Welcome! 25, transman, he/him, queer, black, USA. I'm a fanfic writer in Marvel, DC, Star Wars, Witcher, and a few others on Ao3. If you can, please help support me on Ko-Fi.Enjoy!
and is your shame helpful? is it inspiring goodness and change? or is it keeping you frozen in time unable to move on and be everything you have expanded to be?
the self care industry will sell you face masks and teas and whatnot so i'm here to remind you not to forget the most important self care activity which is masturbation
Your personal triggers and squicks do not get to determine what kind of art other people make.
People make shit. It's what we do. We make shit to explore, to inspire, to explain, to understand, but also to cope, to process, to educate, to warn, to go, "hey, wouldn't that be fucked up? Wild, right?"
Yes, sure, there are things that should be handled with care if they are used at all. But plenty more things are subjective. Some things are just not going to be to your tastes. So go find something that is to your tastes and stop worrying so much about what other people are doing and trying to dictate universal moral precepts about art based on your personal triggers and squicks.
I find possession stories super fucking triggering if I encounter them without warning, especially if they function as a sexual abuse metaphor. I'm not over here campaigning for every horror artist to stop writing possession stories because they make me feel shaky and dissociated. I just check Does The Dog Die before watching certain genres, and I have my husband or roommate preview anything I think might upset me so they can give me more detail. And if I genuinely don't think I can't handle it, I don't watch it. It's that simple.
It’s been over a year and I still don’t understand why she did what she did. We were friends, once. I suppose part of me has moved on, but most of me, the writer, the dreamer, the one named Jason, died the day she started fading away. I haven’t typed a word since. I don’t understand why she did what she did. We were friends, once.
Shoutout to my therapist who say “no you’re not” when I answered “good!” to her asking “how are you?” when she walked in. girl if u knew then why’d u ask.
Do you ever feel mentally ill but in a markedly different way then your usual mentally ill? Like my emotions were empty, now they’re Everywhere and All The Time, my stomach used to hurt now its my hip. And you can’t figure out if you’ve contracted Mental Illness 2.0 or your healing?
*grabbing mlm shippers by the shoulders* guys nobody needs to be the twink. nobody needs to be the sub. nobody needs to be the femboy. they can both be big fat hairy men who bask in each others masculinity or they can both be unspeakable monstrous creatures with inhuman genitalia it’s okay I’m holding your hand. Let me show you the way
just finished Wrecking Balls on Ao3!! such an amazing read!!! you're an incredible writer ughhh the characterization the PLOT TWISTS the everything!! one of my all time favorites!! hope you're doing well and life is treating you kindly 🧡 if you ever need a beta for your stories (esp wrecking balls 2 ;) let me know! also I'll probs leave more comments praising this story on Ao3 because WOW
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