Twitter sucks but I use it because I feel obligated to put tags here on tumblr lol

The thing is I haven't been posting here recently very much because I hate putting tags. I just wanna say my thoughts and be done. Too much think.

The thing is I haven't been posting here recently very much because I hate putting tags. I just wanna say my thoughts and be done. Too much think.

I think the reason I really love fruits now is because I didn't have them a lot when I was little. When I did have them, they were like a treat. They would always be completely gone within a day or two and then we wouldn't have anymore for a few weeks. Fresh fruits and veggies are actually way more expenisve than you might think, and we were poor. We kinda just ate non perishable foods because they cost less and last longer.

I think it's a similar thing with veggies too.

i'm so dysphoric right now... someone got me a bra because i lost the only comfortable one i have. i tried it on and it's way too small. it's the cup that's too small. i have like a 40g. i hate it. my binder is too small as well. when i put it on it doesn't look like a masculine chest, it looks like i'm wearing a binder. i actually don't have any bras that fit me. but i have some that fit me enough. it's just really hard to get on and it's very comfortable while i wear it. i have a super asymmetrical chest too. like wayyyy more than normal. my smaller side is like a larger d. it's a little concerning.

i'm just really upset rn... i can't wait for top surgery.

Neil Banging Out the Tunes (2023)

Air-dry clay over foil and wire armature, EVA foam, acrylic paint, paint marker

my posts are great. that's why i only get one note for every three posts.

i kinda wanna watch someone do a playthrough of botw, but since i'm so hyperfixated on it and i know so much about it i know it's just gonna frustrate me watching someone play when they don't know as much as me. like when they're new to the game and don't yet know what all goes on.

but i know jerma played it.... and i wanna watch the silly man play something i really like...

am i the only one the quotes the 'i am autism' autism speaks commercial all the time?

i'm like "i am autism. i am visible in your children but if i can help it, i am invisible to you until it's too late" at random intervals during the day

i got the legend of zelda breath of the wild for christmas and i can feel the entire game series slowly crossing over the boarder of hyperfixation into special intrest.

i've played over 650 hours of botw in only a little over 4 months.

i really wanna play some of the older games now.

my art tends to look the best at the sketching stage and then it goes downhill from there

sleeper agent that's just a silly little guy. call that an eeper agent

i wish i could say my full name on the internet without getting doxed because my last name is so funny. i've never heard of anyone else with the same last name outside of my family. my mom's maiden name is even funnier. no one believes me when i say what they are.

two of the only things i'm looking forward to about turning 18 is that i'll get to start hrt and get top surgery

something weird that i've noticed is i hate hot temperatures, but only stuff like hot air. not hot water or food. in fact, when i bathe i make the water right on the edge of too hot. like just a little bit hotter and i'd burn my entire body. but i hate bathing in lukewarm water. it's a similar thing for foods that you serve hot. i make it just hot enough to where i doesn't burn my mouth. but i cannot stand hot weather. if it's hot in my room/house, i'm probably on the verge of a meltdown because i hate it so much. i live in texas too. i hate it here so much.

when depression and task paralysis is kicking your ass and you don't remember when you last bathed. couldn't be me. (it actually could be me and is actively me)