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dustyvenusstuff · 2 years
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Trying a liquid fast tomorrow
I don't think there has been a day in my disgusting life where I haven't consumed anything. There has not been a period in my chaotic teen adolescence where for 24 beautiful hours I didn't let myself just survive on liquid like some sort of machine or better yet, a flower.
A sentence that might read as funny to some, and yet I'm sitting here drenched in my own shame and disgust. I've been struggling with ed habits for a few years now and sometimes I just plead with myself to have more self-control. I am not an anorexic girl. I'm a binging moron.
Again, I have not tried to fast, so I'm even a bit confused about how it works. What are the forbidden liquids (besides the obvious...)? What are the staple drinks of a liquid fast? How many calories are off-limits? How to survive school while fasting (this one is really important)? If anyone can educate me, I will be forever thankful.
So I guess that is it. I will blog my thoughts and what I ate tomorrow.  I'm sorry for dumping my somewhat unfiltered thoughts. Oh, also, English is not my first language, so I'm really sorry if my punctuation or spelling is off.
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