He wasnât expecting a completely dark home when he opened the door this evening. But here he is, trying to make his way to the bedroom without hitting any furniture on the way. His baby is home, he knows it.
Sleeping perhaps?, he thought.
He couldnât be more wrong-
The dancing silhouette in his bedroom says otherwise. The figure dances in the dark, a familiar silhouette created by the light streaming through the window. The person is completely oblivious to his presence, moving in a teasing manner, lost in whatever music is playing through the earphones.
He cleared his throat, adjusting his position as he leans on the doorframe, arms crossed in front of his chest.
As his gaze focuses more and more on the body, not on the movements it makes, the performer turns around-
A gasp breaks the silence.
âYouâre backâ, followed by a tiny voice, almost a whisper.
He licked his lips, making his way closer.
âYes, darlingâ
âHow long have you been standing there?â, the earphones are off, his gaze lands on the pair of ears getting redder by the second.
He pretended to think, âhm⌠long enough to say that you are an incredible dancer, not long enough to see the entire performanceâ
âYou werenât supposed to see thatâ, the pout that came with the statement made him laugh.
He moved closer, trapping his little dancer with his arms and the dresser.
âOh but itâs a pleasure for me to see that, darlingâ, his whispered.
He licked his lips again, feeling thirsty out of nowhere. His eyes darts to the pair of soft lips in front of him, calling out his name.
âHow was your day?â, he almost didnât catch the question, too lost inside the thought of a certain pair of lips against his.
âExponentially better after that private performance of yoursâ
âGoodness, I wish there was a way to make you forget you ever saw thatâ, he could sense the embarrassment with a hint of frustration.
He was doing a great job holding in the urge to claim the lips in front of him, until someoneâs teeth started chewing on it-
-and he lost it.
Another gasp fills the room as their lips collide. Bodies flush against each other. His lips moves passionately. He is hungry- no, starving. Hands are all over the place, feeling every curve his little dancer has. He gives no mercy, no time to breathe. Why breathe in oxygen when this person is the air he breathes?
Feeling a gentle push on his chest, he pulls away slightly, breathing heavily.
âI- I need to breatheâ, he responded with a smirk, followed by a kiss on the forehead.
âYou should take a shower, itâs lateâ
He was amused at the attempt to distract him from what he wants, âonly if you join me, loveâ
The pair of eyes glaring him at him sent him laughing, âdonât- no, please stop doing thatâ
âDo what? Iâm not doing anything, darlingâ, he teased more.
âJust go shower already, Iâll wait for you in bedâ, and another gentle push on his chest.
He place a kiss on the neck, whispering, âIâll see you in bed, babyâ
â-hopefully with nothing onâ
note:
hi everyone! i am well aware that i have not posted anything in two years. i sincerely apologize for that, and i am apologizing in advance because i can not promise you that i will be posting regularly in the future. anyways, ya girl is a doctor now. i hope that could explain my absence (sorry). hereâs a little something i wrote, because apparently i daydreamed a bit too hard and this scene has been stuck in my mind ever since. take care! please stay happy and healthy â¨
Your eyes widened, not expecting to get caught while staring at him. You couldnât help it though, he looks unreal even when sleeping.
âDo you have a third eye or something ? How did you know I was staring ?â
He shifted to face you while his eyes are still closed, âhm⌠I could feel your gaze on meâ
âAlso, you shouldnât stare at me like that in the morningâ, he continued, whispering right beside your ear.
You can hear every breath he took and every sigh that escaped his lips.
âWhy ?â
He hummed, âbecause then⌠it makes me want to do thingsâ
You gulped, feeling your heart race both from his close proximity and his voice.
âW-what things ?â
He fluttered his eyes open, a lazy smile appearing on his lips. You feel his hand on the side of your face.
âSee, you keep staring at me like thatâ, he chuckled.
âI-I wasnât stari-â
âShould I just show you then ?â
You closed your eyes when he leaned closer. The sheets shuffled around you as he moved.
âFirst, this is what I want to do when you stare at me like thatâ, it was followed by a brief silence before you feel his lips on your forehead.
He chuckled when your lips curve into a smile.
âSecond, I want to do this-â
His lips were on yours for a split second, it was no more than a peck. You hadnât realized that you were pouting until he mentioned it.
âWhy are you pouting sweetheart ? Were you expecting more ?â, he said teasingly.
âI should move on to the third thing thenâ
You could feel him breathing right in front of you. He was taking his time for sure. You were on the edge, waiting for the moment both of your lips would meet.
When they finally meet, he immediately took the air out of your lungs. His lips moved gently against yours, sending little tingles on your skin.
You sucked on his bottom lip, making him pull away in surprise.
âNow now now darling, if you do that, it makes me want to do this-â, his hand gripped your waist tighter.
âAnd then thisâŚâ, he whispered as his hand travelled lower.
Your hands stopped him before he get any lower, â-we should get out of bedâ
He smirked, âbut I havenât shown you everything, sweetheartâ
âI think youâve shown me enoughâ
He dragged his nose on the warm skin behind your ears. You hear him sniff and feel his very warm breath hits your skin.
âYou smell really good in the morningâ, he sighed.
âMakes me-â, he inhaled and exhaled deeply.
â-want to-â, he whispered, taking another deep breath.
You feel something wet on your skin, a kiss sound following right after. By now, he had you panting.
â-do thisâ
He chuckled and kissed your neck when you swallowed hard, âdid I get you all worked up, darling ?â
âDo you still think we should get out of bed ? Or do you think we should just stay here for a bit more ?â
He nipped on your earlobe before whispering, âI personally prefer the laterâ
note : hi everyone, iâm really sorry iâve been mia since a very long time. but a quick update on my life, i graduated ! i now have a degree in medicine ! the past couple of months have been hectic and i havenât written anything in so long. no promises that i would start posting regularly though since i have two years of clinical rotation starting next month. in the meantime, please enjoy this short piece i wrote and do listen this link. (these asmr videos are not mine, but they might or might not have been the inspiration behind this piece, they are really good to listen with earphones by the way *wink wink*)
Thank you to Dr. Mars on youtube for the inspiration
this is the mv teaser for changkyunâs solo debut, you can watch the mv here. please give him lotâs of support and love đ¤
note : iâm sorry i havenât been able to post anything these days, iâm currently working on my research so i have been going to the hospital everyday. hopefully iâll be able to write again soon. please stay healthy and happy â¨
âOuch-â, you quickly muttered an apology when your glasses hits his face, putting an abrupt stop to your makeout session.
He stopped your hands from taking the glasses off, âleave it baby, you look so hot wearing itâ
You laughed at this, âreally ? you think I look hot wearing my glasses ?â
He hummed, letting his lips roam your neck.
âYour brain is sexy...â he trailed.
âYou donât know how much it affects me when youâre so focused in studying, when you try to explain to me what youâre studying about and you say all those words I donât understandâ
You laughed again, âyou are so weird, youâve seen me in other situations and you think this is hotâ
But that laughter soon died down when you remembered that you were supposed to study. And you were in the middle of studying until your lovely boyfriend asked you to help him with something. That something turning out to be him craving for some affection.
âNow, since Iâve helped you with your problem, I need to go back to my studiesâ
But he refused to let you go, pinning you down on the couch. His lips moved agressively against your neck, easily finding the places thatâll make your toes curl.
âWho said Iâm done yet ?â, the smirk on his lips only adds a hint of mischief to his voice.
âBut-â, he gently bit onto your skin, just in time to stop you from finishing what you were about to say.
Whatever you were planning to say was replaced by a a sharp inhale, your fists grabbing his shirt tightly. That is surely going to leave a mark tomorrow. Something to boast his pride, a reminder of where his lips had been.
âCanât you tell your books goodbye ? because Iâve got a much bigger problem now, and youâre the only who can solve itâ
note : i actually had this in my drafts since december because i wanted to try out these social medias imagines, please do let me know if you liked it
do0_nct                                       Â
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do0_nct âď¸đđ°
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user_yn can you believe i get to see this everyday ?
do0_nct can your mom adopt me already ? i wanna see this everyday too @user_yn
djxiao_888 i wanna get adopted by your mom too, auntie i can be a good older brother for @user_yn
kun11xd why didnât you guys wake me up :(
johnnyjsuh                                    Â
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johnnyjsuh got that cake
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tenlee_1001 you sure do
_jeongjaehyun can you get me one ? @user_yn @johnnyjsuh
user_yn @_jeongjaehyun which one do you want ?
_jeongjaehyun anything as sweet as you @user_yn
i_m_hendery @_jeongjaehyun hyung please teach me how to flirt
_jeongjaehyun                                Â
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_jeongjaehyun đś
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wwiinn_7 why did you crop me out of the picture ?
yuu_taa_1026 so you choose to hangout with jaehyun but not me ? @wwiinn_7 iâm hurt đ˘
user_yn                                       Â
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user_yn congrats đ the album is amazing !
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do0_nct why didnât you get any of my photocards đ¤ iâm sending you more albums until you get my photocards
johnnyjsuh you want my photocards ? i could send you the selfies so you can print them
lucas_xx444 hyung so smart @johnnyjsuh đ¤Ł
yangyang_x2 ha ! @user_yn gets my photocard, whereâs your money @i_m_hendery
_jeongjaehyun why didnât you get my photocards too ?
yuu_taa_1026 why didnât you get my photocards too ? (?)
na.jaemin0813 why didnât you get my photocards too ? (3)
kun11xd why didnât you get my photocards too ? (4)
djxiao_888 why didnât you get my photocards too ? (5)
tenlee_1001 why didnât you get my photocards too ? (6)
wwiinn_7 why didnât you get my photocards too ? (7)
user_yn @do0_nct aww thank you âşď¸ iâll make sure to film an unboxing video
user_yn @johnnyjsuh are you trying to get me arrested or something ? @lucas_xx444 please donât encourage him đ
user_yn @yangyang_x2 @i_m_hendery you two made a bet on this ?
user_yn @_jeongjaehyun @yuu_taa_1026 @na.jaemin0813 @kun11xd @djxiao_888 @tenlee_1001 @wwiinn_7 why not tell SM to put 23 photocards inside the album next time, hm ?
user_yn                                       Â
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user_yn i swear he looks like someone else in this pic đ¤
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lucas_xx444 you mean like @real_pcy hyung ?
real_pcy i also thought that was me for a second
johnnyjsuh thanks for not inviting me i guess
user_yn @real_pcy đ
lucas_xx444 i thought hyung is on a diet @johnnyjsuh
user_yn @johnnyjsuh i asked you this morning but you told me you had a schedule đ
user_yn                                       Â
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user_yn is this enough for a disguise ? ps. @vetements please endorse him
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johnnyjsuh @vetements please do
_jeongjaehyun thanks for not inviting me i guess
user_yn @_jeongjaehyun oh my god, not you too
user_yn                                       Â
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user_yn thanks for the record player class professor @_jeongjaehyun
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wwiinn_7 i wanna go on a record player hunting date with @_jeongjaehyun too âšď¸
tenlee_1001 how about a date with me instead ? @wwiinn_7
_jeongjaehyun iâll be looking forward for our next class my diligent student
johnnyjsuh dude you wore a suit while shopping for record players ? @_jeongjaehyun
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tenlee_1001 pic taken by my 10 pm run buddy @user_yn
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i_m_hendery you two are crazy
yuu_taa_1026 how do you go from a whole day of lectures to a run at 10 pm, all while still managing to study and wake up early the next morning ? i want that time machine youâre using @user_yn
kun11xd you need to stop taking her on your night runs đĄ what if @user_yn gets sick ?
na.jaemin0813 so this is why you couldnât join me for movie night ? đ˘ @user_yn
user_yn                                       Â
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user_yn thanks for letting me hear it first ⨠theyâre bops @kun11xd
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kun11xd thanks for bringing me food and coffee 𼰠@user_yn
woozi_universefactory should ? we ? collab ? @kun11xd
do0_nct iâm part of nct premium and i havenât even listened to the song yet @kun11xd đ˘
user_yn                                       Â
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user_yn you know where to find me đ
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yuu_taa_1026Â do i need to come and get that book away from you đ
djxiao_888 how do you get the sun on december while iâm drowning under eight layers of clothes
i_m_hendery you know where to find me too âď¸âď¸đĽś
_jeongjaehyun someone please fly me to bali this instant
tenlee_1001 @_jeongjaehyun i know someone who can fly a plane @kun11xd
_jeongjaehyun @tenlee_1001 can we leave now ?
johnnyjsuh @tenlee_1001 @_jeongjaehyun donât you dare leave without me
do0_nct can you tell your mom that iâm still up for adoption ?
ps. some pics are mine, some are from their social media accounts
âI canât wait for them to find out, I wonder how theyâre going to reactâ - Shownu
You were backstage with the boys before their last show of this whole world tour. The world tour is finally coming to an end. Theyâve worked really hard for the past couple of months, doing shows in so many cities. Youâve lost count on how many youâve attended per the request of your husband.
âYou okay ? Youâve been really quietâ
You sent him a reassuring smile. Instinctively, Shownuâs hand went to your belly. Itâs not that visible yet, so keeping it a secret has been pretty easy.
Both of you had agreed to not tell anyone about your pregnancy until tonightâs dinner, after the show. You thought itâs the perfect timing since your family, the members and their families are going to be there.
âSomeone might find out if you keep touching my belly like that you knowâ, you whispered, making Shownu chuckle.
He placed a kiss on your cheek, âI canât wait for them to find out, I wonder how theyâre going to reactâ
You too wondered the same thing. Shownu and you have been married for almost two years, but you were only blessed with a child just now.
Looking back at the moment you found out about it, you smiled to yourself. You remembered his smile, the happy tears he tried to blink back. You remembered being so happy in his arms, excited to start a family together with him.
âGuys, we have ten minutes more, letâs get goingâ
That was your cue to give one last kiss to Shownu before he has to go on stage, and you have to be at your seat ready to cheer for him.
âYouâre going to be amazing, make us proud okay ?â
He couldnât resist the urge to touch your belly again, âwill you be cheering for me too, little one ?â
You laughed at him, pushing him away so he could catch up with the rest of the group whoâs already walking towards the stage.
âGo Shownu, theyâre waiting for youâ
He placed a kiss on your cheek before dashing off, not forgetting to goofily shout âI love you !â
ps. Shownu is such a giant cuddly bear, iâm crying in happiness. also, he just made his instagram account, go give him a follow here.
âI am taking a break now, a well deserved oneâ - Lee Jooheon
warning : slight mature content
âHeâs in there, no one can get him out at this pointâ, you laughed at Changkyunâs words when you met him at the entrance.
âMaybe I should give it a go, see if I could get him out of there and see the light of dayâ
He shouted a good luck, leaving the studio in a hurry because apparently, heâs late for his date.
You passed by a hallway of doors before arriving in front of the only door youâve entered. Entering the passcode which was coincidentally your birthday, the door opened to let you in.
As usual, the studio is dark, the only source of light being the computer screen showing lines and bars and things you can never understand. Jooheon is unaware of your presence, headphones covering his ears as he moved to the beat.
You gently took the headphones in your hands and took them off his ears, making him turn his head in an instant.
âWha-â
His surprised face quickly turns into a huge smile when he saw you. Jumping out of his seat, probably for the first time in hours, he pulled you in for a hug.
âYouâre here !â, you laughed as he attacked your face with kisses.
He finally lets you go, pulling you to sit sideways on his lap. Heâs definitely not letting you go anytime soon, now that youâre here.
âAn insider told me that youâve been in here for a whole dayâ
He groaned, âdoes your insider happens to be the man whoâs about to go on a date ?â
You nodded, âyup, and I believe heâs running lateâ
Jooheon shook his head in disapproval, âI thought I taught him better than thatâ
You gave him a look, âand I thought you promised me that you wonât immerse yourself into work so much that youâre not taking care of your health ?â
He sighed in defeat, âitâs just- we already have a date for our comeback and I want it to be better than our previous one and-â
You kissed him in the middle of his rant. He was taken back at first, but was quick to respond. What you were planning was a quick kiss to shut him up, not a full on make out session on his studio chair. But of course Jooheon has his own plans.
âI miss thisâ, he whispered when you pulled away to catch a breath.
You hummed, nodding along as your fingers played with his hair. You let him place a couple of kisses on your forehead, before getting off his lap.
âBy the way, I came here with food-â
You eyed the cans of soda and drinks around his desk, â-proper homemade foodâ
He turned on the lights and sat beside you on the couch. You handed him the lunchbox and a pair of chopsticks, receiving a kiss on the cheek in return.
âI love you, you know that right ?â
âI know Joo, and I love you more, now eat wellâ
He smiled with his dimples showing. You couldnât help but reach out and pat his cheek. You noticed a hint of tiredness in his gaze, a hint of worry, stress, and everything thatâs probably keeping him up at night these days.
âStop giving me that lookâ, his voice snapped you out of your thoughts.
âWhat look ?â
He took your hand and kissed it, âlike youâre worried sick of me, Iâm okayâ
You sighed, âhow can I not worry when you never give yourself a well deserved rest ?â
He placed another kiss on your hand, âI am taking a break now, a well deserved oneâ
âYou wouldnât have taken one if I didnât comeâ
He laughed, giving your hands a squeeze before finishing the rest of his lunch.
He leans back on the couch after finishing his food and cleaning up the mess he had made while being stuck in the studio. You leaned back on the couch after he specifically told you not to get up and help him. Because as he phrased it, âitâs my mess, so Iâll clean it up myselfâ
Jooheon came back to you once his studio looks decent again, âdo you want to hear what Iâve been working on ?â
âCan I ?â
âCome hereâ, he pulled your hand towards his desk again.
After placing the headphones on your ears, he pressed a couple of buttons that made a melody start to play.
You moved your head to the music, loving the way his raw vocals matched it so well. Meanwhile, a pair of eyes lovingly stares at you. You assumed that the lyrics arenât finished yet, since some parts are filled with his hums.
Once the song ended, he took off the headphones, asking for your opinion on his work. He regularly does this, taking your suggestions into consideration sometimes.
âYou should just release it like that, I love how real it soundsâ
âYou think so ?â
You nodded, âitâs definitely not something youâve done before, but itâs easy on the earsâ
He smiled at your response before pulling your face closer, capturing your lips. Not satisfied with the distance between your bodies, he pulled you closer, hands wrapped securely around you. A groan escaped his lips when you lightly tugged his hair.
âJoo-â
But his lips kept on moving against yours.
-I need to breatheâ
He finally pulled away, chuckling at your attempt to breathe properly. Tucking a strand of hair behind your ear, he kissed your cheeks, your nose, your forehead, and lastly your lips.
âI think I should get going, so you could get your work done without any distractionâ, you were about to stand up, but his grip on you isnât loosening.
âWhere do you think youâre going ?â
âHome Joo, Iâm going home so you could get back on finishing those songsâ
He doesnât seem to keen on that idea, ânope youâre going to stay here and give me kisses every five minutes until Iâm done with these songsâ
ps. please give this baby lots of love by supporting his mixtape here.
I happened to find your SVT family AU the other day and I loved everything you wrote for it so far!! And all the best of luck with med school!!!âşď¸
Thank you⨠I havenât gotten new ideas to finish the rest of the series but once those ideas come, Iâll get back on writing it. Please stay safe and healthy đ¤
âKihyun-â, he shuts you up yet again with a kiss.
His body is flush against yours, your wrists held securely by his hands. You are not going anywhere until he says so.
You were out of breath when he finally pulls away to get a good look at your face. The face he missed so much throughout the whole length of the tour. The face he wished he could see everyday when he wakes up. The face gracing his not-so-innocent-dreams.
âI missed you so muchâ
You smiled at him, âI miss you too, so muchâ
He leans in until your noses touch, smiling to himself when you let out a giggle.
âWe should get off the floor because itâs coldâ, he was so excited to see you that the both of you fell on the floor when he came tackling you with a hugs and kisses.
Without another word, he scoops you up into his arms and places you gently on the couch. He sat beside you, shrugging off the coat he forgets to take off because well- he just needs to see you.
âThereâs something differentâ, he declared after staring at your face for god knows how long.
âHm ?â
He narrowed his eyes and took your face in his hands, taking a good look at it. His gaze went from your eyes, down to your nose, and lastly to your lips.
âKihyun, what is it thatâs different with my face ? Itâs not like I did anything to it anywaysâ
He hummed while a smirk forms on his lips. He pretended to think for a while, making you pout.
â-this, I want to do this todayâ - Jeong Jaehyun
warning : mature content
You watched his sleeping figure from the side of the bed, carefully placing down his breakfast on the nightstand. The light thud manages to wake him up, as he fluttered his eyes opened. You wished it hadnât woke him up, you wanted to watch him sleep peacefully a bit more.
His lips curved into a lazy smile when his gaze falls on you. He pats the empty space beside him, motioning you to sit.
âI thought you left for your classes alreadyâ
You chuckled, âJae, itâs Saturday, I donât have classesâ
He raised an eyebrow to you before checking todayâs date on his phone. He shook his head, âcanât believe I forgot what day is it todayâ
âThatâs because youâve been caught up in practice rooms and broadcasting stations for way too longâ
He sits up and leaned against the headboard, running his fingers through his messy morning hair. A yawn escaped his lips, âyou should get more sleep now that promotions are doneâ
âI would, but I also want to see youâ
âYou can see me in your dreamsâ
He shook his head, âI prefer seeing you for realâ
You naturally crawled to snuggle on his side as he eats a well deserved breakfast in bed. He has worked so hard for the last couple of weeks, you thought breakfast in bed is the least you could do for him.
Jaehyun, being the usual clumsy person he is, dropped the bowl on the floor with a loud thud, followed by the clinking sound of the spoon.
He chugs down the glass of water and wiped his lips with the blanket, before burping rather loudly. You rolled your eyes in disapproval, heâs so different when heâs in front of the camera and in front of you.Â
âEw, thatâs grossâ
âBut you still love meâ, he teased while bopping his nose with yours.
You rolled your eyes again, knowing heâs right.
A content sigh can be heard, âThis is the best Saturday Iâve had in a whileâ
You nodded in agreement, still cuddled up on his side. He smells good in the morning, well heâs never not. But you can never get enough of it, his scent is really comforting.
He closed his eyes, a smile gracing his face. He looks happy to still be in bed, when he usually would be going through make up and hair for recordings at this hour.Â
Your gaze fell on his features, how the morning light fell on his skin. His hair is messy, face bare without any make up, and his slightly chapped lips. He looks real, but at the same time he looks way too good to be real.
Sometimes you wonder if Jaehyun truly loves you. He seemed so out of your league. Not to mention the way both of your worlds just doesnât seem to match. You felt like he deserves better, anyone who is better than you. There will always be a tiny dose of doubt in the back of your head. Which would develop into so many thoughts and self consciousness when triggered. It just-
It made you feel like youâre nothing compared to him.
That he deserves someone better-
âDo you want to sleep again ?â, he asked when he noticed how silent you were being.
You usually have a lot to tell him and he loves listening to it. Especially when he gets to see the way your eyes lights up when talking about something youâre passionate about.
When you only responded with a hum, he reached for your chin, making you look at him. Then he pressed his lips on your forehead gently, as if he were touching something precious.
One kiss.Â
Two kiss.
Three kiss.
He smiled when the corners of your lips tug upwards.
âIâm okay if you want to sleep again, whatâs better than taking naps anywaysâ
You shook your head, âIâm not ruining my sleep schedule by taking napsâ
â-Donât you want to do anything today ?â
He pretended to think, a smirk forming on his lips.
âWell, since you asked...â
He hummed, slowly leaning towards you until the back of your head meets the soft cloud-like pillow. His fingers played with the hem of your shirt as he makes himself comfortable, hovering over you.
âYou know...â, he didnât finish what he was intending to say, and instead captured your lips with his.
He started off gently, savoring the taste of your lips against his. They always made him feel at home, so warm and inviting. Once his lips touches yours, thereâs no going back, he could never get enough of you, everything about you.Â
Holding you in place, his lips moved against yours in a manner that made a knot form in your stomach, your toes curling. He is literally taking your breath away.
But you certainly do not have his lung capacity. As you tried pulling away, you barely got to breathe properly when he pulled you in again. Applying more pressure and moving so much rougher.Â
As if heâs starving, craving, longing for you. He sucked your lower lip and slid in his tongue, deepening the kiss. Trapped between his hovering body and the bed, you couldnât do much.Â
â-this, I want to do this todayâ, he said when he finally pulls away, keeping his face close to yours.
You avoided his gaze, one more second of looking into his eyes and youâll let him do anything to you. His eyes are dangerous, especially when his pupils are dilated and clouded with lust.
If you think you could avoid his eyes, you were wrong because heâs not letting you do so. His fingers traced your cheek, moving your head so you would face him.
ps. let me know if you would like me to turn this into a series
Sheâs hundreds of days away from the last time she saw him. Forgetting him hasnât been easy, not when he is everywhere. Especially now that she found herself in his hometown, out of all the places that she couldâve visited this summer, sheâs here, in Chicago. Every effort of trying to keep him out of her mind went down the drain the moment she found out she had to come here for a friendâs wedding.
Even if she had never been here with him, she can see him in everything and in every place she goes. Wondering if heâs been there before, thinking of what he could be doing at the moment. She knew that heâs currently home, she saw his recent posts on Instagram.
âorder for Miss y/n ?â the voice snapped her out of her bubble.
Thanking the barista, she took the drink in her hand and went to sit on one of the chairs situated beside the windows that overlooked the streets outside.
Itâs summer, but growing up in a tropical paradise meant that Chicagoâs summer is like winter for her. The sunâs barely out, and wearing shorts would probably be a terrible idea at the moment.
Summer.
She shook her head, as her mind is beginning to wander off to that summer. The summer that made her gain a couple of new friends and perhaps the best summer memories sheâs ever had. It was the first and the last time they meet each other, since they soon parted ways to go back to their own realities. Even all these social media platforms couldnât bring them together again.
But she knows well not to interfere their lives again.
It was meant to be a once in a lifetime thing.
âExcuse me, is this seat taken ?â
She looked up to the owner of the voice, a feeling of familiarity bubbling inside her.
She couldnât move as her world stopped at that very moment. Her eyes had landed on the person she was least likely to meet, but still hoped that she would. And there he is. Standing in front of her very own eyes, inside a coffee shop in his hometown.
He mustâve thought that she was confused and began apologizing, âoh, Iâm sorry, I thought you were someone I knew, Iâm sorry-â
Just when he was about to turn around and walk away, she called his name for the first time in years.
âwait, Johnny ?â
At the mention his name, he turns his head and his lips broke into a smile. The smile she missed so much.
With his sudden happiness burst, he went to embrace her, too happy and surprised that he had meet her again somehow. His chest vibrated with laughter as his arms went around her figure, keeping her close.
âHeyâ she breathed out, suddenly finding it hard to breathe with all the emotions sheâs currently feeling.
âYou look⌠differentâ he commented.
â-but in a good way, I- I wasnât a hundred percent sure if it was youâ
âItâs me, y/nâ
âHow have you been ?â, he asked, he too was having a hard time trying to calm himself down.
They talked about the basic things two people would talk about after not meeting for so long. Until itâs time for him to ask the one question heâs been meaning to ask her for the longest time.
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âWhy canât I ever get enough of you ?â - Im Changkyun
warning : mature content
When you opened your eyes this morning, you were met with the beautiful view of his bare back graced with ink. From his calm breathings, you know heâs still asleep. You wouldnât blame him for being tired though. Last night was- eventful.
Before you could even process what you were doing, your fingers had moved to touch his back, tracing the outlines of his tattoo. You loved his tattoos, they look beautiful on him.Â
Ever since you had told him how much you loved it, he has designed many tattoos for you, from the simple and meaningful ones, to the intricate ones that looked like art pieces.
You hadnât gotten one yourself though, you still need time to convince yourself, especially since the tattoo is going to be inked on your skin forever.
Changkyun woke up from his sleep, feeling light touches on his back that can only belong to one person. The only person who could have so much warmth on the tip of their fingers.
He suddenly turned around, startling you. You retracted your fingers, feeling guilty for waking him up. Although he looked like he didnât mind being woken up.
âYou love my tattoos that much hm ?â, he spoke softly, taking your face in his hand.
âI didnât mean to wake you up, Iâm sorryâ
He shook his head, âitâs okay, babyâ
He had you tucked under his chin, so close to his chest you can feel it move as he breathes. His skin felt warm, a contrast to the cold morning outside.
Just when you were about to doze off again, he shifted around and pulled down the blankets. His eyes scanned the numerous marks he had left behind, scattered around in places his lips had been.
âYou look unrealâ, he said as his thumb glides down your neck towards your chest.
You sighed in content as he places soft kisses on top of the marks. To him, itâs the most beautiful sound to hear in the morning. Pulling your face towards his, he welcomes your lips, holding the sides of your face in his hands.Â
It didnât take long for you to get lost in his touch again. He pulled your body on top of him, letting his back fall on the bed. You pulled away, unsure if you should climb on top of him or not.
âCome here, babyâ
You hesitantly placed your legs on either side of him, not fully seated on his growing bulge. He sat up all of the sudden, making you lose your balance as you landed on his crotch.
A soft groan escaped his lips from the feeling of your core against him. You felt him take your hands and bring them up to his lips, placing a gentle kiss while his gaze never left you. His actions made your skin burn, and your stomach in knots as you felt the familiar tingle inside you growing.Â
âGoodness what are you trying to do to me, baby ?â
âWhy canât I ever get enough of you ?â, he asked in between his chuckles.
His hand dropped to the side, resting comfortably on your thighs.Â
âDo you... uh... do you need help with that ?â, you stumbled with your words, avoiding his eyes while doing so.
His fingers took your chin so youâd look at him straight in the eyes, âoh baby, you shouldnât have askedâ
hello, itâs me writing as iâm staying up to see the year change. for this last post in 2020, i have a couple things i would like to say.
first of all, thank you. thank you for the support and lovely messages throughout the year. thank you for loving what i write. hopefully it could bring a little bit of happiness into your lives.
seeing the growth this account has went through makes my heart warm. i am glad to know that there are people out there who enjoys what i write. i had never imagined that this account would ever reach more than 350 followers but here we are.
the new year means itâs nearing this accountâs first anniversary. this account has been a safe space for me to write, and to read. it really is my source of happiness this year. and thank you for being a part of it.
for 2021, i would love to continue writing and posting here. it might be a bit tough with me balancing my studies since i will be graduating soon. i also have internships at the hospital waiting for me, which is a new chapter of my life i am pretty excited about. but i promise i will always try my best to keep on writing and posting here.
i hope everyone is doing well. remember to give yourself a pat in the back. because despite the hardships, you have passed another year. may the new year brings you health, wealth, success, and happiness. remember to stay safe, and donât forget to wear your mask.
happy new year.
i will see you again on my next post.
until then, please be healthy and happy.
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Hyungwon already has his head on the table, his coloring book long forgotten. You stifled a laugh as you took your eyes off from your assignments to look at him. Heâs so determined to hang out with you today, even saying that he wants to try out this stress relieving coloring book that a fan had given him a couple days ago.Â
Maybe the coloring book worked, because he is now softly snoring across you, looking the most peaceful you had seen him in so long. A waitress came by to take the empty cups of coffee you had downed to keep you awake. She too, was trying to hold back a smile upon noticing how Hyungwon had fallen asleep inside a pretty busy cafe.
You let him have his nap, he needs it after weeks of promoting with his members for their newest album. It was the main reason why he insisted in meeting you today, because he hadnât seen you in weeks, and he misses his best friend.Â
Your heart ached when he said it this morning. Youâll always be his best friend, the one he grew up with, the one who has seen his worst and best days. If only your heart hadnât fallen for him in ways you never knew you could. If only you could see him simply as your best friend.Â
Shaking your head, you reminded yourself that your friendship is precious, and you shouldnât ruin it only because your heart wants more.
âYouâre still not finished with that yet ?â, he croaked, eyes still closed.
âI thought you were sleepingâ
âI was, until I sensed someone staring at me-â
â-which is a bit creepy by the way-â, he winced when you poked his arm.
He finally opened his eyes, running his fingers through his now dark hair. He looks too good for someone who had just woken up from a nap.
âI know Iâm hot, but can you not stare at me while Iâm sleeping, you might fall in love with me you know ?â, he smirked as he took a sip from your third cup of coffee.
Oh Hyungwon, if only you knew.
Much to Hyungwonâs delight, you finished your assignments fifteen minutes after he woke up from his nap. Now, the two of you are walking along the fairly empty alleyways that leads to your apartment, his favorite place to hangout.Â
Along the way, you opted to look at anything but his eyes. You were afraid that he might see right through you, although Hyungwon can be pretty clueless from time to time.
âYou okay ?â, he caught your hand and held it as you walked together.
You nodded, âyeah, why ?â
He shrugged, âyou were spacing out a lotâ
âSorry, I was thinking about finalsâ
âWhich is still two months from now...â
âHey ! doesnât mean I couldnât start worrying about it nowâ
Suddenly, he stopped walking, pulling your hand to stop you as well. He stood in front of you, studying your face in suspicion. You averted you gaze away from him.
âYouâre not looking at me in the eyeâ
âHuh ?â
He leaned down to catch your gaze, but you closed your eyes, âwhat are you doing ?â
A smile formed in his lips, âwhy are you avoiding my eyes ?â
âNothingâ, you let go of his hand and started walking without him.
Hyungwon tilted his head in confusion, before catching up with you. You were walking a bit too fast so he caught your hand again.
You didnât say anything to him until you reached your apartment, neither did he. As usual, he immediatey plops himself on your couch, claiming his throne. You however, went to the kitchen.
When you didnât come back from the kitchen, Hyungwon pushed himself off the couch to look for you. He found you leaning on the kitchen counter, an empty glass in your hand. You always drink a lot of water when thereâs too much going on in your head.
âCare to tell your best friend about it ?â
Again, you felt a pang in your heart. You sent him a weak smile, shaking your head and turning around to wash the dirty dishes you had left behind this morning.Â
You felt a pair of arms around you, âHyungwon, what are you doing ?â
âYou looked upset, I thought a hug would cheer you upâ
âIâm okay, really, just stressing out about finalsâ, he of course did not buy this, heâs known you for far too long to know when youâre lying.
You dried your hands with a Hyungwon still attached to your backside. He really stayed like that for the whole time you were washing the dishes.
He finally lets go when you turned around to face him, but heâs not letting you go anywhere until heâs satisfied with your answer. Trapping you between his body and the counter, he repeated his question.
âWhatâs wrong ?â
You shook your head, âIâm not telling you about it because I actually want to keep our friendship safeâ
He tilted his head, âis it about that guy from your class ? the one who asked you out last month ?â
âHyungwon itâs-â
âI like youâ, he blurts out.
âPlease donât date himâ
âWait- no I mean-â
He was tripping on his words, getting more flustered by his sudden confession. This is not how he planned to confess his feelings for you. You on the other hand, stared at him in disbelief, mouth agape and all.Â
âIâm sorry, I shouldnât have said that-â
âGreat, I just ruined our friendship, didnt I ?â
He finally looked at you in the eyes again, âplease say somethingâ
âYou like me ?â
He looked closed his eyes and threw his head back before answering, âyes you clueless human, have been for the past five years or somethingâ
You couldnât help but laugh. He looked at you questioningly.
âWell that makes the two of us then, we really are a pair of clueless humansâ
It took a couple of moments before everything clicked in Hyungwonâs head.