Hi people ive mostly abandoned this blog and am over on @ghost-in-a-cup

Would you love me if I was a worm?

You say yes without a thought

I bite my tongue and stop from asking if you would love me as myself

Would you love me tarnished and blemished

With flaws and sins abound

With difficulties and insecurities

And days with madness wrought

Will you love me as myself

Difficult to handle and oh so human in my existence

Or would you like me to be a worm, uncomplicated

Heyy how are you?? I haven't seen you here in a while i was wondering how you're doing

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HIhi this account got glitched over on tumblr's end, so i began using @ghost-in-a-cup but i think the post was lost in the ether so

BUT NOW IM BACK FUCK YHEA

IM BACK BABYYYYYY

ty @support glad to have ol reliable back

We ❤️ short kings here

@staff

when people put "trigger warning" on their content without specifying what the trigger warning is for

By the way. Before you rush to get a professional diagnosis for a Brain Thing you should really weigh your options. Like do you just want to "prove it" or will this actually give you access to treatment you can't have otherwise? Are the treatment options available worth having the government know you're neurodivergent? Because sometimes it's better to keep things off the record because unfortunately we still live in a very deeply ableist society and you might not want to have more real material oppression stacked against you than you have to

Being in a tumblrina boy for twitter boy relationship has pluses such as my boyfriend trying and failing to explain “copium” in a way that sticks and me trying and failing to explain “blorbo from my shows” for 30 minutes while stuck in traffic. Love is love

Sauron: “I like your Silmarils”

Morgoth: “Thanks, I stole them from the president”

My personal headcanon for Ash Ketchum has always been that regardless of if his dream ever came true he'd never truly stop traveling and learning. Because despite "becoming a pokemon master" being his goal if you actually sit down and watch like Any episode of Pokemon the thing that always holds true is his curiosity and desire to learn everything he possibly can related to pokemon. And he'll try anything to! He did contests and the battle frontier. He'd do those silly little shows with Serena if they'd let him.

So I like to imagine him continuing on in life as this nomad who people don't automatically recognize as anyone important ya know? Just this goofy guy going from place to place always lending a helping hand and hes got a cute lil pikachu on him. And hes often lost somewhere with a friend just exploring the woods to see if he'll find anything cool. Ya know, as hes always been, but older now. And its only once hes drifted once more do you maybe stumble into an article on the pokeweb about him and are like... that guy??

The new strategy is to treat "being annoying" as a quirky and lovable personality trait instead of me own personal hell

My new year's goal is to LARP a functional human adult until it comes true. Yesterday I went to the gym for an hour and bagged up the clothes I don't wear anymore, and today I went to the clinic and picked up a prescription. Which doesn't sound like a lot, but it's better than my old strategy, which was to sleep 15 hours a day in a depression nest made of unfolded laundry and pizza boxes

shane in unsolved/ghost files: unnervingly fearless, irreverent, acts like a cartoon villain, called a demon/psychopath/robot, etc.

shane in puppet history: what if we didn't characterize the Chicxulub asteroid as a destructive aggressor bent on ending life on earth but instead as an innocent bystander just as inescapably bound by cosmic forces as we on earth are? how would it feel, going through it's entire existence falling through the infinite void and then to have its last moments to be filled with the vibrant, awe-inspiring beauty of earth hurtling up towards it? would it be joyful? nervous? or would it be just as terrified of its inevitable end as all the doomed little creatures below? 🥺

also shane in puppet history:

Being aromantic is awesome, actually. You should try it