Ooohhhh....to lay like that and just be worked on.... 😍😍

I shouldn't have been standing on the edge of the pool. I didn't think about it that much but now I've fallen and I'm struggling to get up. My feet and hands are trying to pull me to safety but it's not working.

I'm getting tired and darkness is slowly filling my vision. I think I'm dead.

The last thing I felt was someone grabbing my waist but I was already gone by the time I got rescued.

Everyone was looking at me. Some quiet and some crying. Warm air went in my cold useless lungs but that didn't bring me back to life.

"One, two, three, four"

My body rattled with every compression. My chest red from the deep and violent compressions over my useless heart. My lungs can barely hold the air that is being blown into me.

My heart and lungs refused to work. My rescuer is loosing hope. Two pads are placed on me as a final hope to restart my heart.

"Clear!"

My body rose from the floor and quickly slammed on the ground. Electricity shooted through my useless heart forcing it to fix itself.

I have a pulse but I still need help. While keeping a finger on my neck, I need to be given breaths of air until I can breathe on my own.

Will I be revived or arrest multiple times? You decide.

I’m starved for attention.

I want to collapse on a crowded street, everyone looking on in horror as I writhe and convulse on the ground. Someone pressing their fingers deep into my carotid artery yelling for someone to call 911 while they forcefully roll me onto my back. I want to make sick grunts while they pound on my chest over and over. More people are looking now, my face is turning purple, some people are staring, others are crying. The person pounding my chest yells at someone to get an AED as they force my mouth open to scoop out the blood and mucus clogging my airway. They tilt my head back, plug my nose, seal their lips over mine, and force air into my stilled lungs. Mercifully someone brings an AED. The bystanders give my poor beaten chest a brief reprieve to cut off my shirt, they snip them center piece of my bra letting my breasts flop to each side, exposing my heart for better resus efforts. They’re pounding on my naked chest now and everyone can see my stomach bulge out and my breasts flop inward with every rough compression. Another bystander places a pad above my right breast and then on my side under my left breast. They stop CPR briefly for the machine to scan my battered chest. The crowd gasps as the machine says there is no rhythm detected and tells the strangers to keep pumping my chest. The person doing CPR yells for someone to help as they tilt my head back again, sealing their lips over mine and forcing more air into my lungs. Another person steps from the crowd and kneels next to me, centering their hands on my naked and bruised chest they start the beating again. With fresh arms my stomach bulges out further and a louder grunt escapes my lips as the precious air this stranger has given me is forced back out with each compression in rapid succession.

The crowd starts to part for the sound of sirens coming closer. The anxiety of the scene is now heightened by flashing red and blue lights illuminating the strangers frantically pounding on my naked chest. A team of paramedics rush towards me and shove the bystanders aside, the crowd continues to look on as the efforts to save me become a coordinated and well rehearsed, frantic dance to force life back into me.

Some people in the crowd stare at the scene, turned on by the efforts to save me…

Just a reminder my blog is trans inclusive. It’s bi inclusive. It is pan inclusive. It is intersex inclusive. It is ace/asexual inclusive. It is aro/aromantic inclusive. It is queer inclusive.

I don’t support terfs or exclusionists.

If you came here looking for an ally in your bigotry you came to the wrong blog. Go away. You are not welcome here.

Really want someone to give me mouth to mouth right now

My first heartbeat audio

After giving myself chest compressions, my heart was very happy!

(Sorry about the noise. This is the first time I've recorded my heartbeat ever. If anyone has some tips please let me know)

I would love to do this to someone rn 💜

Chest compressions and mouth-to-mouth torture

Strong hands and arms pumping a tiny chest.... 😍😍

Who else loves hard fast-paced compressions?

My Favorite Dummy

My first ever short story on here hope you enjoy! All characters portrayed did consent and are 18+.

I had a super long day at work. While walking back to my apartment all I could think of was spending some quality time with my girlfriend.

"Baby I'm home!" I said loudly.

"Come in the bedroom" she said faintly.

I walked in the bedroom and I felt all wet. She was on the floor exposing her C cups to the air and got the defib and EKG all laid out next to her ready for me to play our little game.

"You wanna play my little dummy?" I moaned.

She moaned in agreement. I placed my two fingers on her neck and watched the EKG's beeps match with her pulsating neck. I put my hand around her neck and squeezed it.

"Good little dummies are quiet" I moaned. I felt her pulse decrease into nothing and the EKG told me she was flatlining. "Good girl".

I interlocked my hands together and put them between her brests. I pushed down and watched as her boobs and stomach moved with every compression I gave on her lifeless body.

After 30 deep compressions, I looked at her face. Her eyes were staring at the ceiling and her pale blue lips ready for me. I tilted her head back, opened her mouth, and pinched her nose. I put my warm lips on her cold lips and blew my air into her lungs. Her lungs expanded with my air and moved the chest with it. I blew into her lungs again while looking at the EKG monitor. The heart was in v fib and ready for a powerful shock.

I charged the defib to 360 Jules and rubbed the gel on the pads. I placed one paddle on her not working heart and the other one on her side.

"Baby are you ready to come back?" I said out of breath while pushing the paddles deeper in her chest. "Let's get that heartbeat back".

"Clear!"

I pressed the buttons and watched as her chest flew off the floor and then came crashing down with a thump.

Her eyes started to blink and her hand was coming towards my hand.

"Was I a good dummy?" She moaned.

"The best one ever" I replied.

I turned the EKG off and placed my hand on her beating heart. The beats of her heart were calming to my tired hands.

I fell asleep on her working heart waiting for the next resus on my favorite little dummy.

Anyone else on here thinks the voice on AEDs is so hot?

Love this sm 💗

Female goes into cardiac arrest and is resuscitated on scene

(Please don’t post off of Tumblr , thanks!)

I really want to revive someone.

I want to pump someone's chest to help their heart beat.

I want to blow my air into someone's lungs to help them breathe.

I want to rip someone's top off so I can shock their heart back to normal.

I would also love to be resuscitated.

I want someone to push down on my not working heart.

I want someone to blow their warm air into my lungs.

I want someone to violently rip my top off to shock my heart back to normal.