How Safe Do People Feel to Walk Alone at Night in Europe, 2024.

Jean at the beginning of tsc realizing neil is surviving through the power of friendship and love: disgusting. preposterous. impossible.

Jean at the end of the book: a cool breeze. Rainbows. Open roads. Teammates. Friends.

love scrolling through incredible aftg art on here and zooming in on the tiny face tattoo to see whether it’s a 2 or 3 to determine whether it’s Kevin or Jean

Here is some Gideon art from last year!

you know those people who take kpop idol photocards and make them cutesy with stickers or whatever... if aftg were real some random exy fan would 100% do that with kevin day

anyway Kevin loves Jean so much that he sent him to Jeremy so he could be cared for and loved in a way that Kevin knows he would never be able to provide for him. because of the trauma of course

Finally (re)reading the sunshine court with patience and care, and Jean tells Jeremy about going to the Nest at 14 twice, but Jeremy still acts confused the second one.

Can't decide if it was a mistake or he was letting it slide for later the first time.

tfw you were my childhood best friend and the only person who I could talk to who understood because we were each others only witnesses, and I taught you French because you asked for it to be our secret and you brought me magnets and wrote post cards from cities when you left because I wasn’t allowed to leave, and I’m only still alive because you made me promise not to leave you, and I loved you but you couldn’t look away from the game long enough to let yourself love me back, and when they hurt you enough that you couldn’t play anymore I distracted them, because you asked me to, but in order to leave you had to slit my throat and I thought you were so beautiful and I still do only now I can’t talk to you anymore ,

Average female height in Europe.

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something about jean dying in all the other drafts really gets me like wdym no one would ever have known how soft and caring he was underneath it all or how he had a sister or how he put away the leftovers without asking and cared enough to ask about the safety of someone he barely knew and how he was desperate to love and be loved all along. ofcourse kevin and renee and neil wouldn't have forgotten him but they did not know all the pieces of who he was and what he survived and what he was trying to be, in his heart of hearts. jeremy will know, eventually. but what if he never did? what if no one ever ended up truly knowing him and loving him and saving him? would they piece the deepest parts of his heart by the postcards and magnets and memories of a too soft boy in a too cruel world?

jean moreau is stronger than me bc if KEVIN DAY leaned in and whispered to ask if I could teach him my native languge when he's not watching, it could be our secret, I WOULD'VE FOLDED

let them smooch!! 

((neil is bending his knees a lil so andrew can reach🙏🏻🙏🏻)

I decided it was my civic duty to make art of this post,, thank you to @nanatsuyu for putting it on my dash & @kevindavidday for the inspo <3

tags via @casperhighdropout

Jean having more of a reaction to boba tea than he does to trans people is so in character in a way I can’t even explain

Exy Today; April 28, 2007; issue 1, volume 1.

Neil Josten, Nathaniel Wesninski, Neil Abram Josten.

Neil Josten, Nathaniel Wesninski, Neil Abram Josten.