hope this reaches you

strawberry house by nymphaert

wishing i could record memories in my head so i could replay them whenever id want :,)

dreaming of you

i love him i love him i love him i love him my heart hurts i love him i love him i miss him i miss him i miss him i miss his touch his words his love his everything i miss him so much

my love, i miss you so much🥲🥲 i will always think about you.

thoughts @ 11pm—

thinking about how my college is only accredited in southern states so im stuck in south for a while and won’t be going east like i’ve wanted to since i was a child😞🙃

i am a whole person. i really don’t need a partner to complete me. however i am so tired of trying to care for someone else whenever they come along because all i want is someone i can’t have. im grieving for a love i haven’t experienced in years. i miss so much im so tired of trying to block you out and pretend you’re not there when you are and that hurts me even more. i have been learning new techniques and knowledge to figure out why i care for you and nothing ever seems to work. i always come back to how i feel.

finished sex and the city and didn’t view carrie bradshaw as a terrible character like everyone else. maybe i have some self evaluating to do…

i will never understand my own feelings

i may have a new crush 🤩🤩

i had been up the whole night working on my midterm😞

happy birthday to meeeeee im finally 21

good morning tumblr it’s my birthday !!!

i literally sound so insane