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daxmi · 1 year
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Blankness ... Numbness... Nothing
That's how i feel
I'm going down and it doesn't even hurt me anymore . It feels like home ... Somewhere I knew for so long and feels safe to return .
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daxmi · 1 year
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daxmi · 1 year
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daxmi · 1 year
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daxmi · 2 years
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Hot girls don't eat
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daxmi · 2 years
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Did your ED become about treating your body like shit and hoping to die so everyone won't be as upset as if you had killed yourself ?
Yeah me too...
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daxmi · 2 years
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daxmi · 2 years
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Saving money is a good excuse for not buying food & restrict
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daxmi · 2 years
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I need to stop forgetting that not everyone who sees a knife, a box cutter, or scissors thinks of cutting
Not everyone who looks at a toilet or smells toilet water thinks of throwing up their latest meal
Not everyone who says “I cut myself” actually means they cut on purpose
Not every straight lined scar is self harm
Not every skinny person starves themselves
Not everybody is like me
Not everybody is fucked up.
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daxmi · 2 years
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Today I learned every cell in your entire body is replaced every 7 years .
How lovely it is to know one day i will have a body you will have never touched...
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daxmi · 2 years
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I think about restricting and I just start over eating wtf
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daxmi · 2 years
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I'm 75 days sober ... The longest in years...
But i can't do this any longer ... I don't know how to keep myself safe... Pls just for tonight...
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daxmi · 2 years
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daxmi · 2 years
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Dear parents
if your child is addicted to tea / green tea, you should search ( eating disorder ) on Google
Thank me later
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daxmi · 2 years
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daxmi · 2 years
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Today is the day i had a su¡c¡de plan . I didn't do anything bc my grandfather died afew days ago and my mom lost her mom and brother as well and i know she can't handle another death specially her daughter's so i just didn't do anything for her ( just for now )
Yesterday was a really tough day and today ...you can imagine...
I don't have anyone to talk to and i just had to deal with all my urges alone and my sister is complaining about how many people are talking to her and how hard it is... Dude i'm here alone with all the suicidal thoughts that i can't act on and my only way out is cutting . be grateful that you have friends that text and call you...
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daxmi · 2 years
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Why did we do our ED better when we didn't know we had ED?!
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