hi

i’ve practically abandoned this account, i know, but i never like ending things without any closure. i’ve had a lot of shit go on in my life and even if this falls on deaf ears, i still want to have this written down

two major things have happening in my life, so to anyone who need to hear this, here is what my life has been filled with over the past 2 years:

life update #1: i was diagnosed with ptsd a year almost 2 years ago, from my ex boyfriend raping me. it took me nearly 6 months to even feel comfortable calling it rape, and after going to therapy every two weeks for those 2 years, i am at peace with it. i still hate that person with every fiber of my being, and for all of the torment and guilt and self hatred he caused me, but thankfully i can sit here and say that despite all the pain he caused, i no longer blame myself for what happened. i am not harder to love because of what he did. there was a time where i thought no one else would love me because i was so unloveable. that what that evil person did to me had ruined my value as a human. but now, i believe that i was wrong. i still have worth, regardless of what he did to me. i am not ruined

life update #2: i am engaged. i found someone who cares about me more than ive ever cared about myself. someone that has never viewed me as worthless, even when i felt so bad and hard to deal with because i was scared to love. he loved me and continues to love me every waking minute, even when i was too scared to love him. so to anyone who has ever felt like i did, there absolutely is hope in the world. that someone will come into your life and prove what you had thought was impossible.

let me be clear: my fiancé is not the reason i have worth. he only has made it easier to see that i am capable of being loved

really, my therapist was the main person i have to thank for my self love. not some guy. but having proof right in front of my eyes, proving every day that i am not damaged goods because of what happened to me, makes it a hell of a lot easier.

every day is still a battle. and yes i still experience moments of weakness, of terror from my abuser, of hopelessness. but that does not make me weak. it does not make me worthless. the fact that i’m living with it shows how strong i am. years ago, i would feel uncomfortable speaking about myself in that way, but now, i am nothing but proud of how far i’ve come

so. all of this is really for me to say - thank you to anyone who has ever supported me over the years. it was you who allowed me to continue my journey to where i am today. i am so grateful to anyone who has ever given me love, in any form, and i will never forget that feeling of love and appreciation that you all have shown me

thank you for listening to me when i felt like no one was there. thank you for being there for me

i love you all.

xx honey

thinks about Chifuyu’s undercut, 7 dead 36 injured. sorry.

“come back on this hellsite” proceeds to ghost it for 4 months

it really has been a hot minute since ive been active on here DAMN

classes just started and my brain really told me it was a good time to come back on this hellsite

i love alhaitham‘s tits i mean personality

i’ve literally done nothing but go to class and play genshin for the past 3 days

it really has been a hot minute since ive been active on here DAMN

classes just started and my brain really told me it was a good time to come back on this hellsite

thinkin’ about how easy it is to turn armin on n fluster him :((

HONEY ITS BEEN A WHILE HOW R U !!

IM GOOD !! my last semester of university started today so that is why i’ve been mia 😭 ive missed being on here like i used to :’( plus ive missed you bunches im kissing you so hard rn HOW ARE YOU MY LOVE !!

ur aki thirst is hella hawttt asdfjsuebzjdnd then how about aki corrupting his junior virgin!f reader, wdyt???

+ f!reader (she/her). corruption kink. fingering. blowjob. nasty aki <3. pervert!aki. not edited, came straight out of my coochie. cumshots. unprotected. mentions of puppy eyes + leash. aki jacking off. dirty talking. lmk if i missed anything!

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the first time aki hayawaka laid his eyes on you in the headquarter’s lobby, he was struck by the immense need to make you his. the new recruit, a shy devil hunter who couldn’t meet his eyes, would fidget under his stares, lashes fluttering as you tried to peek at him.

it’s cute, you’re cute, he thinks. aki believes it’s your innocence that renders him completely out of his mind every night in the shower. a fresh devil hunter who probably doesn’t know how to finger herself— the thought has driven him jacking his cock off until he squirts thick cum and watch it snake down the tiled wall of the bathroom. he would come out limping with sick and perverted thoughts of teaching you until you become so good at receiving his cock with your pussy and mouth that you wouldn’t be able to live without it. you wouldn’t be able to live without him.

at first you were a challenge, yes, squirming and whining the first time he wraps his mouth around your nipples. he would ask you the questions: “have you ever got your titty sucked?” “have you ever fingered yourself? rubbed your clit while you pinch these tight nipples?”. questions that’s always been answered by a whiny “no” and a pussy so wet. with a smile so endearing, he’d reply then, “well, try putting in one finger in your cunt tonight. tell me how it feels tomorrow, i’ll wait.” and the next day, “how about two fingers? rub your clit, too.”

these advices, the ones he has been willing to demonstrate in empty cubicle stalls in the headquarter’s comfort room. with your underwear and pants rolled down to your knees, you propping one foot up on the toilet bowl, with aki fingering your sweet pussy with two fingers. of course, it doesn’t end there. not after telling him you have never performed blowjob on anyone before. and so while your fingered pussy pulses and drips arousal, you kneel before him, glazed eyes, tongue out, letting aki tap his cock and smear his precum all over the soft muscle.

little did you know, aki’s lessons are meant for something big: like spreading you open, finally on his bed, letting you experience the taste of a good fuck. and good did he fuck you the first time. he’s greedy and hungry, pitching his hips over and over, ramming into you so deep you squealed and squeezed him so hard he came with hot spurts of cum shot straight to your pussy. he fucked you all night— he’d basically squirted watery cum on your stomach, legs, pussy folds, and tits— doing so much as to wipe his slit against your nipple. his balls had been sapped, and he was trembling, gasping, eyes crossing.

aki believes that months of corrupting your innocence had been worth it— more than worth it. he meant, not all men would have a pretty girl waiting at their door, all naked except for a leash wrapped around her neck, pussy already slabbering, greeting him with those puppy eyes while begging, “fuck me, aki, please?”… right?

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by 8kh. + masterlist.

@weebaboobs

It’s a Denki

🫣👀🔍

happy birthday to me :) hehe

finally fucking finished the tr manga holy shit im sobbing

tw me cosplaying yor aka thorn princess

DONT SAVE PLEASE BYE

ive never felt hotter in my life thats all goodbye

the way he always has his hand on his hip.... the way he sits with his legs crossed.... I know what you are.

ok also gonna go watch csm now and shut the fuck up bye bye !!

also fully going to go to whatever anime con is near where i live bc i want to live in that fucking costume