Check out my track. Lemme known if you like the first half or second better 😄

Jare Figueroa - song_04 “Rainy Day”

01/20/2020

I talked to that girl for like an hour and a half yesterday. Haven't really talked to her in like 3 and a half years man. I think this was one of the most important conversations I will ever have. God brought this girl back into my life at this specific time for a specific reason. It's time to heal. I can try harder. I can do more. And one thing I took away from that conversation that is so valuable is "TRY HARDER" she kept telling me this. Yelling at me basically 😂 and she's right. Complaining about my petty ass problems won't do shit. If I want something. I have to do whatever I possible. She's out here traveling the would and I couldn't be more proud of this girl. She honestly text me to see if I was still alive 🙄😂 she knew I was depressed. She some how must’ve knew something was wrong. I was probably more depressed on this day than I have been in years. Literally YEARS. But this also was a good time for me to repent. And begin repenting for these sins and start getting some of this weight off my shoulders. It feels really good to finally open up to her about some of the lies and things I was doing. I'm on a journey of repenting and trying to reach everyone I've done wrong to and kinda search for that forgiveness

01/20/2020

Happy Birthday Jerry! Prayers up! This year, I can’t give you a physical gift. I do however have sins that I can repent for. It’s something that I feel is important at this moment. God is guiding me rn. I have relinquished all of my control over to him. The creator. My god. I’ll ttyl big bro, happy birthday! Tell everybody I said wassup❤️

Family. Family. Family. Wish I had more of that. I am grateful for what I have, though.

I make music.

Surprisingly, I use to smile a lot. Lol

01/14/2020

I really felt it when Kendrick Lamar said

“When I was 27, I grew accustomed to more fear

Accumulated 10 times over throughout the years

My newfound life made all of me magnified

How many accolades do I need to block denial?

The shock value of my success put bolts in me

All this money, is God playin' a joke on me?

Is it for the moment and will he see me as Job?

Take it from me and leave me worse than I was before?” - FEAR.