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bookersebastien · 2 days
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I haven't abandoned this story. I just put it on the back burner for now. The story is just on a small vacation. It is currently out of office. It can't come to the phone right now. It just fell under my bed to sleep with the monsters. It never left my head. It is everywhere - except on paper.
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Even massive dweebs have rights, man.
AYESHA  in WE ARE LADY PARTS S1
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Nicholas Galitzine for Hunger Magazine (2024)
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BOBBY NASH and ATHENA GRANT-NASH | 9-1-1 → 7x02 Rock the Boat
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bookersebastien · 6 days
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PLEASE
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did i summon this update by making this post
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bookersebastien · 6 days
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i don't deserve you athena. I never did. but you said yes. and I would again. i didn't have a right to ask. not after what i did. i could save my first family, and i can't save you either. you already did that, baby. you think you're the only one getting a second chance here? you didn't make me do anything. I'm here because i WANT TO BE. WITH YOU.
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bookersebastien · 6 days
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when you think of Maddie Buckley and her character growth, it starts with her being a nine year old child being told that she is not allowed to grieve, and that moment becomes the first time she’s ever told she has to lie, and she has to pretend. she’s told it’s to protect her baby brother, whilst knowing that no one is trying to protect her.
it starts with Buck always knowing something was wrong with her but never knowing what because she’d buried it so deep, she thought she could carry that burden so heavily, “I always felt like you were sad, too”
and then she’s nineteen years old and she meets Doug Kendall and suddenly she’s trust into a world of even more lies, even more hiding the truth, even more pretending for the sake of the people around her, “come on, maddie, you don’t need to pretend with me”
police knock the door, questions are being asked by the people in her life but she shoves it down, she tries her best to live two versions of her life - one behind closed doors and the other outside of it. and she does that for sixteen years. lying and pretending is for her own survival. until we see her finally run to her brother and she brushes it off “kind of sounds like you’re hiding out,” “no, more like… laying low”
and we see it over the years we know her as an audience, her constantly shoving her feelings down, lying to protect herself and the people around her, pretending because she doesn’t know what else to do or who else to be because she cannot burden anyone else with her pain or her grief or the weight of her secrets. we see it with Doug but we also see it with everything after him. her resulting ptsd, her trying to brush everything off.
we meet her parents and we see the pain they caused her, we see her trying to focus on just being a big sister and try to brush off every cruel word that falls from their lips. we see her struggling with the secret, but pretending is all she knows, it is all she has experienced and all she has seen.
her postpartum depression was coated in the guilt of her own suffering after giving birth, so she purposely isolates herself, she asks chimney not to tell anyone, she starts pushing him away, telling him it’s not his job. no one has a clue that anything is wrong with her or that she’s hurting, she pushes it down until she can’t anymore and she’s standing in the ocean, remembering every self perceived failure in her life.
and then we see her after Boston and she’s right back to where she was just before it. shoving it down, pretending as though she is fine, lying to Buck and to Chimney because no matter what she has this innate desire to protect the people she loves from herself.
Maddie Buckley is an actress by design - all she has been taught to do her entire life is to hide, pretend, act like everything is fine, lie if she has to. and we didn’t see that start to crack until she told chimney she was done apologising at the beginning of season six and then when she said the words “when I was sick” to her brother for the first time and made it clear there suddenly, she’s not trying to protect him from her pain anymore, she’s not going to pretend like it never happened or that it never existed. and the moment she stopped acting as though her feelings didn’t matter, we saw her open an entirely new door to her relationship with her brother in particular, we saw them act like true, goofy siblings at the end of season six for the first time.
and her not being able to lie to Hen, her not being able to keep a secret despite the fact she’s been trained to keep secrets her entire life, shows just how far she’s come. she doesn’t have to pretend anymore, she doesn’t even try, not with her brother, not with chimney and not with the people in her life.
and the amount of growth and healing it has taken her to get to the point where lying and faking and having to have a good poker face, seems completely impossible to her is truly so beautiful. she has absolutely no desire or need to protect anyone around her or to fight for her own survival, she’s just Maddie Buckley (soon to be -Han) and for the first time in her whole life, she can just be exactly who she has always been, and never been allowed to be.
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bookersebastien · 6 days
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Nicholas Galitzine | "Mary & George" Premiere in Los Angeles, California | March 21, 2024 | 🎥 Gold Derby
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bookersebastien · 6 days
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I love you. I love you, my wife. I love you.
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PRIMO NIZZUTO in every episode: 1.05 "Silenzio"
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THE REGIME (2024)
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bookersebastien · 6 days
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Can't afford art school?
After seeing post like this 👇
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And this gem 👇
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As well as countless of others from the AI generator community. Just talking about how "inaccessible art" is, I decided why not show how wrong these guys are while also helping anyone who actually wants to learn.
Here is the first one ART TEACHERS! There are plenty online and in places like youtube.
📺Here is my list:
Proko (Free)
Marc Brunet (Free but he does have other classes for a cheap price. Use to work for Blizzard)
Aaron Rutten (free)
BoroCG (free)
Jesse J. Jones (free, talks about animating)
Jesus Conde (free)
Mohammed Agbadi (free, he gives some advice in some videos and talks about art)
Ross Draws (free, he does have other classes for a good price)
SamDoesArts (free, gives good advice and critiques)
Drawfee Show (free, they do give some good advice and great inspiration)
The Art of Aaron Blaise ( useful tips for digital art and animation. Was an animator for Disney)
Bobby Chiu ( useful tips and interviews with artist who are in the industry or making a living as artist)
Second part BOOKS, I have collected some books that have helped me and might help others.
📚Here is my list:
The "how to draw manga" series produced by Graphic-sha. These are for manga artist but they give great advice and information.
"Creating characters with personality" by Tom Bancroft. A great book that can help not just people who draw cartoons but also realistic ones. As it helps you with facial ques and how to make a character interesting.
"Albinus on anatomy" by Robert Beverly Hale and Terence Coyle. Great book to help someone learn basic anatomy.
"Artistic Anatomy" by Dr. Paul Richer and Robert Beverly Hale. A good book if you want to go further in-depth with anatomy.
"Directing the story" by Francis Glebas. A good book if you want to Story board or make comics.
"Animal Anatomy for Artists" by Eliot Goldfinger. A good book for if you want to draw animals or creatures.
"Constructive Anatomy: with almost 500 illustrations" by George B. Bridgman. A great book to help you block out shadows in your figures and see them in a more 3 diamantine way.
"Dynamic Anatomy: Revised and expand" by Burne Hogarth. A book that shows how to block out shapes and easily understand what you are looking out. When it comes to human subjects.
"An Atlas of animal anatomy for artist" by W. Ellenberger and H. Dittrich and H. Baum. This is another good one for people who want to draw animals or creatures.
Etherington Brothers, they make books and have a free blog with art tips.
As for Supplies, I recommend starting out cheap, buying Pencils and art paper at dollar tree or 5 below. For digital art, I recommend not starting with a screen art drawing tablet as they are more expensive.
For the Best art Tablet I recommend either Xp-pen, Bamboo or Huion. Some can range from about 40$ to the thousands.
💻As for art programs here is a list of Free to pay.
Clip Studio paint ( you can choose to pay once or sub and get updates)
Procreate ( pay once for $9.99)
Blender (for 3D modules/sculpting, ect Free)
PaintTool SAI (pay but has a 31 day free trail)
Krita (Free)
mypaint (free)
FireAlpaca (free)
Libresprite (free, for pixel art)
Those are the ones I can recall.
So do with this information as you will but as you can tell there are ways to learn how to become an artist, without breaking the bank. The only thing that might be stopping YOU from using any of these things, is YOU.
I have made time to learn to draw and many artist have too. Either in-between working two jobs or taking care of your family and a job or regular school and chores. YOU just have to take the time or use some time management, it really doesn't take long to practice for like an hour or less. YOU also don't have to do it every day, just once or three times a week is fine.
Hope this was helpful and have a great day.
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bookersebastien · 9 days
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The Mummy Returns dir. Stephen Sommers | 2001
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bookersebastien · 10 days
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bringing back devon to ensure that the abc audience knows that shannon is an intricate part of this family, this show, was so inspired, i cannot get over it
like we got to see eddie healing so much in s6, to see shannon (physically for us), after all of that was just so beautiful. for him to be able to get to that letter, hold it in his hand, and give it to his son in s7 was so amazing to see. there's just so much growth and beauty in eddie's growth through the things we continued to learn about shannon in the last season
and i just want them to keep going with it. let the diaz family grow, and shannon's memory along with it
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bookersebastien · 10 days
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Anon said: This one may be stupid but mine color change so I never know
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Feel free to tag your eye colour!
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9-1-1 7.01 "Abandon Ships"
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