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deadforestfairy · 2 months

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i am back to counting calories

i tried to recover but i gained too much weight and now i just don’t feel so good

so back to the gym and eating less than 1000 calories

summer is too close and i have a wedding to attend too…

#c🌧#tw eating things #need to lose more weight #meanspø #sweetspø

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deadforestfairy · 2 months

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Under 150 kcal whole-food, vegan recipes ❤️ SO MUCH FLAVOR! 🌿 no sweets

Vegan Mushroom Stroganoff (120 kcal)

Root Vegetable Salad with Sweet Potato Crunchies (79 kcal)

Slow Cooker Sweet Potato and Kale Soup (130 kcal)

Christmas Spiced Red Cabbage (use vegan butter/oil) (79 kcal)

Charred Onion and Tomato Salad (81 kcal)

Baked Apple Chips (32 kcal)

Chimichurri Sauce, Oil-Free (I would put over large portabella cap for ~+20 kcal) (8 kcal)

Baked Zucchini Tater Tots (104 kcal)

Air Fryer Beet Chips, Oil-Free (49 kcal)

Spicy Cauliflower Cheese Sauce (44 kcal)

Spicy Vegan Salami (111 kcal)

Smashed Salt & Vinegar Potatoes (must omit oil, will cook fine I promise) (148 kcal)

Candied "bacon" pecans (107 kcal)

Pumpkin Spice Hummus (103 kcal)

Air Fryer Pineapple (90 kcal)

Avocado Green Goddess Dressing, Oil-Free (66 kcal)

Vegan Coleslaw (140 kcal)

Cranberry Risotto Stuffed Mushrooms (40 kcal)

Cauliflower Buffalo Wings (118 kcal)

Polenta Pizza Crust (167 kcal ugh)

Cranberry Broccoli Salad with Poppy Seed Dressing (omit chickpeas) (227 kcal >:( but I have to try this sometime)

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deadforestfairy · 2 months

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every time a vibrator dies midsesh an angel kills themself

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deadforestfairy · 3 months

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i have been caught… he has sat me down to talk

womp womp it’s over for me

i hate it when my boyfriend asks me if i want food… why do you put me in such an uncomfortable situation

just choose for me bro like 9/10 chances is that i haven’t eaten anything all day

and then i cannot give a definite answer because its so awkward to say yea i want food so he just ends up eating in front of me which just makes me feel like shit

it just annoys me how he says he will make something then we get to his place and he start asking me do you want food??? want me to make you something?? when in the car i literally told him i haven’t eaten anything since morning

i don’t know if it’s my ed but i find it extremely hard to accept food unless its like given to me straight up he already knows i have problems with eating so why make it any fucking harder

#he should have just fed me

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deadforestfairy · 3 months

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i hate it when my boyfriend asks me if i want food… why do you put me in such an uncomfortable situation

just choose for me bro like 9/10 chances is that i haven’t eaten anything all day

and then i cannot give a definite answer because its so awkward to say yea i want food so he just ends up eating in front of me which just makes me feel like shit

it just annoys me how he says he will make something then we get to his place and he start asking me do you want food??? want me to make you something?? when in the car i literally told him i haven’t eaten anything since morning

i don’t know if it’s my ed but i find it extremely hard to accept food unless its like given to me straight up he already knows i have problems with eating so why make it any fucking harder

#i hate i cannot just say yes #i wish my problems with eating #didn’t prevent me from eating #his mums cooking

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deadforestfairy · 3 months

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Running out of coping mechanisms

(I might start believing in god)

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deadforestfairy · 3 months

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my boyfriends mum just called me petite… i’m in heaven

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deadforestfairy · 3 months

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i’m so sick… this is literally the third time i’m going to the doctor in a month

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deadforestfairy · 3 months

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CAN’T WAIT TO MOVE INTO A SIMPLE APARTMENT WITH THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND FALL ASLEEP AND WAKE UP NEXT TO THEM AND COOK DINNER WITH THEM AND HAVE RANDOM MIDNIGHT TRIPS FOR SNACKS AND STAY UP LATE PLAYING VIDEO GAMES OR WATCHING MOVIES AND BEING ABLE TO SHARE EVERY MOMENT OF MY LIFE WITH THEM

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deadforestfairy · 3 months

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being sensitive is embarrassing, ohhh your tone was different than usual well i'm gonna go jump in front of a trolley now bye

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deadforestfairy · 3 months

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The original creator is @bellasqpins on Pinterest! ૮₍ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ₎ა

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deadforestfairy · 3 months

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scared someone will see right through me and know one of my deepest desires is to be taken care of

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deadforestfairy · 3 months

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TOO MANY of you bitches use being mentally ill and having an ed as an excuse to be horrible to people and fatphobic and generally just disgusting. you deserve nothing. i hope the next time u step on the scale you gain 10lbs

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deadforestfairy · 4 months

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im stuck on a binge cycle again i finally joined the gym but i keep gaining weight cause i keep eating chocolate and processed food i just want to have a flat stomach and better posture

#tw eating things #c🌧#need to lose more weight #sweetspø #tw ed thoughts #kpop ed #ed not sheeren

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deadforestfairy · 5 months

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i thought my suicidal late teens were the hardest years of my life but nothing could’ve prepared me for my 20s waking up everyday with no purpose, feeling so lost, unable to keep up with friendships, watching everyone move on with relationships and careers and being unable to catch up. and I’m such a “life is not a race” type of person but damn I’m losing so hard rn

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deadforestfairy · 6 months

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I’m so dramatic…

Deadass like fell in love with a guy a few months after posting this shit

Currently in my first real relationship

LETS GOOOOOOO

Why can I not just fall in love

Why am I so incapable of loving

Am I going to die alone

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deadforestfairy · 6 months

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I love it when I am at a party and they start talking about calories in alcohol

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