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drifting away - khai dreams (Hyewon)
idol: kang hyewon
genre: action/fantasy/adventure themes, fluff
warnings: weapons, depressive themes, implied death, implied fighting, implies bloodshed, kidnapping, fem!reader, inner dialogue is in ' ' quotes, lyrics are italicized, wlw (gay lol), highly recommend listening to the song while reading this
Opening her eyes, all Hyewon could see was you, seemingly shining, lying in front of her. The few sun beams that creeped past the blinds were all focused on you who appeared to be an angel as white covers draped over you.
She couldn't help but smile at how pure you looked; you always seemed to take her breath away. The stress placed on her by the succession of her family business could only be muted by your presence. She wished it would last forever.
'If it's all just a dream, then I don't ever want to wake up. I think I've had enough of this life. I could lay here with you and watch the world turn; never say a word.'
One of her hands reached out to move the hair from in front of your face; she wanted to see you. Watching you sleeping peacefully put a smile on her face as she remembered the not-so distant past in which you would never sleep soundly.
"You, what is your name?" you asked her, your sword now soiled and a half-dead look in your eye.
"K-kang Hyewon, suc-successor of Kwangbae Corp. You?"
She was sacred; nearly trembling. The way you defeated them-- all of them, alone-- was fear-inducing to say the least. She thought of every possible way to get you to spare her life. It had been too uncertain recently whether she'd live or not.
"Y/n. No last name. I have been hired to return you to your home. Please follow me, Hyewon-nim. I will escort you safely to your family," you responded in a monotone voice. Your mannerisms were relaxed yet respectful and you treated her wounds properly before taking her home.
You slept in inns, but did not have the funding to get separate rooms so you slept on the floor while she slept on the bed. She couldn't sleep well due to the recent traumatic experience of her encapturement. You fell asleep quickly but no peacefully; Hyewon often heard grunts and heavy breathing coming from you as well as constant turning but decided it was not her place to pry.
After the incident, you were released but she wanted you to stay. For some reason she felt drawn to you. Maybe it was the way you used overwhelming power to subdue your foes. Maybe the relaxed way you spoke to her. Maybe it was the beauty she came to know when you first revealed your face to her. Maybe it was as simple as looking up to her savior. But all her speculations led her nowhere; she had no idea why she was attracted, drawn to you.
You were assigned as her personal guard and, as time went on, developed severe feelings for her. So bad that you felt you might go crazy if you didn't tell her. You were never good at hiding emotions anyways.
Surprisingly enough, she accepted your confession and the two of you became official.
"You and y/n are dating?! What made you do this, Hyewon?! I was in the process of choosing a spouse for you!" her father yelled but she was prepared for this. Sighing, she explained her reasoning.
"Father, you love Mom, right? You chose her, right? It's the same for me. I choose, y/n and she chose me. It's crazy, really. I asked her why she loved me and she had a whole list. She said she liked the way my voice hits the highs and the lows; how it reminded her of home-- a familiar tone. I'm sure y/n just doesn't want to lose anyone else she loves. And I don't want to lose her either."
"Don't worry, jagiya. I'll put a last name on you," she whispered, slowly carressing your face.
The two of you were shunned by the family after getting together, but, at least, she got to keep her last name. It was something she wanted to share with you. To formally claim you as a part of her. It was worth it to lose standing in the battle of succession.
"Now the world's so different; the summer's not the same but it don't matter cuz I've got you here. I'll stay by your side, my dear. We will have nothing to fear. And as these seasons change-- and they will change-- I know these feelings they will last us till the very end."
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asdlfkasdjf i love it !!! thank you for doing my request ❤ - Danielle
mariposa - peach tree rascals (Soul)
idol: haku shota (soul)
genre: idk,,, sad?, yeah definitely sad, not very fluffy, angst?
warnings: breakup, gender neutral, toxic relationships, lyrics are bolded, flashbacks are italicized, the tumblr post embodiment of missing soul hours, not much to say except that shota and reader are minors throughout this
Your room was cold and dimly lit with a warm light as you sat at your desk, a blanket draped over your shoulders. Today was a bad one; you were in your feelings after a tough breakup. You broke up with him/her/them because you knew he/she/they deserved better and that you were wasting his/her/their time still hung up on a past love that was now far out of reach.
Your earbuds played a familiar tune of a song you had composed years ago when that love first slipped away. Though it had been seemingly forever since you last cried and sang it aloud, your tongue had yet to forget the words to your incomplete piece.
I can't wait for you to come my way. I've been far away but I'll keep running just to find a way to you. 'Till then...
From there, words spilled from your soul-- the composition was a canvas and you were the painter. Each phrase matching the original tune andd melody.
I've been running from it. Tired of running from it. Scared of feeling something. Now I'm stuck in trying to get up out of this hole. I tried to be strong. I tried to make it work but I've been feeling too numb.
An older lyric piece sent into your memories.
Skies are bleeding on me. Why'd you leave me lonely? Feeling Whitney Stoney.
"Shota? What do you mean?"
"I'm leaving Japan. I want to be an idol."
"There are idols in Ja-"
"A kpop idol, y/n."
"But, what about me?"
"I- I don't know. I'm sorry..."
"Shota, this isn't real, right? You're not leaving me, right?"
"Y/n... please don't make this hard..."
"Right?"
"I think I'll see myself out now. Goodbye, Y/n."
You couldn't help but remember how soft and sad his voice was as it told you about his departure, shaking. The feeling of your world crashing was returning to you and you lost the beat for a while. Catching it again, memories of your recent s/o came to mind. The way he/she/they told you he'd/she'd/they'd wait for you. The way you didn't want to let him/her/them down so you agreed.
Ain't never going to let you go. Got my heart NASCAR racing. Shine aint never fading. He just left you hanging. Feindin for your love-- all worth it for the waiting.
"Sorry, I'm not taken at the moment but someone else holds my heart."
"Oh... but I'll wait for you. I've waited this long and it's not like you said 'no'. I love you, y/n, and love is patient," he/she/they confessed with a warm smile that you couldn't help but feel charmed by.
The promises and reassurances. The false hope that you had found someone to love again.
Give you what you need. Take you where he won't. (I) can feel it when we we're all alone. Know you're wanting something more. My heart is like an open door. Just ring me when you want to go.
He/she/they truly deserved more than you could give him/her/them. That's why you left and returned to your room to write a song and no longer hurt anyone with the feelings you harbor for someone far out of reach.
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fr tho i act gay asf and my family still thinks I'm het... like hon... i just said girls are hot and that if I'd date an idol it'd be Chaeyoung from twice... how much gayer does it get
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jun: we have to show them we’re professional
also jun in the whole video: *radiating unmatched chaotic energy*
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yall am simping this is one of my favorite songs too 😭😭 - Chris
less of you - keshi (Choi Yena)
idol: choi yena
genre: angst, fluff, wlw (gay), fem!reader
warnings: 13th member type beat, a lil bit angsty, wholesome tho, ft. Chaewon, lyrics are italicized
You were layed out on the couch, headphones blasting depressing music in your ears like usual. Although most times you aren't sad during these sessions, you couldn't help but let the lyrics get to you.
"Hello? You awake right now? God, I just need to hear the sound of you."
"No inbetween. A face on a screen ain't an adequate replacement for you being with me. Too much time in the limelight. Gimme your all on the landline. Want it so bad but I won't lie and it just gets worse in the nighttime."
"Fuck," you curse-- you never curse-- "I miss her..." you confess to nobody, curling up a bit more and turning up the volume of the song.
"Someone should clean that mouth out," you faintly hear a familiar voice laugh behind you, your favorite voice. It was evenly toned, a little deep, typically playful. Raspy at times but it gave you butterflies like none other.
Pausing the music to make sure you weren't going crazy, you call out into the air, "Jagi,,, you're home?"
"It would seem so but I don't know a girl with a mouth like that," she laughed and you pouted.
"Yeah well it's your fault for making me miss you, jagi. You should take responsibility."
"Alright, alright. You're right. I should take responsibility for the way you fawn over me all the time and get flustered whenever I get close to you too. Oh, and the way your mind goes blank when I kiss you an-"
"Okay, you win!" you yell out, hiding your flushed face beneath your hands.
She laughed, finding you the cutest. "But yeah, I'm home."
You smile and run to hug her, head against her chest and arms wrapped tightly around her. She rested her head on top of yours and hugged you with one arm, the other occupied as it ran up and down your back, comfortingly.
"I didn't know you'd miss me that much. We weren't separated that long, jagiya," she said, quietly and softly. You could hear the love in her voice.
"I know, it's just" cutting yourself off, you remember another verse of the song.
"And I know that it's selfish but, you are the only thing that's ever made sense to me. I- I don't wanna do this... I don't know how to do this without you."
"Just?" She wasn't teasing you; she sounded a bit concerned. Before you knew it words were falling off your tounge.
"I don't know... but recently I've been selfish for your time. There's not a moment I don't want to be with you... I must be weird. I just... really love you eonni."
Yena was slightly suprised-- she wasn't expecting the sudden confession-- but she smiled and played with your hair.
"Wow, I must be really special for you to want to be with me that much, jagjya," she chuckled before continuing. "I can't be with you all day, but, hey, we live together. Let's make our time count."
You nodded against her chest and intertwined your fingers. That wasn't what you wanted to hear but you knew it was the truth so you settled. It's better to have a good time while she's with you than to sulk about her leaving.
"Oh, Eonni, you're home," Chaewon said, walking into the living room. "Aish, you should take better care of your girlfriend. She's been in a depression since you left."
Embarrassed, you buried your head a little further in Yena's chest. She couldn't help but laugh and give you a kiss on your forehead, thoroughly flustering you. "Aww how cute," she endeared. "I love you, jagiya."
Chaewon cringed heavily as she sighed, "Ah, young love."
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Hello everyone.
So 1TEAM has disbanded and, as a group we write about, we (the admins) have decided to no longer write about the members but we will keep our work(s) related to the group up in case somone wants to read it.
Thank you and take care - Chris and Danielle
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⚠️ this is a checkpoint ⚠️
💧 drink some water 💧
💊 take your meds 💊
🌳 go outside for a bit if you can 🌳
🌸 stretch your back 🌸
🍓 eat something 🍓
✨ take a shower/bath if you haven’t today ✨
💛 tell your friends you love them 💛
🌼 ask for help if you need it 🌼
💜 ok keep scrolling 💜
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beautiful - Chris
yuna on 2tzy for @huffnpwff
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BOY STORY
Boy Story needs more love now than ever
Please, they are a Chinese boy group under JYP. Check them out please, the are working so hard at such a young age (16 - 13)
I, and a lot more of they’re other fans are begging you, please check them out🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
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Reblog this if you think boys deserve flowers and cheek kisses.
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protect asian lives. say it with me.
“protect asian lives”
asians worldwide are being beaten and killed. and it keeps going unnoticed. if you are being silent, fuck you.
the amount of hate crimes against asians have risen 1900%. it’s not our fucking fault we are in this pandemic. asians arent a virus or a disease. leave us the fuck alone.
now say it again.
PROTECT ASIAN LIVES
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