For the MGS Supply Drop!

Wish #94: V brings back an excessive amount of flowers from the field 🌺❤️

the twitters

Hey! so I revived my twitter and it’s here: https://twitter.com/ionchebi

I also made a new ig, but I probably won’t be using it as much as I have a professional/irl ig that keeps me busy: https://www.instagram.com/eonjebi/

Now I gotta hunt down and follow everyone’s accounts before they leave and I lose them forever, but I’m real tired so I will get to that tomorrow

Hello guys!

This is the first text-only post on my blog so I’m a little nervous posting this, and I’m not sure how many people will end up seeing it. I’ve been putting it off but since tumblr’s caving in on itself I have no other choice.

First I want to apologize for my absence; I’ve been busy with irl stuff but I definitely intend to come back, interact with more people, and post more art. I was actually considering making another blog for personal art at the end of the year, but now it doesn’t seem like a feasible idea.

I don’t remember if I mentioned this before, but I suffer from debilitating anxiety and get panic attacks sometimes for no discernible reason. I’ve tried using twitter more times than I can count, but every time it ended up giving me too much anxiety so I had to leave. Tumblr is the only place I felt comfortable posting my mgs/other fanart, so this has been really disheartening.

My second plan was to create a twitter for just art kind of like how my tumblr is right now, but I feel like it would make me an asshole. Honestly just thinking about it is giving me stress as ridiculous as it sounds. I currently have an IG that’s only used for professional work. I’m not sure if it’s a good place to create one for some of the stuff I’ve been posting here.

So I guess my question is if anyone has any suggestions, or just lemme know where you’re all at if you’re comfortable with that.

Thanks so much for reading!!! This probably sounds like a mess ;-;

we’re not some tribal militia-

Appreciation Post!!

Hello! It’s been a little over a year since I’ve decided to get back on tumblr, and exactly one year since I’ve posted this drawing of The Boss in space.

I remember this being a pretty symbolic post, where I decided to start fresh and to start posting regularly after obliterating my old blog, to continue where I left off. I even used the same blog layout! It’s p cringy but here’s a screenshot of my old art blog I found on the internet archives. I might need a new theme soon haha

I’ve always had anxiety issues as long as I can remember, but they started getting really bad and I would experience a great deal of anxiety about what kind of content I posted, ramble posts like these, and even what I reblogged and liked, etc. Not to mention talking to people. I also often feared that not interacting enough could be perceived as rudeness and that added to my worries. I’m v shy and it’s a shame because there are lots of people here I would like to talk to. (Please don’t be afraid to talk to me btw! Talk to me about anything, weird things, cool things!)

I wanted to say thank you to everyone who came across my content and for being so supportive, as well as putting up w my anxious tags. I know I haven’t said it often enough but I really appreciate it. It’s difficult to post things without thinking about whether it’s relevant or whether it’s something people would want to see, but you guys have made this easier for me and for that I am very grateful. I’ll try to feel more comfortable posting the kind of content I want to post as well as text posts, not to mention interacting w people and just talking more in general.

I also have another blog at https://readerabbit.tumblr.com/ for sharing cool art and cool things, as well as my non-art posts. ✨

That’s all I wanted to say! Thank you again, I hope you all have a great year!! Good luck in all your endeavours and take care! ♥

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@mgs-secret-santa for @atlasonstandby!

a comfy fox!

so i own a kyrii based on kaz

Armed with love, I could save my heart but on my own I just can't make it I'm too weak to fight, so take it