Closeted gay man (well, several people know) married to a wonderful woman. In hindsight, there were signs, but unlike some (many? most?) who knew at an early age, mine is a later-in-life awareness. I love my wife very much, and still find women to be attractive, beautiful, and sensual creatures. However, I have zero sexual desire for women; only men. More than just sex, I would like a romantic relationship with another man, to have a boyfriend, to be openly gay.                                                                                                                           Yes, my wife knows; I told her. Turns out she always suspected, but hoped that it was just a phase that would go away. And, yes, we're still together, and trying to make things work. I hate the pain and turmoil I've caused her, but I do not regret coming out to her. There's a sense of peace and calm that I never knew before. I also like myself now.                                                                                                                This blog allows me to express my homosexuality.                                                                                                                                             Many images are reposted. Please let me know if you need credit or the image removed.

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