‘A troubled sigh of leaves’, Osip Mandelstam (translated by A. S. Kline)

Anaïs Nin, The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Vol. 1: 1931-1934

Mary Oliver, "Someday" from Red Bird

i have the constant urge to cry, read fanfics, have all kinds of body pain, think that the world hates me and i hate the world... and be 1 day away from my period

As you prepare for all possible outcomes, may you also remember to prepare for positive outcomes, too. May you prepare yourself for good memories, good lessons, and all of the little places where sunlight will come shining through.

Kurvára egyedül érzem magam.

@werenotreallystrangers

To love life even when you have no stomach for it as they say!

one day you think: I want to die. and then you think, very quietly: actually. actually. I think I want a coffee. a nap. a sandwich. a book. and I want to die turns day by day into want to go home, I want to walk in the woods, I want to see my friend, I want to sit in the sun, I want a cleaner kitchen, I want a better job, I want to live somewhere else. I want to live.

- via duckbunny

Jack Gaughan

— Louise Glück, Solstice

slut era (overthinking, ruined sleep schedule, constant feeling of loneliness and existential emptiness)