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boysunberry · 1 month
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'Miller's Girl' (2024)
Didn't have great expectations watching this but holy. shit.
I don't want to spoil anything but god it made me relive a lot, I don't really like Martin Freeman but I thought he was brilliant in this role. Jenna Ortega was amazing, wow.
Really hit hard when 'Lover, You should've come over', Jeff Buckley - came on, I mean that song I have tied to so many memories of my TC, and the scene of them two in the rain? Ugh!
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boysunberry · 2 months
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hey are you ok? it’s been a hot minute since you last posted- hope ur doing alright <3
hi!! so sweet to check in, just logged in for the first time in agesss!
a little update i guess!
its been weirdly complicated? for the most part i haven't been fixated on him which is alleviating... but god i feel empty without him. a lot of memories i have looking back feel weirdly creepy/offputting/embarrassing but the connection i had felt like a relationship, ( even if it was mostly in my head ). Its so odd that im sort of expected to just move on - and even though i see him every week.
we dont speak really- ever. we haven't had a conversation as such since year eleven. he says hi sometimes when i see him at lunch break and he tries to talk in class, but really i tend not to engage.
its so weird the mixed feelings i have and genuinely no-one i know understands truly - its sort of hard to navigate because i miss him a lot, and lowkey love him a lot still but he creeps me out aswell so im stuck
hope everyone's doing alright <3 i miss you all!
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boysunberry · 4 months
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i wish hed stop showing up in my dreams, i dont want to love you anymore
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boysunberry · 4 months
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mourning a relationship i never even had
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boysunberry · 4 months
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trying to get over him so bad but then he smiles at me i cant take it
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boysunberry · 5 months
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whoopsie well um today i was walking back from the shop with my friends and i was on my phone texting somebody and i heard my name, looked up AND IT WAS HIM?? i literally exclaimed, jesus christ, i was so fucking shocked, i thought he was out of town???? i am never safe
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boysunberry · 5 months
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isnt it so fucking funny that todays my birthday and its the one day my tc wasnt in and had a cover 😀
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boysunberry · 5 months
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he doesnt even talk to me anymore
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boysunberry · 5 months
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dont know why you people follow me 😭😭 thanks for 700 of u lovely people 🫶🫶
dont be afraid to come say hi if u want x
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boysunberry · 5 months
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boysunberry · 5 months
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literallt so split cus theres no way he loves me but why on earth does he say the things he does to me
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boysunberry · 5 months
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my favourite activity is reading my old blogposts to remember things hes done :(
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boysunberry · 5 months
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i love him but i dont want to obsess over him again, over every interaction, it did more harm than good and i worried about him hating me so much it destroyed me.
I’m going to try and approach this differently, not purposefully trying to always desperately seek him out or ignoring him, ill just be friendly - he already likes me more than anyone else in my class so, at least ill be his favourite.
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boysunberry · 5 months
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i need to hold a man so close to me
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boysunberry · 5 months
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watched juno and now i want him to get me pregnant
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boysunberry · 5 months
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hate this middle aged man so bad come kiss me you stupid loser
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boysunberry · 5 months
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everyday i think of how much easier this would be if he was just my age
if i was able to love him
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