although i dont post on here anymore hers a lil drawing of me n my bf ★~(◠‿◕✿) -Petal🌸

meeeee✨ (im a fictive ^_^)

ik i said i abandoned this acc but my mlp stuff are the only things, anywayz i post more on insta if anyones interested in commissions ^_^

commission for @hyenaboypussy of shenzi from the lion king!!!!!! TYSM FOR THE COMMISSION!!!!!!!!! i luv getting the opportunity to draw feral stuff :3

using this edit i made of a fictive in our system to announce im abandoning this acc bc my posts get so little traction and the only one that does is my 1 princess luna piece. who knows, maybe ill return in the far future but as of currently tumblr isnt not worth the energy i put out. i will still me active on my instagram though if you still would like to see my art<33

winter art go

!!!NOT FANART IM A FICTIVE!!! i think we might have aphantasia so ive always struggled to picture what i look like so having my own tangible drawing of myself is just rly nice<33 -indigo💜

do you have ur commission info on here?? i cant support u financially atm but id love to reblog :)

also have a nice day <3

since i originally posted my commission info on my instagram (@ butterycube777) and the formatting on tumblr is different i tried to keep things as concise as possible (which i may end up redoing so theres no confusion) but all of my links are in my bio now of all my socials and commission form :3

Is that really all you took from that? That your art is ugly and I'm accusing you of faking something? You're thinking of this in overly-simplistic terms, which I suppose I should have expected.

The things you associate yourself with are devistatingly unhelpful to your personal development and mental wellbeing. Call it whatever you want but "fakeclaiming" means nothing. It's real to you, which makes it real. But we can convince ourselves of anything at all if we want to, if we find it alluring in some way, or if it benefits us. We use the language we are given to build a narrative which ties us to the things we focus on. Shift your focus, change what you do, change your habits, develop your language, and you change the narrative- and thus, what you need to justify. Develop a solid sense of self and you won't have to come up with shit to compensate. If you stop surrounding yourself with people (online and irl) who prioritize munchausen and victim-complexes in attempt to dodge accountability for their own shortcomings and irresponsibility and underdeveloped life and social skills, with their priorities on things that are detrimental to their maturity while claiming they truly need to do so or else they'll suffer so immensely (none of these people know the first thing about suffering, I can assure you, based on how they're able to live such decadent lives sitting in their rooms drawing cartoons, e-begging, and writing about how they have little cartoon characters living in their head)... then maybe you can become someone with control over their life. Doesn't that give you immense hope? The knowledge that at any moment, you can in fact just step away, change your lifestyle, shift your focus, get an adderall prescription, get a job, and begin to concieve of yourself as a beautifully complex person with many aspects and facets to your personality and an overly-active and overly-immersive imagination, who loves to roleplay and create characters which represent different sides of your expansive personality, but gets lost in these roles a little too easily because you live an isolated little fantasy life where you're lacking any meaningful sense of responsiblity to others or even to yourself. You lack any sort of role in your real life in which you have any amount of control, and thus, you have invented new ones. It would be almost empowering if you had the mindset to stop viewing such powers of self-invention as a disability. But go ahead, respond with another doodle of your poorly-drawn mascot looking dumbfounded. I already know that until you gain any real and pressing motivation to change your mental frameworks, you simply won't. There's no pressure to change. It's comfortable, whare you're at, even if you feel as if you're truly miserable and pathetic, it's all you've ever known... And it's gotten you thus far, right? Think about what you could do if you invented yourself anew outside of your fantasies.... Moved away to a new city, built a new life, convinced yourself of your capabilities- or at least of your ability to accept failure as a part of growth. I know someone who grew up in a terrible situation, he had severe mental health issues, and was overly-invested in "DID" culture- with his main alter being an fbi agent from a piece of fiction. Someone helped him stop wasting his life drawing art of the fbi agent- told him that if he really sees himself as this character, then just do it. At least try. He stopped living in fantasies as the character he identified as, got into a good school, and now he's on track to becoming a very successful crime scene analysit- and he's not much older than you. He's a stealth ftm with a very bright future, and nobody knows about his past. Think about it. Your life could be the greatest piece of art you ever crafted. You have it in you, obviously. Step one: stop being cringe online. You're welcome.

you dont know me. you dont know anything about me. you dont know anything about my life. you dont know anything about the situation im in. and yet you still have the entitlement to give me some vague ass advice sprinkled in rude comments about my art looking like shit and practically calling me chronically online. think about it, you couldve spent all this time doing something more productive so heres some advice for you

step 1: stop giving life advice to strangers on the internet whom you know NOTHING about. your welcome

You should consult an organization who assists people in escaping abuse. There are many. You're an adult, you could also get a job or covertly reach out to social services for help, or even seek a free/low income therapist or counselor who won't coddle or enable you while also giving you the tools to deal with any trauma you might have. If you're lgbt, reach out to a local lgbt organization. If the situation is truly that bad, you can and SHOULD find a way to leave asap even if it's scary as hell because the truth is that when you're being abused anything is better than allowing it to continue because despite FEELING powerless, you are not at all powerless- you do have the ability to live life on your own terms and I know that you will go places in life if you seek out real support. Not furries on discord- REAL support from the people in your local community who care. This doesn't mean its your fault for being in a bad situation however you cannot just lay down and hope that you will raise enough money from your ugly furry artwork to get away from it all (speaking as someone who lived in a youth emergency shelter at 15 after running away from an abusive home, and then was placed into shitty group homes, and has been on and off the streets since. I am now in my mid 20s and have a relatively stable life, a job I love, drastically improved mental health, and success with my art which has improved since taking some life-drawing courses from local artists- very affordable btw, and some will even let you in for free if you explain that you are low-income- but I would never have tried to rely on making money off of my art in an emergency! Its too unpredictable and too unstable an income especially if you're formally untrained in any arts, and actively being abused. You remind me of my sad little fucked up 19 year old self. Just know that you have the power to improve your life and break these patterns if you choose to do so. Pro tip: get away from the furries and delusional people and anyone who thinks DID is anything other than a hobby for people who love to roleplay. The DID thing is a horribly unhealthy larp. Find humans to identify with and connect with. Get off your phone. Leave consumerism and individualistic self-obsession with identity and labels behind. Get a real hobby- try lifting weights, you'll love it, it greatly helps if you're a dissociative person like me. Really helps you feel alive and connected to your body and less dysmorphic, and if gives you something to feel proud about too) so instead of using abuse and threatening to archive your account as a way to get people to pity-commission you, please take responsibility for yourself and your life, and find a way to take control of your outcome. You're NOT weak or stupid- your circumstances have just warped you. Life is short- you're capable. I know this seems harsh but the only thing that ever helped me was people who CARED enough about me and were brave enough to shake some sense into me and help me break free from the delusionland I was living in.

this was originally posted on insta but i thought id try on here too. im trans, disabled and unemployed fulltime college student saving up to afford medical expenses and escaping my ab*s1ve home. if this flops like everything else i think ill just archive this whole account ;w;

Mwahaha! I found a ink pen with a touch screen nib on the back so I drew this. Nothing special, just really wanted to draw these forever wives.

Click pic for better quality 🌸🦓

Edit: I'm Sooo pissed, why is there always a mistake

redraw of princess luna super proud of how this turned out!<33

drawing of my minecraft fox sunflower :3

tried making something with this one brush i used to use a lot. woona

fursona art!!!!!!!!!!! :D

nyan cat and tac nyan redraw!!! :D