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chamomile-milk-tea · 1 month

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if i was sisyphus id eat a bit of dirt off the slope every time on my way up until the slope is no longer steep enough for the boulder to roll down. it would be end of suffering in 47 days

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chamomile-milk-tea · 6 months

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Minotaur cmmission

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chamomile-milk-tea · 7 months

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I like to headcanon that they are besties. (Not shipping)

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chamomile-milk-tea · 1 year

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OC art moment

#oc artwork #oc lore #ocs #my ocs are my children #original character #digital arwork #digital painting #digital art #oc art #art #artists on tumblr #my art #artwork #art style #illustration #sapphic #wlw yearning

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chamomile-milk-tea · 1 year

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"Jane Yooo is what the coroners said. Then they did the rawest backflip."

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chamomile-milk-tea · 1 year

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And she's a freaky monster!

#ride the cyclone #penny rtc #penny ride the cyclone #penny lamb

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chamomile-milk-tea · 1 year

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I LOVE FILLEI SM, YOU DONT UNDERSTAND- ♥️♥️♥️♥️

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chamomile-milk-tea · 1 year

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Watch me post WIPS because I can't keep the motivation to finish a single drawing. Anyway, angsty Barbara 💅💅I feel so bad for her, I only see people talk about her relationship with Jean IF THEY EVER TALK ABOUT HER TRAUMA AT ALL. My girl deserves better.

#genshin art #genshin impact fanart #genshin impact #barbara #jean #genshin imagines #genshin fanart #digital arwork #digital art #digital sketch #genshin angst #mondstadt #barbatos

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chamomile-milk-tea · 2 years

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Genshin impact is so painful now

I love this game to death, the open world and its lore, the dragons, the gameplay, and the land of liyue reeled me in. And ofc Kaeya was one of the major reasons I started playing. I've been playing the game like maybe a month since it was released. So, like the launch era (yes I take pride in that it was the best era).

Mondstadt was an amazing introduction, to the familiar buildings of Germany. And the beautiful design of the culture mixed with the signature of genshin's design made the characters brilliant. Now the first story event (reconciling stars??) made me heavily excited about all the lore that was hidden ingame.

When I got to liyue I was glued to the game, forever, I thought. This was china from a whole nother perspective for me as a Moroccan. And to see such an elegant (not heavily sexualized) character like Ninguang in that cutscene. Yo, I fell in love. Childe was cute too, but then the man that got me everything or anything related to excitement and admiration came upon us. Zhongli. Oh, he was the package, with a beautiful outfit reminding u of the Chinese culture as it has its own modern genshin signature twist. Stunning. It's such characters that get me obsessed with games. Next to all of the intricate details and lore plus gameplay.

To finish off, Inazuma. That was one beautiful region, from the flora to the architecture. The temples and that beautiful quest. Ayaka's design is by far one of my favourites. Her design has her culture written all over it and it's beautiful. In Inazuma, we have so many characters inspired by their Japanese ancestry and it looks stunning and recognizable.

But then the sumeru leaks dwindled along. I was super excited for sumeru, that was my downfall.

After seeing these 3 beautifully represented cultures i was so naïvely excited for Sumeru. And thats expected right, i was rightfully excited to see the beautiful culture of the middle east, north africa and SEA being equally represented like the other three.

But thats when i heard al haitham an important arab figure whose name is now being occupied by a white buff tech man with a fandom who couldnt even pronounce his name right and call him habibi ?

ATTENTION: REPRESENTING. SWANA

Unrecognizable. In no way was the representation of Sumeru as intricately thought out as with the other regions. We have been colorised, orientalized and sexualized once again.

I'm gonna start with the one hurting me the most, Dehya.

(Listen i only heard her name and i was so excited to see my culture in this game i was jumping and ecstatic to see representation--- wait she is a cat girl warrior tf)

Dehya's name is inspired by Dihya, the name of an Amazigh Algerian military queen (Kahena). So quite a name to live up to. The Imazighen (us North Africans) barely get any representation as it is. And when we do, we become drawn out as barbarians or savages (for example another "name" for us is Berbers which the Romans called us).

Now what does Dehya look like huh? Yes indeed she has been revealed to be some warrior cat with an wild and savage look. And as an amazigh i hoped to see at least a little of our beautiful culture respresented. Yet i didint recognize any cultural aspects in comparison to litteraly any character in this game.

While we actually wear alot of beautiful jewelry! And we also have beautiful tribal tattoos, and Dihya herself is such a stunning figure to take refrence from.

But instead we get practically nothing. So we are now standing up for her. And yet there are people complaining against us saying that sexualization happens to every character. But Dehya is litteraly oversexualized on such a level that no cultural aspect is recognizable nor a point of interest.

Look im aware of the sexualization of female characters in games especially in gacha's. And its mostly the reason why i dont play alot of them. Yet in genshin its more mild and the design still upholds cultural aspects. Like with Inazuman characters; https://www.reddit.com/r/Genshin_Impact/comments/o7eifv/inazuma_characters_design_analysis_spoilers_for/

And alot of Liyue characters;

This is why i ask of the bare minimum. To analyze and take interest in the amazigh culture. So Dehya's design could be oh so much more elevated and still badass. Because we as well would love to see a badass cat warrior with actual amazigh tattoos, clothes and jewelry.

Unfortunatly she isint the only problematic character.

Nilou, is an Persian dancer. Whilst having culturally accurate horns from the Sassanian period and a burst move from the gorgeous Persian dance. She has still been sexualized and orientalized. Dancers have always had their stomachs covered. Its culture, it's beautiful. By exposing the belly it's unrecognizable as Persian and becomes mixed with the Arab belly dancing outfit. If they want to sexualise her that badly then exposing the belly is the worst move- it erases the culture, it mixes with another culture, it sexualizes and orientalizes. It becomes a problem.

(Cr: demonscallme on twitter)

Tighnari, an amazigh name supposedly Moroccan. With ears from the fennec an animal from the western desert. Other than that his outfit and design is all over the place. In genshin they are more than capable of making modern day clothing mix with cultural themes. Yet this is not working at all. Nothing is recognizable nor representative of anything amazigh nor arab. Its just a jumbled mess. Disappointing in comparison to the modern clothing and cultural mixture of design with for example zhongli.

Dori is the worst of all the characters. She is orientalized and sexualized. No one encounters representation except seeing a fucking joke. She has no cultural aspects that are recognizable instead she is the spitting image of an orientalized character. They have a huge region and countries with countless cultures to take interest in. Yet they went with none and followed stereotypes. Her clothing is also grossly sexualized for a child model. It's disappointing how we are being spat on, our cultures are being treated like a joke.

Now a major argument against anything related to the word orientalism had been "it's fictional".

Stereotyping and racism are stated under orientalism. When we say it's racist, stereotyped, and so orientalized it is wrong, it should not be spread around as if it's nothing. It hurts to see and it's disrespectful. So we SWANA deserve just like the german, Chinese and Japanese to be respected and upheld with the same input into our designated region. This game isin't so fictional anymore.

Colourism, all characters until now are pale. Not denying it. We have in the swana region, people of all colours. If u are gonna represent characters from that region we expect different skin tones. To be recognizing oneself is an amazing experience. And it would be representing swana perfectly. It does not hurt it only embraces. That's why we are speaking up about this. Look I'm willing to wait, to take this back, the moment we get a broad set of people from different skin colours. Its not hard to do, it does not contradict anything. So why are people still pressed? Aren't we supposed to break free from the stupid standard of the pale is elevated. There are white Arabs yes, I'm not saying we can't have any pale characters. But with a region as broad as the swana region. There are bound to be some different skin tones and that should not be ignored.

To conclude,

we want to have equal input into our region as there has been done with the previous three. We want people to see our beautiful cultures. And above all, we want to be respected. Yes, we cannot have everything, but it does not hurt to try. It does not hurt to speak out. And you who are against this notion, you are not achieving freemogems out of this. You are not changing our minds. You are not the only one in the world. Broaden your perspectives. For the sake of an exceptional game.

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chamomile-milk-tea · 2 years

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Green haired women 🛐🛐🛐 God, I love them so much

#sucrose #kuki shinobu #art #drawing #artists on tumblr #artwork #digital art #genshin art #genshin impact fanart #genshin fanart #genshin impact #fanart #genshin kuki shinobu #genshin sucrose

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chamomile-milk-tea · 2 years

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Kokomi in a suit Kokomi in a suit Kokomi in a suit Kokomi in a suit

I did this in 20 min, the shitpost cycle must continue

#kokomi #art #drawing #artists on tumblr #artwork #digital art #kamisato ayaka #sucrose #genshin #general gorou #genshin impact #genshin art #genshin impact fanart #genshin icons

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chamomile-milk-tea · 2 years

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Did a musical character desing challenge with my friend!!! This one is inspired by the song Bubblegum by Clairo <333

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chamomile-milk-tea · 2 years

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Lmao new pfp because Hermes from Hades Game is my only personality trait

#pfp art #art #drawing #hades fanart #hades game #hades the game #hades supergiant #digital art #artwork #artists on tumblr #house of hades #cute pfp #icons #my icons #hermes #self portrait

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chamomile-milk-tea · 2 years

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An ugly WIP of some old drawing as an apology for not posting sht, I've been doodling OCs a lot lately so I don't really have full drawings to show <3

#ocs #art #drawing #artists on tumblr #artwork #digital art #oc #digital arwork #digital painting #digital sketch #art wip

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chamomile-milk-tea · 2 years

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