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"The Constellation Banquet"
Manhwa: Omniscient Reader
Fan musical performed by Team Spade
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me, my bf, and the younger version of the dark lord he has a crush on
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They're tied in a cycle of rebirth and reincarnation. Yuji hates him, and to his relief, his feelings are reciprocated. They don't like each other, but they keep meeting, whether it's once in a thousand, a hundred or ten years.
"Enjoy the view, brat", Sukuna says, staring at the obliterated ward of Shibuya. Yuji feels excruciating pain in his chest. Sukuna just likes to see him suffer. He will never admit it, but beneath that depravity, deep within his rotten, deformed soul, lies the desire for validation. Love is power, strength, and only the strong ones stay in God's graces. He regards Yuji like he regards a mirror, and sees a boy who cries, struggles and perseveres. And he sees himself.
#sukuita#sukuna x yuuji#itasuku#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fic#fanfiction#sukuna x itadori#sukuna#itadori yuuji#jjk fanfic#itadori#shounen ai#bl fic
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AU where Bakugou always hated Deku because he gives off that villain vibe
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King's Avatar.
Youtube: Aer Dun.
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More than anything in the world, Rosalind Lang wanted redemption, and if this was how she got it, then so be it.
— FOUL LADY FORTUNE, CHLOE GONG
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How to put “wrote fan-fiction” on your résumé:
Leveraged an inventory of established fictional character and setting elements to generate a disruptive custom-curated narrative entertainment asset.
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Hi, BakuDeku family...
It’s been awhile. A very long while.
Many life changes, many priorities shifting. Fanfiction has become far less of an intrigue for me (especially compared to personal original projects), but an idea sparked out of the banks and spilled into my fingers and the ink is starting to sling again.
I still read messages from you all every single day, whether in my DMs on here or in my email inbox. Forever thankful for you and your support.
That being said…
A new BakuDeku fic is coming your way this Halloween.
The first break in a very long drought.
Who’d a thunk?
If you’re interested in reading it, would love to see you there. Thanks for even taking a chance on reading my stories and engaging with it in such an incredibly tight-knit community.
Halloween, at 10:00 PM, PST.
I’ll be posting the story then.
Any guesses on what it could be?
Thanks for reading. <3
- Drifty
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Deku: I want to be like All Might
All For One: Okay 👍
Credit goes to @knarl_
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Dad All for One.
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ceo of comphet deku who has never considered liking a boy before
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Idk why wouldn’t he remember, things between him and Kacchan would be so much easier if they didn’t lose their memories all the time or randomly pass out
Lately I’ve seen posts about [the lie] of Deku not knowing what triggered the awakening of Black Whip. And yeah, it can be agreed, that was weird. But Deku is not typically known for lying. The thought of Kacchan knowing how much he means to Deku (still)… could that have been scary to him? Because Deku has a hard time saying how he feels to Kacchan in particular, that will always be a possibility. And is probably most likely as well.
But, there are still two other avenues to explore that we can’t ignore. Is Horikoshi not wanting to acknowledge it in a shounen manga? I used to wonder this a little bit, but after some thinking I’m starting to believe it might simply be: Deku is not easily remembering his traumas. Let’s dive down this rabbit hole!
Deku not remembering what happens in the times where he loses control of his heart might be a thing.
Like with Shigaraki.
Kacchan specifically asked him “Do you remember what I told you when I got stabbed?” And Deku said he didn’t. But lets think about this for one moment.
Those could have been Kacchan’s last words to Deku, so it seems pretty poignant and noteworthy that he should forget them so easily, right? Maybe they were never even committed to memory. Because maybe, he has no clearcut recollection of what happened after at all. The Kacchan obsessed Deku not being able to remember Kacchan’s potential last words to him is a HUGE tell.
Even the fact that his lack of memories of that particular time was brought up during their conversation is quite strange and seemed a little inorganically placed there… possibly to establish a pattern? matte matte matte! Thinking back, hasn’t this already happened multiple times now? With this, Deku Not Remembering TRAUMATIC Events Properly has actually become a thing.
Because it also happened during their training camp, when Deku collapsed after the complete defeat and loss of Kacchan.
Speaking of which, when Kacchan was taken, Deku got super angry and possessive. It’s still amazing to me that his possessive behaviour towards Kacchan was noted and acknowledged by a third party in the manga. And that is why I want to say because of this one instance, Horikoshi not wanting to acknowledge the real trigger of Black Whip in a boys manga and make Deku “lie” for personal and professional reasons: I am gonna rule that out.
Because Horikoshi has already once acknowledged how much ownership Izuku feels over Katsuki’s existence, by his own imagination and creation through Compress, which in itself was a pretty odd exchange for a shounen manga to have in the first place. It means Horikoshi has shown from very early on he is not afraid of explicitly expressing the complex and sometimes nonsensical feelings the two protags have for each other.
Back to the story: When he lost Kacchan to the villains, Deku completely lost all cognition and cried out loud in unfiltered despair as he crumpled on the ground. Deku was in so much pain, not from the injuries, but the anguish inflicted on his psyche from losing the one person he cares about more than anything.
This image was so powerful that the anime left it unanimated there for five seconds. The scene was so powerful that anyone who saw it understood how important to him Kacchan is, if they didn’t know that already. I wouldn’t be surprised if the ones there gossiped a little bit because Kirishima, who wasn’t even there, seemed to be especially empathetic towards Izuku after it happened.
(Really makes you wonder why any of their classmates don’t point out how they really feel for each other to the both of them. For example, if Kacchan had known how Izuku acted (see above) after he got taken, would DvK2 have even happened at least in the way it did with him being delusional about how Izuku feels about him? I seriously doubt it. He might even have wanted to get to the bottom of Izuku’s strong feelings for him because in Kacchan’s shoes, and with their history, I would find it super confusing and even a little sussy.)
So after that complete mental breakdown in front of some classmates, Deku was in hospital on copium. You know, with the big dopey “I am dissociating from reality” eyes he gets. He actually even thinks the words: “I don’t remember a single thing.”
He even begins to dissociate again the second he remembers mama Inko’s words during her breakdown about the dangers of him becoming a hero. (Said after he escaped Shigaraki at the mall.)
He either doesn’t want to or isn’t able to think about the traumatising, negative happenings in his life and by internalising all of it, maybe he has simply become horrible at processing and controlling his feelings and emotions and gets these almost borderline (bpd) type attacks when his emotions overflow their smolbean container. (The one above of him crying on the ground in particular resonated very strongly with me.)
When his classmates came, that got him remembering what happened again and Deku broke down crying because losing Kacchan had become a serious ptsd for him. This was an event so traumatising that his mind couldn’t cope with knowing it ever happened and sort of lost track of it to protect his heart. Deku locked everything away inside because he didn’t want to experience his broken heart anymore.
So is it really Deku not wanting to admit to AM and Kacchan that Kacchan’s honour was insulted and stuff just kinda happened?
(Side note: That is some major side-eye there, Kacchan. This could be way over-analysing things but the drawing of Kacchan’s always distrustful face and that speech bubble about external catalyst ending up over it feels uncoincidental and awkwardly funny to me. Like Horikoshi intentionally omitted out the real trigger from the dialogue but drew a panel that carries a 4th-wall-breaking air of “BUT WE ALL KNOW THE TRIGGER AND HES SITTING RIGHT THERE”. Sadly, the anime gave the side-eye no justice lol.)
Or is there a bigger issue here of Deku internalising everything bad that happens so much to the point he, at least initially, forgets it ever even happened?
I think we have enough evidence here to suggest the latter, that he wasn’t lying, at least not intentionally. Him forgetting a lot about traumatic experiences that cause him to lose control is being used as his defence mechanism because he is unable to cope with processing certain stuff.
Namely, Kacchan’s presence being forcibly removed from him,
a terrifying new quirk springing forth from his body because he feels so much empathy towards how hurt Kacchan was about the issue, before he could even process his feelings of anger at Monoma for insulting his Kacchan,
and the thought of Kacchan getting hurt or dying.
I think that these events were so traumatic for Izuku that his mind became warped and confused about what actually happened. It’s not that he’s being intentionally misleading when directly asked “why”, but due to unknown mental issues, he feels negative experiences too strongly and not being able to cope with his feelings and the subsequent [Feral Mode: Activate]s can make him an unreliable narrator of his own memories and story.
When it comes down to it, I think Kacchan is so deeply imbedded in Deku’s heart, his sense of empathy with Kacchan is so extreme that any attack against Kacchan is always taken very personally (see: Possessive Deku) and Deku goes wild and loses control of himself and his emotions (see: Feral Deku), and for at least three instances it has gotten to the point where he doesn’t seem to remember the circumstances surrounding it.
And lastly, we simply can’t overlook the pink elephant of an underlying theme in the manga. The pattern of him losing control and acting crazy for the sake of Kacchan. It’s definitely there. That pattern exists. But maybe, to Izuku, during the times he loses control, it all just becomes a blur to him.
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