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bowieisworried · 5 months

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Would really love to know why my anxiety is through the roof right now. I genuinely don't think it's been this bad since I worked in Central Station and was prescribed propanolol for it.

The anxiety is honing in on my upcoming flights, thinking that something catastrophic is going to happen. I know I get anxious before every flight, but I don't remember it being this bad or this... visceral. I'm genuinely getting to the point where I'm considering cancelling my holiday.

Ironic seeing as the whole point of it was to completely disconnect and relax for a week in the place that makes me feel serene and calm.

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bowieisworried · 5 months

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Depression is kicking my ass right now.

I think it's a mix of worry/paranoia/uncertainty about my relationship, and disappointment about not getting gig tickets starting to bite because it's getting closer to the date. That and not being able to find a car that's affordable and gets the ok from my mother.

I'm just tired of nothing working out, especially after working on them/saving for them/etc. for so damn long.

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bowieisworried · 5 months

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There's so much I want to say to you, to ask you, but I don't know if I'm allowed to, or if it would cross a line. I don't know where I stand with you right now and it makes it so difficult.

I alluded to it the last time we spoke, but with everything that's happening for you just now you didn't seem to catch on. I don't want to outright ask where I stand or if you've made a decision either, because I know there's a lot you're having to deal with right now.

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bowieisworried · 5 months

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We're talking again but it feels so... formal, stiff, like a shop worker talking to a customer or something.

Still, it's better than silence.

The lack of an answer still terrifies me though. You had said you were going to message, before shit got hectic again, what were you going to say in that message? I'm worried that it would've been a message to call it quits, but now you've got too much other stuff to deal with so you're just postponing telling me.

I might just be being paranoid or fearful. Or maybe it's warranted, who knows?

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bowieisworried · 6 months

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The longer the wait, the worse it gets.

If you're going to end things with me, just get it over with. I can wait for a positive outcome, but I can't deal with a wait that ends in disappointment.

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bowieisworried · 7 months

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Log in for the first time in about a year and I'm surprised to see most of my moots are still active on here

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bowieisworried · 1 year

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Taemin in 540px - Day 673 of 673

0 Days Remaining - TAEMIN IS BACK

#Taemin #Shinee #Lee Taemin #.mygif #540pxTaemin #Taemin Is Back

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bowieisworried · 1 year

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TAEMIN CHAPTER ONE

SHINee debut, May 25, 2008 SHINee Japanese debut, June 22, 2011 Solo debut, August 18, 2014 Solo Japanese debut, July 27, 2016 TSOL Ep. 3 release, June 25, 2018 SHINee reunited, November 15, 2020 Advice release, May 18, 2021

“I would like to look back on my life as a musician and end a chapter of my life through this album. I will begin a new chapter with it at the same time. It’s like a bridge that connects my past and future.” - Lee Taemin, on ‘Advice’

#Taemin #Shinee #ultkpop #shineesource #dailyshinee #malegroupsnet #Lee Taemin #.mygif #540pxTaemin #(technically)#Welcome back Taemin #Taemin Is Back

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bowieisworried · 1 year

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