My friend used to play a game where we would pick a decade we wish we could live in instead of this. I'd say the 1830's but without all the racists and getting married off for the highest bid. Everyone would look down because it wasn't fun now now. Seems like it was never even fun back then. Nostalgia is a mind's trick. If I'd been there I'd hate it.

she's doing more speaking now than she did on speak now

Something about the original story of Peter Pan being an allegory for Peter being a guide to dead children & him escorting them to the afterlife & Taylor saying that her relationship was killing her & she was pining for Matty cuz she saw him as her Peter makes me unstable

taylor’s tone when she says “i’ll tell you something right now” in but daddy i love him is so petulant and aggressive and it’s not something we’ve seen from taylor in her music in a really long time i’m obsessed

it’s crazy to think the only thing really stopping me is that i don’t believe in myself lolol

post nut info dump

The best thing about this being a long time swiftie is that i know myself and my reactions to new music at this point… when i was a fresh swiftie i always got scared when I didn’t immediately like a new album but now I know not to stress about it because everything is so much better on the 5th listen

The Poems of Emily Brontë, "The Prisoner' written c. 1845

hope it’s SHITTY in the black dog!!!!! me and the homies hope it’s SHITTY in the black dog!!!!

ttpd is like... this fucking sucked... it was my fault... fuck joe... this also fucking sucked... fuck matty... i thought i was gonna die... straight up commit me to an asylum... FUCK matty... fuck joe... no one knows me... fuck kim kardashian... i created every problem and every consequence i have to face... please see me as human... i am exposing my flaws so you see me as a real person... fuck jake gyllenhaal... if you're gonna be so up my business you better realize how fucked up my business is... also hi killatrav ily... there is nothing redeeming about this chapter of my life... hi mom ily... this ALSO fucking sucked... there may be good in the world... here is every sin i have ever committed... i was promised love and forever repeatedly and no one ever delivered... my reaction to trauma was awful... i made so many bad decisions... if you're gonna crucify me do it for good reasons... are you not entertained?

Taylor: my songs are my diary

what a diary is: a space for a person to process their day, a period of their life, their thoughts, their emotions, their reactions to the world around them, etc.

what a diary is not: a play by play of literally every single thing a person did in a single day including every single conversation or interaction they had

not to give a man credit but shout out to killatrav for pursuing his celeb crush who turned out to be an unhinged mess at the time and sticking around anyway to be her hype man

nice personality disorder did your mom give it to you

and she WAS eventually thirty making coffee in her French press every morning, and that relationship ended similarly in some ways: with a back and forth that made her resort to looking back on her childhood just as she once ate kid’s cereal after the breakup. except the first relationship was now part of her childhood, too, and the new one seemed to ultimately turn into a manuscript as well.

swifties who witnessed 2012 wanegbt in real time are built different