This song describes me nowadays. The purpose of this blog is to deliver what I have been through. 

Do I have friends? Why don’t tell them what is wrong?

I have so many friends, but I can not trust any of them. Some can’t keep my secrets, and some seem like don’t really care about me. Um.. As an instance: i had a nightmare last night when I was sleeping. I met a ghost of a school-girl and asking them, what is the meaning of the nightmare? I told them through Whatsapp group chat. But they just read it without responding any thoughts about my nightmare. I was trying to be more open to my close friends but they show me an attitude like that.

Am I wrong to express my feelings? Can I just keep my problems alone?

Nobody wants to listen. I am so sad, but it happened. I do not know what to do anymore.. If there are no heaven and hell, can I just die? So people around me will be happy, no one can disturb them again by hearing my stories.