eh? wanting to show your support for your boyfriend. well, that’s pretty cute of you. and they did look cute on you! even if he does end up teasing you about it (it’s all in good fun). but hey, they suit you~
jyushi
aw, he gets a little flushed when jyushi catches you wearing his hairclips. there’s a cute ‘eH’ that leaves his lips and a stunned look to him, a pretty warm flush to his cheeks as well. but he’s also mega thrilled, all the more. the mere thought that you love jyushi so much and want to show your support for him moves his tender heart; it’s enough to bring tears to his eyes! (and maybe he does get a bit teary-eyed, being the softie he is).
you look so cute! jyushi would squeal. the way they clip your hair to the side, and he can see your forehead! adorable; even amanda thinks so! there’s definitely a bit of a glimmer in his eyes as jyushi admires you in his hairclips. his heart skips a beat, and he feels all the butterflies. aw, you wanted to wear hairclips of him (even if he whines a bit about how they didn’t make him look good).. they totally should make hairclips of you so jyushi can wear them around too, he thinks. he wants to match you~
hitoya
well, he’s in total disbelief the moment hitoya catches you in hairclips of him. he’s.. staring, that’s for sure. god, you actually bought that? he asks, a bit of an exasperated sigh to him. though i suppose that was more of a rhetorical question than anything. they’re a little hideous and perhaps even on the creepy side (the second thought that goes through his mind is if this can be considered libel against his image lol).
and hitoya doesn’t quite get it when you try to defend yourself and say that it’s cute. cute? he takes another look at them. yeahh.. he doesn’t get that. but, as long as you’re happy, hitoya thinks. and well, maybe he doesn’t quite like to admit, but it definitely moves hitoya a little to know that you love him and simply wanted to show your support. even if it was in the form of ugly hairclips. they even look a little.. cute on you, the way they expose your forehead and clip your hair to the side. not the design though.
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hypmicdaydreams · 6 months
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hello! you can ignore this but i recently rediscovered your blog and i think i’ve fallen in love with they way you write and portray characters!!! i hope everything has been going well for you and i just wanted to send a note of appreciation!!! your blog has made probably my entire week!! i hope you’ve been good!!!! ❤️
omg anon.. you made my entire week with this TT 🩷 i’m super glad to hear!! tbh I’m always still a little anxious about my character portrayals and my writing style in general so this genuinely brought me comfort to hear! ah i’m so glad,, It means a lot, truly. Thanks for the support 💜
even though I don’t post much anymore, it always makes me so tender and warm to see others still enjoying my writing.. I hope to continue writing for you guys soon! It’s been a bit hard trying to muster motivation though with mental health and all. Grad school apps also are the bane of my very existence, currently. I can’t wait to get that over with..
Hope you and everyone else are doing well too! it’s best to take things one day at a time sometimes. I wish you and everyone else nothing but the best of days 💕
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hypmicdaydreams · 8 months
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Sasara and rosho hcs with a hyperactive daughter who doesent remember to drink water much, or doesent remember things easily? thankies☆〜(ゝ。∂)
I hope these are to your liking anon~ I wasn't entirely too confident about these,, but alas! they were fun writing. Please enjoy 🧡
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-pairing: sasara nurude x f!reader, rosho tsutsujimori x f!reader
-genre: fluff, platonic/familial
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sasara
well, you probably inherited some of your hyperactiveness from your father. not that sasara is too hyperactive, but i think he can definitely be too quick or excited at times? like he can also be all over the place, but more so in a somewhat organized way
anyway, point is, there's definitely a bit of your father in you. mayhaps you pick up some of his fidgeting habits too? unconsciously so
sasara can keep up with you, especially when you were younger and were more prone to running around everywhere, as tired as he gets; sasara may not be in the best shape, but he will always chase after you
he does find your hyperactivity a bit cute, like how you always seem to be full of energy and wanting to do something. though sasara does sometimes simply get too exhausted and has to tell you that daddy needs a rest
your guys' energy definitely bounces off one another. it's contagious, and honestly, you guys can become a bit too active with each other since sasara tends to match you
a bunch of (cute) menaces
he loves loves loves practicing his comedy routines with you or any new material sasara comes up with
you're always so receptive! and sasara's heart absolutely melts at the way you're laughing so hard and loud — truly contagious. his own daughter was his absolute favorite audience, and if you don't like a joke entirely, then he'd scrap it
with your tendency to forget or not remember things easily, sasara often had to remind you constantly. sometimes though, he can forget to do that though, oops..
(like father like daughter)
he always makes it a point to remind you of things in a cute, totally non-serious way. like with a joke or puns or something
or sometimes he simply overdramatizes the entire thing, jokingly of course
"you didn't drink water today?" he fake gasps, dramatically. "y'know, if you don't drink some right now, the ghost of waters time will take you away from me!"
does it work? not really, but sasara is always on you to take care of yourself. and actually, sasara always finds some smart, roundabout way to get you to actually do your tasks
you're not entirely sure how your father does it. but one moment, he's asking you for help with something, and the next, you're actually finishing up your homework that is due tomorrow in class. sasara has his mysterious ways..
overall though, sasara is totally a caring father! albeit he def matches your energy at times, but he's always making sure that you never forget what you're supposed to do
rosho
at first, rosho does have a bit of trouble keeping up with you. you were so all over the place and active! always running around. he's definitely gotten used to it over the years, but it has tired rosho out to some extent
i like to think that he also can't help but be a bit worried for you. given how hyperactive you were, rosho is a little nervous that you'd hurt yourself, bad
of course, he'd always be there to bandage you up, but he's simply worried for his only girl! (he goes pale as a ghost when you first come in, all bloody from cuts and bruises but still giddy nonetheless)
rosho does lecture you time and time again to be more careful. you can't keep giving your poor father a heart attack each time; it wasn't good for his weak heart, rosho sighs
he's always needing to remind you of things, whether it's drinking water or to actually finish your homework on time. you have gotten reprimanded for that before..
"did you drink water today?" rosho quirks a brow, though he already knows the answer with the way you sheepishly smile and rub your neck. he sighs and rubs his temples; gosh, sometimes his daughter couldn't help but worry him so
(he makes you drink a tall glass right then and there, not wanting you to be dehydrated especially if it was during the grueling summer)
you have gotten many (light) scoldings for always forgetting things such as appointments or schoolwork or self-care, but rosho is always there to remind you regardless. it's almost routine at this point
he also likes to check up on you throughout the day and text reminders, especially to drink water or eat since you often forget to do so
on the off chance you do remember one time or more, your father is certainly...surprised? well, it's more like he's totally flustered and taken aback
he does have to sometimes monitor you, when you were younger at least, to make sure you're doing your work; all that meant was checking up on you once in a while, really
rosho isn't overbearing by any means (ok he may be, but just a teeny tiny), but he just wants to make sure that you were on track given how you can easily lose focus
overall though, while you may certainly be a handful, it wasn't bad by any means! rosho still loves you so, as much as he fatherly scolds you to remember to drink more water
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hypmicdaydreams · 8 months
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Hi! May I know when will request open again? Many thanks❤️❤️❤️
Hey! Unfortunately, I’m not entirely sure since I still have a few requests left ^^; I’ll write them first, so it might be a while since then! I’ll try to make it soon but things have been super tough lately, and I haven’t had much motivation to write. But I’ll definitely make an announcement when they do open :)
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hypmicdaydreams · 9 months
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can i get a "when you laugh like that, it just—you're so beautiful, you know that?" soft sentence starter from a gn s/o to jiro and doppo? ty
ofc! These turned out to be super short yet sweet! Please enjoy anon 💙
soft sentence starters: “when you laugh like that, it’s just—you're so beautiful, you know that?”
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-pairing: jiro yamada x gn!reader, doppo kannonzaka x gn!reader
-genre: fluff
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jiro
“when you laugh like that, it’s just—you're so beautiful, you know that?”
jiro flushes, a bright warmth, the moment your words hit him. beautiful, him? his heart skips one too many beats, and jiro suddenly averts his gaze from yours, totally blushing. he’s never thought much of his laugh before, besides being told that it was too loud and obnoxious from his younger brother (who he usually ignored). he’s never been conscious about it before, but now jiro was, in the best of ways.
to hear that from his own partner as well.. it makes him super happy, to say the least. it must be true then, if you said so! oh jiro feels like he’s in heaven.
“huh?” he blinks, instinctively. jiro did hear what you said, and he did understand, but he’s still struggling. i mean, it came out of nowhere! besides, the gentle, loving look you have in your eyes only serves to make him even more shy, opting to hide his gaze in his cap. oh this was so flustering, how his heart beats to fast and jiro feels so dizzy and warm. he’s very much enjoying this though, his grin the brightest you’ve seen. “no way babe,” he laughs, a bit louder this time (not on purpose though). “your laugh is much better!” and way cuter than his, or so jiro thinks.
even as flushed and shy as he is, there’s a cute puppy grin on his lips and a sparkle in his eyes. his metaphoric tail was wagging, and jiro hums; geez, jiro felt so good, on cloud nine. your compliments have an amazing effect on him.
jiro is probably going to try harder to laugh around you hereafter, if only to keep hearing compliments from his lover, of course. they made him feel the best, jiro hums.
(though he’d also probably try to make you laugh more as well. jiro thinks is the best sound ever)
doppo
“when you laugh like that, it’s just—you're so beautiful, you know that?”
doppo almost chokes on his own spit, which wasn’t really a pretty sight to say the least, and he almost immediately shuts up and stops laughing. him…beautiful?? if anything, doppo should be saying that to you. i mean, he had those nasty dark circles under his eyes; and doppo probably had some sort of kyphosis; and well, you were definitely more beautiful than doppo in every way of the word, he thinks.
but still…your words make him flush a little, a cute pink tinting his cheeks (and giving him some color and life). doppo feels all warm now, but there’s a small smile
“um…thank you,” he meekly mutters, all embarrassed and shy. he awkwardly laughs, but doppo quickly shuts himself down, turning crimson again as your words reverberate in his mind. doppo can’t look you in the eye, despite being your very boyfriend. he’s never been too conscious about his laugh, but well, now he definitely is but not in an entirely bad way. “i think- you’re more beautiful..”
you giggle, and doppo feels like he’s losing himself even more. gosh, this was so embarrassing, doppo thinks, but you found him totally adorable with the way he’s so nervous and shy. he’s tripping over himself and his butterflies, how doppo is merely a wreck at your words. his heart beats so quick, as if he has arrhythmias, and he’s fidgeting with himself and his words.
but, doppo likes it. he likes how he feels, and despite how he can’t even look you in the eye, doppo can’t help but smile.
getting sweet compliments from his lover — well, there’s nothing better. perhaps doppo should laugh more around you. god knows he needs it.
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hypmicdaydreams · 9 months
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hypmicdaydreams · 10 months
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hey hey~~ can i rq Samatoki or Jyuto for the kissing prompt? “In a bar” or “In a vehicle” and “confessing feelings”? Maybe drinking could be the way they bond with the person they’re interested in?? 👀 tysvmuchoooo!!!!
This definitely veered much more into only “confessing feelings” than kiss prompt territory,, TT so sorry about that! it completely left my mind while writing it, but hope that’s fine!! I went with Jyuto since I haven’t written for him in a while. Hope I wrote him well? He’s always a little difficult for me lmao. Anywayy, please enjoy! Ty for the request 💙
kissing prompts: in a bar for confessing feelings
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-pairing: jyuto iruma x gn!reader
-genre: fluff
-word count: ~680
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either you have a much lower alcohol tolerance than jyuto, or you’ve just had more drinks than him.
regardless, he finds it a bit amusing to see you all drunk now, sitting in the bar with fluttery eyes and trying to stay awake. he now had some ammunition to use against you, at the very least.
“don’t you think you’ve had one too many drinks, y/n?” jyuto chuckles. of all the times he’s gone out for a drink with you, he’s never quite seen you so drunk before — only tipsy. it was honestly amusing for him, seeing how you try your best to keep your head up and eyes open. it was cute, he muses.
“i’m…not drunk,” you murmur. it’s not very convincing, especially with the pauses between your words; jyuto knew a drunk person when he saw one. “i can drink some more-”
“i don’t think so.” jyuto slides your half full (though he’d say half empty) glass away from you, which warrants a pout of yours. he should be immune to it, but instead, jyuto finds himself laughing; he was possibly a little tipsy himself at this point. i mean, your pout was all too cute. “i’m only looking out for you.” perhaps a bit much. jyuto cared for you after all, though it was a different type of care than he felt for his teammates. this one was…stronger? maybe? he couldn’t quite explain it, though jyuto wasn’t stupid and knew what it meant.
“..too much,” you slur, becoming a little incoherent already. “but that’s what i like about you.” oh? well that piques his interest, though maybe it shouldn’t have. you were drunk after all, but well, jyuto was a bit of a bastard.
“oh?” he smirks. “you like me?” well, he liked you too; jyuto is only teasing. you two were friends after all, so of course he’d like and care for you, though it felt more than that at times. it’s not like he’s an idiot — jyuto knew he held feelings for you. but hearing it from you first and foremost was much too entertaining, especially since you were drunk and had no clue. he probably wouldn’t let you forget this the very next day.
“of course,” you furrow your brows and deepen your pout. “you’re cute, you care, and even if you’re corrupt, your heart is still in the right place…i think.” real funny; he rolls his eyes, though jyuto is smiling all the more. which officer in his place isn’t corrupt, i mean?
“but i like you,” you murmur again. your head begins to fall slightly, and your eyes droop. sleep was already starting to overtake you, head already resting on the bar table. the warmth from the alcohol was too comforting and lulling, and besides, you felt safe around jyuto. “i hope that someday,” your voice begins to dissipate, “you’ll see me as more than a friend..”
you’re fast asleep in moments, stirring slightly when jyuto pokes you to make sure that you were indeed knocked out. he sighs; it was going to be a headache to figure out how to get you home, though at least the two of you lived relatively close by. he was thankful for that.
you look so peaceful, gentle smile on your lips and snoring lightly — it’s adorable, he smiles. more than a friend? your words resonate within his mind. well, of course jyuto liked you more than a friend already; he just never confessed before, more so because he didn’t entirely see the point right now. why ruin a perfectly good friendship? it simply didn’t make any sense.
but now that you had pretty much confessed, well, jyuto had to take you out on a proper date, no? he’s already planning all the places and times out. also, he’d have to do a proper confession as well, especially since you may not remember tonight.
jyuto sneaks another glance at your sleeping form. cute, he smiles, all warm and tipsy as well. what was he going to do with you?
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hypmicdaydreams · 10 months
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hope ur doin well <3
also eid mubarak!!
aww you're so sweet ;; thank you!! Life’s been hectic but I’m hanging on.. hope you’re doing well too! And Eid Mubarak to you as well anon and everyone else ❤️
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hypmicdaydreams · 10 months
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hello! is it possible for me to request beloved samatoki with “[Holds the other’s hand when they think the other won’t notice]”? thank you in advance!
Ofc! Hope I did 'toki justice~ Enjoy 💙
soft sentence starters: [Holds the other’s hand when they think the other won’t notice]
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-pairing: samatoki aohitsugi x gn!reader
-genre: fluff
-word count: ~530
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samatoki has been eyeing your hand for a while now, though you don’t seem to take any notice.
it’s so tempting and so alone, and he figured that it’d be cold by now since you were prone to freezing up quick. his hand twitches followed by the skip of his heart, though ‘toki inadvertently grunts and pulls back. he couldn’t..
truthfully, samatoki had been feeling a bit touch-starved all day. but he’d never admit that; samatoki would never admit that he’d been cranky all day, missing your touch. he even got close to beating up a few subordinates because of how on edge he’d been. seriously, he couldn’t wait to go home and go on that date with you, though now that he was on it, samatoki couldn’t gather the guts to just hold your hand — not when you’re watching, at least. he had a bit of tsundere tendencies after all.
“is something up, ‘toki?” you ask. of course, you notice that something is up with your boyfriend. samatoki isn’t exactly discrete, especially with his grunts. plus, he’s been offhandedly looking at you then back towards the scene for a while now — back and forth. there’s definitely something on his mind, you raise a brow.
the way you cutely tilt your head to the side makes him all warm, and ‘toki grumbles once more. the touch starved feeling comes back, and his hand twitches a little once more.
“nah, it’s nothin.’” he won’t admit to it. samatoki shrugs it off, coolly so, as if he wasn’t debating on just going with it and holding your hand. mm, he really wants to hold your hand; it’s all he’s been craving all day. but he’d wait until you weren’t paying attention. that’s when he’d strike, and samatoki would slip his hand into yours.
you’re not entirely convinced at samatoki’s answer, but you decide not to push it with your hotheaded boyfriend and go with the flow. you guys were supposed to be on a date around yokohama after all (without handholding, which is utterly blasphemous).
and you’re not looking right now, so samatoki takes the chance and slips his hand right into yours.
it’s so warm, samatoki quickly realizes it, and it eases him almost immediately. the tension in his shoulders is gone, and he’s visibly happy, or as happy as samatoki could get. this..is what he had wanted all day, he sighs. the feel of your touch, how your hand feels so good — samatoki holds your hand tight, relishing in it. he feels much better now.
though when you squeeze his hand tight, samatoki flushes warm. oh, so you knew, he grumbles to himself, all flustered. it shouldn’t be that flustering, but it totally is for the resident yokohama bad boy. he wanted to do so without you knowing of course, to hold hands with you; samatoki had a reputation to uphold after all.
well, he was a softie for you and only you anyway. samatoki gives your hands a quick squeeze back, flushed cheeks and averting his gaze with you. well, this was fine. though he’s still not too happy that you managed to catch him off guard.
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hypmicdaydreams · 10 months
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omg ive melted into a puddle. hey its the anon who requested doppo and jiro. thank you so much. that was so good gahhhhhhgh i love them
Glad you enjoyed it!! 💕 it was super cute to write ahh. Plus, I’m heavily biased for both jiro and doppo, so it’s always a treat whenever I get to write for either one of them! I think they just deserve everything good in this world since they’re such good boys,, Thank you for the kind message anon 💜
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hypmicdaydreams · 10 months
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this is my first time ever requesting something and im a bit nervous, but i had to since your writing felt so comforting..
love epiphany 4, "getting flustered around them" with doppo and jiro? (separately) with someone theyve been friends with for a decently long time!! thank you
Aww thank you so much anon!! You're too sweet.. I'm glad you love my writings so much, and I'm glad they bring you some comfort 💖 These were so cute and endearing, and I hope you enjoy these of Jiro and Doppo 💕 Thank you for the request anon! and I hope you love your first one~
love epiphany prompts: getting flustered around them
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-pairings: jiro yamada x gn!reader, doppo kannonzaka x gn!reader
-genre: fluff
-word count (overall): ~1.55k
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Jiro (659 words)
“did you finish the japanese homework?” jiro’s heart skips a small beat as he asks, standing above you and your desk. there’s the slightest tint of rosy pink hue his cheeks, and jiro sheepishly rubs the back of his neck, averting his gaze with yours. he’s all cute in his slightly wrinkled school uniform.
he’s not entirely sure why he feels so strange; his breath hitches in his throat as he asks, and he feels a bit embarrassed now, heart skipping a beat. i mean, he was simply asking his friend for homework answers after all. it wasn’t anything he hadn’t done before, time and time again. after all, you were his close friend; this is what friends were for, right? (no, he’s not merely using you for homework answers, unlike what saburo would imply).
but yet, jiro feels as if he was going to lose it. he was all too warm and flustered.
he doesn’t get it; you were his best friend! jiro doesn’t get why he’d feel like this over you. this has never happened in the years of friendship before, all entirely new sensations. the way his heart twists into knots (but good knots) and jiro suddenly gets all warm at the mere thought of you: it all made no sense! jiro groans. it freaks him out to some degree.
despite all that, they weren’t necessarily bad feelings. they were..strange, sure, but jiro actually quite liked the warmth they brought. the fluttery sensations in his stomach and the way he got a tad lightheaded
“yeah, i did.” you already know damn well what jiro was getting at. in typical jiro fashion, he didn’t do the homework, much too busy binging a new anime; he had texted you about it late last night anyway. “you need it?” well, the answer to that question was clear.
he nods, sheepishly so. it’s weird — you’ve never made him feel this way before, so hot and bothered. he’s antsy and on edge, as if his own heart was going to rupture out of his chest any moment now. it worsens when you laugh; it’s the first he’s realized how..nice? your laugh sounds. it was cute.
“well,” you laugh, noticing his weird mannerisms. it makes jiro jump a little in his skin, and the warm flush he had turns a bit brighter. “here you go.”
his hands brush over yours lightly, as jiro takes your paper from you; he swears his heart jumps all the way to his throat at the accidental touch, and his stomach gets all fluttery with the butterflies. the pink on his cheeks deepen, and jiro can feel his fingertips go all numb. he grips your paper a bit harder, but the only sensation he can feel at the moment is that of his pounding heart. he’s even more flustered now.
this..this was exactly like a shoujo manga! jiro flushes at the realization. he can see the sparkles and hearts all over this scene, when the love interests share a moment. was this like a shoujo scene? i mean, it certainly felt like it, not that jiro entirely minded.
“man, you’re the best!” he throws an arm around your shoulders, though the mere proximity and touch of you was enough to send him into a frenzy once more.
did..did he like you? but you guys were friends, so it couldn’t be. i mean, jiro knew you for a long time! if he’s only developed feelings for you just now, then that would’ve been weird, right? but again, this could very well be a friends to lovers romance.
he grins, a bit boyish and warm. jiro actually liked the thought of that; it sounded all too good.
even though jiro is still a bit confused on his feelings for you — friend or crush — all he knows is that he wanted to be by your side forever and ever. it felt too good not to be.
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Doppo (886 words)
“i’m..i’m so sorry!!” doppo is quick to apologize and bow, looking in absolute horror as he accidentally dumped your drink all over your shirt. it’d been a while since the two of you were able to hang out, alone, and yet doppo managed to mess it up already. oh he’s clumsy, more so than usual.
“it’s ok doppo,” you try to reassure, though it fell on deaf ears. well, knowing doppo (which you absolutely did), you knew it’d be futile. he liked to try and correct his mistakes.
“no..no it’s fine! here- i can..”
he struggles in getting you some napkins, and doppo drops them all over you, again. he’s just even more embarrassed now, though before he can go back to apologizing profusely, you assure him that it was totally fine.
stupid stupid stupid — doppo can’t help but scold himself. he’s been more clumsy as of late, totally lost in his thoughts and self. it only worsened when doppo was around you or even simply thinking about you. his heart skipped multiple beats, similar to those from his anxiety itself, and he found himself trembling a bit, though he’s not sure if that’s from anxiety as well or not.
he’s been feeling strange lately, well, more so than he usually does. his heart skips way too many beats — doppo thinks he may have arrhythmias — and he’s been feeling feverish, all warm. he thinks he’s probably sick. i mean, all these were surely symptoms of some form of medical condition: shivering arms, a fast heart beat, breath getting stuck in his throat, a fever of sorts. blegh, it sounds like the seasonal flu, he mulls.
all those hours of being overworked are finally catching up to him, doppo thinks; his body has finally given up once and for all..
it actually scares doppo to some extent, all these hot and bothersome feelings. he doesn’t know why he feels this way — all warm and jittery. and he didn’t know why it only ever occurred around you. it wasn’t the flustered type he got whenever his boss would scold him on something so menial; no, these flustered feelings actually felt good, and it scares doppo that he can’t seem to understand why.
“are you ok, doppo?”
you give your longtime friend a look of concern, and that’s when doppo finally snaps out of his thoughts. unfortunately, his heart skips another beat at the sound of your voice (it was then he realized that it sounded so nice), and that alone makes him flush a bit of a pink.
oh, he’s fidgeting a bit again, doppo realizes. it was a bit of a bad habit of his. his hold on his cup of coffee isn’t entirely great, and you’re clearly worried that he’s going to spill the hot drink all over himself.
worried.. doppo flushes even brighter, and he feels the blood rush; it was such a dizzying feeling. he didn’t know why, but the thought of you worrying over him made doppo so happy. it didn’t even make sense! the two of you were great friends; of course you’d worry over him.
“sorry..” he apologizes, again. god, he had no idea why the words hitched in his throat around you. it wasn’t normal; doppo usually wasn’t at a loss of words around your “ok- i’m ok! it’s just..”
he sounds so stupid, doppo scolds himself as he continues to drink his coffee. he was supposed to be hanging out and catching up with you (which was great considering it was a rare instance he didn’t have work that day), but instead, doppo was making a damn fool out of himself. first, it was accidentally bumping into you and spilling your drink all over yourself — which, thankfully, wasn’t scalding hot. second, he dropped the napkins all over you, and now, doppo couldn’t speak! he doesn’t know what’s gotten into him.
it must be his heart condition. well, he’s assuming he has one given how irregularly it beat right now. doppo couldn’t even think straight, too preoccupied with how strange his chest felt, what all this could mean. and it only ever happened around you.
did..did he like you?
doppo chokes on his coffee at the thought.
“doppo?! are you alright??”
he waves you off, or so, tries to in between his fits of coughs. man, all you’ve been doing this entire time was checking up on him; ah, it makes him feel so bad.
but the thought of him liking you…doppo turns warmer at the thought. that would certainly explain the change in his demeanor, how even as stupid as doppo felt right now, he was still happy hanging out with you. it explains the rapid ‘badumps’ of his heart and how, even as strange and odd his chest feels, doppo still finds himself enjoying it. even as much as he makes a fool out of himself, tripping over his two left feet and feeling all the more embarrassed, doppo still enjoys himself with you. when you smile, it gives him the butterflies, and he gives a gentle one in return.
doppo thinks he might like you.
(though the fact that you’re his longtime friend definitely has him questioning the morals of it all and whether or not he’d even make a good boyfriend for you)
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