mod a here, i dont use tumblr anymore and only opened it to check smth really quick and theres really people being transphobic on a MONTHS old post help me

I MAY BE TRAPPED IN THE ACTIVITY PAGE WHENEVER I WANNA CHECK TUMBLR BUT I CAN STILL POST 

FUCKING GET INTO KINGPRI WATCH THE MOVIES FIRST THEN THE ANIME FOR SOME ACTUAL GAY IDOLS INSTEAD OF SOME IMPLIED BS

FUCKING /STAN/ SHIN ICHIGO AND HIRO HAYAMI BITCCHHHH WE AINT HAVE THAT COLLAB FOR NOTHING

THESE MFS KISSED ON SCREEN!!! thanks for coming to my ted talk it’s been fun!

Official blog closure

So, I’m guessing everyone saw this coming. Sorry.

Yep! I’m gonna be closing this blog down, as well as most likely tanking the discord. My main reason is, I just can’t get back into Enstars anymore. I still enjoy the characters, and I still enjoy the songs, but there’s quite a lot for me to catch up on that’s very overwhelming, not to mention that many of the recent game changes have been hard for me to adjust to (aaand Enstars Music completely killed my chance of coming back, I think, due to the... “fun” points requirements.)

I’ve definitely tried, but I really do feel like after 3-4 years of having this running, and seeing how I don’t even touch Tumblr anymore (and Mod Collin can no longer access it due to how laggy it is on his end), I don’t really see the point of running it anymore.

I won’t be passing on the torch, mainly because this was a very personal project for me. I started this blog for a friend I’m no longer in contact with, and I feel like what makes EnPos what it is is our writing (which is skeptically IC due to me missing out on a lot of stories as of late, but anyway--), but if anyone wants to start up their own blog, I’ll definitely boost them! Just shoot an ask.

As for if I may do this again in the future... it really depends. I don’t think I’ll be doing anything like this again, but I may make a “Loves you” twitter sometime down the line? No idea! But this was fun, and I’m glad I was able to talk to as many people as I did, and I hope I made a difference in some of your guys’ life.

This blog will be kept up, but I’ll be turning Anon off tomorrow and officially signing it off as closed.

If you wish to contact me (Mod A), I no longer use tumblr frequently, but I’m reachable on my twitter @KIKASITAlNOWA (kikasitalnowa if you need the lowercase to see where the l is), and I will not be giving out Mod Collin’s information for his own privacy.

Thank you all for the time we had together!

I would first, like to apologize for, again. Saying I’m gonna be active then dipping. It’s a very bad habit of mine, and I’m very sorry to anyone I may be disappointing by constantly bailing then coming back. But that’s not for this post.

Anyone who’s into current events well definitely know what’s about to come up. Please support the protestors. Injustice in this world doesn’t stop, and I have a platform. It’s small, not even 1k, but I have one. Many of my sources will be to Twitter, but if anyone wants to reblog with Tumblr posts to boost as well, please do.

Here is a thread for safety for those of you who wish to go out, as well as a thread of your rights as a protestor.

Here is a donation thread to bail funds for protestors who were unlawfully arrested just for being there.

Here is a thread for relief fund pools for the recent victims, as well as a petition or two.

If you’re going out to protest as well, if you get tear gassed, find something like a traffic cone and water it, be careful of cameras, and watch the people around you. If you’re white or pale skinned, stop others in the crowd from inciting violence. That’s how the “violence” starts 99% of the time. I don’t have threads linking to places of protests, but looking around on Twitter right now is your best bet. I think you’re able to look around the search without needing an account.

I know this is not a post you’d like to see on this blog, but human rights are being violated, and this is, quite literally, the only place I have a voice on, and I’m gonna use it. And I’d rather not receive praise for making this post either, I’m doing the bare minimum in support and solidarity with black people. Reblog this if you’d like, especially if you have more sources. Thank you for your time.

hi, hinata and yuuta! i’d really like your advice, if that’s alright. i love talking to my friends over text, it’s good to keep in touch at the moment. however, they often mention doing group voice calls. phone/voice calls make me really anxious even with just one person, and i don’t think i could handle doing it with multiple people, even if they are my friends. i want to tell them that i’m uncomfortable about it, but i also don’t want to let them down/hurt their feelings... what should i do?

I’m glad you’re looking out for your friends feelings, but ultimately, if talking over voice chat and stuff makes you super anxious, it’s best to just tell them now than deal with it down the line, right? Friends should be understanding about limits like that! At least I think so. Even if they get a lil disappointed, your mental health is more important!

That being said, if they’re reaaally pushy about it, I wouldn’t personally consider that a back-out point, but rather, nowadays you can sit in voice chats on certain apps and just be on mute the entire time, right? If the talking part makes you uncomfortable, but you can handle texting while others talk, that could be another option! If both make you uncomfortable, though, I don’t think they should get too upset over you declining, since, again, they should understand your boundaries.

Ohh, heya, producer! It’s pretty late, you doing stuff, or is it just hard for you to fall asleep right now? I get that feeling! Especially when there’s still a lot you wanna do, but it’s nearly midnight... you should try and head to bed soon if you haven’t already rested! Sleep is important, so don’t miss out on any hours if you can help it!! Well, good luck with the event as well! We’re at the half way mark in the rhythm game app already, aren’t we? Haha! Be sure to rest! It takes 5 hours for the bar to fill up, so you’re safe to sleep at least that much!!

Evening, Producer~ It’s pretty late, yeah? If you’ve got plans in a few hours, I suggest you head to bed now. The consequences of not even getting a few minutes of shut eye will probably hurt you a lot more than it seems now~ ... Ah, but, I suppose if you’re just now waking up, it’d make no sense just to go straight back to bed? Haha, I won’t lecture you on sleep schedules, but please do be careful of how long you stay up. You’ll get lonely if you’re the only one at this hour. I’d love to stay up and chat with you, but I’ll be scolded due to my health. Then, I’ll talk to you tomorrow, Producer. Good night, and good work as always.

Good evening, Producer. It’s pretty late, so you should head to bed, you know? An event is going on, but... there’s no need to worry about ranking now, at least for this one. So please get your rest, even if it’s a moment. I’m sure you’ve done a good job today as well, so feel free to relax. You’ll need the energy for tomorrow, surely. I’ll see you then.

Good news! EnstMusic has rekindled my enjoyment of Enstars, which means SOMETIME IN THE FUTURE a blog revamp will happen! Revamp includes:

- icons will be screenshots of CGs/in game Live2D models now - Crazy:B and ALKALOID will be added to the cast! I’ll have to read up on their stories before they’re in in, but I have a decent-ish grasp on ALKALOIDS, and I need to read a bit into Crazy:B - I swear on my dia stash I will bring back daily/weekly posts

This won’t be immediate, but I’m definitely gonna be working on the Live2D screenshots while playing the event!

Happy Enstars!! Music/Basic release! I hope everyone can enjoy the updates, as well as the new app!

I’m still burnt out, but personal things are happening on my end that will hopefully help me recover. I have a few plans for a blog reboot, but I’m not gonna list them until I’m 100% certain.

Everyone take care! The worlds in a weird spot right now, but please hang tight. You’re loved, and someone out there DEFINITELY cares about you. And you absolutely deserve to be loved and cherished, even if you don’t feel like you do!

What if

you wanted a rhythm game that entertained you a bit more than the first app

but HapiEle said

5 stars = 500k points a day

Happy Enstars!! Music/Basic release! I hope everyone can enjoy the updates, as well as the new app!

I’m still burnt out, but personal things are happening on my end that will hopefully help me recover. I have a few plans for a blog reboot, but I’m not gonna list them until I’m 100% certain.

Everyone take care! The worlds in a weird spot right now, but please hang tight. You’re loved, and someone out there DEFINITELY cares about you. And you absolutely deserve to be loved and cherished, even if you don’t feel like you do!

aaah i’ve been so lonely recently :( i don’t really have any friends, and i haven’t in a long time. i go to a very small school and i just don’t vibe with anyone there, but i’ve never made friends outside of school before so i don’t really know what to do T^T i’m desperate to connect with people, but i just can’t... if anyone had any words of encouragement, or maybe just a hug, that would be lovely. i just don’t want to feel alone anymore...

I don’t have energy to answer this IC, so forgive me

It’s hard making friends, especially if your socialization skills are subpar or the people around you are just... hard to talk to (which usually isn’t your fault! Some people just don’t click and some people are . Well  !)

It’s especially hard making friends outside of school/work because at school you see these people every day, vs trying to make friends with people you see once or twice a week. But I’m sure you’ll find someone eventually! Sometimes you won’t be able to find someone you can be super close to until you move or the area around you expands or you meet them at an event like a concert or a convention or something, but sometimes you really just need a friend you can visit every now and then and relax, and I’m definitely sure there’s someone who can do something like that with you in your area!

If you’re feeling alone, I don’t mind having this be a “promo” post so anyone who’s willing to lend an ear for you can reply or reblog and you can hit them up as well! Sometimes making connections from someone else is great! It’s nothing like an IRL friend, but just helping pinch the lonely feeling is better than nothing o/

Hi ! Just wanna say i hope youre doing well and i wish you the best in everything you do c:

Thank you, anon! I’m gonna go ahead and take the opportunity and say, I’m VERY sorry for the inactivity. There’s been some new folk in the discord server and due to inactivity (my fault for not having a plan B for it) the role menu is bonked, and there’s been some asks sitting in the inbox that I haven’t been able to get to due to energy constraints, and Mod Collin needs time for himself, so neither of us have been able to hit the inbox as much recently.

I still have hope for the blog! It’s just right now, I think we’re on an unannounced hiatus, and I’m very sorry I didn’t say anything sooner. Because energy issues have always been with me since I turned 16, I figured I’d get over it quickly, but it’s becoming pretty bad, so I guess this is our hiatus note now.

I’m not sure when we’ll be back, but I AM coming back at least around when Enstars!! launches o7

Arashi I don't have a date on Valentine's can we go shopping uwu?

I’d love to! Is there any fashion styles you’ve got your eye on? Any store you wanna drop by while we’re there? I have a looot of info on which stores sell which styles, while also being reeelatively affordable, so I’ll bring you where ever!

I feel betrayed. Like I've been with my bestie for 4 yrs and now just because she found someone special I became invisible and she'll be like so irritated even though I'm the reason why they became together. Arashi pls comfort me qwq

Aaahh, I’m sorry to hear that’s happened to you... I really do think if you’ve been best friends you should talk about it, but that’s not what I’m here for.

Even through love, I’ll still be here to care for you~ It’s not your fault things ended up this way, and surely you’ll end up in a happier spot in the near future! Life just happens to throw weird things like this at you, so all you can really do is move forward with hope in your heart. If you’re lacking hope, I’ll do my ve~ry best to give you some!

On that note, for those of you that use twitter, I’d like to bring up a cute/similar twitter account I found! You can do a quick scroll through and figure out how it works, but essentially it’s an account that lets you send fancy “letters” to people with an option to be anonymous. It looks really cute, haven’t personally used it myself but because it fits our theme a bit, I wanted to share it!

Miss Ara, my friends have been pretty down lately due to school and life stuff. I'm concerned for their well-being but I'm not sure what to do. I want to help them but I need to care for myself too. Do you have any suggestions on what I could do? (And maybe some motivation for me since I'm having a bit of trouble in that department please?)

Good luck with your work, and do your best to get it done as soon as you can! The faster you get it done, the less time you spend worrying about getting it done. Then you can truly relax~

Caring for others is something that’s a little tricky to just give advice for. Some people really just need to vent it out, others need advice given to them, and some people just want comfort or assurance that someone’s listening to them. Depends on your friends! If you’d like to help them, maybe offer to help them out with school work if you’re available to? I get that might not be an option because of different courses, but Google is pretty reliable!

And while it’s good to help others, and it’s also good to keep your own life in check, sometimes, you have to sacrifice a bit of your own energy if things are looking pretty bad. Not all the time, mind you! Don’t spread yourself too thin, okay? Just remember that if a friend of yours is looking seriously down, you might have to spend more energy than you would hope for to help them. And on that note, if your friend constantly asks for you to burn energy for them, you NEED to talk that out with them, especially if they’re taking more than they’re giving for you.