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godkeis · 1 year
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I'm in love with your "mori is functionally skk's dad" art! I keep thinking about it 24/7! Partially because it's funny, partially because it reminds me about the time my father called me an "accessory to sin" and yeah that sounds like something that would happen in this AU.
Anon I need you to understand that this is no AU this a strong belief of mine, canon Mori has some serious issues with being a parental/mentor figure for overpowered kids he won't stop and it's so bad
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I was gonna put it in the tags but it got needlessly long so
Fucked up dad Mori arguments (spoilers everywhere)
(Fifteen) Mori projects himself onto Dazai and subtly teaches him manipulation techniques. He also has a soft smile when Chuuya accepts his vision of leadership and pledges his loyalty to him.
(Storm Bringer) Accompanies Chuuya and sits next to him during the Flags' funeral. Sounded pleased when Chuuya said the PM was his family now. Chuuya's actual dad was also said to be a military doctor, which when combined with his mom and Kouyou also being very similar, should definitely be an intentional parallel.
(Dark Era) Mori wanted to teach Dazai another lesson in leadership on "necessary sacrifices" and "personal attachments vs decision making", it dramatically backfired, he is still disappointed to this day.
(Yosano backstory) Was protective of this little girl surrounded by army men, yet prioritized his grand plan to win the war over her emotional well-being.
[ ^ hey look how similar the last two points are (Mori doesn't learn shit) ]
(BEAST) When removed from the mafia, took over a shitty orphanage and made it good + offered emotional support to a lost teenager by LITERALLY offering to be his dad (+expressed his past will to save another lost teenager)
ANYWAY Mori has issues because he stuck himself between wanting to mentor the younger generation to help them grow into their potential and throwing everyone's emotions and desires (including his own) out the window in favour of the """optimal solution"""
(also BEAST) Elise could be an adult, and yet she's always a child. That man is trying to fill in a hole in his life and when he got the orphanage he didn't need to do so anymore.
(guild arc) Under the disguise of the local physician, he redirected Atsushi and taugh him one of his little lessons basically unprompted and Atsushi's impression of him as a mentor was very positive.
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godkeis · 1 year
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hi there! saw your posts about u accepting requests so here i am.
can i request some short drabbles/hc (up to you) about chuuya since he's my comfort character bout he comforting reader who rarely open up their feelings + them having a bad day?
if u feel like this topic is too cliche or u didn't feel like writing it then its fine!
^^ thank you n have a nice day ❤️
COMFORTING S/O AFTER A TOUGH DAY
pairing: nakahara chuuya x f!reader
genre: hurt/comfort | drabble
warnings: none
author's note: have a nice day to you too! 💘
reblogs and feedback are very much appreciated! 🫶🏻
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chuuya noticed it. the way your shoulders are down, your dull eyes, your chapped lips, and your distance from him. he noticed everything. however, chuuya knows that you don't often talk about your problems especially when you're tired and just want to sleep everything away.
so when you came home from an oversea mission and the distress was written all over your face, chuuya understood your silence.
he doesn't want to cross your boundaries but he knows that today is not the day where you can just sleep everything away. chuuya knows that you wanted to talk about it but will not open it up unless he asked first.
with that, he decided to brew two warm cups of tea as you shower. once the drinks are ready, he'll settle everything in the living room and condition the space by lighting a few scented candles he picked up when you're away.
after making sure that you are comfortable and finished your night routine, he’ll invite you over the living room to have a nice cup of warm tea with him. he’ll make sure that the temperature is warm enough to relax your body once the liquid poured inside.
chuuya will take his time to ask you slowly by starting off with “how’s the mission?” and with that, he’ll work his way up to conversing with you and what’s bothering you.
when he knows that the time is right, he’ll gently hold your hold and caress the back of your palm to assure you. “you know you can talk to me, right? is everything alright? i noticed that something might be bothering you and if you want, you can talk to me.”
chuuya’s heart was racing the whole time because he’s afraid that you’ll shut him down. but when you took a deep breath and started opening up with him about your pent up exhaustion from work, how everything was stressing you so much recently, that the mission has a lot of holes and you were the one who patched it up so that you and everyone in your squad can make it go back home alive, he couldn’t help but to let out a deep sigh.
there was also a sharp fang of pain around his heart when he learned that you were actually going through a lot right now but he doesn’t have a single idea about it. if you started tearing up while opening up, he will not hesitate to throw you into his chest and wrap you around his muscular arms. “shh. it’s okay, you’re doing really great. i’m so proud of you. let it all out, i’ll listen and understand you.”
the night will end up you falling asleep on chuuya’s lap as he place light touches on your head. it might not be the most comfortable position but if that's what you want and whatever you want, he will fight for anything just for you to get it.
chuuya is your home and he understands your silence very well.
the following day, he'll most likely go to the port mafia and round everyone up for a meeting. he'll propose new strategies and revise some plans so that for the future missions, you wouldn't experience the same troubles anymore.
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godkeis · 1 year
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the requests in my askbox are sooo cute and kind imma cry y'all too sweet pls 🥺 tysm for everyone who dropped their reqs! now i'm never bored when it comes to trying to squish my brain on what should i write 🤣 i'm starting to work on them one by one now 💘
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godkeis · 1 year
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hello! Can I req Dazai (and anyone else u wish!) caring for a sick s/o? I’ve recently gotten sick and oh my gosh I have been horrific and need some fluff 😮‍💨 remember to take care of urself and to keep hydrated!!
CARING FOR SICK S/O
genre: fluff, slight angst | headcanons
character: dazai osamu
warnings: none
author's note: oh dear 🥺 please do get a lot of rest! make sure to also drink lots of water and eat healthy foods, wishing for you fast recovery 🙏🏻
reblogs and feedback are very much appreciated! 🫶🏻
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Knowing how keen Dazai is when it comes to observing anything literally, you won’t be able to hide the fact that you’re feeling a lot much more horrible the moment he laid his eyes on you
“Oh, my dear belladona! Please don’t move, you’ll break yourself!”
“Dazai, it’s just a fever.”
“No! Fever is one of the many causes of death in the world! C’mere I am taking you home and you’re resting.”
Despite Dazai’s usual playfulness, he’s keeping inside the whirling emotion of worry; the least thing he wants to see is his precious person and the love of his life looking weak and pale in front of him; Man cannot stand the fact that you’re feeling horrible yet, still wanted to proceed with your daily routine
Once home, he’ll have you lay down on his mattress and will check your temperature using the back of his hand pressed against your forehead
“Oh my, you’re burning up”
“Dazai, it’s just a fever you don’t have to wo–”
“Or does my belladonna wants to be strapped in bed so you won’t be able to move?” he’ll tease you with the most annoying grin plastered on his face; of course, he’s not Dazai without messing with you
With that, you won’t have a choice but to let him take care of you; he may not look like it but Dazai exactly knows what to do
We all know that Dazai likes to order people around to do things for him but this is an exemption; he’ll pick everything up from medicine to food for you personally
He’ll get the best porridge in Yokohama City and will make sure that it is warm enough to your liking; he’s also the type to spoonfeed you if you can’t eat by yourself and that will include him getting a few bites of the said soup meal and your scolding that he’ll catch the fever too if you share the same spoon
Meds will follow and he’ll make sure that you take it on time; seeing you struggle with swallowing the pill makes his face grimace because it must be painful for you; he silently wishes that he get the fever instead of you because he cannot see the fact that you’re struggling so much even with just drinking water
“Rest now, love. I’ll be here right by your side.”
A suicide advocate never lies to his words, he says and he means that; the moment you close your eyes to get rest, he never left your side
He’s sitting beside you, reading the book heaven knows how many times he finished while constantly checking your temperature every hour and changing the cold towel on your forehead
He’ll intertwine his fingers in your hand to warm your skin when he saw you shiverring
Pushing the futon to shield your body from the vibrating air, he’ll place a gentle peck on your cheeks and smile
“Recover well, my lovely belladonna.”
The following day, he’ll persuade you to take off from your school or work to get proper rest and he’ll also seize this chance to get away from the paperwork he left at the agency that Kunikida is probably working on right now with a huge “you’re so dead to me, Dazai” written on his face
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godkeis · 1 year
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hi everyone!! i wanted to start writing again so i'll be opening my request for bsd fandom ^__^ feel free to drop your requests for headcanons and short drabbles as well as the bsd character :))
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godkeis · 1 year
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[tw bsd s4 spoilers]
i can't believe we're gonna get fukuzawa tricking ranpo that he's an ability user animated 😭 the greatest detective falling into the lies of whom he calls "old man" lmaoo it's just so funny to think ranpo's expression when the eyeglasses "accepts" him 🤣
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godkeis · 1 year
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new bungou season!!!!!
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godkeis · 1 year
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ONG OMG YOU WATCH MORAIRTY!!!!!! AND I LOVE THE WAY YOU WRITE KITA ITS SO CUTE
OMG YES!! it's so rare to find MTP watchers here 😭😭 tysm ! it means a lot to me 🥺🫶🏻
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godkeis · 1 year
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happy new year to everyone ! guess who's back to writing again :>
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Jealousy
ft: Atsushi, Chuuya, Kunikida, Akutagawa, Dazai & Ranpo
Synopsis: my thoughts on jealous bsd characters + how they react when somebody flirts with their s/o (when they are in a cafe, bar, etc.)
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ATSUSHI’S jealousy is formed by his low self-esteem.
⚜ The constant degradation and abuse by his caretakers have created a dent in Atsushi's self-esteem. The voice in his head that tells him he's unworthy of your love cuts like a knife through his heart. So, when Atsushi sees someone making a move on you, his worst enemy becomes his thoughts. "How can I compete with them? Aren't they better than me? They would be worthy of y/n's love."
⚜ Atsushi almost naturally wants to back down when he gets jealous, or better said, insecure. After all, why would such a wonderful human being like you choose him in the first place? The keyword here is almost. After all, you fell in love with a Weretiger that possesses a good proportion of fighting spirit. (you're a weretiger, grow some wereballs.)
⚜ If Atsushi can see how uncomfortable you are, he especially wouldn't waste another second on thinking. His legs unconsciously already lead him to you. Call it instinct. Atsushi's reaction can go different ways. Scenario one: your boyfriend is going to be very chaotic. He'd explain how you're already taken and lectures the person on why one shouldn't flirt with someone else's s/o. The second option is more likely to happen when Atsushi noticed your discomfort. The instinct to protect you has been awakened and roars loudly in his chest. So, Atsushi straightens his shoulders, lowers his voice, and tells the person it's for the best to leave you alone.
⚜ Recognizing the signs of when Atsushi gets insecure is crucial. If somebody, for example, places their hand on your shoulder and gives you a smile that's a bit too flirty for Atsushi's liking, you notice how his eyes linger on the person's hand. Right when Atsushi is about to lower his head, you can catch the glimpse of a battle going on behind those two-colored eyes.
⚜ What works best in these types of situations is to show Atsushi affection: hold his hand, place a kiss on his cheek, and praise him. A blushing Atsushi is guaranteed and especially if you do this in front of the person who made him feel insecure. Your affection sparks another emotion up in Atsushi as well. It's the feeling of not wanting to lose you to anyone else. That's when the actual jealousy kicks in that make him crave to have you all for himself. Atsushi grew up with so little that it's no wonder he feels possessive over you once somebody tries to take you away from him.
⚜ However, chances are high that Atsushi won't bring these feelings up at first. It's on you to bring up whatever interaction happened that made Atsushi feel this way. Listen to him and assure Atsushi that you've chosen him. Give him affection to show how much you love him. Any love language will do but physical touch and words of affirmation would send Atsushi to heaven.
⚜ When Atsushi is fully into jealousy mode, absolutely envious of the person whose jokes make you laugh so loudly to the point you've to lean on their shoulder, Atsushi wants to remove you as fast as possible from this threat. It's the only thing on his mind. Jealous Atsushi is easy to detect. You can feel the needy grip of his fingers around your arm when he tries to pull you away with a lame excuse. His usually sympathetic features are now decorated with a grumpy frown and tensed muscles.
⚜ Having said this, Atsushi doesn't get jealous often. He trusts you and he sees no harm in most interactions. It's only when Atsushi feels like someone is making a move on you or when you show too much interest in somebody considerably attractive that insecurity digs its way into Atsushi's heart. It depends on how the voices in Atsushi's head are as well. If the words of his former headmaster ring too loud in his head, Atsushi loses faith in your love for him every now and then. Maybe he is a waste, not worthy of anything, maybe... It's so important to be there for him when the inner battle is raging inside of Atsushi.
⚜ As I said earlier, there's a bit of possessiveness hidden in Atsushi's jealousy. He has finally met you, someone so beautiful and kind, supportive and loving, and you've chosen him. It's not something Atsushi takes lightly. Considering that, is it really that odd if Atsushi wants all of your heart?
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CHUUYA’S jealousy is formed by fear.
⚜ As someone who wears his heart on his sleeve, Chuuya is destined to be expressive with his emotions. When Chuuya sees someone making a move on you, he can't help but feel threatened and annoyed. "Oi, what is this person doing around y/n? And why is their hand on your shoulder? Who are they to touch what's his?"
⚜ Chuuya's blood is boiling and his fists are clenched. He's angry and irritated, or at least, that's the surface of Chuuya's emotions. As desperately as Chuuya tries to suppress it, these emotions are like a feral animal clawing the inside of his chest. But then again, he doesn't want to appear jealous. No way a piece of shit can rile him up like this. Whoever they are, this person is no competition to a Port Mafia executive like him. Besides, Chuuya obsessively repeats in his head, he's the one you love.
⚜ A thing that would only add more fuel to Chuuya's emotions is when he can clearly see how uncomfortable you're with this person's attempt at flirting with you. Chuuya isn't going to think twice about approaching you to save you from this piece of shit. Depending on the situation, your boyfriend can react in different ways. if the flirting was blatant just like your discomfort with it, Chuuya is a lot more expressive about how this person should fuck off. However, if the flirting is less obvious and more casual, Chuuya would be simply annoyed. He scoffs and is pessimistc throughout the entire conversation, is glued to your side, and has his arm wrapped your waist like a chain.
⚜ That's how you can recognize when Chuuya's jealous. He's more clingy, has an arm locked around you, and his behavior is confrontational towards the person who is causing these green emotions inside of him. Especially when the jealousy is intense, the heat will almost radiate off Chuuya's body.
⚜ The signs are so obvious that it's impossible not to overlook them. If Chuuya has his arm wrapped around your waist, don't push him away. It'll only hurt him more and overflow his heart with fear. Instead, lean against his firm body and caress his arm. Show Chuuya that you want him. Confirm this verbally as well. Say your loyalty lies with him and that you won't let him go. If the person's gone, listen to whatever it is that's weighing Chuuya's heart down. It'll mostly be a rant about the one who flirted with you though. Chuuya's so focused on his anger that he pushes the emotion of fear away.
⚜ Because that's what's behind these layers of anger and frustration. He's worried that he might lose you like he did with so many others. Chuuya's loyalty lies with you, the one who makes him feel grounded and human. He can't lose or be abandoned by you as well. So, every time Chuuay gets jealous and turns possessive, it's due to him being scared to lose you.
⚜ On a jealousy scale from rare to often, Chuuya would score in the middle. It isn't that he gets jealous often because when you're together, it's crystal clear that you two are a couple; Chuuya's focus will always be mainly focused on (spoiling) you. Besides, he's a port mafia executive who is an excellent fighter and possesses a powerful skill. The people who know Chuuya and are aware of your relationship wouldn't even dare to dream about flirting with you for they know better than to get on Chuuya's bad side. Even if people try, Chuuya is not the one to back down from a fight. It's why Chuuya dares to be more confrontational towards the ones who threaten to take you away from him. He knows he can take them down with just the tip of his finger.
⚜ But Chuuya has faith in you. Many times your loyalty to each other has been tested and every time you passed. Chuuya would trust you with his life, his heart, his hat. Fear, nevertheless, is a powerful emotion. It grabs Chuuya by his throat and introduces him to the darkness that feels all too familiar. Even though Chuuya is not the one to chicken out, he holds you as if an invisible force could drag you away into that darkness.
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KUNIKIDA'S jealousy is formed by his want of your attention.
⚜ When Kunikida gets jealous, it isn't because of fear or low self-esteem. No, it's because Kunikida wants your attention to be on him. Something about the way you look at him fills his heart with pride. When you look at him, pay attention, and show that you love him... It makes him feel wanted. So, is it really that crazy if Kunikida craves your attention?
⚜ Kunikida won't be immediately alerted when he catches you talking to a stranger. However, the eyes behind his glasses almost pop out of his head once he catches the person touching your elbow. Thoughts run through his head, fill up his mind, and refuse to let go. What are their intentions with his y/n? Are they trying to make a move on you? Another thought creates a spark of fear inside his heart: what if you lose interest in him? What if he loses your attention? What if you don't want him anymore?
⚜ Kunikida, who is a terrible liar and wears his heart on his sleeve, has a terrible time trying to keep his composure. He becomes needier than normal and his behavior turns into chaos. Kunikida suddenly is next to your side asking lots of questions in a loud voice. Multiple times he mentions his pet names for you, your dates, and talks about anything that makes clear that you're a couple. This detective agent is desperate to get your attention back on him. He wants you to look at him, pay attention to him, and show that you love him. Kunikida wants his heart to swell up with pride because he's the one you want. That's what he wants. You. And he doesn't want to share.
⚜ However, if Kunikida could see from the start that this person is making you feel uncomfortable- oh no. He isn't having it. The voice in Kunikida's head that screams he has to protect you fills his head and drowns every possible worrying thought that he had about you leaving him. The dominant aura from Kunikida only radiates stronger once he approaches you and the stranger. It's so intimidating that even you can feel it deep in your bones, leaving you speechless. The only thing you can softly speak is his name and that's enough reason for Kunikida to straighten his back even more. The glance he gives you is soft but worried. Once he looks at the stranger though, those beautiful green-grey eyes turn cold as ice. Kunikida doesn't beat around the bush and everything about him screams authority once he strictly lectures the stranger. After all, Kunikida doesn't stand for anybody making you feel uncomfortable, not when he's around to keep you safe.
⚜ So, it's not hard to figure out when Kunikida is jealous. He's an open book and especially to someone like you who knows his very well. When Kunikida is jealous, he would do anything to get your attention. He needs to be reassured that you want him. And maybe there doesn't necessarily need to be a reason for Kunikida's possessiveness. He wants you and that's clear as day. If Kunikida is very needy and radiates chaotic energy that almost reminds you of his partner, know your man is jealous. If this happens, ask him questions and compliment him. Hook your arm around his, look him in the eyes, and smile fondly at him. It'll ease the worries that run through his body.
⚜ Kunikida is the type to get jealous easily and once he does, he gets possessive. Almost like a child who doesn't want to share their favorite toy. If you work at the ADA and one of your co-workers is a bit too friendly, Kunikida is immediately next to your side. He would scold the co-worker for "slacking" and drowns them in paperwork. When you ask him why he didn't scold you, he turns red and stammers a poor excuse. (He'll turn even redder if you tease him, please do it.) Also, if Dazai flirts with you... Well, he woke up a volcano. Let's keep it at that.
⚜ Kunikida means well though. He turns so needy and possessive because he wants you to be his and him to be yours. He values you and you play such a big part in his ideal life that he can't help but want you all to himself.
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AKUTAGAWA'S jealousy is caused by his insecurity.
⚜ He grew up in the slums, was looked down upon, lost his friends, was abused by the mentor he still wants acknowledgment from, and now that same mentor praises the new kid... How can you expect Akutagawa not to be afraid of losing you to someone else? How can he not be afraid he won't be enough for you?
⚜ When Akutagawa catches someone being too flirty with you, it feels like he's being challenged. It's like this person is taunting him and threatening to steal the one person he dares to show his back to away from him. But here's the thing: Akutagawa won't give anyone the chance to replace him. He doesn't think twice when he walks over to you. While the rage isn't vividly painted on his face, you can see the bloodlust in those pitch-black eyes. "Tell me, what makes you think you can flirt with my partner like this and get away with it?"
⚜ What would really activate Akutagawa's bloodlust is when he can see how uncomfortable this person makes you feel. While Akutagawa would try to suppress the intense feeling of disgust, his voice would have the ability to cut through diamonds. Whoever flirted with you, and especially someone who ignored your signs of uncomfortableness, needs to have a strong backbone if they don't want to crawl away right there and then. Akutagawa may look fragile but the atmosphere of death that follows him in battles is undeniably present. If this person takes their chances and still doesn't back away... Well, let's say Akutagawa will introduce them to his dear friend Rashōmon.
⚜ Recognizing the signs of Akutagawa's jealousy isn't that hard to do. It depends mostly on the situation. If it's because someone flirted with you, he becomes confrontational and straightforward towards that person. If Akutagawa knows he's becoming jealous over a silly thing, he'll mostly become a little emotional distance. He'll avoid your gaze and focuses more on his work than ever.
⚜ Akutagawa might not show it, but he needs reassurance once he gets jealous. You have to approach him first though. Akutagawa will be straightforward and honest about his feelings if you ask for it, but don't expect him to approach you first about these green emotions. But when you've approached him, tell Akutagawa that he's enough for you and that you value his presence in your life. Even though Akutagawa isn't huge on physical touch, especially in public, lean with your side against his. Let him feel that you're still next to him. He needs to feel it. Not only for his own reassurance but also to show anybody in the room who's watching that you're together. It would make the mafioso slightly flustered though.
⚜ When Akutagawa is particularly feeling possessive that day, he shields you a bit from the crowd with his slender body. When you ask about it, Akutagawa would be straightforward with his answer. However, he stares at a point next to your head and the hint of blush on his cheeks turns into a deeper color of red. "I'm not up to sharing," your boyfriend responded. It's only when he said it that Akutagawa looks you in the eyes again. While he still finds it terrifying to be so emotionally vulnerable, you can see a determination in his eyes that tells you he won't take any criticism.
⚜ Akutagawa is the type to get possessive. He's afraid of losing the presence in his life that he values so much. When Akutagawa turns possessive, he turns a bit grumpy and irritatable. He tries to suppress it, but Akuatagwa's voice is sharp and he frowns when he tells the person to hurry up or to take their hands off your shoulders because "they are wasting time." Cough cough, sure Akutagawa. (I swear I didn't realize the coughing joke is kinda a hit below the belt but it's too funny to change.)
⚜ Akutagawa trusts you though. However, there's still fear and insecurity buried inside of him. He needs your reassurance, to feel your presence next to him, and needs to feel wanted by you. Have patience with him and explore your relationship step by step. Akutagawa was taught to be always on guard and even someone's hand simply resting on your shoulder makes him stare daggers at it. He isn't necessarily often jealous or possessive as he is careful and protective, but that's because he treasures you and doesn't want to lose the one person he dares to trust his back with.
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DAZAI'S jealousy is caused by a mix of things.
⚜ Dazai is quite a confident man when it comes to his skills and charms; he sharpened them until they turned into razor-sharp blades, created to tear down his enemies. However, the same confidence tilts in the presence of someone who genuinely cares for him and thinks of him as a good man. How can you look at his tainted soul and still see him as someone worthy of your love?
⚜ When Dazai sees someone flirting with you, the first thing he does is observe the scenario that's happening in front of him. Dazai knows you like no other: from your body language to your facial expressions and back to the smallest details in your behavior that even you didn't notice about yourself. He knows it all. After all, you're his favorite thing to observe. So, Dazai can immediately observe that you're not romantically interested.
⚜ If anything, a part of Dazai is a little humored to see how someone is trying to make a move on you when he knows how much you're wrapped around his finger. This person doesn't even come close to being Dazai's competition. At least, he'll make sure of it. Dazai approaches you with the happiest facial expression. He would dramatically throw his arms around you while addressing you with a nickname so overly cheesy that it's cringy. Nevertheless, it immediately makes clear that you're already taken by him. Dazai would look at the other person with a smile that gives the impression that he was oblivious to the cruelty this world has to offer. There's nothing more fun than making clear to somebody that you're his. Plus, Dazai loves how you get flustered when he acts like this.
⚜ There are two things that can happen from here. The person either gets the hint and backs down or they keep shooting their shot. If they choose the second option... Oh, the challenge is accepted. Is the stranger looking at your shoulder? Look at that, Dazai's hand is caressing it. Are they looking at your lips? Dazai is suddenly wiping the invisible sugar off your bottom lip with his thumb. Does the person look at your hair? You guessed it, Dazai is playing with it. Looking at your cheek? How unfortunate. Dazai just felt the unbearable need to kiss you on it. It doesn't matter what part of you the person is staring at because Dazai will always be there to leave his mark.
⚜ If this person had made you uncomfortable with their flirting though, Dazai's heart has no room for amusement. For you to be the person he would never want to lose, has obtained and never lost... There are no boundaries he wouldn't cross to keep you safe and comfortable. Dazai would still do all of the previous things mentioned but when you're not looking at him, your boyfriend looks at the stranger with eyes that belong to the demonic prodigy whose blood is mafia-black. It's a shivering sight to behold and you bet it does the trick.
⚜ There are multiple things that cause the jealousy in Dazai's heart. He's an excellent people-reader and especially when it comes to you. Dazai is able to observe that you love him very much. However, the mind and the heart don't always align. Subjectively speaking, Dazai sees your love as something valuable but fragile and he doesn't even know if he truly deserves its pureness. Nevertheless, he's a selfish man and he wants you. Even on good days, there's always the tiniest bit of fear that the smallest variable will take you away from him. What if you realize you can do better? Deserve better? But what if you actually do and he loses you? Hence why Dazai's possessiveness brings out its claws to hold you extra tight when his heart takes over. Sometimes, you could even label it as protectiveness.
⚜ If you truly want to see a jealous Dazai, it'll mostly happen when somebody is trying to wrap you around their fingers in such a charismatic and sly way that you're actually having a good time interacting with them. Especially if Dazai listens more to his subjective voice, his jealousy could freeze rivers for the upcoming one hundred years. He knows you love him but the thought that there might be a tiny chance that someone else steals it away from you is well... He isn't a stranger to loss, and he would pretend not to be too disappointed. After all, Dazai expects everything that's worth obtaining to be lost on him and so how can he be disappointed when he has read the same chapter over and over again? But even when Dazai keeps telling himself that, there's still the tiniest bit of hope that you'd be a different story, a different chapter, a different ending.
⚜ Jealous Dazai is more possessive. He'll still do whatever he would do usually, but now he's more clingy. You can feel his fingers grip your waist a bit tighter while he pushes you against his side. Those chocolate brown eyes watch you like a hawk and even the usual "accidental" touches like your shoulders brushing against each other when you walk past one another, increase and become more apparent. Dazai won't lose you that easily. This is the only sign that shows your boyfriend is jealous. That, or he closes himself emotionally off.
⚜ To reassure him, stay next to his side. Show through the little actions that you care about Dazai: ask how he is, brush his bangs out of his eyes, and get him something as simple as a drink or a snack. Dazai being able to observe you're still next to him and caring for him reassures the objective side of him that says there's nothing to worry about, making his brain and heart align.
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RANPO'S jealousy is caused by possessiveness.
⚜ Did somebody say "sharing you"? Oops, that's not in Ranpo's dictionary. He's starved for your attention and his behavior turns into that one of a child that doesn't want to share his favorite toy (or snack in this case hehe). Nope, Ranpo totally isn't up for... hold up a minute, who is that person next to you who is placing their hand on your shoulder?
⚜ A pout immediately decorates Ranpo's face while every muscle in his body screams, no begs, to slap that hand off your shoulder and snitch you away from whoever that person is. That's quite literally what Ranpo ends up doing. He'd hold you in his arms, clinging to your presence while he watches the person with suspicious eyes. "Hey, what do you think you're doing? They are mine."
⚜ If the person doesn't back down, well, Ranpo gladly takes on the challenge. There's nothing the greatest detective in Yokohama, no, in the whole world, can't do! Give Ranpo five seconds and he'll attack the stranger with every single, personal and deepest detail he can find about them up until the person is so scared and creeped out that they'll run away, leaving Ranpo with the smuggest and most satisfied grin on his face behind. Ranpo would immediately claim up your entire attention again and frankly enough, he's even clinger than usual. Not to mention, he probably insulted the person quite a few times when he was mentioning all those personal details.
⚜ If you had been clearly uncomfortable with the flirting, Ranpo's behavior wouldn't have been as whiny as it originally is. He would have been a lot more calmer and mature, standing in front of you to shield you from this person. His facial expression would first be serious, describing the scenario from him; mentioning your signs of uncomfortableness, them ignoring it, and how ill-mannered it is. If the person doesn't care, Ranpo would expose everything he can find about the person as well. However, this time Ranpo's grin has something sinister about it. The things he'd expose about the person aren't things like "you had coffee for breakfast at --" or "in grade 5 you embarrassed yourself by doing--" no. Home address. Daily routine. Things they haven't even told their closest friends. Ranpo can name it all. Safe to say that would genuinely alarm the person.
⚜ Recognizing the signs of Ranpo's jealousy is as easy to do as breathing. The pout, clinginess, the demand to get all of your attention, literally dragging you away from anyone who he thinks claims up your attention for too long, etc. He's a lot. He'd sit you down somewhere so he can sit on your lap and whines about how you're barely giving him attention. Other times Ranpo would maybe try to act distant, cross his arms and look away with a pout if you ask him about a case, mumbling a "does it look like I care?". You probably gave someone other than him a snack or praise.
⚜ Speaking of, praise and snacks is the way to bribe Ranpo into dropping his jealousy. Buy his favorite snack and you're the love of his life (he also demands a kiss though which he'll brag about towards the person that made him jealous). Praise him and his jealousy slowly fades. But oh, if you whisper praise in his ears while holding him firm but tenderly in front of others, make him feel loved and appreciated, good and yours, he'll blush and probably drag you to another room.
⚜ Ranpo is the type to get jealous often, but it's usually about small things and never that seriously. If Ranpo is truly jealous and more possessive, he's a lot more serious and mature, but still trying to claim you as much as he can. But again, it's usually about something insignificant. He's just an attention-whore, really (affectionately). If it may annoy you, he'll always try to cool it down a little. If something happens that makes him jealous, he's ready to open his mouth but changes his mind halfway.
⚜ If anything, Ranpo's desperation for your attention shows that he loves you very much. He trusts you but your love is like cotton candy: sweet and always leaves room for more.
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godkeis · 1 year
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idk who needs to hear this today, but don't go lurking on ex friends and partners. nothing you see or read will make you feel better there. all you're doing is hurting your own feelings. leave them in the past and do your best to move on with your own life, to make what you have now happier rather than dwelling on things that used to be (:
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godkeis · 1 year
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books to read while Autumn is reigning
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a warm cuppa in your hands, sitting near the window, enjoying the rain
with a sprinkle of amour
The Girl at the Lion d'Or by Sebastian Faulks
The Collector by John Fowles
The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue by V.E. Schwab
The Tenant of Wildfell Hall by Anne Brontë
The Broken Wings by Kahlil Gibran
Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy
Tess of the D’Urbervilles by Thomas Hardy
Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë
Jane Eyre by Charlotte Brontë
with a dash of existential crisis
South of the Border, West of the Sun by Haruki Murakami
The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky
The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath
Notes from Underground by Fyodor Dostoevsky
Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky
My Year of Rest and Relaxation by Ottessa Moshfegh
Fish in Exile by Vi Khi Nao
No Longer Human by Osamu Dazai
with a pinch of dark academia
The Secret History by Donna Tartt
The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde
Maurice by E. M. Forster
The Shadow of the Wind by Carlos Ruiz Zafón
If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio
with a side of je ne sais quoi
Before the Coffee Gets Cold by Toshikazu Kawaguchi
Death with Interruptions by José Saramago
Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke
Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro
On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous by Ocean Vuong
Orlando by Virginia Woolf
After Dark by Haruki Murakami
Kafka on the Shore by Haruki Murakami
God Of Small Things by Arundhati Roy
Autobiography of Red by Anne Carson
The Housekeeper and the Professor by Yōko Ogawa
The Woman in the Purple Skirt by Natsuko Imamura
If Cats Disappeared from the World by Genki Kawamura
under the covers, with a flashlight in your hands, in the middle of the night
Carmilla by Sheridan le Fanu
Dracula by Bram Stoker
Interview with a Vampire by Anne Rice
The Hole by Hye-Young Pyun
The Yellow Wall-Paper by Charlotte Perkins Gilman
Frankenstein: The 1818 Text by Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley
The Dark Descent of Elizabeth Frankenstein by Kiersten White
Rebecca by Daphne du Maurier
The Phantom of the Opera by Gaston Leroux
I’m Thinking of Ending Things by Iain Reid
Mexican Gothic by Silvia Moreno-Garcia
The Maidens by Alex Michaelides
The Haunting of Hill House by Shirley Jackson
The Metamorphosis & Other Stories by Franz Kafka
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godkeis · 1 year
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I think it’s beautiful, the way you sparkle, when you talk about, the things you love.
- Atticus Poetry, Love Her Wild
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Poets & writers are an amusing pastiche of pretentious words.
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godkeis · 2 years
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i accidentally deleted your ask >< and i think it’s from such a long time ago too,, i’m so sorry!!!
anyway, thank u regarding my layout :) my nendoroid is arriving vv soon and i’m so excited!!!!! i’ll finally see the yuta nendo in the flesh :0 now don’t mind me while i go read your fics :D
so happy for you omg!! 💗 the yuta nendo will finally be chosobaby's home in flesh! i wanna collect nendoroid last yr too but it's kinda hard to think where i should place it, especially when my shelves are occupied with med books 😩
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godkeis · 2 years
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dw guys, i'm still alive !! just busy with laboratory classes 😩
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godkeis · 2 years
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the mood swings have been insane lately. one okay productive day costs me two weeks of grief and apathy and anger. hot girls get it 
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