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elevenskgs · 4 months
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im living off of coffee and nic for the next 2 months
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elevenskgs · 5 months
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I didn’t eat for three days so I could be lovely ✨
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elevenskgs · 5 months
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i wish i got a text like this
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elevenskgs · 5 months
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elevenskgs · 11 months
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i don’t understand my bf when he says he loves my body. he just has to be lying because i hate the way i look.
But who will love me if I am fat ?
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elevenskgs · 11 months
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“Starving yourself can make you feel euphoric, like a drug addict or an alcoholic. It’s not about thin enough, right? there’s no thin enough. It doesn’t exist. What you crave is the numbing of the thing you don’t want to feel.”
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elevenskgs · 2 years
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it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger it's just mental hunger.
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elevenskgs · 2 years
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i’m desperate to lose weight before school starts in like 2 weeks.
Weight Loss Knot Spell!
I just posted up a nice spell I found online! To be honest I don’t know how serious it is or how much it will work, but it never hurts to try. SPELLS THAT AFFECT YOU ARE ALSO DANGEROUS. BE CAREFUL. VERY, VERY CAREFUL.
Here.
One of the best known weight loss spells around is the Magick Knot Spell. It makes use of black embroidery floss and a series of spells which you need to chant during the whole process of making nine knots out of the long floss. This is how it usually goes:
First Knot : By know of one, I now ignite, a reduction in my appetite
Second Knot: By knot of two, my metabolism, becomes an active mechanism
Third Knot: By knot of three, I bind desire, for unhealthy foods; it now expires
Fourth Knot: By knot of four, I bind the urge, to binge and gobble, gorge and splurge
Fifth Knot: By knot of five, inertia goes, and exercise, I do not oppose
Sixth Know: By knot of six, all excess weight, is bound to quickly dissipate
Seventh Knot: By knot of seven, I resist, serving larger than two fists
Eight Knot: By know of eight, insecurity goes, self-worth buds, and blooms, and grows
Ninth Knot: By knot of nine, I bind setbacks, so I stay easily on track
BY THE WAY WHICH I FORGOT TO MENTION - 
Losing weight at such a young age is extremely dangerous. I don’t recommend doing a spell to lose weight, I believe possibly eating better would benefit you more. Please be safe. Don’t pay attention to your BMI, like thechubbygoth said. If you would like to lose weight lose it as a slow paste. Dont try and lose 80lbs all together. AND DO NOT RESORT TO ANY UNHEALTHY BEHAVIOR. Please, PLEASE, be careful.
Thank you too thechubbygoth for saying something. My complete bad.
Hope this helps, Blessed Be, Lilith A. ~
Sending love and luck your way~~
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elevenskgs · 2 years
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My obsession
I have an obsession with losing weight. There is nothing more satisfying than going to bed with my stomach growling and waking up dizzy. I love it it feels like a high. Will it kill me? Maybe. But i don’t care. All i want is be as thin as possible and to see my bones. I want to see the number on the scale drop every morning, and if that means that i have to go weeks without food then i’ll do it.
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elevenskgs · 2 years
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i don’t need thinspo or meanspo when i have my parents. Today my dad said “wow you’re actually looking thinner, you should keep starving yourself cause it’s working”. Then when i was eating and my mom said “that’s enough food, you’ve already eaten too much today”, keep in mind that i had only ate a yogurt. I literally never want to eat again after that.
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elevenskgs · 2 years
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Getting dizzy when standing up
or
Being so bloated and wanting to throw up?
pick your pain
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elevenskgs · 2 years
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Fav quotes from ed songs
“the secret is to just be empty”
“ You want to eat? Bite your tongue.”
“Don’t want to stay an embarrassment, just have to stomach it”
“Fine I admit i’m addicted, but the hunger feels good”
“I’m hungry with no appetite”
“Just fill up on water and shame, no i’m not hungry i just ate”
song: “empty” by Boyinaband and Jaiden
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elevenskgs · 2 years
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having to restart a fast because you binged and now you feel full and disgusting<<<<<
waking up with a growlingg stomackk >>>>>>>
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elevenskgs · 2 years
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Im starving because....
• I hate the feeling of my thighs touching
• I hate the way my stomach looks
• I hate how my legs look in skirts
• I hate how big my arms look
• I can't look in the mirror without feeling disgusted by what I see
• I hate feeling self conscious about how my body looks when I go out
• I hate how huge my hips look in any style of jeans
• I hate feeling insecure next to my skinny friends
• I hate my every single fat on my body
• I hate that overthink every movement I make, to make sure no one notices how fat I am
• I'm tried of bring fat and gross
• I worry ill never lose weight if I do eat
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I'm starving because I want to be pretty
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elevenskgs · 2 years
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my dream body.
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elevenskgs · 2 years
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love everything about this
THIS POST IS FOR MY MOTIVATION
2022 WEIGHT LOSS MOTIVATION & GOALS
(I saw someone else do this and decided to make one for myself. All credit goes to whoever i saw. I forgot their username :|)
For years now you have been trying to and failing to lose weight. When you do, you gain it back easily like it was never gone in the first place. Never going to far out of fear.
But I’m tired of it. I’m sick and tired of hating myself. Sick and tired of being deemed lesser because of how my body looks compared to the Beauty standard. Sick of being fat and unable to wear what I want to wear. To self conscious to go out in tight clothing and looking bad I’m everything I do chose.
BUT. THAT. STOPS. NOW!
It’s going to be hard and long but consistency is key!
You will…
Restrict your food
Count your calories
Fast
Skip meals
Pick healthier options
Not finish meals
Exercise daily
Walk at least 10,000 steps
Do sit ups when you’re bored
Drink 2 liters of water a day
Anything and everything to reach your goal. No matter how difficult and painful it might seem. This last for a moment, while the joy you feel fo your body will last forever.
You will not…
Binge on food
Go past your calorie limit
Drink anything but water, tea, or coffee
Skip workouts
Make excuses
If you want to mess up then…
Read meanspo
Read thinspo
Read motivational quotes
Go through tik tok and watch skinny girls dance
Workout
Search disgusting videos
Search disgusting food pictures.
Go outside
Call a friend
Drink water
Watch a show
Binge on a low calorie food
My Goals & Milestones
(Jan 8) 160 lbs
(Jan 15) 157 lbs
(Jan 22) 154 lbs
(Jan 29) 151 lbs
(Feb 5) 148 lbs
(Feb 12) 145 lbs
(Feb 19) 142 lbs
(Feb 26) 139 lbs
(March 5) 126 lbs
(March 12) 123 lbs
(March 19) 120 lbs
✨UGW ✨
(March 24) 115 lbs
Things to look forward to…
Low rise jeans
Crops tops
Tight clothing
Tank tops
Bikinis
Jealousy gazes
Envious people
Showing up the people who looked down on you before
Being picked up
Sitting on laps instead of being sat on
Sharing clothing
Other people’s clothing looking to big on you
Eyes staring at you in shock of how much would changed
People coming up to you begging for you secrets
Existing without being judged because of my looks
Showing everyone up
Meansp0, th1nsp0, motivation, and more
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elevenskgs · 2 years
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This blog is pretty much to hold me accountable and for motivation. Idk if anyone will actually see this or if ppl are still active on tumbler since everyone uses edtwt but i still wanted to come back here. I’ll be posting regularly. Rn i’m on a fast the longest i’ve ever gone has been three days which is pathetic to me so i’m going to try to do more than that. Okay bye!
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