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the thing that gets to me about buddie posts on here is that people will be like "look at them! friends don't do that! there is no platonic explanation for that" and well. friends do do that. their relationship is deep and beautiful and intense but their actions alone aren't exclusive to romantic partners. what — to me — makes buddie romantic over platonic boils down to their intentions. someone making their best friend their child's legal guardian isn't unheard of. but eddie did it and kept it a secret. eddie thought "this is the only man i trust with my son. this is the only person in this world that will hold my heart gently." and then eddie didn't tell him. that makes me crazier than the actual legal document. a normal friendship would discuss this. it'd be an open conversation. the fact that eddie can't bring himself to say it because he knows that what it means to him is too much to look in the eye? because he knows that telling buck about his decision would be the equivalent of bleeding all over the both of them again? that's what makes it romantic. eddie frantically chasing after buck's limp body after the lightning strike isn't necessarily because he's in love with him. plenty of really close friends would do that for each other. it's when eddie desperately tries to pull buck up to him instead of lowering him that makes it more. because eddie didn't climb the ladder to get buck down to safety, eddie climbed up the ladder to get buck to him. the desperation, the intent behind their actions, the way they can't look at each other when they're hurt because it's impossible to deal with even the idea of living in a world without each other says so much more than any of buck's acts of service alone. a best friend would help you take care of yourself and your kid after you have a mental breakdown, if you're physically injured, if you need help. it's the fact that nobody asked buck, it's the fact that he's the first person chris called, it's the fact that bobby didn't bat an eye, because of course buck's there to help eddie. it's a given. who else in the whole world would it be? because they're everything to each other. in a way that's just a little too much, a little too codependent, toes the line of friendship and lovelovelove a little too carelessly. they're not buck and eddie, best friends, they're buckandeddie, one word. and not because of any of action. because they're in massive stupid head over heels gay love with each other.
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elvensorceress · 16 hours
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Unless You Ask Me To
buck/eddie | very minor eddie/omc | 249K | WIP | AO3
It’s not the first time a man has ever looked at Eddie a certain way. It’s not the first time a man has ever hit on him or asked him out. It happens every so often. Not a lot. Once every six months or so? If he had to put a number to it?
But maybe it’s the first time Eddie’s actually considered saying yes.
He’s in a much better place than he was a year ago, and he’s never actually dated that many people. He met Shannon when he was nineteen and high school relationships didn’t really count, and he was technically married until not quite four years ago. And there was only one huge, sad mistake since then.
So, Eddie could say yes.
He could go on a date with this beautiful, nice man. That is a thing he can do. And maybe it would be good. Maybe it would explain a lot of things he’s always wondered about but never put into practice.
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Eddie dates a man for the first time, Buck is completely Fineℱ and not at all having a breakdown, and the way to love and happiness is not easy but they find it anyway.
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elvensorceress · 18 hours
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This week’s word is

đŸŽ¶ SONG đŸŽ¶
Find the word in any WIP and share the sentence containing it. Reply, reblog, stick it in the tags, tag us in a new post, or keep it private. All fandoms, all ships, all writers welcome.
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Don't forget about the Palestinians.
Don't forget about them now.
Don't forget about them tomorrow.
Don't forget about them in a week from now.
Don't forget about them in a month.
Don't forget them next year.
Don't forget them in 5 years.
When the history books start to update, don't let them put lies in there.
When documentaries come out, boycott the ones who call this a victory for Israel.
When books release talking about soldier's personal experiences with Palestine, remember the victims. Remember the truth.
Don't forget about what we've seen.
Don't forget about what we've heard.
Don't let them tell lies about Palestine.
Don't forget about the Palestinians when the world tries to make this go away.
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elvensorceress · 23 hours
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wip wednesday
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Eddie leans down, but only a little because his son is already ridiculously tall, and kisses Chris’ forehead. “You know you’re my favorite, right?” 
Chris rolls his eyes but grins. “Buck can be your favorite, too. I know he is.”
“It’s different. You both are. But you are always first. He thinks so, too. You’re our son. We love you more than anything.”
The smile fades a little and then disappears as quickly as it appeared. “He’s going to stay with us, right? He’s not going to leave?” 
Why is it always Chris who can so effectively drive a knife through Eddie’s chest with the way he’s suffered and lost and been in pain? Chris never should have had to experience so much pain. “Yes, Chris. He’s going to stay with us.” 
Chris gives him that pointed, very Shannon look that twists the knife so well. He sounds fragile and so much closer to being the heartbroken six year old who missed his mom than he is to being the teenage survivor that he is. “Promise?” 
He can’t promise that. Eddie can’t even say he believes it himself all the way. Why wouldn’t he fuck up and lose the best thing that’s ever happened to them? Why wouldn’t Buck get tired or fed up and leave Eddie? 
Eddie’s not enough for him. 
“I promise Buck is never going to leave you, okay?” Eddie tells him and it has to be enough. “You’ll always have him. He’s not going to stop being your dad for any reason.” 
Chris just looks at him with unending sorrow and eyes full of tears. “What about you? You need Buck, too. I know you do. He’s also your favorite and your ‘more than anything’ and he’s both of ours and I don’t want him to leave you either. I know how sad you were, Dad. I know you were. You’re not the same without him. You need him. We both need him. I don’t want you to be sad like that ever. I don’t want to— I don’t want to lose Buck like we lost Mom. He’s my dad and you love him and I don’t want to do that again. We can’t do that again.”
Jesus Christ. Can he have a chance to not be stabbed through the heart, thanks? 
“Chris—” What the fuck does Eddie even say? “Buck will always be my friend. Even if we don’t— even if—” 
He can’t breathe. He can’t. There’s no air. 
He has to swallow and get it together. It’s fine. He’s fine. The mere thought of having to break up is not going to make him panic. The thought of Chris losing another parent cannot make him panic either. 
It’s just— it’s not great. The whole idea of losing Buck is awful and he hates it and doesn’t want to even think such a thing let alone talk about it. 
But he has to say something. He has to reassure Chris. He blinks back his own tears and he can do this. They’ll figure it out. It’ll be okay. It has to. “If dating him doesn’t work out, Buck and I will still be friends.” 
They will be. Their relationship is so much more than dating and kissing and being in love. It’s strong enough to survive anything. It would be awful and Eddie honestly doesn’t know if he’d ever stop being in love with him even if they had to face the horrible reality of a divorce. How could his heart ever stop wanting Buck? But they would find a way to be friends. 
They might not be able to have a marriage, but they have to be in each other’s lives. That is nonnegotiable. They’d figure it out. 
“And he’d still be your dad,” Eddie adds. “None of that would change.”
Chris sniffs and still frowns. But he tries to at least look like he buys it. “He wouldn’t live here with us though.”
“No, probably not. But in a few years, you won’t want to live here either. You’ll want to go to college or get some fancy job or maybe you’ll travel, but you’ll have your own life to live wherever you want and do whatever you want. You won’t be here either.” 
It was supposed to be comforting, but it only makes Chris’ tears overflow. He goes back to hugging Eddie as tightly as possible and trying to stifle the way he cries.
Eddie simply hugs him in return and wishes he could banish away all his pain and anguish. But he doesn’t know how they would make it through losing Buck either. They would. They would have to. They have each other. 
But Buck is missing pieces and filled in needs and worlds of love and support for both of them. Eddie doesn’t know how they’d keep going if all of that is ripped away. They would, but. How? 
One step forward, one more breath. That’s all you can ever do. That’s what Bobby and Athena told him before. That’s all anyone can do. 
Eddie closes his eyes tightly and has to shut it off and he just needs to comfort his son. He can do that. He just needs to protect and love his son. 
After a tiny second of quiet, there’s movement at the doorway to the kitchen. And then Buck is wrapping around them both. Until they’re holding Chris between them while also gripping each other. 
They’ve all been through so much loss, so much trauma, why wouldn’t the scariest, most horrible nightmare imaginable be the thought of losing each other and their little family? 
Buck kisses them both, Chris on the side of his head and Eddie on his cheek, and he whispers promises of infallible, irrevocable love. Because he’s nothing if not his unfailing heart. 
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elvensorceress · 23 hours
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Wip Wednesday!
tagged by @eddiebabygirldiaz & @disasterbuckdiaz
For context Hen, Karen and Christopher are about to leave to bring Athena and Bobby to the surprise party
Hen had taken to standing while Christopher maneuvered his hands to grip onto the crutches correctly “Do you need to say bye to your Dad?”, she asked
Christopher nodded his head “Be right back”, he answered, moving into the kitchen and leaving the others behind.
Eddie was still finishing up plating the food which wasn’t much that was actually left but he and Ravi looked ready to move it very soon, he had turned his head towards Christopher who was nearing towards him “Everything okay?”, he asked
Christopher nodded his head, looking up at Eddie “I’m going to get Athena and Bobby”, he answered softly
Eddie turned his head towards Ravi for just a second who was just looking at him “Go on, I’ll finish it. Don’t worry”, Ravi assured him before Eddie’s attention was right back on Christopher, kneeling down in front of him they just hugged each other. It wasn’t a long hug but it was long enough for Christopher to just groan before he was let go
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thanks for the tags loves @disasterbuckdiaz @wikiangela đŸ©”
—here’s more from therapist eddie, ft. the buckley siblings đŸ«¶đŸŒ
Buck got into the car once Maddie arrived, relived to finally be off his feet and rid of the crutches for the time being.
“So, how was it? Was the third time the charm?”
Buck grumbled out an answer. What was he supposed to say? Oh, sure Mads, he was really cute, I loved the feeling of his hands on me. Oh, and I totally freaked out on him at the end and ditched a half hour early but he was cool with it for some reason. Yea, he would not be telling her any of that, thank you very much.
When Maddie didn’t say anything for too long, Buck looked over to her, a wide smile spreading across her face.
“They were cute, weren’t they?”
Buck rolled his eyes as he turned away from her.
“Shut up.”
Maddie laughed next to him, Buck keeping his smile to himself, tucking his face into his hoodie.
Buck had no idea why, but for the first time in months, he felt like everything was going to be ok. It certainly didn’t have anything to do with his new hot physical therapist. No definitely not.
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elvensorceress · 23 hours
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Knowing when to go home is important.
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elvensorceress · 24 hours
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WIP Wednesday 🌙
Tagged by @theotherbuckley who's got a lovely new idea in the works that I'm excited for :)
More of Forest Man fic because this story has me in the greatest chokehold and it isn't releasing its claws until I finish. But I'm not complaining. I am LOVING everything I am writing in this story and what's happening. Dedicated to Hippo once again. đŸ©”
“Because you need your car fixed.” Eddie sneers, turning around to face Buck, placing his fisted hands on his hips so he doesn’t do something stupid. “So you can leave.” “What?” Buck rocks back on his heels, blue eyes wide and hurt, “No! Eddie! I don’t—” He shakes his head, “I told you earlier, I want to be here with you.” “Well,” Eddie gestures vaguely towards the door, “You’ve got other options now. Tom seemed more than happy to take you to bed.” “I don’t want Tom!” “Then what?” A bitter laugh escapes him; he knows he’s acting based on emotions, but seeing Tom flirt so openly with Buck, seeing the way Tom had brushed Eddie off once more, after spending hours feeling seen by Buck, it had hurt. He’s hurt. And unfortunately, Buck is the only one around to take the brunt of it. “You sure as shit don’t want me.” “Why can’t I?” Buck fires back, stepping forward now, “Huh? Why can’t I want you?” “BECAUSE NO ONE WANTS ME!” “I DO!” “No,” Eddie’s voice cracks his time as he takes the step back, shaking his head, “No. You don’t. No one wants me. No one cares about me.” Buck’s face crumbles, “I get it. God, Eddie, do I get what that feels like—” “You don’t.” “Yes. I do.” The words are whispered.
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elvensorceress · 24 hours
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wip wednesday
tagged by @steadfastsaturnsrings @theotherbuckley @tizniz @diazsdimples @buddieswhvre @disasterbuckdiaz @dangerpronebuddie 💖💖💖
more of the cheating fic bc I said this is my main focus rn and it is haha (I might have something different for friday tho 🙈) I hope I'll finish this scene before I post all of it in snippets lol the convo just keeps going and going istg haha
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 “What are you doing here so early? After last night, I thought you two would be dead to the world the whole day.” she teases, then goes to get a cup of coffee.
“Hey, Karen.” Buck responds quietly, not answering the question. Hen does it for him.
“Buck’s having a crisis. He slept with Eddie.” Hen says, and Karen turns towards them, eyes wide, but then the surprise turns into a smile.
“Well, finally.” she chuckles, reaching into the cupboard for a mug. “I thought it’d take them decades to figure it out.” she pauses, then frowns, turning towards Buck again. And he chooses to ignore that comment, because what the hell did she even mean? “Wait, what happened with you and Taylor? When did you guys break up? Did I miss some 118 gossip?” she asks, shooting her wife a questioning look.
“No, you didn’t, they’re still together..” Hen responds, scrutinizing gaze not leaving Buck. “He cheated on her.”
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elvensorceress · 24 hours
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wip wednesday
tagged by @wikiangela @disasterbuckdiaz @tizniz @theotherbuckley @steadfastsaturnsrings
thank you darlins! <3
why yes, i have more calls fic for yall. for context, eddie has just gotten home from therapy but can't quite manage to get out of the truck yet
Maybe he doesn’t want Chris and Buck to see him like this.
Not that it’s not anything new to them-the way that every bit of fight he built up within himself year after year has fled him, leaving him dry and loose and weary; the dark circles under his eyes and the sickly pallor of his skin, every single wretched demon within him clawing out of his mind and painting themselves over his body; and the slow and rough cadence of his voice, hoarse from words and tears he can’t admit to releasing, not yet.
But he hates that they keep having to see it, that he isn’t an easy fix, that he is something to worry about, that he is going to have to work to get better, and he is just so tired of it all.
They deserve better.
And maybe, just maybe, he does too.
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WIP Wednesday
i went down a rabbit hole watching pole classes and decided to skip that section for today because it's going to be longer than anticipated. Instead, I started working on what happens after the pole dancing class.
“S-so you were a stripper,” Buck took a breath and tried to take his eyes off of Eddie, but he couldn’t seem to make himself do it. He hadn’t had time to talk to Eddie about it between rushed showers and changing for dinner, but now they were back at the hotel for the night, the rest of the party already in their own rooms.  “Yeah, for about a year,” Eddie said, looking up from where he was kicking his shoes off. “Did you want another show?” “I-I -” “All you have to do is ask, Buck,” Eddie said, walking over to where Buck was sitting on the desk chair. “I didn’t usually do private dances, but I never had anyone as pretty as you to dance for either.” Buck swallowed, his mouth dry. This was a side of Eddie Buck had never seen before - somehow both goofy and sexy with all of his charm turned up to 1000. It was almost too much, especially after seeing Eddie on the pole earlier that day. But Buck had also seen the joyful way Eddie had laughed while he did a sit spin on the pole, the way Eddie had looked at Buck all soft and fond after Buck fell on his ass.  Maybe this was the natural tipping point for him and Eddie. Maybe all the times he’d stolen glances at Eddie, only to catch Eddie already looking had been a sign. Maybe the way Eddie bullied Buck into staying the night, to staying in his bed with him weekend after weekend, had been a sign too. In fact, maybe Buck was bad at reading signs.  “Or maybe I’ve been reading this wrong,” Eddie said quickly, taking a step back. Buck reached out and grabbed him by the waist, his hands fit perfectly and maybe that was a sign too.  “You’re really not,” Buck said just as quickly.  “Well in that case, no touching the dancers,” Eddie chided with a teasing smile, putting his hands on Buck’s wrists, moving them from his waist to Buck’s own thighs.
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i know you hate it but I'm totally for a drunken hook up, because something needs to happen between them that they can't simply dismiss as just friends/brothers. You have to do something that's gonna force the issue, and lightning strike, and shooting, and ptsd didn't work.
Why would a drunken hookup work? Actually, why does that seem like something plausible for these two characters? Because I simply cannot see it. You guys seem so focused on getting a quick get-together moment that you're kinda missing the long story that's been building for several seasons now. At this point it's not about one big thing, it's about the culmination of everything that's already happened.
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why should palestinians have to leave behind their land because israel wont stop killing them. why should anyone have to leave behind their life and memories and sentimental value just because an aggressor is left unchallenged. please think this sentiment through and delete it from your thoughts. instead of blaming an oppressed people for living in a hostile land, ask who is making that land hostile to live in.
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Unless You Ask Me To
buck/eddie | very minor eddie/omc | 249K | WIP | AO3
It’s not the first time a man has ever looked at Eddie a certain way. It’s not the first time a man has ever hit on him or asked him out. It happens every so often. Not a lot. Once every six months or so? If he had to put a number to it?
But maybe it’s the first time Eddie’s actually considered saying yes.
He’s in a much better place than he was a year ago, and he’s never actually dated that many people. He met Shannon when he was nineteen and high school relationships didn’t really count, and he was technically married until not quite four years ago. And there was only one huge, sad mistake since then.
So, Eddie could say yes.
He could go on a date with this beautiful, nice man. That is a thing he can do. And maybe it would be good. Maybe it would explain a lot of things he’s always wondered about but never put into practice.
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Eddie dates a man for the first time, Buck is completely Fineℱ and not at all having a breakdown, and the way to love and happiness is not easy but they find it anyway.
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