me when I commit yet another faux pas in the middle of a conversation without even realizing it:

Jeremy and Jean are living inside my head and I don't care that they don't pay rent (working on some redesigns for these two)

this grave keeper edible aint shit

me, staring out the window sadly, like a person awaiting their long lost lover: when will the fanfic I'm obsessed with get updated

that was Not sunshine fuck you

"guilty as charged!" I say, which then triggers an excessively long magical girlesque transformation sequence but at the end I'm jusy wearing an orange jumpsuit and holding a mugshot sign

I think the whole thing about Jean's sexual abuse in the ravens and essentially his desires being used as a punishment is really interesting when used as a point of comparison between him and Neil. Like neither Jean or Neil were allowed control over their own desires for a long time. Jean had it used against him as a form of control, while Neil's mother literally tried to beat his interest out of him. anyways I just enjoy the growing numbers of parallels between these two

jean being self-satisfied about jeremy being attracted to him is both funny and sad primarily because it seems like the first time anyone he's attracted to has genuinely returned his attraction without some sort of ulterior motive, and without him being forced into anything. it's also funny because after jean realizes that Jeremy is interested in men, and obviously looking at him without actually attempting to do anything about it (respecting Jean's boundaries) he preens like a bird but if that bird was a) bisexual b) french c) traumatized as hell

so like does Jeremy have a thing for the color blue or am I reading too much into two small very minor part of tsc

this is what being on tumblr feels like

....the fact that the book cover is one of the daffodils spray painted on the fence at Cat and Laila's place....let me go cry hysterically

Nora really returned to all for the game after ten years and included a cardboard cut out of a dog, sex toys, and dick size jokes all in the same book. 10/10 great stuff

yeah...the sunshine court hurt me...in a good way but still...

just now learned that sunshine court was released today and basically I'm not sleeping until I finish it

I have a plan

This shot of a giant excavator in Germany slowly making its way to a coal site 25km away. [March, 1999]

this is going to have me on my hands and knees dry heaving