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fearlessdiaz · 6 months
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I'm gonna love you 'til my heart retires
buck/eddie | explicit | 8.3k words
“So… that was….”
"Can I ask you something?" Eddie asks all of a sudden, as he finishes up cleaning up and zipping his pants back up. He throws the hoodie to a side but Buck can’t really bring himself to care where it lands.
Buck blinks owlishly at him and it takes him a few seconds, but then he’s nodding his head and straightening up in his seat.
"Yeah, sure."
"What happened to us?" or; After a decade of being apart, Buck and Eddie reunite at Bobby and Athena's renewal of vows and they have a lot of things to say to each other. Regrets and Feelings are brought up to light and maybe this time they'll get it right.
They get the soft, happy ending they deserve.
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fearlessdiaz · 7 months
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the one where chimney cockblocks buck ig
911 social media au pt. ???/??? idek at this point.
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fearlessdiaz · 7 months
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pov: buddie if they were in a rom-com and going out on their first date.
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fearlessdiaz · 7 months
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eddie + his black tanktop a.k.a eddie being a slut
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fearlessdiaz · 7 months
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fuck it / inspiration saturday! 💻📸
tagged by the lovelies: @ladydorian05 @hippolotamus @wildlife4life @monsterrae1 @disasterbuckdiaz @heartshapedvows @spotsandsocks
here's an edit from the rwrb au and a tinyyyy snippet of their first interview 🥰
"Hey, I'm Evan Buckley and—" He looks to the side, at Eddie, expectant.
There's a big pause and then, "I'm Eddie Diaz—"
"That was too much of a pause!" Buck cuts him off. "You sabotaged it."
"What on Earth are you talking about?" Eddie turns to him, frowning.
They both stare at each other, neither of them willing to concede defeat— Buck is instantly annoyed and he doesn't know how he will handle even more time with this stuck-up prince.
Honestly, what is Athena expecting of him? Buck is only human after all and Eddie is way too good at pushing his buttons.
Truly, Eddie Diaz is the most infuriating person he's ever met and how can anyone ever think they're friends is beyond him. Surely they're not kidding anyone with this thing.
Someone clears their throat, probably one of the producers or maybe one of the people handling the cameras and the moment breaks.
Buck sighs and shakes his head, putting on a fake smile. "Sorry, mate. Let's do it one more time, shall we?"
"Don't call me mate." Eddie rolls his eyes, muttering under his breath for only Buck to hear.
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fearlessdiaz · 7 months
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"We're at work, Buck."
"Just one kiss, Eddie!"
Buck and Eddie has just started their relationship— it's all new and exciting, even if it's been a long time coming. It all feels delicate and fragile but in the most beautiful of ways.
They want to keep it to themselves, just for a little bit. Just until they're more comfortable into this new dynamic between them.
Except—
The secret is hard to keep when Buck can't keep his hands to himself at work. (If we're being completely honest here, Eddie can't either. He's just better at hiding it.)
"We're at work, Buck." Eddie says, trying to sound stern but failing miserably at it. The corners of his lips curve slightly, in a smile he's trying with every cell in his body to suppress. "We're gonna get caught."
"Just one kiss, Eddie." Buck insists, a glint in his eyes that Eddie knows to well. "C'mon, baby. No one is here right now. Bobby it's in his office and the rest of the team is in the bunkers. It's just us."
Baby.
This is new. It's the thing. It's new and exciting and it's something that Eddie has ached and yearned and dreamed for, for years. It's something he never really thought he'd have but that he has dared to hope.
And the real thing? Way better than any fantasy his mind could conjure.
The way Buck calls him baby, the way Buck's hands touch him in such a worshipful, careful, loving way. It's magical and amazing and Eddie is defenseless, it's the problem.
So, of course, he folds. He folds!
He lets down the hand coming in between Buck's and his lips and he surrenders. What else can he do?
He lets Buck kiss him and he kisses back.
It feels exactly like the first time but also like they've been doing these for all of their lives. Is intoxicating and addicting, yet soft and natural and tender. It's all of the things Eddie never really thought a kiss could be, but that Buck has taught him.
It's a tiny taste of paradise. Just for a few seconds.
Until—
"I knew it!" Chim screams, just a few feet away from them, making them jump apart from the surprise. "I called it!"
"No, you called it a month ago!" Hen is close behind and Eddie sighs, knowing they'll never know peace ever again.
It was nice while it lasted, he guesses.
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fearlessdiaz · 7 months
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some part of me must have died each time you called me 'baby'
and some part of me stayed alive
First Time —Hozier
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fearlessdiaz · 8 months
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buddie's dictionary
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fearlessdiaz · 8 months
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i'll heal eventually (but faster if you're next to me)
buck/eddie | teen and up | 19.2k words
for @monsterrae1
beautiful, stunning cover by @ronordmann
"Hey, I— uh… need some help?" The guy says, voice strained and nasal, a hand trying to stop the blood very unsuccessfully.
"Who are you?" Eddie asks as he guides the man to one of the stretchers on the school's sickbay.
"I'm the new gym teacher." The guy says, giving Eddie a bloody and crooked smile. "I'm Evan Buckley but please just call me Buck."
"What even happened? Class hasn't even started yet." Eddie mutters, putting on some gloves and pressing gauze on the man's nose, trying to stop the bleeding.
"It's fine, really," The gym teacher is saying with forced cheer as Eddie reaches forward to clean the wound. "It looks worse than it feels."
The guy is bending his face backwards, almost looking at the ceiling and Eddie gently but firmly guides it forward— not wanting the new teacher to choke on his own blood.
He should've known right then and there gthat Evan Buckley would be nothing but trouble. or, School Nurse Eddie and the idiotic Gym Teacher Buck that keeps getting injured.
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fearlessdiaz · 8 months
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we are a fresh page on the desk (filling in the blanks as we go)
buck/eddie | mature | 2/3 , 19.7k words
thanks to @ronordmann for the beautiful cover, it's gorge and i'm obsessed with it! also! this fic is for @monsterrae1 bc she's amazing and bc she also demanded me to write this fic. here you go, hoe! 💗
"Interesting read?" Buck asks and when Eddie shoots him a confused look, he nods towards the book in his lap. "Leave The Light On?"
"Oh! Yeah, it's one of my favorite books." Eddie smiles, shy and charming. "I've read the series like, a thousand times."
"Really? Huh?" Buck feels his heart thump erratically inside of him.
Holy shit, holy shit. Eddie Diaz read his books.
Honestly, how is Buck supposed to act normal after such revelation?
"I'm actually flying to an audition right now. Hopefully to be part of the movie for the book." Eddie says and then frowns. "Oh shit, I don't know if I should've told you that."
"It's okay." He leans forward and grins, squinting one of his eyes and shrugging. "Your secret's safe with me.' or; Buck's a best seller author under a pen name, Eddie is an actor auditioning for the movie adaptation of his books, and somewhere along the way, they fall in love.
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fearlessdiaz · 9 months
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wip sentences fuck it friday!🪐
tagged by @hippolotamus 💗 thanks love
i've been tagged all of this week but been too busy with finals and surgery to be online or write much. but! ive been resting and finally had some inspiration, so here's a moodboard and a lil snippet!! <33
this is for my author buck! actor eddie! au 🎥📜
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"Feel ready for your audition?"
"Yeah, I think so." Eddie runs a hand through his hair and stretches in his place, his shirt lifting up the slightest bit and gracing Buck with the smallest sight of tan skin.
He swallows hard and looks away.
And the realization hits him—
They'll see each other again at the audition. Buck stops and takes a deep breath, suddenly anxious and nervous.
Eddie raises an eyebrow inquisitively. "Are you okay, man?"
"Yeah, just—" Buck huffs. "Remembered something."
"What?"
"It's not important. I'm okay." He shakes his shoulders, trying to ket loose and relax himself. It's okay. They barely know each other, surely Eddie won't be mad.
And even if he is, why does Buck care so much? Why is he already so affected by the idea of what this man might think of him?
So many questions, so little answers.
The flight attendants call their attention to the plane’s descent and both Eddie and Buck quickly repack their bags and return their tables to the upright position.
In a matter of a few short moments, the plane has landed safely on the ground and they are taxiing toward the landing gate.
“Hey, so I’m really glad you didn’t turn out to be a creepy stalker.” Eddie says, turning to face him in the final moments aboard the airplane. "I, uh, really enjoyed talking to you."
Buck grins, bashfully. "Me too. And hey! Maybe I lied and I am actually a creepy stalker. You've fallen into my trap, that was the plan all along. I've seduced you into a false sense of safety." He crunches up his nose and shakes his head. "You know what, that was funnier in my head but in reality it sounded really weird and psychotic. Please forget I ever said that."
Eddie laughs. "You're a dork."
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fearlessdiaz · 9 months
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made my way to a life i would choose
buck/eddie | explicit | 6/6, 34.9k words | complete
In which Eddie transfers from his station to the Dispatch Center to be the LAFD Liaison, change is hard, staying away from Dispatcher Evan Buckley is even harder and not falling in love with the man is god-damned impossible. Eddie makes his way to a life he would choose and to a family who will choose him back. or affectionately called the buddie at dispatch fic <3
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fearlessdiaz · 9 months
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made my way to a life i would choose
buck/eddie | explicit | 4/6, 26.1k words
In which Eddie transfers from his station to the Dispatch Center to be the LAFD Liaison, change is hard, staying away from Dispatcher Evan Buckley is even harder and not falling in love with the man is god-damned impossible. Eddie makes his way to a life he would choose and to a family who will choose him back. or affectionately called the buddie at dispatch fic <3
CHAPTER FOUR (read on ao3)
His eyes flicker down and he leans just that tiny bit more.
Their lips are almost touching, almost brushing against each other, the space between them not almost non-existent, so small that Eddie can feel the anticipation rising inside of him, crawling and wrapping around his heart.
"Eddie." Buck whispers, a little bit like an oath. Like something precious that he wants to protect.
Eddie doesn't think anyone ever has said his name that way.
It almost feels like there's a precipice and Eddie is standing on the ledge, about to jump, and hoping Buck is ready to catch him.
"Dad! We're home!"
They jump, Buck withdrawing his leg from Eddie's lap as if he's just been burned.
or,
they both have some issues and insecurities to deal with, but they figure it out. together.
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fearlessdiaz · 9 months
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made my way to a life i would choose
buck/eddie | explicit | 3/6, 21.5k words
In which Eddie transfers from his station to the Dispatch Center to be the LAFD Liaison, change is hard, staying away from Dispatcher Evan Buckley is even harder and not falling in love with the man is god-damned impossible. Eddie makes his way to a life he would choose and to a family who will choose him back. or affectionately called the buddie at dispatch fic <3
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CHAPTER THREE
He's trying to stay calm; he's trying to hold it in; to push the fear down and compartmentalize like he usually does. Surely Buck is fine.
Maybe he went back upside, back to Maddie and Josh or back to his desk to continue answering calls. Surely Buck is fine and probably already evacuating the building after Eddie made the call over the radio.
But Terry would've told him if that were the case, right?
"Mayday, Mayday, this is Firefighter Eddie Diaz on a department-wide channel. We have a fire at Metro Dispatch downtown. Point of origin appears to be on the second floor records room." Eddie speaks on the radio. "All non-essential personnel begin evacuation procedures. Repeat. This is Firefighter Eddie Diaz. Metro Dispatch is on fire."
or:
Certain feelings are stronger than ever and impossible to ignore, but things get complicated when the dispatch center burns down... and almost takes Buck down with it.
Eddie saves the day.
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fearlessdiaz · 10 months
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fighting in only your army, (your blood on my lips)
frontlines, don't you leave me
your heartbeat won't start for me (i'm losing you)
You're Losing Me — Taylor Swift (Buddie's Version)
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fearlessdiaz · 11 months
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I see you smile When you see it's me I had to do something To break into your golden thinking (Ah)
— The Alcott by The national ft. Taylor Swift
// Positive Charge by The Gaslight Anthem
(i changed/added some lyrics so it'd fit buddie better)
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fearlessdiaz · 11 months
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fuck it friday
tagged by @hippolotamus @buddierights @spotsandsocks thanks for the tags, loves 💗
sooo @alyxmastershipper twisted my arm and now im writing the: instead of dividing up our shared memories and stuff, let’s play a drinking game to determine who gets what (it may or may not end in sex) exes to lovers au anddd i started it 💀
(this is with musician buck and firefighter eddie btw)
Buck and Eddie broke up on a Tuesday night, because of course they did. 
Buck had been on tour for six months at the time and turns out long distance relationships are way harder than they ever gave them credit for— not to mention the constant scrutiny and rumors they had to deal with. 
Honestly, Buck doesn't blame Eddie at all for finishing things off. Eddie was always too good to be true anyway, and he deserves better than whatever Buck could ever give him. Eddie deserves happiness and he deserves being worshiped and adored… and he deserves peace. Something Buck could never give him, no matter how much he wants to. 
Admittedly, the break up has been hard and he's been heartbroken since that video call— they couldn't even do it face to face, for God's sake— and he's been spiraling more than ever. The fans and the magazines and gossip sites have been speculating about the reason like crazy for months, even from way before Eddie actually broke up with him. (Buck can't help but to resent them a little bit for that.) but nothing prepared him for this. 
Standing at Eddie's doorstep, looking at the man face to face for the first time in what feels like an eternity— his big beautiful brown eyes shining with something like longing and regret and so many emotions that it takes every cell in Buck's body not to fall to his knees and beg for one more chance. 
"Hey, Buck." Eddie whispers, voice low and quiet and cautious. Buck feels like crying. 
"Hey, Eds." He swallows thickly. 
alsooo here's the banner i made a few days ago when i was thinking about this au but not wanting to start a new wip!
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