Life update:

I felt it was only right to update you all on why I’ve been away and why I haven’t been posting anything anymore.

The last two years have been hard for me and I experienced a trauma that had sent me into panic attacks and had changed the way I looked at the world.

This sadly had affected my ability to draw or do most forms of art. Where doing art used to be a safe haven and a form of therapy- it turned into a place I could no longer go to for assurance.

This is still something I’m working through each day, but at present it’s very difficult for me to even lift a pencil to paper without going into a panic attack. I’ve found other artistic means to still be creative- but drawing hasn’t been one of them yet.

I thank you all who continue to enjoy the works I have posted. My hope is that it continues to bring you joy.

I have no idea when I’ll be able to draw fully again but thank you for your support and understanding at this time.

Grief Journal series - 01: Dear one

I love you, and I’m sorry I wasn’t strong enough to show you that. I’m sorry that where I was at the time I was filled with fear, insecurity, and still trying to find myself. Find my voice. Find my own strength.

They say if you love someone, you let them go. If they love you and it’s meant to be they’ll return to you.

You may not want to come back. I understand. It makes me sad but I love and respect you enough to listen. You are beautiful no matter what. Please know that. Please be happy. Please.

I am so happy to announce that my Etsy shop is finally open! *does a happy dance* I am happy to say that I am working on new charms, and will be posting pre-orders for those as soon as I can!
Once again thank you to everyone who has supported me and who continue to support me through all of this! I’d like to give a special shout out to : @pinke-promise @cierathenighthawk @fearofprayer @mirroredfear @misschimotosuwa-blog @fangirl-muses @pastpassages - This all would not of been made possible without your help and support. From the bottom of my heart, thank you all so so much.

Commissioned for @misschimotosuwa-blog ~ Thank you so very much for letting me draw this for you! :D

(Click to enlarge the image) **Please do not edit or upload anywhere - ask for permission thanks**

**All commission slots taken!**

Thank you so much to those who have asked for commissions lately! There has been a flood of people asking and I feel so grateful that I can help to bring everyone’s vision to life.

I always like to take my time and do the absolute best work I can do on a commission. I will be sure to let everyone know when I’ll be ready to take on more commissions. Thank you to everyone for the interest, and thank you to those currently waiting for me to start their commission! From the bottom of my heart - thank you! ♥️

Hi everyone! I recently had a couple of fans make a request for me to start making and selling my charms again. They have been so kind to also ask for my Shall we date - The Niflheim charms as well. I’m feel so humbled and grateful, thank you to all of you who constantly support me on here and on @dreams2art @kawaii-ash

So I wanted to do a poll as to charms you’d all like to see in a first batch. I was thinking of finishing the rest of the Niflhiem set like Jean, Philippe, and Nick... but I wanted to know what you’d all like to see beforehand.

Please reblog or put a comment below! Thank you all so much ❤️

Been doodling a bit here and there, but been taking a bit of a personal hiatus. I’ll try to post when I can. Hope you all are keeping well in mind, body, and soul.

(Click to enlarge the image) **Please do not edit or upload anywhere - ask for permission thanks**

.: Karno - Star Crossed Myth :. 

**Commissioned piece for @diagnosed-by-doyle - thank you so so much for sharing your vision of this piece with me! It was nice to be able to sink into the SCM universe again :3 It was a lot of fun and brought me back to many beautiful memories and stories.

(Click to enlarge the image) **Please do not edit or upload anywhere - ask for permission thanks** If you love this piece love and reblog as your beautiful heart desires! Thank you and stay well lovelies <3

I just want to say your art is edifying. It's uplifting, it's lovely, it's cute, it makes me sigh, it, makes me smile. All your different styles are wonderful and expressive. Thank you for sharing your talent and skill with the Cybird fandom community. You are a gift!

Oh my gosh! I’m so terribly sorry I just got this! Aww... thank you so much for taking the time to write all this. *cries* Thank you for the kind and uplifting comment, it really means a lot and truly makes my day. If I can make people smile or laugh that’s what I want to do! ❤️😭😭😭

I feel so blessed to be a part of this wonderful community. Everyone in this community are really wonderful loving people, and I’m just so grateful to be a part of it. Thank you so much. *sends a big hug to you*

Two weeks in self isolation... well I guess it gives me more time to sketch and catch up on my many art pieces that have been waiting patiently for me to work on them.

Wishing everyone love and health and sending you all the biggest internet hug I can! ❤️

(Click to enlarge the image) **Please do not edit or upload anywhere- ask for permission thanks ** Feel free to share by linking to the image here on tumblr, my Twitter/pixiv thank you 🤗

“There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so.” - Hamlet by William Shakespeare

**Commissioned art piece - Thanks to Mike for allowing me to draw this for your girlfriend for Valentine’s Day** A little late in posting this, my husband and I have been quite ill for a while... so this piece was completed a while ago now. Thanks for viewing ✨

FFXIV - Love in the sea of clouds

(Click to enlarge the image) **Please do not edit or upload anywhere - ask for permission thanks** Feel free to share by linking the image back to tumblr or pixiv thank you, 🤗

**Commissioned piece for @fearofprayer - thank you so much for being my lovely muse to draw from the Niflhiem again** Thanks for viewing ✨

King Jean wooing the lovely @fearofprayer from the Niflheim- Shall we date

(Click to enlarge the image) **Please do not edit or upload anywhere - ask for permission thanks** Feel free to share by linking the image back to tumblr or pixiv thank you, 🤗

“I play my cards close to my chest” ~ Saint Germain

Was replaying Code:Realize while I was sick and even though Saint still remains my favourite character in the series (followed closely by Impey) .... I once again realize that Saint is a bit crazy. I mean that amount of time and the things he’s done (I get it) but damn my dear. Ahahaha... *coughs then sips tea* Wanted to portray the creepiness of this situation where he chases after Cardia after she escapes the mansion.

Thank you for viewing! (Click to enlarge the image) **Please do not edit or upload anywhere - Ask for permission thanks** Feel free to share the links from here, my Twitter, or my Pixiv page! ❤️

I love your alisaie please draw her more I'm obsessed by this redmage that stole my gay heart. Send help

Aww thank you so much 🤗 Yes she simply is lovely isn’t she! I’ll definitely be doing more FFXIV art in my spare time for sure. No need to send help sweetie, you be hot for her as much as your heart desires! ❤️

Super excited to post this commission piece for @diagnosed-by-doyle (thank you again so much for asking me to create your vision❤️)

Ikémen vampire - Arthur (The dark prince)

(Click to enlarge the image) **Please do not edit or upload anywhere - Ask for permission thanks** Feel free to share by linking to the image back on tumblr or pixiv, thank you 🤗