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havvkinsqueen · 4 hours
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— IDK about y'all but I’m going to be so happy when March is over. I just broke half my tooth and my dentist isn’t open til Monday so that rocks.
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havvkinsqueen · 5 hours
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“It’s very simple. Scissors cuts paper, paper covers rock, rock crushes lizard, lizard poisons Spock, Spock smashes scissors, scissors decapitates lizard, lizard eats paper, paper disproves Spock, Spock vaporizes rock, and, as it always has, rock crushes scissors.” credit for promo @havvkinsqueen
Mature themes. 21+ Only. Independent and semi-selective.
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havvkinsqueen · 9 hours
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---☁︎。⋆。 There was a sharp intake of breath once Eddie started speaking once more. Chrissy rolled her eyes, keeping her gaze on anything but him; It would just make her more angry and frustrated. "You need to stop treating me like I'm some delicate and fragile thing," she huffed. Her entire life Chrissy was treated like she was porcelain- If she was treated too roughly, she would simply break. The teen may be emotional, but she certainly wasn't fragile. Any treatment otherwise simply angered her. However, the more he continued to speak, the irks and ires popped up more and more. "I know what deceptive means," she snapped, finally looking up at the brunet. "You don't need to reiterate by repeating the definition, I'm not stupid." The opportunity to go for a low blow was on the tip of her tongue, but she swallowed the words down.
--- She wanted to know what separated her from whomever Eddie fucked previously. And she wasn't an idiot, there had been rumors. Chrissy was the type of girl who knew near everything that happened in Hawkins High. There had been 2 girls she could think of off the top of her head. “So you knew I’d snap at you?” she asked in a tone, most unimpressed. There were a few moments where she just looked at the man. The annoyance melted off her face and a sort of indifference found its way there instead. “Eddie. You have a sort of disappointing trend of not meaning to be deceptive to spare my feelings.” There was a beat, “Or maybe you’re sparing yours by being dishonest with me.” She began to chew on her lip, gathering her thoughts best she could. “You strung me along for months, you know that right? Months. Because you were too big of a wuss. Boyfriend in every action but title. Months, Eddie.”
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Usually Eddie got some sort of sick amusement from seeing Chrissy all angry, just given how cute it was. This wasn’t exactly funny though, was it? She was legitimately upset - hurt - and it was his fault. That killed him. “…I guess you could call it that. ‘Fooling around’ or… whatever. You’re right, it sounds stupid trying to downplay it. It was stupid of me not to tell you.” Taking a deep breath, he rubbed his neck, trying to figure out how to explain himself in a way that didn’t sound like he was making excuses. “It wasn’t a regular thing… and it wasn’t a serious thing. I never meant to be deceptive, to intentionally keep it a secret from you. It was just… meaningless, at the end of the day. Whereas this? Us? You… mean everything. Which I know sounds like some sort of old cliche, but it’s the truth. I should have told you. I’m sorry. I guess I just never knew how… to bring it up? What the point of bringing it up was. Or maybe I was just scared to, because I didn’t know how you’d react.”
Or because he had an idea of how she would. EddieI thought it was better for everyone to just never bring it up, because it didn’t matter… but clearly, it did matter to Chrissy. Regardless of whether or not she could say why. Was it really better to not bring it up, or had it just been convenient not to? Was it selfless not to burden her with insecurity, or was it selfish on his part - not wanting to deal with it? He was pretty sure he knew the answer, and he felt guilty about it. “…no, that’s not the entire truth. I guess I knew you’d react like this, and that it wouldn’t be a conversation either would enjoy…”
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havvkinsqueen · 1 day
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𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 & 𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐒
RULES: bold for usually, italics for sometimes
HAPPINESS.
being unable to stop smiling. laughter. bear hugs. happy tears. waving arms around. dancing. contently sighing. eyes twinkling. laughter lines. childlike playfulness. skipping. talking more. affection. cracking more jokes than usual. gesturing more when talking. higher pitched voice. squealing. jumping around. clapping.
SADNESS.
tearing up. self-hugging. one-arm cross. an aching chest. scratchy throat. a runny nose. turning away. deep breaths. quivery smiles. crying. infantile sobbing. hands gripping each other or an object. covering mouth. puffy eyes. eyes appear red. voice breaking. a distant or empty stare. monotone voice. asking for comfort. faking a smile. crumbling. shaking. whimpering. abusing an unhealthy habit. withdrawing from others. big teary eyes. doing something even if it could hurt them.
ANGER.
furrowed brows. baring teeth. passive-aggressive comments. avoiding eye contact. sarcasm. headache. sore muscles. hiding clenched fists. irritability. jumping to conclusions. raising voice. going silent. demanding immediate action. keeping it all in until exploding. body tensing. making risky decisions. middle finger.
FEAR.
wanting to flee or hide. what-ifs. images of what-could-be flashing in mind. uncontrollable trembling. rapid breathing. screaming. a skewed sense of time. irritability. keeping silent. denying fear. turning away from the cause. pretending to be brave. nail-biting. lip-biting. scratching skin. a joking tone but a voice that cracks. fainting. insomnia. panic attacks. exhaustion. substance abuse. tics. rushing adrenaline. face draining of colour. hair lifting on the back of the neck. feeling rooted to the spot. making body as small as possible. staring but not seeing. crying. a shrill voice. whispering. gripping something or someone. stuttering. flinching at noises. pleading.
EXHAUSTION.
constantly yawning. slurring words together. dark circles or lines under eyes. mood swings. hallucinations. calling people by the wrong name. dizziness. denying they’re tired. slow blinking. trouble concentrating. stumbling. leaning on a doorframe for support. sluggish movements. falling asleep someplace that isn’t a bed. becoming irritated by the smallest things. “i’m awake, i’m fine.” shaking so bad they spill their drink. fall asleep in their clothes. lay their head on the table because they’re so tired. passing out.
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Tagged by; @freakarus
Tagging; @vitaegratis , @hawkinshellraiser , @edhellfire , @thebabysittertm , @corvidnupta , @prscttss
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havvkinsqueen · 2 days
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---☁︎。⋆。 Lips parted slightly once Lizzy started speaking. Admittedly, Chrissy isn't used to being spoken to or treated like this from peers. Being treated like this from her mother? Sure. Every day at home she got the acidic tones and verbal (and physical) jabs. But when it came to peers, even Chrissy had to admit that she was pretty beloved.
--- "No," she quietly replied, following the other with her eyes as they skipped about. Gaze immediately dropped to the ground to avoid making contact with her classmate. In further effort to distract, Chrissy began to pick at the skin around her fingers, trying desperately to think of what she could do to fix this. And how she could swallow down tears and not look like she was going to cry any second.
--- Biting at her lip slightly, the blonde couldn't bring herself to look up and meet the other's gaze. She knew if she did that she would surely cry and probably get made fun of more. "I just. Wanted to get to know you," the teen mumbled. But the unspoken words 'For Eddie' were left hanging in the air.
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@havvkinsqueen embraced the chaos : ”i want to make this work between us.” ♡ — lizzy munson, rebel with a cause.
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it's not that lizzy doesn't like chrissy. they like her fine. plenty. but like, well... that's sort of the problem, isn't it?
"and how do you expect to do that, huh? want me to be like you? get a couple pompoms, dance around in my undies?" she's being mean. unfair. she knows it. still pouts and pushes herself forward, skips around chrissy in a clumsy, uncoordinated mockery of a cheer, voice pitched up; "rah rah rah, go team!"
and see, the thing is that lizzy has never - not once in their whole goddamn life - known how to deal with like, emotions. vulnerability. feelings. it's easier to just be an asshole, they figure.
Prompts for the Grumpy vs Sunshine trope. ( always accepting! )
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havvkinsqueen · 2 days
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---☁︎。⋆。 Chrissy smiled up at Eddie, having a small inkling that she was annoying him. But that aspect wasn't something she wanted to erase- Death. It was a serious matter, and she owed him that respect as he spoke. "It is," she confirmed, "And I suppose that's the more positive thing to skew it as. It's the day my life changed, I guess." In so many ways. The blonde reached up and placed her hands on the man's cheeks, her thumbs rubbing back and forth on his cheeks. For a long while she was silent and simply looked at him. Took in everything about Eddie. "I'm glad I'm still here, too."
--- There was a few more beats, still staying there like that. "We should talk about it," Chrissy said. Because for 2 years she had been really tight lipped about everything. She didn't really have anyone but Max to talk to things about and as it was? She felt bad talking about it at length, especially with people who had to deal with it first hand. And that severely limited her ability to talk about things with people to a whopping no one.
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Chrissy’s laughter also made it difficult to stay frustrated with her. Though again, it was not like he had any right to be. They didn’t talk about it much… Vecna, the upside down, all of it. She was trying her best to move on… they both were. She still had nightmares, he knew. It would stay with her… but it didn’t define her. She did die… kinda. Sorta. Mostly? For a while - it was complicated. So he supposed it was only natural to have complicated feelings about it.
“Mm. Kinda is, isn’t it?” The response was sufficient for both of Chrissy’s assessments, wasn’t it? Both that of the anniversary, and that of his ‘act of affection’. “You’re not wrong. It’s also the day you survived… and also the day we reconnected.” That’s how Eddie would prefer to remember it. She wasn’t wrong, though. A lot happened that day. It the best day of his life… and then it quickly became the worst. Most traumatic. They could focus on the good, but they couldn’t ignore the bad. Couldn’t forget it, even if they wanted to. “…I’m glad you’re still here. Obviously. I know you know that, but I just wanna say it.”
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havvkinsqueen · 2 days
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2. what is your muse’s favorite joke? 12. what is something that will always make your muse laugh?
Happy headcanon questions
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2) What is your muse's favorite joke?
-- I don't think this actually counts as a favorite joke, but Chrissy loves puns.
12) What is something that will always make your muse laugh?
-- Puns. She finds them so stupid that they're funny. They're a guarantee to make her laugh. Another one is, like, slapstick comedy. She really loves it and it's another guarantee to make her laugh.
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13. how does your muse outwardly express their anger? 5. how long can your muse hold a grudge?
Sad headcanon questions
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5) How long can your muse hold a grudge?
-- Believe it or not? A long time. Chrissy is definitely a forgive but don't forget type. And once she's less cowed and learning to be more 'herself' once she's away from her mother, she's more prone to holding grudges. In high school? Not so much. It doesn't really go with the happy-go-lucky, cheerful and popular Chrissy that she is supposed to be in high school. But she internalises that hurt and remembers it for a long time.
13) How does your muse outwardly express their anger?
-- So, a key word with Chrissy's character is 'Internalise.' She just.... Doesn't outwardly express her anger. She's very prone to just. Holding everything in and bottling it up. Chrissy is very good at doing that with all her emotions. However, eventually the lid pops off and Chrissy sort of... Explodes. She cries and lets herself get angry in very explosive moments. When this happens she does tend to destroy things, it's similar to how her OCD can manifest.
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havvkinsqueen · 3 days
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sad headcanon q’s… 
1. who does your muse hate?
2. how does your muse handle grief?
3. what is your muse’s biggest regret? 
4. how many scars does your muse have?
5. how long can your muse hold a grudge?
6. how does your muse handle loneliness? 
7. what is one of your muse’s greatest fears?
8. what does your muse fear losing the most?
9. does your muse think violence is ever warranted?
10. what is the worst illness your muse has ever had?
11. what would your muse consider their worst failing?
12. does your muse tend to push themselves too hard?
13. how does your muse outwardly express their anger? 
14. what is the worst injury your muse has ever received? 
15. what might others consider your muse’s worst failing to be?
16. does your muse have a short fuse when it comes to temper?
17. who does your muse wish they had said goodbye to, but didn’t?
18. does your muse suffer from nightmares? how often? what about?
19. out of everything your muse has lost/given up, which hurt the most?
20. what is something your muse wants to tell others, but is too afraid to? 
21. how hard is it for your muse to open up to others? what holds them back?
22. looking back, what is one thing your muse wishes they had done differently? 
23. does your muse tend to be hard on themselves when they do something wrong?
24. does your muse lean more toward “forgive and forget” or “resent and remember?”
25. does your muse recognize their faults, or do they have trouble with self-reflection?
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havvkinsqueen · 3 days
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happier headcanon q’s! 
1. what gives your muse hope? 
2. what is your muse’s favorite joke?
3. what is your muse’s favorite hobby?
4. what is your muse’s happiest memory?
5. what does self-care look like to your muse?
6. what is your muse’s favorite kind of weather?
7. what would your muse consider a perfect day?
8. what does your muse love doing with other people?
9. what does your muse consider their biggest success?
10. who does your muse consider their best/closet friend?
11. does your muse think people deserve second chances? 
12. what is something that will always make your muse laugh?
13. what would your muse consider their best physical feature?
14. what was the best/funniest dream your muse has ever had?
15. what is something that’s made your muse so happy they’ve cried?
16. has your muse ever laughed so hard they’ve cried? what caused it?
17. what was the best/most thoughtful gift your muse has ever received?
18. what kind of hugs does your muse give? gentle? tight? pick and spin?
19. what would be the best way to cheer up your muse when they’re sad?
20. what is a way that your muse shows love and affection without words?
21. what is something good that your muse carries with them from childhood?
22. what does your muse consider the most beautiful place they’ve ever been?
23. does your muse like receiving gifts? what would be the best gift to get them?
24. what is your muse’s favorite animal? have they ever gotten to see one in person?
25. during difficult times, what is something your muse holds onto to get them through?
26. if your muse could go on vacation anywhere, what would be their dream destination?
27. when it comes to gift giving, does your muse tend to lean funny, practical, thoughtful? 
28. after a fight, how does your muse go about apologizing/making it up to the other person?
29. what is something that was difficult at the time, but taught them a valuable lesson they still hold onto?
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havvkinsqueen · 3 days
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"i keep rifles in the front closet. trespassing can be a glance. a good shot, i practice with bottles, bull's eyes. i cross the line where the fence breaks, where the wood falls in unintended directions, and prepare an offensive before any repair. i know the value of my property. ungloved, i place the barbed wire."
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FACEPEELED is a writing blog for CRICKET FARROW aka CALISTA SPALDING (an ORIGINAL HORROR CHARACTER.) independent, private, mutuals only, highly selective. fandomless with original lore. WARNING: contains taboo themes and extreme horror. READ PAGES BEFORE INTERACTION. due to the nature of this blog, no persons under 18 may follow. rules. bio. muse. verses.
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havvkinsqueen · 3 days
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𝐄𝐗𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒, 𝐄𝐗𝐄𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒, 𝐉𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐘 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐈𝐓'𝐒 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐒 𝐐𝐔𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒.
All sentences here are taken from different medias about exes with complicated feelings, exes that are still lovers, jealousy, complicated feelings and the game of chase and catch. You can change names, pronouns, locations and more as you see fit. Some of these are suggestive and others are a little foul, so beware.
Every time I thought to, I wrote about you.
Actually, I hadn’t thought of her for a long time.
Are you waiting for your lover? Do you know that's the only reason anyone comes to a place like this in the middle of the night?
Is that why you're here?
You can go pick another spot. I found this one first.
If you hadn't stolen my bride away in the night, I would not have been forced to take such drastic measures to get her back.
What do you want? An apology? For me to crawl back into your bed and play nice, little wife?
Why should I want spoiled goods returned to me?
You're gone and you left me. My heart has dissipated. The only thing I can feel is the blood rushing through my veins and the strings that hold my fragile heart together.
When you truly love someone, it doesn't go away.
I don't want to forget what we had.
Everything is moving so fast. Before long everyone we know will be scattered across the country, the world even. 
Have I lost you love?
Why would she wear a dress like that? Is she doing it just to torture me?
You need to change clothes now. Everyone is looking at you.
You don’t control what I wear or who I wear it to.
For someone who looks after hearts, you can be careless. You know you broke mine, don't you?
You can't hold on to things just because of the memories.
Yes, I made the mistake of falling in love with a man without any feelings.
You're with him?
You’ve always enjoyed people fighting for you.
The best way to get over someone is to get under someone else.
I will never blame Barry for falling in love with you but I will blame him for considering himself eligible.
Don’t torture me any more, I can’t stand it.
Whatever there is between you two I don’t want to know about it.
Just shut up. I need to not to think and you need to think less. We need this.
He is in love with you. I read the fucking letters.
Where the hell have you been?
I don’t need your permission.
Oh, but I do care and you do need my permission. You’ve become very forgetful, my sweet—I’m your husband, remember? Take off your clothes.
I’m jealous, and I find the feeling not only novel, but singularly unpleasant.
Do you love her?
You pushed me away.
Do you want me then, to deceive and entrap you?
It often gives a lady a pleasure to giver her lover a pang.
You're jealous because I actually go after what I want, and I get it.
I'm afraid my jealousy is a beast I find difficult to tame.
I’m not obsessed with her.
It is possible to care about a woman without wanting to bed her.
If girls could spit venom, it'd be through their eyes.
She's a fucking rat trying to humiliate a queen...She's nothing.
That's none of your concern.
I'd like to know who's been giving rings to my council.
But just out of curiosity, how do you feel about getting my name tattooed on your forehead?
You don’t need to worry about Reece.
You are doing all of this on purpose. To get a rise out of me.
Perhaps it bothers you that I am not longer yours to keep and play with.
I chose not to follow your advice. Ned is a very nice person. Handsome, personable—a perfect escort.
Fuckin' my man in my bed. You got some goddamn nerve, girl.
I know you'd react negatively if I approached a make. You're... possessive.
Sugar, I'm way past possessive.
You like jealousy. You like knowing people want you.
I don't get jealous, I get even.
I am not yours. I stopped being yours, you have no right to keep me away from others.
It has been years since you seen me and you still behave like this.
She is my girlfriend, I can do whatever I want to her. 
You know my heart, It’s yours. But I’m done.
I want you to be in my arms again. I don’t think I can live without you.
Every day is hard and the nights are so cold without you here. 
Don’t look away. Look me in the eyes and tell me you no longer feel anything for me. That you don’t think of me. 
This is the reason I need to go away. I can’t be around someone I can never have. 
I am over you, but my heart is still under the spell of the relationship that was. I miss you.
You’re still my person, even if I’m not yours.
I have seen you give him looks and smiles this very night, such as you never give to—me.
I don’t mind you think of someone else, soon I will be the only one in your mind.
Do not worry, I will make you forget everything and everyone. 
This is your punishment, for your little trick tonight. 
You have to stop doing this. Bring me to your bed, making me want you. 
Does it bother you, the thought I will be wed soon? That a man will share my bed every night?
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havvkinsqueen · 4 days
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---☁︎。⋆。 Staring at Eddie, arms crossed over her chest, Chrissy wasn't buying what he was saying. If she had to be honest, she wasn't sure why she was so pissed off. It felt like lying, to her. The dishonesty? Chrissy was always up front and honest with him about past relationships. All of them. "What does that all even mean?” she asked, eyes narrowed slightly. Talking in circles as he always did and in the moment it made her want to scream. "That sounds so stupid. You didn't date but you 'liked' each other?" The way she spit out the word 'liked' was surprising even to her. "So what? You slept together? You can say fuck buddy."
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@havvkinsqueen sent: "so this whole thing was a lie from the start?"
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No, not at all. Of course not. Eddie could see how… why she’d think… ugh. Getting defensive wouldn’t help at all now, would it? “You’re my first real girlfriend, that’s the truth. I never lie about that. That… was more of a… I don’t know what it was. We didn’t label it. Yeah, there was an attraction… we seemed to like each other, but it wasn’t love.” It was a cliche, so he’d spare her - but he didn’t really know what that felt like until Chrissy. “Maybe I should have mentioned it before, I’m sorry. I mean, I knew you dated Jason… but this was… ancient history, really…”
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havvkinsqueen · 4 days
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---☁︎。⋆。 "Oh, yeah. Free period start- sure! Any plans specifically?"
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𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹 ___ ▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰▰ ❨ @havvkinsqueen ❩ .
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❝ can we get out of here? ❞
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havvkinsqueen · 4 days
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*/ @thebabysittertm left a note;
❛ wait, did you just say that i'm cute? ❜
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---☁︎。⋆。 Chrissy tilted her head slightly before turning to look at Steve proper. Steve who, in turn, was looking at her like she had grown another head right before his eyes. There was a disconnect but she wasn't sure where it was coming from. "Steven, I have eyes," she answered with the most 'duh, obviously' voice she could muster. It was well-known that when she was younger, Chrissy had a crush on Steve. Her freshman year was included as well. "You look cute in your costume," she expanded, so that Steve would stop staring at her like she was about to start fires. When she brought up a costume party, a part of her thought for sure that he was going to decline. Last costume party he went to didn't turn out amazingly- Chrissy remembered watching the fallout from the corner. "Your costume," she added quickly.
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I wandered lonely as a cloud that floats on high o'er vales and hills…
  ɪɴᴅᴇᴘᴇɴᴅᴇɴᴛ 𝘍𝘈𝘕𝘋𝘖𝘔𝘓𝘌𝘚𝘚 ᴄʜʀɪꜱꜱʏ ᴄᴜɴɴɪɴɢʜᴀᴍ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴛ4     ꜱᴇʟᴇᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ, ᴄᴀɴᴏɴ ᴅɪᴠᴇʀɢᴇɴᴛ, ʜᴇᴀᴅᴄᴀɴᴏɴ-ʙᴀꜱᴇᴅ       ᴇꜱᴛ. 7-18-2022
ᴄʜᴇᴇʀᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴠɪᴄᴛᴏʀɪᴀ
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havvkinsqueen · 4 days
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where would we pay you for the commissions? perhaps there are people out there that would help you and kitty without commissioning anything!
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— This would be an overwhelmingly kind gesture. I would encourage those people to contact me personally! I don’t want to give the link out as it does have personal information attached. And in the case of this generosity, I would still want to give the person some sort of gift or anything of the sort as a thank you. Please know that the fact you care is support and aid enough, truly. I have been so grateful for you and everyone else who’s reached out. You are some of the truly loveliest people I’ve had the pleasure of meeting!!
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