im so sick!!!! of being mentally ill!!!!!! i wanna be fucking normal!!!! want a normal brain that isnt trying to kill me all the time!!!!!! i wanna be able to go an entire week without a meltdown!!!!!! i did not ask for this!!!!!

marynased

I really like you, and I'm gonna be really sad if you don't come back.

Black outfits 😌

ironic how being empty can feel so fucking heavy 

“Because in 2 minutes, The junk food will be gone, The taste will be over, And all that will be left, Is the feeling of regret, Just. Like. Last. Time.”

— angelsrlife (via angelsrlife)

I think that one day, when I don't hate myself so much, I will make a turkey and cheese sandwich on real, honest-to-god bread and I will take it to school and eat it. I will eat it with fruit and maybe another snack that I like. and it will not make me want to die. and then I will go home and eat dinner with my family. and it will not make me want to die either. this is my greatest fantasy. this is the world i want to live in.

“I am destroying myself so other people can’t and it’s the worst kind of control but it’s the only form I know.”

— Sue Zhao

I miss my body at my lw

I miss the confidence I had

I miss the control it gave me

I miss how beautiful I looked

I miss it and I want it back

self care is so damn difficult when you… don’t… care… about your own self

This diet looks so sexy