Hey Guys
I know itâs been forever but hey. Iâve been delving into adulthood lately and havenât been able to well balance anything in my life up until recently. Iâve been going to weekly therapy sessions and Iâve decided itâs time to get back into what used to make me love living.Â
Iâve missed using this platform as something where I can share all my types of work with people around the world, who not only shower my posts in immense love, but also make it all worthwhile.Â
I look forward to sharing my work with the world again.Â
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Yâall !!!!
I got a personal laptop for Christmas!!!!
So surprise! Iâll most definitely start posting a lot more!!! <3
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Happy birthday you sweet human. I hope your day is just as bright as you are. đ
©2018© this is xobtso moodboard. Please do not save and repost without my permission! âš
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tumblr is deleting the blogs with links in their bios, so keep safe
thank you for this!! EVERYONE, PLEASE TAKE NOTE đ
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Mom: Canât you just stop listening to kpop for 5 minutes?!?!
Me:Â
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Also hello yes me again. I won't be updating my masterlist for a while! Sorry sorry. I dont have a computer as of right now, and attempting to update my masterlist on my phone is too exhausting.
love y'all đ
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Y'ALL !!!! đđđđâ€đđđđđđđ
I JUST NOTICED THAT I REACHED 2,000 FOLLOWERS AND IM ACTUALLY SCREAMING!! đđđ
You guys make writing on here 100% worth it. Honestly before I started posting on here I was having terrible doubt about people liking what I write but due to some pressure from my friends I finally posted one of my first things I believe like a year and a half ago?? (bad memory sorry)
But this is a HUMONGOUS milestone. Thank you so much guys. I love and appreciate you so much and I'm so happy I'm back on Tumblr. đ
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Omg the Jackson part almost made me cryyyyy:( my baby is so pure and precious:(((
I know!! It hurt so bad just to write!! I dont like the thought of any of that happening. :(
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you (their ex-gf) starts to date another member (sorry for broken English)
https://xobtso.tumblr.com/post/180278053071/got7-reaction-their-ex-starts-dating-another
Done sweetie! Enjoy! đ
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GOT7 Reaction: Their Ex Starts Dating Another Member
LOWKEY MADE ME SAD KINDA ANGST OW
Warnings: some sad stuff :( violence if you squint a bit.
Jaebum:
His heart felt heavy within the confines of his chest, almost hearing it crack straight down the middle at the sight that greeted him. There you were, your hand tangled in Youngjaeâs. It was something he least expected; for one of his best friends to date his ex. He still wasnât over you, which made the whole situation even harder for him. He wished with all his might that he was the one holding your soft hands. That he was the one kissing your plump lips.
He just wanted to be held by you again. Your hand in Youngjaeâs being a sign that he could never feel that again. He could feel the floodgates of his eyes daring to spill as your head turned, your beautiful E/C orbs locking with his own. His heart pounded against his ribs. He wanted so bad to run up to you and lift you up in his arms, but he knew he couldnât.
You looked at him with heavy pity in your eyes, your heart aching at the sight, but you knew you couldnât handle him anymore. Maybe it was a mistake for you to try to move on with Youngjae, but you were desperate to move on from what held you back so much.
Jinyoung:
He felt angry. Furious even as he looked between you two. You were cuddled into Jaebumâs side, giggling like a little schoolgirl as your fingers traced circles on his bandmates thigh. How could his own friend betray him like that? He was seething as he continued to stare. If looks could kill, Jaebum would be far from gone by now. Jaebum gulped as he avoided his gaze, you doing the complete opposite and locking eyes with him.
You could see the anger rolling off of Jinyoung in hot rays, only reminding you of why you left him in the first place. You sighed, quickly turning your attention back to Jaebum, not noticing that Jinyoung was now standing up and making his way towards the both of you.
âSo this is what so called best friends do? Turn around and date their ex that they know they still love?! So fucking much for friendships. I canât believe I ever fucking trusted you.â Jaebum quickly stood up to hide you from Jinyoungâs gaze, only angering him further. Jinyoungâs arms reached out to push Jaebum back, causing your new boyfriend to stumble before he threw a punch in Jinyoungâs direction. You yelled as you got in between them before it could escalate any further. Jinyoung grabbed your face and kissed you with such passion if left your knees weak before Jaebum pulled you away.
âIâm gonna make you wish you never left.â Jinyoung turned around and stomped off, your eyes never leaving his back.
Mark:
He felt numb. He couldnât even think of a proper way to respond as he stayed deathly silent, frightening the boys surrounding him. His aura was almost dark as he watched your hand slip into Jacksonâs, your fingers gripping his own. His hand clenched into a fist as he watched, still not over what he had with you. You still looked as beautiful as the day he met you and he wanted so bad to turn back time to that day so he could fix everything he ever did wrong. Jacksonâs hand in yours caused his anger to overencumbered his emotions, the sadness and regret only a secondary thought of his.
âJackson.â He called out, causing your new boyfriends head to turn towards him, a confused but innocent look on his face. He was startled to see Mark sitting there, a small smile stretching at his lips. You had also turned to watch the interaction.
âDo you really think dating my ex is a way to prove your friendship to me?â Jackson choked on his own saliva as Mark spoke up. Instantly feeling guilty, but gripped your hand nonetheless.
âIâm sorry Mark, but Iâm in love with her.â Jackson slowly rubbed at the back of his neck, feeling slight relief as you reassuringly rubbed your thumb against the back of his hand.
âWell I guess you just lost one of the best friends youâve ever had.â Mark sighed as he stood up and seemed to walk towards you, but only brushed shoulders with you, ignoring you both.
Youngjae:
He instantly wanted to cry when the both of you stepped into the room, your hands laced together in complete happiness. Youngjae found himself biting his lip to hold back his cries as he let silent tears fall down his cheeks, watching how Jinyoung did what he once did to you. He wanted so bad to be back in that place. You were still his everything.
His head dropped as he stared into his lap, pretending to be napping as he let the tears fall, realizing he lost his whole world and handed it right over to one of his closest friends. He didnât want to cry. He didnât want to let you know that he still desperately wanted to be called yours but he couldnât help it, his lip quivering. His breath came out in stutters as he felt someone sit next to him, he didnât even care to glance, just enjoying the comfort of the hand that now rubbed softly at his back.
You sighed as you watched him, feeling Jinyoung pull you into his side, kissing your temple. Your heart almost broke at the sight, watching the person you once called your ray of sunshine falling apart only feet away from you. You wanted to kiss his temple as Jinyoung did yours and let him know that he would move on from you, but you knew it would only make it worse so you kept to yourself as you cuddled into Jinyoungâs side.
Jackson:
His heart ached for you, but he was happy. Seeing the smile on your face as Markâs lips met your cheeks warmed his entire soul. He wanted you to be happy, even if the source of your happiness wasnât him. He couldnât lie that the sight of his best friend showing the affection he once did to you certainly did tug at his heart strings. But he couldnât help but to feel content. Your happiness was his.
âIâm happy for you guys.â He finally spoke after walking up to you both. He smiled in reminiscence down at your figure before moving his eyes to his friend. The soothing smile Jackson wore made you happy, but sad at the same time. You knew he still loved you, but you also knew that he wanted nothing but happiness for you; and you had that right next to you.
âThank you Jackson.â Your smile still caused elephants to stomp around in Jacksonâs churning stomach but he eased down the feeling as he leaned into hug both of you.
BamBam:
He was almost resentful as he watched you laugh into Yugyeomâs shoulder, his hand landing on your inner thigh as he stared down with you with endearment swirling in his eyes. BamBam could feel his anger bubble as he let out a bitter laugh when you leaned in to peck Yugyeomâs lips. You both turned to look at him, nervousness spreading in your bones.
âYou really left me for him?â His voice was seething, your hands shaking with anxiety as Bam raised himself from the couch on the other side of the room.
âYou took everything from me, just to give it to him.â He sounded almost in disbelief. Wondering why in Godâs name you would leave him only to date one of his best friends. Now he didnât even feel like calling Yugyeom that.
âYou meant everything to me y/nâŠâ He shook his head slowly, dropping his sight to gaze at the floor beneath his feet. Your heart dropped to your stomach when you watched a couple tears fall to the ground below.
âIâm sorry BamâŠâ you stopped mid sentence as he held up your hand, ignoring your pleas for forgiveness.
âYou know I shouldnât care about what you have to say⊠but I still do.â He broke down in front of both of you, Jackson and Mark rushing up to him to comfort their friend.
Yugyeom:
Yugyeomâs heart still yearned for you. He spent the last few months since you both had split sending flowers to your doorstep, each day having a letter that held one more reason he loved you. He was desperate to win you over again, and thatâs why when you walked in with BamBamâs hand dangerously low on his waist he broke down.
He wanted you so bad, and seeing you with one of his bandmates was just a confirmation that you were moving on from him. It stung within his ribs as he clutched at his chest. His vision was blurry as silent tears steadily fell down his cheeks.
âYugyeom, are you okay?â Youngjae asked, moving to wrap his arm around the youngestâs shoulder. His hand rubbed comfortingly as Yugyeom sobbed, failing to notice how your head turned at the mention of his name.
You were already in the process of letting him go, the love you held for him already churning into sweet memories that you could always smile back on. You felt remorse for his state, but you couldnât find it in you to crawl back towards him, the love that dwelled in your chest for BamBam keeping you where you stood.
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Jennie owns my gay ass. â€
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UR WRITING IS SO GOOD
Thank you sweetie!!! â€
It's comments like these that make it all worth while đ
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If requests are still open could i ask for a fluffy smut with Youngjae where you're a virgin but he's not and it's like a first time kinda situation
https://xobtso.tumblr.com/post/180256732381/so-here-i-am-third-post-of-the-day-warnings
Done sweetie! Hope you like. â€
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Youngjae Imagine: First Time
So here I am third post of the day. â€
Warnings: smut (ofc lol)
I tried to make this as soft as i could. :(
The boys all chuckled as BamBam told a stupid joke, you smacking him on the arm as the joke surrounded Youngjae and yours sex life. Spoiler alert! It kind of didn't exist. You felt bad for your boyfriend, you truly did; but you knew he understood that you were still a virgin and you just weren't ready to give it up yet. You adored him so much for being understanding, never taking things too far with you.
âShut up BamBam. You can't even get your dick wet if you were surrounded by women.â You retorted, laughing mischievously as he turned to you, a hurt look covering his face. Youngjae let out a loud hollar from next you, his laugh sounding like music to your ears.
âI thought we were friends y/n.â Bam clutched at his chest as the rest of them shook their head at him.
âI brought drinks!â Jackson's loud voice interrupted all the laughing as he busted through the door, bottles of vodka and whiskey tucked carefully in his arms a jolly smile stretching his cheeks. Everyone yelled excitedly as Youngjae and you rushed into the kitchen to grab cups. Your heart fluttered in your chest when he pressed against your backside, his arms encasing your waist as he kissed your cheek lovingly.
âYou look so cute tonight baby.â He smiled into your neck, your nerves set on fire at the close proximity. You knew the feeling that was arising in your gut, and you tried desperately to push it down as you turned around to peck him shortly on the lips.
This was the worst timing for your virgin hormones to be acting up. You didn't even know if you were ready to hand your innocence over to Youngjae, but the way he was pressed against you had you questioning why you hadn't given into him sooner.
âNot as cute as you my little otter.â His nose scrunched as he let out a cute laugh, kissing your lips once again before leaving the embrace to grab the stack of cups, following you out of the kitchen.
Hours later alcohol coursed through everyone's systems, and you felt dangerously confident as your hand lay on Youngjae's thigh. You weren't drunk enough to do anything you'd regret or wouldn't remember, but just buzzed enough to obtain the small push you had needed to let Youngjae finally know how much you needed him in every single way.
âDo you think we could go to your room?â Whispering into his ear, you pouted. Your pout always seemed to get you what you wanted when it came to the love of your life.
âAre you not feeling good baby?â He questioned, his hand landing mindlessly on your thigh as he rubbed the clothed skin, not realizing just how much that small touch was affecting you. You nodded curtly, deciding quickly that fake sickness would be your excuse.
He was quick to pull you up into his arms, yelling goodnight to his friends as he carried you to his room, laying you softly on the bed. He noticed how you hiccuped when you landed, chuckling softly as he swept a couple strands of hair from your cheeks.
âDo you want me to put your pajamas on for you?â He asked sweetly, holding the loving eye contact he had with you. You nodded your head softly, figuring that'd be a good lead up to show him what you wanted.
He was slow and tender when he took of your clothes for you, only pausing to heatedly glance at you once before reaching for your night clothes. Your shaking hand reached out to grab his wrist, a nervous smile on your face as he turned to see what you wanted.
âI want you to take my virginity Youngjae.â His eyes widened at your statement, almost staring at you in bewilderment. He had been waiting for months to hear those words, but he wanted to be absolutely sure it's what you wanted.
âAre you sure you want me to right now sweetheart? We don't have to just because I want to. I want you to be comfortable.â You nodded at his words, his heart soaring to the sky at how utterly adorable you looked. He leaned down to place a passionate kiss on your lips, moving slowly as he crawled on top of you, spreading your legs slightly to make room for himself.
Your nimble fingers brushed against his arms until they both wrapped around his neck, completely indulging yourself into the kiss. It was sweet, and you swore you could almost feel every emotion he held for you in that moment.
âLet me know if you want me to stop baby.â He informed as his hands moved behind your back, unclasping your bra as his lips began kissing your neck. Your skin felt like it was on fire as he kissed one of your already hard nipples. His tongue came out to sweep softly over it, sending tingles throughout your whole body as the cold air met it afterwards.
He sucked your nub into his mouth, softly dragging his teeth along it as he tended to your untouched breast with his hand. You felt like the air was sucked out of your lungs as his unoccupied hand landed on your inner thigh. He rubbed tiny circles into the bare skin while his plump lips returned to your own.
âYou know I love you right?â He asked softly, beginning to leave marks of love down the expanse of your neck and chest. You looked down at him adoringly, your back arching when he began softly sucking at the skin just above the hem of your panties. His fingers hooked on either side of them to slowly pull them down, making sure he left small kisses as he worked them down. Despite your heart almost beating out of your chest, Youngjae seemed to make you feel so at ease with the situation.
His breath shocked you, fanning cooly over your already dripping heat. You shuddered, locking eyes with the love of your life right when he left a kiss on your folds. His fingers moved to your sopping heat softly circling around your entrance. The feeling was almost euphoric as he stimulated you in all the right places. Youngjae's lips encased your clit, beginning to suck on it softly, pleasure jolting up your body as his middle finger slowly pushed into you.
His tongue lapped at your bundle of nerves, his finger slowly beginning to move in and out of you, grunting at how tight you felt just around his finger. His soft eyes looked up at you through his eyelashes, making your heart stutter within the confines of your chest.
âYou gotta let me know when you want more okay sweetie?â His voice sounded so much deeper than usual, sending shivers up your spine. Your head nodded slowly, your fingers moving to tangle in his locks of hair. His lips met your lower ones once again causing your back to arch slightly, pleasure flowing through your veins.
âMore Youngjae, please.â You whined, the sound provoking a sporadic throb in his suddenly tight pants. He slowly pressed another finger into you, the stinging sensation from the small stretch making you hiss a little bit but it turned into a soft moan as the pleasure quickly returned to your body. Youngjae loved how you were already writhing underneath him, having troubles controlling himself from going as hard as he wanted but he knew he had to prep you for what was to come.
With a burst of confidence you pulled Youngjae up to you, wanting to feel his lips against your own again. You could still taste yourself dripping from his plump lips, causing a small moan to leave your throat. Your tongues fought against one another as the feeling of emptiness greeted your throbbing core as his fingers left it with a seductive pop.
Your hands moved quickly to undo his pants and take off his shirt, leaving him in all his naked glory right in front of you. You felt yourself slowly becoming shy as your eyes met his intimidating girth, the size almost scaring you out of it before his lips met yours once again in encouragement.
Your fingers gently reached out to touch his toned stomach, giggling as he shivered from your touch. You knew you were in love with this man in on top of you, and you were confident nothing could stop you from loving him.
âI love you so much Youngjae.â You whispered as he pressed against you, grinding his member into your soaking heat to make his entrance a little easier on you. The smile that adorned his cheeks made your heart flutter.
âAre you ready sweetheart?â Your insides swelled with adornment as both of his hands trailed up your arms before wrapping his fingers in yours. You nodded, smiling sweetly at him before he buried his face in your neck. His member very slowly pushed into your entrance, a small cry leaving your dry mouth. He squeezed both of your hands as he halted his movements.
âWe can stop if it's too much.â He informed you, kissing your shoulder sweetly. You bit your lip roughly, a single droplet leaving your tear ducts as you responded.
âNo Youngjae. I want this. Keep going.â He could've sworn with every word, he only grew more in love with you. He inched slowly into you, feeling his need grow as he began kissing your neck and squeezing your hands to try to distract you from the pain. His groan sent a jolt straight to your core as he bottomed out, completely stilling inside you, waiting for your word.
âI love you so much Y/N.â He whispered between kisses that landed everywhere on your red face. âWords can't describe how much I love you.â He continued kissing your face, waiting with all the patience in the world for the pain to subside within you. When a soft moan left your lips and your hips mindlessly rutted up against his he took that as a sign that you were ready.
âYou're so beautiful.â He admired, slowly beginning to move in and out of your core, trying not to lose his sense of control. The way he so snugly fit into you was one of the best sensations he's ever felt and he wanted to feel it over and over again. You sighed into the air as he filled you up so perfectly, the small sting still there, but the pleasure became too powerful for you to notice the pain. Your muscles clenched around him, his fingers gripping onto your hands, sure to leave bruises but you didn't care.
âFaster Youngjae.â You whimpered, your nails slightly digging into the back of his hands as he began moving faster, hitting you in all the right places. Your gut already felt like it was on fire, your climax quickly approaching as Youngjae panted above you.
His fingers left tingles down your stomach as one of his hands left your own. His thumb began leaving sloppy circles on your clit as he moved faster, grunting at the way you squeezed around him.
âYou feel so good Youngjae.â Your voice came out in a mere whine as your fingers tangled in his hair. You felt like you were on cloud 9 as he made a particularly hard thrust, opening the floodgates within you as you cried out. Your cum spilled around him deliciously, causing him to moan loudly as you convulsed around him. He couldn't help but cry out at the feeling of your insides squeezing him hard.
âYou're so beautiful Y/N. I love you so fucking much.â You were so busy twitching underneath him, your orgasm being the most earth shattering thing you've ever felt in your life, you didn't hear his sweet words. You were already being pulled to the world of slumber as Youngjae slipped out of your heat, pumping himself quickly and releasing all over your stomach with a deep grunt.
You looked beautifully fucked out, sweaty hair sticking to your face and the faintest of smiles stretching your lips as you felt him generously clean you up from the mess you both created. He laid down right next to you, pulling you into him before softly rubbing at your thighs, knowing they would be sore in the morning.
Your heart fluttered in your chest as he kissed your bare shoulder, enjoying how he snuggled into you. You both fell asleep in eachothers arms, strong feelings of love and endearment swirling in your heads. You could confidently say that Youngjae was the man you wanted to be with for the rest of your life.
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wait nvm i just saw requests are closed
I'll still write your request sweets ! I just need time to catch up on the 40 i already have piled up â€â€
I'm just real excited to hear people want me to write more đ
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Can you do a Got7 reaction to you liking to be spanked and have your hair pulled?
https://xobtso.tumblr.com/post/180251457991/warnings-smut-smut-smut-got-a-lil-carried
Finished sweetie! I'm so sorry it took so dang long!! I hope you're not disappointed. Enjoy! â€
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