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hi! how are you? could you do a cedric x slytheringirl

reader - cedric kisses you in the middle of the hufflepuff common room and nobody knows you’re dating. of course if you want :) thx

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Hi loves sorry I haven’t written anything in a while been going through some stuff and I’m gonna try writing again so I’m gonna start with this request, something small and easy for now then work my way into more stories!

I got really carried away with this one so it’s a long one… sorry not sorry!

Warnings- slight angst, comfort, negative self thoughts, Cedric being blind to how wanted he is, fluff, and slight public embarrassment.

Cedric Diggory headcanons:

• you and Cedric have been dating since your 6th year, both of you now in year 7 and still no one knowing your dating Hogwarts golden boy and a tri-wizard champion was starting to take a toll on you

• being a Slytherin no one would expect you to be dating him so no one even spared an extra glance when he would smile at you In the corridor or the great hall

• then there were always the things that you loved him for and why everyone loved Cedric, he’s kind and handsome and smart and treats everyone so respectfully.

• but that’s also the thing that makes you worry, no one knows he’s yours which is why so many girls have been gawking around him this year, girls in every house smiling at him, twisting their hair and giggling while asking him to help with school work.

• it made your gut wrench knowing that you can’t do a single thing about it, but your not so sure anymore why your relationship has to be a secret, of course it started that way because your houses but all u wanna do is run up to him after a challenge and kiss his worries away.

• right now your in Cedrics dorm waiting for him, he has a prefect dorm to himself which is perfect for your situation, waiting for Cedric after he fought the dragon for the first task, while he was in the arena you couldn’t wait for it to be over watching that man you love fighting a fire breathing beast was horrific.

•but the thing that set you off was the way Cho Chang ran up and hugged him in front of everyone once he had defeated the dragon, the way she held him and he hugged back brought tears to your eyes wishing that you could do that, but you couldn’t then everyone would know.

•you can hear Cedric making his way to his room from everyone in the common room shouting his name begging him to come party.

• when he enters he sees you sitting on the edge of his bed head down face still wet with tears and can hear the small sniffles escape you

• he rushes over falling to his knees in front of you taking Your hands into his trying to catch your eyes with his and failing

• “hey baby, baby what wrong? Why are you crying?” He asks worry lacing his voice.

• when you don’t answer his worry doubles and he speaks again.

• “ hey is this about the challenge? I know you were worried but I’m ok. I’m fine. Please talk to me. At least look at me please.” He begs

• “why are we a secret Cedric?” You ask in a whisper, not really knowing if you want the answer, maybe it’s because your not good enough for him, or because he wants someone else, or maybe just maybe it’s because your a Slytherin.

• the sound of your voice so broken and tired from all the tears you’ve shed makes Cedric feel broken the way his eyes try to search for yours once again in panic the only words he can voice are “ I don’t know”

•and that breaks you standing up shaking you hands free from his you look at him finally catching his eyes and the words fall of your lips so quietly so softly Cedric wishes they were a gust of wind

• “ maybe we’re a secret because you don’t want me they way I want you. You don’t love me the way I love you. You deserve the kind of love your proud of. I’m obviously not that love.” Fresh tears stream down your face as Cedric takes in your words he’s frozen like someone had taken his heart

• what you didn’t know was that Cedric only kept your relationship a secret because he thought it was best for you, you come from a pure blood family that’s all Slytherins he did it to protect you.

• his silence was enough for you, you left his room not even caring about the large group of drunk Hufflepuffs in the common room, trying to make a quick and quiet escape you ran down the stairs no one noticed you and you squeezed through the crowds of people.

• a hand grabbing your arm stopped you in you place swinging you around when all the sudden you felt lips on yours, but not just any lips the lips you’ve kissed a hundred times the soft plump lips of Cedric Diggory

• when he breaks the kiss he’s breathing hard looking so deeply into your eyes it’s like he’s looking through you, and you notice how everyone eyes are now on the both of you.

• “ I love you so much, your the only person I want, the only person I need, I thought I was protecting you by keeping us a secret but now I can see how much I was breaking you and I’m so so sorry baby, believe me I’m so sorry.” He has tears in his eyes now as he wraps his arms around your waist pulling you closer to him

• “ your the kind of love I’m proud of, I wanna show you off to everyone, take you on dates in public, hold your hand while we walk to class, I want to be the one I hold after a challenge, I want to dance with you at the Yule ball in front of everyone. I. Want. You” his eyes never leave yours as he speaks and you can hear the murmurs of everyone around you wondering why the golden boy is saying all this to a Slytherin.

• “please baby, please, I’m begging you, don’t leave me I need you to know how much I love you, please I want everyone to know your mine. I’ll shout it off the goddamm astronomy tower if needed, but please stay mine? Forever?” Cedric is quite literally on his knees in-front of all Hufflepuffs a few Ravenclaws and some Gryffindors begging for you to let him love you properly.

• “well I’m pretty sure almost everyone knows now.” You let out a breath you didn’t know you had been holding when he stands up and looks around at everyone around. He takes your hand in his holds it up for everyone to see and shouts

• “ THIS HERE IS MY GIRLFRIEND Y/N M/N L/N. SHE IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND THE ONLY GIRL FOR ME. DO WITH THAT INFORMATION AS YOU PLEASE” he turns to grabbing your face and pulling you into another kiss this time you relax into the kiss letting yourself feel all the love he’s pushing into the kiss.

• he pulls away once again this time leaning his forehead on yours as he whispers a quiet “ I love you”

• “ I love you too golden boy” you whisper back “but if I see Cho Chang or any other girl hug you like that again I’ll go full Slytherin on their ass”

• “ there’s my girl”

Thanks for reading loves, please if you have feedback and or comments lmk!

#harry potter #cedric diggory smut #cedric diggory x female reader #cedric imagine #cedric diggory headcanon #cedric diggory

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Deadass

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eddie: why does everyone at the grocery store feel like my enemy?

steve: it's called social anxiety honey

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The freaks (1/?)

Eddie Munson x Fem!reader

Summary: Eddie Munson was known as the town freak after being framed for murder all he could do was run, what happens when he meets y/n Buckley a girl who might just be the Sharon to his Ozzy, will he keep running? Will he fight along side her? Or will he lose everything he gained from knowing her?

Warnings⚠️: language, talks of self consciousness, talks of anxiety and panic attacks, there will be smut in later chapters, sexual tension, talk of trauma, y/n is adopted by the Buckley’s so you can imagine them however you please. I did write the y/n has a nose piercing and 2 tattoos one on her right wrist and one on her left forearm you can totally skip over it tho it will only be mentioned like twice

Life for Eddie has always been hard, he’s the school freak, dungeon master of the hellfire club also known as a cult, drug dealer, trailer trash and the list goes on. 1986 was supposed to his fucking year but now instead of focusing on graduating after failing 2 times already he’s been a little… distracted, you know running from the basketball team after being framed for the murder of the high school princess can take up most of your time.

Robin, Steve, Dustin, Max and Nancy were all at the boathouse after a big ass search party for Eddie. They finally found him when he jumped outta fucking nowhere and he put a bottle to Steve’s neck… kinda badass for a guy who always runs.

After calming him down and the group explained they were on his side, and explained everything else, Eddie’s heart began to slow as Dustin spoke again.

“Eddie come on man you can’t just stay in this boat house, their gonna come here at some point” Dustin was trying to keep Eddie calm but needed him to understand this place is not safe.

“Well we’re the fuck am I supposed to go Henderson!?” Eddie was freaking out after everything the group had explained to him about the past 4 years.

After a few moments of silence, cuz let’s be honest no one knew where they could hide a 6 foot longer haired metal head who jingles every time he walked.

Robin was the only one with an idea. “ ugh we’ll my parents are away for spring break and my house is far enough away from the trailer park so you can go unseen by the cops and I doubt the basketball team will turn up at my house on their little hunt”

“ is that smart though you’ll have a fugitive in your house dude” Steve spoke up earning a glare from Dustin.

“ it’s fine wouldn’t be the first time someone with a record stayed in my house” Robin added which got a few curious glances from everyone else.

“ um what” Max asked

“ No we don’t have time for a Q&A right now, Robin is the only one who came up with something so we’re going with her plan” Dustin was already standing in front of Eddie waiting for everyone else to get up.

“ okay but how are we gonna get him to Robins?” Nancy always had the logical questions.

No one had thought that far ahead.

“Robin do you have a attached garage?” Apparently Max was the only one who had a plan.

“I.. do? Why?” Robin now curious what Max was getting at.

“ well Munson looks like your getting in the trunk” Max turned to Eddie who’s bug eyes were 2 times bigger and a questioning face. “Well put Eddie in the trunk of Steve’s car and Steve can pull into Robins garage once the door is closed and the car is away from prying eyes we’ll let him out and boom he’s in a safe place”

“That might actually work, and since no one else has an idea of what to do that’s the plan we’ll go with” Dustin had a shit eating grin on his face almost laughing to himself about the idea of Eddie Munson cramped in a small trunk.

Everyone was staring at Eddie with expecting faces waiting for his opinion on this plan, all Eddie could here was his heartbeat in his ears and the thoughts running through his head. What happens if they get caught? What happens if Robins parents come home early? What if the basketball guys did show up at the house? What if he can’t fit in the trunk? Mind going, everyone looking at him waiting for an answer.

“ ughh…. I uh If it’s… um the only plan we have I guess it’s what’s gotta be done” Eddie stammered out, eyes bouncing from everyone face.

“Perfect! Let’s go then” Dustin broke whatever awkward situation had just happened grabbing the food Eddie had with him and threw it in his back pack opening the door to the boat house checking for and people. “ alright coast is clear let’s move” no one moved “NOW!”

Steve was the first out the door, then Nancy, then Robin followed by Max and finally Eddie. He peaked his head out the door just to be sure no one could see him, put his head down and made a beeline to Steve’s car Dustin trailing behind him.

“ alright Munson in ya get” Steve was holding the trunk of his car open waiting for Eddie to crawl in.

Eddie looked at Dustin with a face that read (seriously?) and Dustin gave him a look that said (seriously.) with that Eddie crawled in the trunk just barely fitting his whole body inside. Steve slammed the trunk closed and with that everything went dark for Eddie Munson.

For the feel of it they drove for about 15 minutes after many harsh turns and bumping his head (which Steve was doing on purpose) he heard a garage door open and felt the car move forward slowly then the garage door close. Finally there was light again with Dustin Henderson standing there with a big dumb smile on his face

“It work no one saw us and now your safe” was Dustin always this loud or was it just the fact that Eddie was locked in a soundless lightless trunk for almost 20 minutes

Eddie could hear something coming from inside the house it sounded like music… not just any music but the same music he listen to it sounded like Creeping death by Metallica. What the fuck was he loosing air in that trunk that he was hearing shit?

“Alright so you can crash on my couch” Robin spoke up once Eddie was out of the trunk turning to him. “ you can eat whatever in the fridge and cupboards just for the love of god do NOT touch the cokes, y/n will kill you AND me if you touch them!”

Y/n? who the fuck was y/n?

“ um who’s y/n?” Eddies curiosity got the best of him.

“ oh shit I forgot to tell you Um… y/n’s my sister she’s still home during the break but she won’t bother you hell she’s barely home and when she is she’s in her room” Robin just so happened to forget to mention her sister will be home.

“ your sisters home!? Bu..but I’m I fugitive what If she calls the cops or freaks out or something!?” Eddie was freaking out now pacing back and forth in the garage. The music was definitely not just in his head anymore.

“Ok dude chill, she definitely won’t call the cops she hates cops, and you don’t have to worry about all that other stuff she knows about everything we went through cuz well she helped us last time. Once I explain everything to her she’ll be totally chill about it and like I said you’ll probably barley see her” Robin was right you hated cops especially since one busted you for selling weed to a 9th grade 2 years ago and you got a record, you also did know about the upside down and El and the mind flare you knew everything.

“Yeah Eddie it’s okay y/n knows everything, she’s really chill and cool you’ll be fine here” Dustin was still trying to keep Eddie calm.

Robin nodded her head and everyone headed into Robins house single file. The music got louder and louder as they walked through the house. The stopped one the reached the living room and Robin headed into the kitchen which was were the music was coming from, the volume was turned down and everyone could hear the conversation between the Buckley siblings.

Robin walked in and noticed you making food then instantly starting rambling

“Y/n I need you to listen to me, something has happened I don’t know all the details yet but I’m pretty sure it has something to do with the upside down and you know how Eddie Munson is a suspect in Chrissy’s murder well it’s all connected and we need to keep him away from the cops hehe cops right I know you hate cops but um well we needed to find him a safe place and since mom and dad are gone I said well oh I have a safe place so that led to us throwing Eddie Munson into Steve’s trunk and driving him here so this can be his safe place and I know your not home a lot anyways so Um yeah Eddie’s gonna stay here for a bit while we figure out what’s going on”

You just stared at you sister processing everything Robin just blurted at you.

You finally spoke up. “ okay whatever just make sure he doesn’t touch my coke or I’ll gauge his eyes out in his sleep” you turned back to making your food and turning your music back up.

“ um are you gonna come say hi?” Robin asked you once she realized you really didn’t care that much.

“ eh i don’t know” you were still focused on your food.

“Dustin and Max are here.” With that you quickly stoped what you were doing and turned around fully to face your sister, Dustin and Max are your favourite kids from the group well then and Will but you spent a lot of time with Dustin and Max, you taught Dustin some cool techniques for DnD and you always took Max with you to the record store.

“Well why the fuck didn’t you start with that” you walked past your sister practically running into the living room tackling Dustin and Max into a hug. “ ahhh my children are here it’s been so long”

“Y/n you literally saw me yesterday” Dustin was struggling to breath with how tight you were hugging them. Max just laughed.

When you broke away from the hug Eddie’s eyes were glued to you, he’s seen you once or twice at school before but you graduated last year, you were wearing a old Metallica tee shirt and shorts your hair was messy and he noticed you didn’t look like Robin at all, you were beautiful and different than all the other girls that live in Hawkins. You had a nose piercing and it really suited your face, he also noticed your ink a small tattoo on ur right wrist and a large piece on your left forearm.

After saying hello to Nancy and Steve you body slowly turned to Eddie “ Hey, I’m y/n” you stuck your hand out to Eddie, he took your smaller hand into his larger one and shook it.

“Hi um I I’m uh” Eddie was nervous. Why was he nervous??

“Eddie Munson. I know” you gave him a small smile and released his hand.

“Right yeah I mean everyone knows who the town freak is” he scratched the back of his neck.

“Nah that’s not it, I mean I just know cuz I used to see your band play at the bar”

Eddie was stunned, you? You’ve seen his band play? You went to the shittiest bar around and seen him play?

“And beside if anyone’s a freak in this town it’s probably me” you mouth curved into a teasing smirk and Eddie thought his heart was beating out of his chest hearing you say those words

Maybe this actually was his safe house.

#eddie munson #eddie munson x female reader #eddie munson smut #stranger things #steve harrington #dustin henderson #robin buckley #eddie munson fic

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I’m thinking about writing a Eddie x reader story where the reader is more of a outcasted badass don’t take shit from anyone kinda character. I’ve read SO MANY Eddie stories lately and the character always seems to fall into the popular girl who’s hella charming and happy and I don’t really relate so I wanna make a story that people like that can relate to. What do you all think??? Maybe make the character a very unknown Buckley sibling?

#eddie munson smut #stranger things #eddie munson x female reader #eddie munson #robin buckley #steve harrington #billy hargrove #nacy wheeler #mike wheeler

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*character, who has mental illness, went through many traumatic experience, and literally a wreck*

*the whole ass fandom*: I want that one

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Okay y’all I finally figured out how to turn my comments on and I would really love to hear some feed back and or requests

#harry potter #remus lupin #cedric diggory smut #marvel #remus lupin fic #remus lupin smut #bucky smut #peter parker smut #marauders smut #tommy shelby smut

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So is like any one else ever in a mood to just read strictly GUT WRENCHING ANGST when ur already sad so you can play out the scenes so much better??? Or just me?

#harry potter #remus lupin angst #remus lupin #peter parker angst #marauders angst #fred weasley angst #tommy shelby angst #harry potter angst

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Hii could u write headcanons about cedric diggory having a s/o with big breasts please? <33 (and nsfw if possible, like how he would act in bed, i hope yk what i mean)

Awe yes I love this so much Cedric is most definitely a tit guy<33

Sorry it took a while I was busy with my story and had writers block

Warnings- smut, fluff, rough days, tit play, tit fucking, cum eating, needy ced

Cedric Diggory headcanons:

Cedric would be so stressed about the tournament coming up and would be so tired of everyone putting the pressure on him to win… the only person who doesn’t make him feel stressed is you. Your like his own little escape from all the worries

One day he would walk in to his prefect dorm after a night of rounds and find u laying peacefully on his four poster bed just reading looking nothing less than angelic

“ hi pretty girl, how long have you been here?” He kicks of his shoes and loosens the yellow and black tie around his neck before flopping on the bed next to you

“ I was just waiting for u to finish your rounds ‘cuz I know how stressed you’ve been about the tournament” you dropped the book to your side and began taking off his tie fully now

he would crawl into bed resting his head on your chest, you knew that was his comfort position, and you didn’t really mind

He would go on about his day asking you about yours, until his hand that was slung over your waist was moving up your torso in a teasing manner

“ whatcha doing ced?” You’d ask already knowing what he was up to.

“ I’ve just missed you today baby”

“ you talking to me or my tits” you’d giggle back at him as his hand made it to the top button of your blouse.

“ both” he whispered in a soft voice, his hand popping each of your buttons open to expose your breast to him, their practically spilling out of your lacy bra

He doesn’t even try to stop himself when he latched his lips onto your tits leaving harsh red and purple marks all over them

He has you moaning in seconds as he pulls down your bra all the way to expose you tits fully now, nipples hard as the cold air and feeling of his mouth reach them

He’s practically sucking most your tit into his mouth at this point moaning at the feeling of the plushy body part in his mouth

“ I fucking love your tits baby they always feel so good in my hands” he moans out the words in a desperate way

“ y’know I bet they’d feel even better wrapped around your cock”

He’s practically jumping off of you to rid himself of his trousers and boxers his cock already rock hard from the way he was rutting into your thigh

He straddles your stomach and places his cock in the crevasse of your breast and you push your tits together so they fully enclose his cock

His hands grip the headboard as he ruts into the space you created becoming a moaning mess on top of you

You feel his hips stutter as his creamy seed shoots onto ur chest and neck

He falls beside you breathing heavily, when you swipe your fingers through the sticky substance on your chest and placing them in your mouth moaning at the taste of him

“ you sly little minx” he watches you with wide eyes

“ feel better ced?”

“ much darling, you always make my days better”

#harry potter #cedric diggory smut #cedric diggory #cedric imagine #cedric diggory x female reader #cedric diggory headcanon

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“I will love you either way” part 3

Summary: y/n and the girls have a little chat after class, the boys do the same what happens when Remus and y/n both head off to the library after the chats with their mates?

Warnings: angst, swearing, Sirius being cocky as usual, talk of self hatred, teasing, slightly lustful thoughts, public spaces

There’s no smut just yet but in the next chapter there will be!

In the girls dorm

The days following the party were somewhat different, the girls knew about you sneaking off with Remus and with Peter going around telling the group he walked in on you both in a secluded area your friends had made their assumptions pretty quickly and quite accurately as well.

“Oh you and Remus definitely were making out by the stairs”

Marlene spoke as you all stepped into your dorm after classes had ended that day.

“ I don’t kiss and tell marls”

you smirked at the girls as you made your way to your poster bed to lay down your books and bag.

“Oh my Merlin you did didn’t you”

squealed Lily as she turned from her bed across from yours to face you

“ you totally snook off with Remus and made out by the stairs, I thought Peter was fooling around when he said he caught you in a compromising position, I mean it’s Peter you can’t really trust anything he says;) but you really were with Remus”

“ I mean I can’t say exactly what happened but let’s just Remus seems to be a lot more possessive than he makes himself seem”

you turned your back to the girls again a small smile making it’s way onto your lips as you remember the kiss… nay kisses you shared with Remus that night your little crush had started to become something so much more, the memories of his lips on yours and his hand of your waist the way his arm flexed and veins popped when he was pushing against the wall every thing about him was consuming. His scent, the look of lust in his eyes, the way he held you, the way he kissed you, how his voice sounded and the way he made you shiver while his hot breath hit your neck.

“ oh trust me when I saw the look in his eyes when he saw you with that Slytherin boy told me everything I need to know about how possessive Remus can be” Lily said with a knowing look in her eye.

“ alright I get it okay, but whos to say he even likes me back I mean what if it was all just in the heat of the moment?” You add and Lily comes to sit beside you on the edge of your bed.

“Y/n/n Remus looks at you as though your the stars and the moon, you can’t doubt yourself for the rest of your life you gotta take risk. If you want to know how he feels ask him and that way you can know for sure if he likes you back, or show him you feel a certain way about him” Lily says softly and you lay your head on her shoulder.

“ yeah I mean your right I should just ask or do something about it but honestly I’m just scared he doesn’t like me back and it ruins our friendship” you sigh lifting your head off Lily’s shoulder.

“ Remus would never let that happen he cares way to much for you to ever stop being in your life just try to be positive love it’ll work out” Marlene pitches to you. You sit there thinking about how u would even approach this conversation with him, you need to get your mind off him at the time being.

“ alright I’m gonna head down to the library to study a little before dinner, and get my mind off things I’ll catch up with you’s later” you start up grabbing all the books you’ll need to study for this weeks classes and head out the door.

Meanwhile in the boys dorm

“C’mon Moony you can’t lie to me I know what you and y/n were doing by the stairs” Sirius said with his usual cocky tone of voice. “ you honestly expect us to believe you tore her away from that Slytherin bloke to just talk” he raises his eyebrow in question “I just don’t buy it”

“ yeah I mean come on Moony you’ve liked this girl since the moment she fell asleep on ur shoulder in first year, there’s no way you just dragged her to the stairs to talk” James added to Sirius’ points.

“ alright alright so maybe we didn’t just talk but not much happened anyways. It’s not like we’re together now it was just a drunken action of pure lust and jealousy, besides there’s no way she feels the same about me anyways she probably just got lost in the moment” Remus says defensively and his best mates tear down his built up walls.

“Are you fucking blind?! I mean can u Siriusly;) not see the way that girl looks at you every moment of everyday!! She has the same look in her eye as you do when you look at her!” Sirius huffs as he walks across the dorm to stand in front of Remus, him being slightly shorter than the werewolf seems to not matter when hes making a point.

“ when that girl looks at you all I can see is love in her eyes, Moony she has been one of my best mates for nearly 6 years everytime I so as mention your name her eyes light up and her cheeks darken if you can’t see how much that girl loves you, your not as smart as everyone thinks you are”

As Sirius says these word Remus starts to Remember all the times he’s made u blush madly and laugh when no one else was, he remembers the first time you found him in the hospital wing after a transition in 3rd year you have come in with horrible cramps and a headache early in the morning yet as soon as you say him lying in that hospital bed it was like all your pain had washed away and all that mattered was him, you still had no idea how he was so hurt but the moment you saw him you came rushing to his side helping Poppy with whatever Remus needed in that moment, you had pushed your pain away in order to take care of him.

He starts to let in the idea of you feeling the same way only a little though, he still has his doubts, in his mind he will never be good enough to be loved by someone like you. How could a girl as delicate as you possibly love a monster like him?

“Moony you’ve got to stop doubting everything for once, I can see it in your face mate, mum always says frown lines age worse than smile lines and mate your gonna be 17 going on 60 soon if u don’t give that shit up” James laughs as he lays on his bed throwing up and catching his golden snitch.

“ yeah yeah whatever I’m heading to the library to work on my potions I’ll be back before dinner” Remus grabs his books before heading to the door. “ where’s Peter?” He questions just now realizing their little friend wasn’t in the dorm with them.

“ he’s probably chatting up that Hufflepuff he sits behind in herbology, he’s been trying to get her attention for a while now so I have him some pointers on how to ask her to the winter dance” Sirius mentions.

Remus and James eye each other as Sirius heads into the bathroom, with a simple shrug Remus heads out the door and down to the library.

In the library

Y/n was sitting quietly in a secluded area studying her potions books flipping through the pages to try and push a certain boy out of her mind, every time she so much as blinked her head would swarm with thoughts of Remus. She pictured him running his delicate yet scarred hands along her torso and his rosy lips placing marks across her neck as if to mark her, to claim her, the thoughts were pushing their way through with no veil and didn’t stop until and attentive voice shook her away from them.

“ y/n? Darling are you alright? You look as though you were falling elsewhere” Remus came out of nowhere with concerned eyes and a soft spoken voice, him being the one to catch her while day dreaming made her cheeks blaze with new found heat and her heart to beat rapidly against her chest.

“ Oh Remus I didn’t notice you were here. I mean of course your here it’s the library, not to mention it’s the spot you showed me in second year, oh I’m sorry I’m rambling, anyways I can go if u want! This is your space anyways I don’t mind finding a study spot elsewhere!” You rambled quickly as your nerves began to increase, you spewed out words a mile a minute and of course Remus knew you only did this when u were anxious.

“ love it’s alright you don’t have to leave. I actually like having you here that why I showed you this place. And darling breath please.” He talked lowly and slowly trying to calm you down, not meaning to make you anxious with his presence. Remus had a small thought at the back of his mind that maybe he made you nervous because you regretted your moment the night of the party.

“ right I’m sorry Remmy, Um I was just working of potion guess I got kinda lost in it. Will you join me?” You pull out the chair next to you hoping he would sit, he obliged slumping into the chair placing his bag of book on the table.

“ so um how was your day?” Always leave it to Remus lupin to make small talk… atleast he always did with you.

“ it was fine, just had a few things on my mind” you mumbled the last part hoping he didn’t exactly hear you, of course he did since his hearing is more enhanced than most.

“ oh um what’s on your mind? maybe I can help you with it.” Remus was always concerned for your well being, he’d always do whatever he could to help you.

‘You! Remus your on my mind night and day whenever I close my eyes your touch, your lips, your all I think about’

You wanted to scream your thoughts at him, alas you couldn’t find the strength to do so.

“ oh just teenage girl stuff y’know” u gave him a quick uneasy smile flipping the page of your potions book not even paying attention to the words.

“Ah I see” Remus was a little wounded that you wouldn’t lay your thoughts on him so he just turned to his book and began to read.

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About half an hour of silent reading went on between the two of you, and unnoticed glances were shared as you read. Your mind still running ransom with thoughts of Remus you couldn’t help but let Lily’s words set into your mind as well ‘show him you feel a certain way about him’ the words repeating in your head. Before you had a second to think about it you slowly and softly placed your hand onto Remus’ knee.

Remus didn’t feel the contact at first the touch so soft it felt inexistent, that didn’t last long once u started slowly moving your hand back and forth on his knee and lower thigh, Remus shyly looked down to make sure he wasn’t imagining it. And when he saw your small hand running across his leg his heart nearly stopped.

His eyes slowly made their way up to your face and when he saw your body was still turned towards your book but a small smirk was resting on your face he felt his body heat up instantly. He slightly tensed when your hand moved slightly upwards on his thigh only an inch or two but enough to make his body feel electric.

You noticed him slightly tense under your touch.

“ you alright Rem?” You asked softly Turing to face him, that sly smirk still attached to your lips.

“ I’m fine” he said in a quick statement.

With that you moved your hand slightly higher giving the new area a quick squeeze. This finally broke whatever rope was holding Remus back, he quickly grabbed your wrist tugging your body much closer to his.

“ you wanna tease me love? You think your allowed to tease me like that? Alright if you wanna tease, I’ll show you teasing” he grabbed you tightly by your hips pushing all your school books onto the ground and placing you onto the table before standing in between your thighs, and pushing his mouth against your ear “ oh love, you really don’t understand how much I’m gonna enjoy teaching you a lesson” he whispered his hot breath fanning across your cheek.

“ Remus” you practically whimper “were in the library” you could barley control your breathing at this point.

“ yeah and we’re hidden so well baby, that’s why I love this spot, but if you be a good girl and keep quiet no one will hear us”

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considering how many times a villain has kidnapped mj and publicly announced ‘spiderman I have the woman you love’ you’d think…..someone would look into her personal life a little?

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A/N notice for “I will love you either way”

Hey everyone sorry for being away for a bit I’ve been really stuck on what to write for the next part and been dealing with some stuff but don’t worry I’m working if the next part or “ I will love you either way” it might take a day or two but I’m working hard to get this part out as soon as possible and trying to make it as interesting as possible as well. Again I’m sorry for taking so long to write another part but I hope you guys continue reading and enjoy my first story<3

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“ I will love you either way” part 2

Summary- this is the second part of my remusXreader story based off the song it’ll be okay by Shawn mendes

Warnings- underage drinking, self hatred, self loathing, Jealousy, use of the word slut, no smut just yet, angst, anger, fluff

Before the party

It was now 1 hour before the boys were expecting people to show up in the common room, they invited everyone from Gryffindor and Hufflepuff and Ravenclaw and a few Slytherins due to the fact that they over heard the Marauders talking about it in potions. Y/n, Lily, Mary, Marlene and Dorcas were all on their dorm getting prepared for the festivities tonight.

“ come on y/n I saw the way Remus was looking at u in the great hall there’s no way he’s not into you, besides have u seen how hot you look since last year I mean damn if he doesn’t go for u I might have to” Lily said with her back facing the girls as she was doing her hair at her vanity

“Lils that’s not even remotely true I mean come on it’s Remus he’s tall and smart an-and he’s kind and he’s wayyy to good for me I mean really there’s no way he likes me back, I’m just me, I’m a clumsy not very pretty annoying freak why would he even look at me when he could have anyone else, he definitely doesn’t feel the same ” y/n sighed throwing herself on her bed “I don’t know maybe I’ll just stay here and read” she said shoving her face into her blankets.

Lily whipped her head around at her friend sulking in her bed “there is no way I’m letting u sit in our dorm and read all night when Remus is expecting you to be there tonight, he literally told you that he’s not going to dance with anyone else because he only wants to dance with you, i don’t know why ur so hard on yourself about things like this, your beautiful and smart so what if ur a little clumsy but y/n you deserve to show people what kinda of badass you are, Remus has been ur friend since we sat on that train in first year and he has always looked at you like ur the stars and the moon… your just so blinded you can’t see the way he looks at you” Lily got up from her seat sitting down beside u on ur bed.

“ you know she’s right basically everyone else can see it” Marlene adds as she throws her clothes across the room trying to find an outfit for tonight “I mean I swear that boy look at you the same way James looks at Lily” she says with a giggle cause Lily to glare at her

“ I mean what if he doesn’t feel that way what if he was just being nice you guys know how kind he is” y/n says voice still muffled by her bed

“ darling we know Remus is kind but he’s never that kind with us, the way he openly flirts with you and calls you nicknames I mean come on the boy calls you love so many times I’m starting to think it’s ur birth name” Lily laughs as she pulls u up from ur bed so your standing in front of her now “ your going to that party, ah don’t even try telling me no. Get ur cute ass in that shower and me and Marls will pick out your outfit and Mary will do your hair when u come out and Dorcas can do ur make up. End. Of. Discussion”

You don’t even bothering arguing with Lily as you make ur way to the shower once your in the bathroom you lock the door behind you and turn the shower on as u remove your clothes from ur body u can’t help but watch your self in the mirror I mean you don’t hate the way you look there are just somethings that you wish u could tweak, you try not to give that to much thought as you step into the now steaming shower.

The girls are Turing the dorm absolutely upside down trying to get ready, Lily and Marlene have already found you the perfect outfit (you guys can picture anything you want and would be comfortable in:)) the girls were now all dressed and waiting for you to finish up in the shower, once they heard the water stop running Lily open the door slightly to hand u the outfit. You came out of the bathroom feeling much more comfortable in the clothes she and Marlene picked for you. Mary sat you down to get started on your hair first doing a drying charm so she could curl it using her wand and Dorcas started to do your makeup.

In the blink of a very detailed eye you were all ready to head down to the party you could already hear the music going and the voices of students along with the loud shouts of Sirius and James telling people its “TIME TO PARTY” Marlene handed u a cup of fire whiskey “what fun is a party if you don’t pregame” she winked and cheersed the girls as u felt the burn of the drink go down your throat you felt a little more confident about going down.

“ alrighty let’s get this show on the road” Marlene grabbed Dorcas hand pulling her out of the room heading down stairs with Mary following after them.

“You ready love bug?” Lily squeezed your hand lightly

“As ready as I can be” your squeezed her hand back and let her pull u out of your dorm heading down the stairs.

“Y/n! Lily! Oh your finally here and looking very fit if I may add” an already tipsy Sirius stumbled his way towards you two throwing his arms around you and Lily pulling you further into the party, you couldn’t help yourself from looking around trying to spot Remus, when ur eyes finally found him he was sitting on the couch beside the fire place with Peter talking about something you couldn’t hear but just at the sight of him your cheeks flushed and a small smile crept onto your lips.

Sirius pulled you and Lily to the same couch that Remus is sitting on and he practically threw you into the spot next to the tall boy.

“ well hello love nice of you to join the party” Remus smirked as he brought his drink to his slightly chapped lips after he took a large sip he leaned down so his lips were hovering just over your ear “I thought my dance partner was planning on standing me up” he whispered just loud enough for you to hear him over the loud music and he moved back to his original position except letting his arm rest comfortably on the sofa behind your head.

“ well Remus I would never want to miss the opportunity to dance with you” you say with a slight low tone looking up at him through your eyelashes with a small smirk playing on ur lips, Remus visibly gulped at the tone of your voice and the look you gave him he’s never quite seen you match his energy before and it starts to make he feel hot and flustered, maybe pregaming was a good idea after all “ I’m going to go grab a drink I’ll be back” you add after u noticed the red in his cheeks starts to darken you grip his thigh so u can get up but just as your hand is about to leave his leg his hand encases your and he pulls you slightly down so your can hear him

“ be quick I don’t want to wait much longer till I can dance with you love” he voice was huskier now he gently squeezed your hand before letting go so you can walk away, a small smirk has formed on your face as you made your way to the drink table, Lily and Mary were standing by the table already giving you a conniving look as you walked up to them.

“Well looks as though u have a new found confidence” Lily smirks at you

“ you know maybe I’m just tired of being afraid to get my heart broken, I mean what’s the fun in hiding when I could be do a lot more fun things” you say as you pour yourself a drink into a red cup

“ yeah fun things, like Remus” Mary giggled behind her cup, Lily giggled when u shot you head up to stare at her with wide eyes

“ you know what I’m not even going to deny that” you say as a small smirk makes it’s way onto your lips and u give the girls a cheeky wink before heading back to your spot on the couch.

When u turn around you eyes are immediately drawn to the blonde now sitting next to Remus in your spot with her hands gripping his bicep as she tosses her head back in a fit or flirtatious giggles and you swore you saw RED. Wtf is going on you thought Remus only wanted to spend the night with you, but know there’s a blonde Hufflepuff bimbo hanging off him like a leech, you can’t help but feel a little jealous as she runs her hands up and down his arm and she moves closer to him almost sitting on him like you were earlier today.

“Fuck this” you say to yourself as u chug the rest of your drink down and go back to the table to pour yourself another one.

“ hey love bug what you doin back so soon?” Lily ask her brows raising in question when she noticed the scowl etched onto your face she looks behind you and sees the blonde girl practically hitched on Remus’ lap finally understanding why your upset “oh hell no what the fuck does she think she’s doing, all over him like that everyone knows you and Remus like each other, I’m gonna bloody kill her” Lily tries to stampede her way over to them but your grabbed her are before she could even move three feet.

“ lils it’s whatever clearly he just doesn’t feel the same way it’s fine I mean he’s not the only reason I came tonight I can just hangout with you” you chugged down your drink again before grabbing Lily’s hand “c’mon let’s go dance and help me forget about that boy” you gave her a small smile basically telling her you need her right now and who would Lily be if she didn’t help you through this right now, you and Lily made your way to the makeshift dance floor the boys had set up and began swaying to the music.

what you didn’t notice was Remus’ eyes searching for you when they finally settled on your body he couldn’t help but noticed the way your hips were moving and the way you hands were hanging off of Lily’s neck as the both of you danced together he also noticed how much you’ve changed from last year you seemed to have matured and grown and he felt his body grow warm as his eyes travelled down your body, he was brought back to reality when the blonde girl beside him moved closer to him, he didn’t even know this girls name let alone why she was all over him but he didn’t want to be sitting here with her he wanted to be out there with you.

You finally caught his eyes with yours noticing him staring at you, a smirk fell onto your lips and you had a sinful idea “ hey you” you noticed a decently cute Slytherin dancing only a few feet from you and Lily, he turned around and looked you up and down like you were his prey “ wanna dance?” He immediately placed his hands on your hips and pulled you close to him as your body’s moved to the music, of course you were only doing this to get a rise out of Remus but hey why not have some fun tonight.

Remus felt a rush of anger when he saw that boy touch you he couldn’t just sit here and watch as you danced so closely to another man he had to do something and quickly, practically tossing the blonde Hufflepuff off him lap he stood with such dominance and anger. “ what the hell was that for?” He looked down at the girl on the floor where she had landed.

“ oh um sorry but your not my type” he said to the girl who scoffed at his response and he made his way to where you were dancing.

You felt a presence behind you and you turned to see if Lily was still there, the boy you were dancing with still holding u against him, your back to his chest as u spun around thinking you’ll find Lily’s green kind eyes you instead found intimidating hazel ones burning into you, you almost let out a squeal when u saw him standing in front of you, no blonde girl hanging off his arm anymore just him with a gaze that made you feel small and his chest heaving with anger you could practically feel the jealousy leaking off him.

All the sudden you felt your self being ripped away from the boy you were dancing with and into the arms of Remus “oy mate what the fuck you think your doing that’s my girl” the Slytherin boy shouted at Remus.

Remus chucked at that statement “ yeah mate we’ll sorry to break it to you but she’s far from being your girl” Remus wrapped he arm tightly around your waist holding you close to him as he moved closer to the boy staring him dead in the eyes “she will never be your girl” he moved to the boys ear so you couldn’t hear what he said next “ but she will always be mine” the boy just scoffed and walked away back over to his Slytherin buddies and Remus turned back to you

“What do you think your were doing love?” He pulled u close

“ well Remus I was dancing” you felt your body grow warm from how close he was

“ no no I seen that, what I meant was” he moved his lips closer to your ear before speaking again “what the fuck were you doing hanging off that wanker like a little slut” his voice was dripping with venom as he spoke

Your eyes shot open in surprise, you’ve never heard Remus say such things in such a way it made you feel different, but alas you weren’t gonna let him win.

“ oh I was the one being a slut if you don’t recall there was some blond Hufflepuff bitch practically on your lap just a few minutes ago”

“Oh love is that what this is about” he mocked, the cocky fucker was mocking you right now “you were jealous?”

“ oh I’m the one who’s jealous?” You smirked at him “ weren’t you the one who ripped me away from that guy then scared the bloody life out of him” you taunted as you ran your hand down his chest, his arms still wrapped tightly around your waist.

Remus pushed out a breath “I was not jealous”

You looked at his eyes “ oh you weren’t jealous?”

“ no I wasn’t” he clenched his jaw so tight you thought he might break a tooth

“ oh alright then I guess I’ll just back to dancing with him then” before you could even take a step away from him you felt Remus’ hand latch onto ur wrist and suddenly your feet were moving faster than you could usually keep up with.

Remus had brought you to the area before the stairs heading up to the boys dorms no one else was here and the music was less loud so you could actually hear your self think, it happened all at once you were pushed against the wall and Remus had a tight hand on your right hip and the other was placed on the wall beside your head, you could see the way his muscles flexed from how hard he was pushing on the wall.

“Don’t . You. Dare” he was breathing so ragged and heavy, you’ve never seen Remus like this before, it was erotic.

“Don’t what Remus? What don’t you want me to do?” You teased him slightly, of course you knew he was talking about the boy but you wanna hear him say it.

“Don’t talk about him, don’t look at him, don’t even think about him, because when u do all I can imagine is his hands on your body” his voice was huskier then your ever heard it “and he’s not allowed to touch you like that” his head was coming lower and lower until his forehead was resting against yours “only I can touch you like that” your voice hitched in your throat when the words left his lips you couldn’t help but move your head to look him in the eyes to see if you could find and trace of regret, when you couldn’t find any the words just slipped out of your mouth

“ so show me I’m yours then” his lips instantly crashed onto yours with so much passion and feelings behind it you felt like all the air in your lungs got trapped his hand was on the wall now moved to the back of your neck pulling your hair slightly to make you tilt your head more and the hand that was gripping your hip now moved to wrap around your waist pulling you closer to him entirely you couldn’t help but let out a whimper as he broke the kiss.

“Does that prove it to you?” He was smirking, and he pushed a piece of your hair out of your face and behind your ear “ y/n your mine”

You couldn’t trust your voice right now to reply to him so all you could do was wrap your arms around his neck pulling him back in for another kiss, although that one was cut short by Peter running in to grab your attention “guys Sirius is really drunk and is on the table belting somebody to love, come quick”

“Again?”

You and Remus laughed at the fact u spoke simultaneously.

“ Okok Petey we’re coming” You laughed as you started walking back towards the party but u hand was tugged back and u hit Remus’ chest

“ just want one more before we go back in” he kissed you again but this one felt different than the first it was calmer softer more romantic and grounding “ ok let’s head back in love” he smiled at you, you don’t think u ever smiled so big.

Oh god now u gotta tell the girls.

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“ I will love you either way” master list

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Hi everyone, so this is my first story I’m going to be writing on here if anyone has suggestions or anything about my writing please let me know I’m very open to any kind feedback<3

“I will love either way” part 1

Summary- This story is a Remus lupin x reader story based on the song It’ll be okay by Shawn Mendes and will take place in hogwarts the story will have a few time jumps starting in first year and ending in year 7

Warnings- angst, self loathing, talk about scars, kissing, pining, yelling, smut will go into further details when the smut comes in the story, fluff

First year

Y/n was sitting on the hogwarts express with her friend Lily waiting as her fellow first years climb aboard so they can finally start their journey to their new home, after a few more minutes of Y/n staring out the window the train had finally started to move and that’s when Y/n and Lily heard a loud crash from outside their compartment suddenly their door swung open and their stood 3 young boys most likely first years as well, one had longer black hair with sharp grey eyes and very well dressed for an 11 year old boy, the one next to him was slightly shorter than him with curly dark brown hair with large glasses on his face, he was also dressed quite nicely and the 3rd boy was much smaller than the other 2 with blond hair that was slightly messy and blue eyes that seemed much to big for his face.

“ hello there ladies my names Sirius, Sirius Black” Said the boy with the grey eyes and long dark hair.

“This is James Potter my brand new best friend” Sirius said while throwing his arm around the boy with the glasses who you assume must be James.

“And this little man is Peter Petigrew , another friend I’ve made today” Sirius said with much excitement he must be happy to be making friends.

You and Lily just sat there without saying anything as the loud boys who just barged into your compartment stood in the doorway, you felt like there was too much silence and broke it with a warm welcome.

“ hello my name’s Y/n Y/l/n, this is my friend Lily Evans.” You say pointing to the red head across from you, the moment u said her name all the boys eyes went from you to her and you swore u saw James’ eyes bulge out of his head and turn into hearts, your also pretty sure Sirius noticed it as well because he quickly shoved James into the open seat next to Lily before saying

“ well I hope you beautiful ladies don’t mind but all the compartments are full so you get to enjoy our wonderful company during the ride” Sirius then took the seat next to James without waiting for an answer while Peter quietly sat as far as he could away from you.

Sirius’ eyes bulged out of his head for a moment before loudly speaking to James “James we’ve lost Remus”

“Remus? Who’s Remus?” You asked concerned how they lost someone.

“ oh he’s another friend we’ve made today he’s very nice, quiet but nice. Well I will be right back I’m off go find him” and with that Sirius left the compartment off to find this Remus guy that you haven’t met yet.

A few moments go by and Sirius was still not back yet, Peter seemed to have fallen asleep against the side of the compartment and James was talking Lily’s ear off about quidditch, shutting out James’ loud voice and Peter’s snores you opened your book Jane Eyre to where you left off last and continued to read. You were able to complete about 2 more chapters before you heard the compartment door swing open once again and In came Sirius along with lanky boy with sandy brownish auburn hair that was slightly shaggy but in a nice way and he had the nicest hazel eyes but when the sun peaked through the window from behind some trees they seemed almost green, he definitely stood taller then the rest of the boys but his demeanour was much more different he seems to be shy with his head hanging slightly compared to Sirius’ loud composure he also had a few scars on his face not large ones but big enough to notice and he was holding a bunch of sweets from the candy cart that went by a while ago.

“ well Ladies this is the handsome Remus lupin” Sirius said while patting Remus on the back which caused Remus to slightly stumble further into the compartment to where he was about 2 feet away from you.

Remus looked down at you still holding all the sweets in his hand when he slightly smiled at you causing your heart to beat much faster than it was before.

“ … um hi .. it’s very nice to meet you Remus I’m Y/n and that’s my friend Lily” you slightly stumbled over your words talking to this boy and you never stumble over your words hell your so good at speaking you have debate trophies to prove it “ would you like to sit down?” You ask while pointing to the empty place beside you seeing as Sirius already went back to his spot next to James

“Oh um yes please.. I mean Um yes thank you” he said shyly taking the place next you, you noticed he was still holding all those sweets

“ seems like you might be a little hungry” you giggled you actually GIGGLED at him what it’s going on right now why are u giggling

Remus’ cheeks turned a bright red when he looked down at his arms and noticed he was still holding all the sweets “ oh um yeah haha well I got lost and when Sirius found me I was at the candy cart trying to see if I had enough for a chocolate frog so he came up and just bought everything I had in my hands plus more for all you guys” he seemed to be a little more relaxed now still had some walls up they just weren’t as high anymore.

You laughed at what he was saying “ well that’s very nice of you Sirius thanks mate”

Sirius sent you a sly wink saying no problem before going back to his conversation with James

You and Remus chatted some more, Turns out he always loves reading just as much as you do and has also read Jane Eyre and many other classics you love, everyone was enjoying the snacks the boys have brought as well including Peter who basically jumped awake by the sound of wrappers crinkling everyone laughed at that. After everyone enjoyed their sweets you still had another little while before reaching Hogwarts and u felt a little tired to you decided to rest your eyes for a bit what you didn’t intend to do was fall asleep on Remus’ shoulder.

Remus was slightly stunned by this action and tensed a bit causing you to stir a little in ur sleep he didn’t want to wake you so he moved slightly so your head fell onto his chest and he moved his arm around your shoulder to slightly stroke your hair, you seem to calm down when he did that and he smiled lightly to himself

“ seems Remus has made himself quite smitten with out new friends here” Sirius smirked at him and Remus just rolled his eyes and put his attention back onto you this lovely little fragile thing in his hold he was terrified that the smallest movement would somehow break you.

Time skip 6th year

You sat at the Gryffindor table in the great hall with Lily waiting for the headmaster to begin his speech to commence the new year, you have seemed to change a lot over the summer growing slightly taller now reach the hight of 5’6 and ur hair is longer than the short cut u had last year that you cut on an impulse after having a break down so it now reached past your shoulders your thighs have grown a lot more since last year as well not to mention your ass was 2 times bigger than before too your skirts barely fit you anymore - that’s something u might have to bring up to professor Mcgonagal.

The weird thing about this year though was that your boys didn’t sit with you on the train, the infamous Marauders as mostly everyone in school calls them every year since first year would usually find you and Lily on the train to sit with you guys but this year this didn’t show up in your compartment with their loud presence instead u and Lily were joined by Marlene, Dorcas and Mary which was fine they were all your dorm mates any ways and you loved them all dearly you were just wondering where the boys were. Just as the thought crept into ur mind a long arm clad in leather wrapped snuggly around your shoulder.

“Well hello Mrs. y/l/n how are you this find evening?” Sirius said as poured himself some juice into his gobblet

“Sirius where the hell were u on the train?!” You say to him smacking him lightly on the chest while he was sipping his drinking causing him to spill slightly down his chin and chest “ ha you deserve that for ditching me”

He wiped him chin with the back of his hand “well I’m sorry love we were gonna come find u guys but Remus needed to talk to us about something and by the time we were done talking the trip was already have over” at the mention of Remus’ name year cheeks began to grow hot no one knew about ur crush on the Marauder well no one expect for Sirius but you trust him enough to keep that between you two.

“ alright then fine but u have to make it up to me” with a slightly teasing voice you poke Sirius in the ribs playfully

“ of course darling, ou i know the boys and I are having a party tonight in the common room to start of the school year you come and I’ll make sure u get a dance with Remus” he said poking u back in the ribs

“ what about me?” Your head had never moved so fast ur eyes went from Sirius to the tall shy beautiful man standing behind you so quickly you gave yourself whiplash.

“ oh well our sweet little y/n here was upset we didn’t sit with her on the train so I said I’d make it up to her tonight at the party” Sirius smirked at Remus

“ oh yeah y/n I’m sorry we didn’t sit with you I just needed to talk to the boys about something important, but what does the party tonight have to do with me?” Remus said fully turning to face you he’s changed since the last time you seen him, he’s much taller than before standing no shorter then 6’3 he holds himself with more confidence than before and he has a new scar over his left eye seems to be fresh.

“ well moony y/n was saying how she wants to dance with someone tonight and of course who better to dance with our girl than the second best dancer in the Marauders” Sirius laughed at ur wide eyes and flushed cheeks

“ oh yeah sure id love to dance with you y/n you always were a beautiful dancer” you didn’t think it was possible for your cheeks to become and more red than before alas your proven wrong

“ oh thank you Remus I appreciate that but u don’t have to save me a dance tonight if you don’t want to”

“Oh I’m not gonna save u a dance tonight, you’ll be the only one I’m going to be dancing with” he sent u a wink and you swore your heart stopped beating for a second, Remus has always teased you but this was different this was like a shot of confidence and flirting it made u dizzy.

“ well in that case I’ll make sure I pull out all the great moves tonight” you say trying to hide your blush

“ anyways mind if I sit?” He asked point to the spot in-between you and Sirius

“ no not at all” you shoved over so Remus could sit beside you practically shoving into Lily which caused her to push you back a little too hard to the point when ur thigh was almost on top of Remus’ “ oh I’m so sorry Lily shoved me a little to hard”

He leaned forward so he could speak into ur ear “it’s quite alright darling it’s not everyday a beautiful girl is practically sitting on my lap” he placed a hand a the small of ur back and u felt ur body melt at his touch.

This year is going to be very interesting.

#remus lupin #remus x reader #remus lupin smut #remus lupin x you #marauders smut #harry potter #remus lupin fic

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