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evell-extrasss · 2 years
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HELP I THINK IM SHADOWBANNED HERE HAHAHHA
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all bc of me /j
I got ganyu.
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Help people actually love this and want more but i have. 0 ideas
hear me out (can be seen as romantic/platonic)
scara with a reader who's sole purpose is to protect and hold the Hydro Archon's gnosis bc they were made for that
except they're complete opposites — scara was abandoned while reader is praised constantly for their works of protecting fontaine.
both are puppets, but only one is free from it's creator. reader wants to go out and explore the world but Hydro Archon says no, because they're supposed to be protecting Fontaine. not thinking of fantasies that'll never come true.
until scara meets reader (who has no clue who he is), and decides to take advantage of their obliviousness to the outside world and limited knowledge about who the harbingers are.
he poses as a friend, someone reader could always go to whenever for whatever. reader is happy to talk to someone who's outside from fontaine and doesn't just go about their day once they've met reader, because that's what happened with all their interactions with someone so far.
reader slowly opens up to scara about their 'feelings' and true being. how they're simply a creation to hold a gnosis and protect, chained to their nation for eternity.
scara is surprised. the reader seemed perfectly human, with the way they acted and how sympathetic they were. he never would've guessed that they were... what they were.
huh... who wouldve guessed? he thought, laughing at the thought of a puppet meeting another. both had the near same purpose, yet were completely different from one another. maybe there were some similarities, but their traits were nowhere near the same.
somehow, scara sees a part of himself in them. oblivious and curious, not knowing the horrific things that happens outside of the nation. somehow, he sees kunikuzushi in them. the reader is talking about how they wished they could go outside and see every bit of Teyvat, how they're sure they would've loved all the nations!
scara looks around, before telling the reader that he can help them see the whole world. scara tells them that he can have them see everywhere, if they'd... leave fontaine on its own.
of course reader is willing to jump straight into this plan, but after hearing the last part, they hesitate. what if fontaine falls without them? what if the Hydro Archon would look for them frantically, yelling their name over and over, begging to just give back the gnosis?
"it's okay," scara reassures, "they can protect themselves."
I KNOW HOW SPECIFIC AND WSIRD THIS IS BUT PLESSE HEAR ME OUT
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evell-extrasss · 2 years
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"whys my Venti red and claymor—"
couldnt be me. GUESS WHO JUST GOT VENTI A FEW HRS AGO???
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dont mind the low quality btw im playing on phone hehe
I mean to be fair I was guaranteed... just didnt expect to get him because im low on primos..... (saving for scara now ehheheheehhe)
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note: im a bit sad today
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Kunikuzushi is comfortable in your arms.
He doesn't want to leave them, he wants to stay with you forever. He wants your physical presence to stay, he wants to hear your voice everyday. It is a simple wish, one he wants come true.
Everyday, he wishes you stay with him forever. Every time a year ends, Kunikuzushi is glad you've stayed with him until now. He doesn't want you to let go, and he hopes you don't let go of him.
Kunikuzushi knows that to stick with him requires so, so much patience. Apologies have been said many times throughout the relationship (remember, this can mean either platonic or romantic, see it however), mostly coming from you. He's apologized as well of course.
By the end of everything, you are always there. Waiting patiently for him, and opening your arms for him. For Kunikuzushi. And everytime, he runs right back to you with no hesitation.
Today, he comes back home, a little giddy at the thought of you. You should see him right now, he's practically jumping up and down. Kunikuzushi is so excited to see you again after some Fatui work, now he can finally fulfill his promise to stay with you until the end of the day.
Slowly, he opens the door, and steps into your shared home, locking the door behind him.
Kunikuzushi does not hear a single thing. Not footsteps, not the sound of clattering, nothing. It almost unsettles him. The eerie silence is not something he is used to in this comfortable home.
His mind does not go straight for the worst things. He thinks you're simply upstairs, sleeping after doing some work around the home and going out for other things. Kunikuzushi could sleep in with you if that were the case then!
So he goes to the living room, and sets down everything in his arms (including a little birthday gift for you, after all, he'd never forget) on the couch in the living room. Excitedly, he heads upstairs and peeks into the bedroom, where he can see that the blanket is covering something.
Ooh, you were just in bed!
"(Name)? Are you awake?" Kunikuzushi whispered as he went near the bed at the side, smiling and waiting for you to jump up and hug him already. He realizes you're not awake because you're seemingly not moving, so he tries to shake you to wake you up, "(Name), wake up..." cooing, he tries a little harder to wake you up by removing the blanket off your face.
But as he does, he realizes another thing.
You have left him.
Just like the others.
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NOOOORJJRH4VVT
My Atlantis, We Fall
Warnings: Angst
Character/s: Scaramouche x GN Reader
Scaramouche doesn't feel like he deserves you sometimes, you're too perfect to spend your life with him. It has been years since he stumbled in your home, eyes feral as water drops from his clothes and hair. He manages to wound you back then but you didn't fight back like he expected instead you presented your home to be his safe sanctuary in the storm.
Hundreds of years have passed and he still can't get you off his mind, not that he wants to, but he acts as if he can. You filled the part of him that craved affection and you gladly gave it to him, sticking by his side even after the Fatui took him in.
He became used to you always waiting for him to return home, and having spent  almost a lifetime with you has helped him cope with his own mother abandoning him and friends betraying his trust. He can always count on you to stay, even when he strays far from saving, and perhaps that's why he got content. He no longer makes an effort to show his affection, and he never makes you feel as if he still wants you. He is certain that you will never leave him, even if he has done things that make it difficult for you to forgive him. Yes, you'll be upset, but you'll still be in bed at the end of the day with him, hugging his body as if he hadn't just killed hundreds of people in one day.
You are aware that it is your fault that you tolerate him, but what can you do? He is all you have ever known, and you love him too deeply to let him go. Being an immortal is difficult; you have suffered your share of grief and heartbreak, and you do not wish to endure it again. Every day proves to be difficult to stand by your decision, and the balladeer sweeps all of your concerns under the rug. You are jealous and angry that he can be loyal to the Tsaritsa, but when it comes to his lover, he doesn't even bat an eye when you say something.
It's inevitable that you'll wake up one day with no love left for the man you once vowed your life to. The distance between you two only grows colder and further apart, and you can't help but feel confined and lifeless. When he kisses you goodbye every time he goes and hugs you when it's night, you can't help but feel nothing one moment and dreadful the next. You can't leave him because every time you do, you're reminded of how he cried in his sleep the night before, and it hurts you to think of how it'll effect him if you leave him too because he was your friend before he became your lover.
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"She's distant.."
"That's your karma now Tartaglia don't drag me into your problems"
Scaramouche can hear his two colleagues bickering over something useless as usual, so he scoffs and turns around, only to stop when he hears the next thing Rosaria says.
"Look when a person stop doing things like holding your hands or kissing back it means that they're tired of your shit. When's the last time that the traveler shows any care towards you? Seems like they moved on already without breaking up with you" Rosaria smirked at the boy who's close to crying
The balladeer rushes down the corridor, his head racing at the witch's words. Every word she says coincides to what's going on between you two. No, it must be all in his head; you love him; it's simply a coincidence.
Scaramouche returns home early from work and immediately notices you painting near the windows, as you always do whenever he leaves. After watching you paint for several times, he is still taken aback by your beauty, brows pinched in concentration, and beads of sweat running down your neck. The golden light of the setting sun bathes everything in an ethereal glow, yet it pales in comparison to the light you bring into his life.
He was instantly reminded of what he heard today, so he moved towards you and hugged you from behind, proving that it was all in his head.
His heart breaks as you stiffen at his touch, reaching for his hands to pull yourself away from him. You smiled nervously and told him that you'd prepare dinner, dropping your brush and quickly went for the kitchen leaving him to drown in his thoughts.
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You were confused by Scaramouche's sudden desire to spend time with you; he proposed a date in one of Snezhnaya's parks, and you don't have the heart to say no when he looks at you like a child crying for attention. It's out of character for the harbinger to parade you about in public like this; it's been a long time since you two went out together, so you figured it's because he doesn't want others to see him tied to someone like you.
The day was spent with Scaramouche trying to show his affection, his hands occasionally bumping into yours as a way of saying he wants to hold your hand, and you always smile at yourself at his actions and link them together, but today all you did was move your hands away and act as if you were getting something from the vendors or tucking it in your pocket. Scaramouche can only take his hand back as he follows you, his heart faltering at the fact that you don't even look his way.
He can't bring himself to believe you've finally fallen out of love; even if there's a small chance that you still care for him, he'll accept it. Anything you give him would satisfy him, apart from you leaving him. His reason for life and surviving is you; he has no idea what to do if you abandon him one day. He'd rather have the Shogun discard him away a thousand times than have you look at him with those cold, unfeeling eyes.
It all happened one day when you unexpectedly gave him a hug as he was getting ready for a mission. His arms envelop you right away while his heart flutters uncontrollably in his chest. When it comes to you, he is helpless, but he allows himself to be; now that things are returning to as they were, his heart is filled with hope. He kisses your cheek and smiles, promising a surprise when he gets home. Only for all of it to crumble when he arrived to you gone, only a letter was waiting for him.
You can't bear to look him in the eye and tell him how you really feel about your decision to leave him. It all hurts, and you tried so hard to get back to how things were before, but you just can't. Every time he tries to kiss you or even just hold you, you feel horrible. Because you can't love him again in the way he wants you to, you need to stop pretending that everything is fine when it isn't. You're nothing but a pathetic coward, running away from the puppet's cries for his lover.
But sometimes letting go is more merciful even if it's cruel than to cling to a promise that isn't destined to last a lifetime.
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To celebrate Scaramouche coming back in November(hopefully) here's some angst cause that leak where he talks about Ei as his mother is just pure angst and I'll never recover from it. Anyways happy reading as always!
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HI IM SORRY FOR BEING THAT PERSON BUT I SAW UR SCARA POST AND
if scara were 5’2 n the reader 5’1 that means he’s literally an inch taller 😭 if he were 5’2 and the reader 4’2 that would be a foot taller :)
PH IM SORRY IDK HOW HEIGHTS WORK AHHAHEGWGEG
THANK U SM FOR TELLING ME ILL CHANGE IT NOW AHAHHA
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I was actually planning to make reader die but was like... nah too cruel
note: help the scara backstory cutscene made me shed a tear what's wrong with m
Kunikuzushi laid in your lap, relaxing himself. Allowing vulnerability, something he had not shown in a while. He listened as you hummed an unfamiliar tune, his eyes flutter as they close.
You ran a hand through his soft hair, the hat already been removed, set beside you. You were aware how rare of an opportunity this was, and you were going to cherish it. Years of patience and love (whether it be romantic or platonic) had gotten you to this position, a spot you were not going to give up for anyone.
You, as well, closed your eyes, contuining to hum and run your hand through his hair. This was a side that not just any other person could witness, you thought. To see Scaramouche in such a state would be shocking to people. Unimaginable, even. They'd think they were in an odd dream.
But this is Kunikuzushi. Not Scaramouche, not The Balladeer, and not The 6th of 11 Harbingers, but Kunikuzushi.
Although he was reluctant to show this particular side of his due to the betrayals he's experienced in the past, Kunikuzushi could not resist himself any longer. He wanted a shoulder to cry on, someone to be willing to be there for him purely. Not because of power, or by fear or force, but because they want to.
And you were the perfect person for that.
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note: "sonic the writerhog" — @rait-h // @kxgaminerin // ALSO WHAT THE HELL I GOT VENTI ON MY ALT AND NOT MY MAIN ACC. NOT FAIR.
Hate.
Hate is what you are feeling right now.
Hate for whoever on Teyvat made you this short.
Shorter than the smug bastard, Scaramouche. You're 5'1, he's 5'2. And now all he's done ever since you crossed paths with him is how damn short you are.
No, it does not matter that it is only one inch below him, it wouldn't even matter if you were just a tiny bit shorter. I mean seriously how do you manage to be one inch shorter than Scaramouche?
And now here you were, forced to listen to him rant on about how short you were. If you were to retort back how he's also quite short himself, he'd simply respond with:
"Yet you're shorter than me, hah."
Your eyes twitch at those words. You're annoyed because it's true. Scaramouche notices your annoyance and grins at your inward frustration. He can tell that in your mind, you're thrashing around and sobbing at how you're 5'1. Being the same height as him or taller wouldve been fine but nooooo, you just had to be shorter by one. inch.
He's so irritating. When you can't reach something, Scaramouche teases you by trying to get it, but in the end he can't even reach it either. You tried so hard not to laugh when that happened, especially since his face turned from blank to embarrassed after realizing what he'd just done. Little snorts came out which resulted in a much more pissed off Scaramouche.
One day you might die because of his arrogance.
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it's me. ill do it.
can someone. please make me a scara x reader fic where the reader is like two or three inches shorter than him like. pls im begging you i need it
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oh no I'm crying again
Here comes a thought about betrayal /// reverse comfort!Scaramouche x reader
a/n: I’m going to update this more later but after seeing his backstory I couldn’t not write something because fuck that was sad even though I knew it was coming. @lilia-sspouse and @fatuikisser
3.1 SPOILERS FOR SCARAMOUCHE’S BACKSTORY BELOW
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Tears fell in streams down his pale cheeks as he forced himself to continue telling the trauma he endured when he first witnessed the world’s cruelty. First his own creator, the person who put so much time and effort into making him a divine being, the person who he thought was his mother casting him aside because he shed tears in his sleep. If only she knew Ei knew she’d already caused more harm then she meant or left a note then maybe all of the pain could have been avoided.
You couldn’t help but cover your mouth in shock and muffle your own sobs with him as you heard the cruelty he was subjected to. Tightening the grip on his hand that you held and intertwining your fingers, rubbing his soft violet hair and cradled him against your chest. “I’m sorry-” were the only words you could muster. Scaramouche’s arms wormed their way around your waist, clinging to you like you’d disappear any second and clearly trying to hold back his emotions.
“It wasn’t your fault. If anything you helped prove me wrong.” His red tears eyes met yours and smiled with so much thankfulness. “Humans can be trusted and I’m not worthless for showing emotions.” Laughter left your lips happy and broken, leaning your forehead against his and whispering praises. “You’re beautiful and amazing. Even after every betrayal, everytime the world beat you down and only showed you the worst part of existence… you still chose to trust again, to trust me.”
Silent filled the air for a moment or two before your lover let out a sob and became overwhelmed with relief. Emotions he hadn’t felt since his creation and forced himself to get rid of once he saw the world for what it is. More tears pricked his eyes and dripped down his flushed red cheeks, seeing nothing but love and adoration in your irises. “It’s okay to cry. I’ll never leave you. Not ever.”
The dam broke, hundreds of years of suppressed despair and hurt came flooding back and pouring out of his heart. Scaramouche couldn’t believe he’d found you and not only did you not leave him but you loved him for himself and all he was. For months it felt like something was tricking him, leading him to believe that it was alright for him to open up and waiting to lull him into a false sense of security only to betray him once again.
You heard bits and pieces of babbles that he spat out, “I thought I could trust Katsuragi”, “that child was exactly like me”, and “she was my mother but she didn’t think I was worth keeping”. All of it felt like knives to your heart but you could only comfort the former harbinger and kiss his tears away. Holding him close to your own heart and letting the steady beat of it ground him, reminding Scaramouche that you were real and not another trick meant to hurt him.
His cries softened and became sniffles, streams being reduced to a trickle and breath shaky from hyperventilating. Meeting you gaze and hugging you tightly, kissing you with so much love and passion than he thought possible. “I have you and that’s all I need. The person who showed me love can be a good thing.”
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note: help the scara backstory cutscene made me shed a tear what's wrong with m
Kunikuzushi sat in your lap, relaxing himself. Allowing vulnerability, something he had not shown in a while. He listened as you hummed an unfamiliar tune, his eyes flutter as they close.
You ran a hand through his soft hair, the hat already been removed, set beside you. You were aware how rare of an opportunity this was, and you were going to cherish it. Years of patience and love (whether it be romantic or platonic) had gotten you to this position, a spot you were not going to give up for anyone.
You, as well, closed your eyes, contuining to hum and run your hand through his hair. This was a side that not just any other person could witness, you thought. To see Scaramouche in such a state would be shocking to people. Unimaginable, even. They'd think they were in an odd dream.
But this is Kunikuzushi. Not Scaramouche, not The Balladeer, and not The 6th of 11 Harbingers, but Kunikuzushi.
Although he was reluctant to show this particular side of his due to the betrayals he's experienced in the past, Kunikuzushi could not resist himself any longer. He wanted a shoulder to cry on, someone to be willing to be there for him purely. Not because of power, or by fear or force, but because they want to.
And you were the perfect person for that.
edit: ill probably edit this fic in the future to make the reader die bc the thought of killing reader passed through my mind while writing this before. didnt do it at first but i might after reconsideration lmfaooooo
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YES ID LOVE TO SEE IT OGNNGNREME
hear me out (can be seen as romantic/platonic)
scara with a reader who's sole purpose is to protect and hold the Hydro Archon's gnosis bc they were made for that
except they're complete opposites — scara was abandoned while reader is praised constantly for their works of protecting fontaine.
both are puppets, but only one is free from it's creator. reader wants to go out and explore the world but Hydro Archon says no, because they're supposed to be protecting Fontaine. not thinking of fantasies that'll never come true.
until scara meets reader (who has no clue who he is), and decides to take advantage of their obliviousness to the outside world and limited knowledge about who the harbingers are.
he poses as a friend, someone reader could always go to whenever for whatever. reader is happy to talk to someone who's outside from fontaine and doesn't just go about their day once they've met reader, because that's what happened with all their interactions with someone so far.
reader slowly opens up to scara about their 'feelings' and true being. how they're simply a creation to hold a gnosis and protect, chained to their nation for eternity.
scara is surprised. the reader seemed perfectly human, with the way they acted and how sympathetic they were. he never would've guessed that they were... what they were.
huh... who wouldve guessed? he thought, laughing at the thought of a puppet meeting another. both had the near same purpose, yet were completely different from one another. maybe there were some similarities, but their traits were nowhere near the same.
somehow, scara sees a part of himself in them. oblivious and curious, not knowing the horrific things that happens outside of the nation. somehow, he sees kunikuzushi in them. the reader is talking about how they wished they could go outside and see every bit of Teyvat, how they're sure they would've loved all the nations!
scara looks around, before telling the reader that he can help them see the whole world. scara tells them that he can have them see everywhere, if they'd... leave fontaine on its own.
of course reader is willing to jump straight into this plan, but after hearing the last part, they hesitate. what if fontaine falls without them? what if the Hydro Archon would look for them frantically, yelling their name over and over, begging to just give back the gnosis?
"it's okay," scara reassures, "they can protect themselves."
I KNOW HOW SPECIFIC AND WSIRD THIS IS BUT PLESSE HEAR ME OUT
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VENTI I WILL HAVE YOU. YOU CAN'T ESCAPE ME. IM GUARANTEED AND IF I DONT GET YOU I WILL FORCE MYSELF TO BUY PRIMOGEMS AND QUIT BEING F2P.
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note: yes another scara fic... dont look at me like that
Currently, Scaramouche was being insufferable.
He was being more than harsh with his subordinates today, mostly because he was in a very, very bad mood. So many of his underlings have failed doing a single task, and many others were slacking off. Scaramouche was not having any of this, and so he 'forced' them to be more cooperative, or their life would be in his bloody hands.
One little mistake, and you're gone in a blink of an eye.
To most, Scaramouche was The Balladeer, the 6th of 11th Harbinger. One of the most feared Harbingers due to his cruel and harsh nature, he never had mercy on anyone below him, he always saw them as a nuisance to him and this fake world. Feared yet respected is what Scaramouche is. That was what his reputation was in public.
But to you, he was Kunikuzushi.
A loving and caring person. Someone you'd never expect to be a Fatui Harbinger of all things.
You didn't know that, and Kunikuzushi was glad you didn't. Everytime he came home to you, he'd always have such a huge smile on his face, then proceed to love you like it was his last day on Teyvat. You were always right there when he came home, even if his days were nothing but terrible. Like today, for example.
Today, he went home with a frown. Grumbling on about stupid underlings and how they're so incompetent. Just as he was about to open the door with his keys, Kunikuzushi thought about you. How you'd welcome him back home, and joke around about him having to be the one staying at home everyday this time.
He smiled at the thought of that.
Then, Kunikuzushi opened the door, awaiting your big bear hug.
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today i claim myself as a future dainsleif and scaramouche haver
but no seriously WHERE THE HELL IS MY MAN DAINSLEIF. I'M LITERALLY MAKING ANOTHER ACCOUNT JUST TO SEE HIM AND PLAY WITH A FRIEND. THERE'S LITERALLY NO DAIN STUFF ANYMORE!???!
like c'mon hoyoverse ik ur focused on 3.1 and hottie scaramouche but DAINSLEIF. i'd gladly sacrifice the release of scara for dain
PLEASE. hes so cute and so handsome and so kind pleas?!?!?!? GIMME DAIN
@rait-h
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note: DO REVENGE IS SO GOOD
"Squish, squish..."
You grin, having the adeptus face in your hands. Who knew his cheeks could be so squishy?
He's glaring daggers at you, but you're too focused on his incredibly squishy cheeks to even notice. Xiao could've easily ripped your hands away from his face, but he's allowing you to!
From his point of view, he's being forced to sit here. You'd called his name, he expected you to be in danger, not for... whatever on Teyvat this is! I mean seriously, this was so unnecessary and idiotic.
But if that were so, why was he just sitting there, doing nothing but glaring at you?
Secretly, Xiao is enjoying your little antics. He didn't have a lot of time on his hands everyday, but whenever he came back to you it was always worth it. He enjoys your company and wants to be the only person your attention is focused on.
No one else, only Xiao. You're happy with him, and he likes that. Maybe he doesn't say it sometimes, and he regrets it, but he hopes you know just how much be loves you.
Xiao wants to be free with you, but his duty as the sole surviving yaksha is the only thing he can have for now.
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