i knew but i was a bit in denial. Anyway good for you

ty but also im so sorry... it happens. im a little glad i didnt post what i had bc it wouldve been unsatisfying. im working on a fic in another fandom now

hey i just wanna know if slash tp is alive and well or if we should start planning the funeral

sorry bro i left the fandom...

dude the fucking fandom is so fucking. god. fuck. jesus fucking christ. like ppl bitching about miraculous salt and all that shit is like - don't get me wrong it's irritating and fucked and stupid but like that shit is NOTHING compared to what we went through almost daily yk? i see people complaining about how bad it is in the fandom and how ridiculous people complaining about a literal kids' show is and i get that!! i feel that!! i understand you!! it's dumb!! i see it too! don't get me wrong about that!. HOWEVER. the amount of shit salters in this fucking fandom get up to is like - it's validly annoying but god it's literally nothing compared to how - like i feel like i'd be hard pressed to find another fandom that fucks with you mentally as much as that one. it was fun! it was good! it helped me through hard times! but dear. fucking. god. the bad was not worth the good. i just had no other good. and now i do so. i'm not as invested. thank fuck. i have other fandoms. thank fuck. it's fucking glorious. it's healthier. less fomo, less - every volatile emotion, less crazy people, it's lovely. i mean i still care about him and like his work but now i can simultaneously loop his EP and get work done, i can put videos off streams off, i can see people spamming about drama and not give a shit anymore because like - whatever happened is fucked up cos it always is (and this probably sounds like shitty but idc) and i feel bad for him but i'm not fucking up my fucking education and literally failing two classes because of stupid internet trolls causing drama that fucks with my mental health. god. (yes that actually happened. i was on track to being top in the class with both)

sorry that was a whole vent. basically i'm in a better place now that i'm only on the peripherals and it's great. what's funny is he literally got me to the peripherals bc the christmas streams made me feel happy enough to be able to stop relying on him like an addiction but it's been eight months and i feel like a recovered drug addict sometimes. recovered alcoholic who takes a sip of wine every now and then. lol. but like most drama in other fandoms doesn't faze me now bc like. yall have. no idea.

i get u anon........... it was way too exhausting being in that fandom. every fandom sucks esp if theyre big but boy oh boy. that shit was SOMETHING ELSE. im praying mlb lasts for me bc im really liking it here even tho parts of the fandom r getting like upset and leaving etc etc but well thats part and parcel of life im here and new people join every day and im looking forward to posting my fic even tho i know it will never be as popular as sadf and its a new fandom im writing for so theres this Fear

completely understandable !!!! miss ur presence in the fandom tho :( hope the miraculous fandom is treating u well otherwise i will Crush Them

so far MUCH better. i mean i haven’t been here Too long and i haven’t posted my fic yet but… praying things will continue to be good ❤️❤️❤️

u mean it in like 'i don't care about dnf anymore way'? also HI how u doing, i saw u in my notifications and went :O

kinda? yeah i genuinely just don’t have much or any interest anymore 😭😭 im not really a hater i have notifs on still bc im too lazy to turn everything off and sometimes i see stuff on twitter (i silence twitter notifs so they dont buzz my phone) but i just think im genuinely in such a better place Not being in this fandom. i think its too emotionally draining and exhausting and honestly like a torture chamber. like the kick situation rn alone?? isnt even that bad KDKSKDE but ya im glad im away

do you still believe dnf is real

more like. i dont really care if theyre real if that makes sense. sorry :(

AFSDGFHCJVHYGJ<UTGXVBFCFHG !!!! <33333 hi, i just read SADF, i'm going to die, it WAS SO GOOOOOOD

like i don't even usually like smut but somehow you made it good and i just love the way you did the dynamics and how they strated developeing actual feelings for each other and just AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

thank you so, so, SO much

thank u for enjoying it i genuinely appreciate it so much, also so so sorry for taking so long to reply :( LOVE U!!!

i was going thru my following list and wow i forgot this blog existed hi, i used to send u tons of anons 🤸

how's your normalpilled era going? how's been the gossiping? lol also the darker timeline sucks

i have made some new friends and have been having a lovely time. i do miss getting regular anons a lot tho

random and i haven’t done it in a long while but i looked through sadf mentions on twt and i saw someone hating JFJDNDND and i wont lie its so obvious when certain people… just do not understand/relate to issues/mindsets portrayed in certain stories

Just wanted to say u were my favourite blog before Dream got outed as a creep

well um if it helps my blog literaphobe is about other stuff now so maybe one day i’ll be your fave blog again 😭😭😭

icb you’re still here i thought you packed your bags and left town😭 what are your thoughts on the twitter dressay

in all honesty i dont think ive ever ‘left town’ i just don’t go to town meetings anymore but i walk around the famers market and hear ALLL the gossip. also ngl like i mean i always like to see things in the worst possible way and the best possible way if that makes sense. so that i believe neither. best intentions scenario: he was really upset and thought that was the only thing he had left to do also he was scared. worst intentions scenario: he wanted His people to think q’s a bad guy and know its Over. either way its his right to do what he wants. my take is no matter the case by writing the essay he killed any chance of a reconciliation w q. which isn’t necessarily a bad thing obviously! i have no idea what the fuck is going on in q’s mind. i think he’s insane but i find it a little funny. its also sad but mostly insane and well ill just say thank FUCK im not hyperfixated anymore 😭😭 sometimes tho i get mcc tweet notifications for mcc and a part of me is like sad that i dont see dream in mcc?? even tho like. i mostly am indifferent. but that’s okay like we can’t help our feelings things are just what they are

took @saintaches to the garden w the penis cacti that inspired ch7 of sadf today

will you and saint kiss

we had sex @saintaches confirm

just met @saintaches she’s very hot and alpha looking

i could “listen” to you talk about mcc stats for hours

thank u :D remember when u guys would literally listen to me talk about mcc stats on stream. man remember when i streamed. sometimes i wonder if i should do that again bc certain friends and people at school have told me i have a really good voice

Wdym I’m too busy playing tomodachi life and making dnf reenact sadf

AWWWW what are u making them reenact in particular

sot got made a lot easier bc last time no one got anything done but they overshot the target and now it was too easy

they always fuck it up man 😭😭😭 always way too hard or way too easy stats dont mean shit no more LOL