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explanation for my absence

My mom banned tumblr at home this monday after what happened at school.  Now I am mostly accessing it from friends’ homes and school when I’m allowed to.  I also am restricted from it on my phone. so here’s the story.

Like I said in a previous post, on Monday I wore booty short and a white T-shirt that read “Friendzone the Patriarchy” on it.  Yes my butt was hanging out, yes people could see a little bit of my tummy.  Yes it was sexy, but I have no desire to be sexy to cis men (especially white ones) so it was by no means intended to be “Distracting”.  I am also really beautiful and I just love myself so I feel sexy all the time.  But NO there was no reason to prioritize my outfit as a “distraction” when the actions of other have nothing to do with my body.  In a way I’m glad I did it because it was a meaningful protest that drew attention to a serious cause.  But I’m still getting shit for it.

Before second period even came around, one of the principal’s aides came into my classroom and reported that in first period some people had made complaints.  My second period teacher agreed (of course) and said what I was wearing was inappropriate.  I can’t help but think that if I didn’t have such a curvaceous waist, big boobs and thick booty that nobody would have said anything.  AFAB people who are conventionally feminine and attractive terrify the patriarchy more than anyone.  We can basically do anything if given free reign and they wanted to take my freedom away.  The only other time it got this bad was when they gave me detention when I wrote “genderfuck” on the standardized test sheet for gender (although, it’s important to note I no longer identify as genderfuck).

My mom was called into school (I wonder why not my DAD? They just kind of assumed my mom wasn’t working, which she isn’t, but that’s beside the point) to take me home.  On the way home my mom kept going, “I am serious, Madison, I am serious, no more of this.”  I told her that her internalized misogyny and slut shaming is toxic and actually abusive.  Then she told me I “don’t know what abuse is.”  Like I’m going to let a cis white woman gendersplain everything to me and experience-police me.  She is abusive, end of story.  

So the minute we got home she set up parental controls on the computers so now basically all i can do is homework and nothing meaningful.  So this is what happens when a nb genderkitten dares to express sexuality.  Her LITERAL FREEDOM OF SPEECH is removed.

Super Smash Bros. For Wii U and 3DS now Rated M for Mature. Please understand.

okay this is from spirited away and i think it is possibly the most beautiful thing.

Sunset and sunrise // Jefferson Park Wilderness, Oregon

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I am currently partnering with Toby Allen (zestydoesthings) to bring his Real Monsters series to life as plushies.

The Real Monsters were created in 2013, and envisaged mental health conditions as monsters who literally followed you around. Cute yet also kind creepy, who wouldn’t want an Anxiety of their very own to hold, or a floompy Depression critter?

Work is underway on prototypes, and they will hopefully go on sale in the next few months - possibly as a Kickstarter. Until then - please share if you want to make these a reality, and follow to find out when they are ready to come home with you!

- Emily Monaghan / SMASHFOLD!

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