i hate the way it feels to be fat
the way it feels when you get up
the way it feels when you have to readjust your shirt
how it feels to constantly wonder how you look when you make any subtle movement
when you cant wear the things you like
you just dont feel normal
you dont feel like a person
you feel less than
you feel disgusting
you watch the scale go up but you keep eating
i hate the way it feels to be fat
not just physically but mentality wise
people say if you wanted to youd lose weight
if you reallllyy wanted it
but i do want it
ive always wanted it
i just cant stop
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stop using boredom as an excuse to eat just lay there and rot until you become a beautiful beautiful butterfly
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i want to kill my fuck ng self why am i so fat anf disgusting
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haaha food will never be worth it food will never be worth happiness it's temporary so temporary
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i have to.... change... have.... change i have... to...
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just a quick post so a few likes can hopefully remind me to stay on track
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does anyone else get more triggered to e*t by redownloading tumblr at least at first
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i need someone to remind me to stay ont ltrack so bad
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ive done it once ill do it again just fourty pounds. another time and ill be gold. for him
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haaha food will never be worth it food will never be worth happiness it's temporary so temporary
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baaayyaaaybay youre my aaaaaaangell neer neer
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losing weight takes so fucking long like i literally just have to sit around and not eat? annoying
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