Hello there, my name is Leen and I’m 28 years old. I live in Jordan. I’m the most cynical person you’ll ever meet, yet I’m also a passionate dreamer and a hopeless romantic which is paradoxical like most of the intricate patchwork of contradictions that make up my charmingly awkward personality. Escaping reality is my religion; Fiction is my instinctive coping mechanism. I’m so detached and disappointed in the real world that I’d rather drown in the false beauty of a made up story for long hours. Books, movies, and TV shows are more than just a leisurely pastime; they save my life. Despite all my loner tendencies, there's a real burning ache in my heart for the aspired beauty of a genuine connection that I haven’t yet found; I yearn for intimacy yet every instinct in my body tells me to build stronger walls. I crave to crawl outside of myself without losing myself. I'm still learning how to extricate this rebellious heart of mine that is caged by twenty four ribs and a thousand overwhelming fears. I'm a delusional idealist who believes that being kind and genuine is the best thing a person can be. I'm also a hardcore feminist that will never laugh at a sexist joke even if it’s "just a joke". I have social anxiety and I suck at small talk and did I mention that I’m awkward as hell? Anyway this blog is my preferred social network mostly because I don't know a single person on here. Feel free to ask me anything I’m brutally honest.

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